Chapter 773: go away

Mi Han smiled, and there was some ridicule. Although she was only a girl in her twenties, she had become quite calm after entering the marriage, like a blooming plum blossom, elegant and elegant. tough. wind and rain
She doesn't want to make trouble, nor does she like others to provoke herself, because she knows very well that now she is no longer the lawless little sister before, but has been given a brand-new role like'wife' , So in other words, her words and deeds are not only a matter of her own image, but also a matter of Luo Hao's face.
Leng Jiaya has been very busy these days, because she needs to prepare too many things, although she can’t take care of them one by one, but at the very least, she has to take things that she has promised to others. Do it.
"Gu Qianmo, do you like children?" This evening, Leng Jiaya put his head on his lap and asked inadvertently.
"Yeah!" Gu Qinmo replied casually while watching the military reports on the TV, not even noticing the meaning implicit in her words.
"Then how many children do you hope you have?" Leng Jiaya pressed her lower lip and continued to ask.
"Girl, shouldn't you be pregnant?" Gu Qianmo suddenly looked at her with a surprised expression, and Leng Jiaya didn't miss his ecstasy, so he couldn't help but sting. under.
"Uh! No, just just ask casually." Seeing him so happy, Leng Jiaya really couldn't bear to pierce his hope, but the facts are so, so he can only be cruelly given to him. Pulled down from the top of hope.
"This! Then I have to think about it, but as long as you give birth, I like it as much as I don’t know if it will be regarded as a superbirth. Let’s just have twins. "Gu Qinmo was aroused by her, and simply gave up his favorite military program and discussed with her.
"Okay." Leng Jiaya responded to him sweetly, but didn't know that she was crying quietly in her heart. The more interested he was, the more her pain would continue to increase. He I like children so much, but I can't make him what he wants. Such a heartache, I believe that people who have not experienced it can not feel the same as her.
On the day she walked, the drizzle was floating in the sky, making this deep winter season even more depressing and cold, but the coldest thing was her leaving heart.
Maybe it's because it's decided that I won't go back! She left everything, his bank card, her car keys, and even the keys of the house, all on the table one by one. At the same time, there is also a signed divorce agreement, including A written letter, lying quietly on the dressing table, recorded what she wanted to say but never said.
This evening, what greeted Gu Qinmo was no longer the room full of warm lights, nor the light scent of food floating in the air, but the endless cold and darkness, which made his heart tighten. , A bad premonition also spread to my heart. I didn’t dare to think or verify anything. I just stood in the middle of the living room blankly, waiting for her to run out suddenly, giving herself a naughty face. .
He walked upstairs with a heavy step, and he told himself in his heart that this girl must have slept again, or she was too fascinated to paint, but the reality is always so unacceptable. When he walked into the bedroom, When looking at the neatly arranged things on the dressing table, his face was instantly pale to the extreme.
The big slender hand tremblingly stroked everything, and finally landed on an envelope dripping with tears. The fear of the unknown made him dare not open it. He was just dead silent, working hard. Digested the various possibilities that kept flashing in his mind.
No matter how hard he resisted, he had to face what he had to face, so he still took out the letter paper inside, shook the paper away, and faced a fact that might suffocate him.
"Hi! Husband, it seems that this is the first time I call you this way, and it's the last time!" Looking at these short words, Gu Qianmo could imagine her strong smile.
"I'm sorry! I left you in such a way of not saying goodbye, not because I didn't love, but because I loved too much, so I can't bear to fill your future life with regrets." There are many dried tears on the paper, from that fuzzy You can see from the handwriting how heartbroken she was when she wrote these words, that's why she couldn't cry.
"I once said, let you give me time. I thought God was always very kind to me, but this time, he was on the dark side, so I knew very well that the deadline for my departure It's already here." The camera switched to the scene when Leng Giao wrote this letter. Every time she wrote a word, it made her heartache.
"Brother Shuhan said that it is difficult for me to get pregnant. At first when I knew this fact, you would definitely not be able to think of how helpless I was and how much I wanted to rush into your arms to seek comfort. It’s just a gentle hug, but I know it’s not possible, so I can only lock everything in my heart and let everyone help me keep it from you, because I really don’t know, when you know I’m When this is such a woman full of imperfections, would you still be willing to continue to love me?" Leng Jiao sniffed, her teeth biting her red lips tightly, but she knew how reluctant to let go , And know how much she wanted to be selfish, but she didn't dare to gamble because she was afraid of the moment when she was sentenced to win or lose.
"You said, as long as I give birth to a child, you will like it, but unfortunately I dare not face your hot eyes, because I can't give you everything you want, so I can only turn around in embarrassment." Leng Ge Jia stopped writing, and lay down on the table and burst into tears, because she was the only one in the family at this time, and she could give her a good vent.
"I thought that as long as I obediently cooperate with Shuhan's treatment, then I will give you a lovely child, so I drank all the Chinese medicine that can make me vomit, even if you meet me, I can Raise a smile and pretend to be okay to tell you that I am really okay."
"Looking at you sleeping every night, I know for the first time what insomnia is, countless times I want to stretch out my hand to depict your handsome appearance, but I am afraid of disturbing you, so I can only look through the dim light. I will memorize you again and again, because these will become the longest and most precious memory in my future life." Tears dripped and sorrowed, and at the same time they stunned what she had written. Handwriting.
"I know, even if I can't get pregnant, you still won't abandon me, but I dare not imagine that in case, nor dare to think about how precious I am in your mind, so I chose Leaving, perhaps only this way, is my selfless love for you, maybe you will say, this is just my cowardly thought, and it is also an excuse for me to escape, but even so, I will stick to it With my own thoughts, maybe one day I will regret and regret letting go of your hand, but as long as you are happy, then my accomplishment will not be in vain." At this moment, Leng Jiajia is smiling, despite the desolation, but But it was extremely poignant, and despite helplessness, she felt relieved, because she still took this difficult step.
"I have signed the name of the divorce agreement. Although you told me that military marriage is not something I can divorce if I want to divorce, it doesn't mean that it is totally impossible, right? So I'm sorry, I broke my trust in ours. The marriage declaration did not accompany you to the end, here, please forgive my waywardness." Leng Jiaya looked at the two marriage certificates placed in front of him, clenched his fists against his lips and sobbed softly. Maybe soon, they will become two green books!
"Finally, thank you for falling in love with me. This can be said to be the happiest time in my entire life. Although you can spend very little time with me, I know that you will always come back. But this time, But it has become my distance. I just want to say: Don’t wait for me, don’t find me, find a girl you like to love again! Although I will be extremely jealous, but I will still be sent to you from afar The most sincere blessing." At this point, Leng Jiaya really couldn't continue, because when he thought of other women in his arms, her heart felt like a knife cut.
"Also, I put a label on each set of clothes in the cabinet, indicating what kind of occasions are suitable for attending, and how to match them, etc. Unexpectedly, the only thing I can do for you in the end is this. That’s all, the most important thing that worries me the most is your stomach problem. I hope that in the days without me, you can eat on time, take good care of yourself, and don’t make me worry too much, okay?" With a smile, she put the pen aside, the smile on the corner of her lips was so dazzling, just like a flash in the pan, there was too much she wanted to say, but she knew that some things could never be finished.
Gu Qianmo didn't know what kind of mood he had in reading this letter, only that his tears kept falling with his mood, silly girl, didn't she know? Without her, life is already a kind of incompleteness for myself.
He took out the phone and dialed her number tremblingly, but as if he was making fun of his failure, the bell rang in his ears with a beautiful melody. It seemed that she went very thoroughly. Cut all possible connections.
Gu Qianmo smiled. Although his eyes were swollen and unbearable, he was actually smiling. I've always known that you don’t trust me enough, but I didn’t think about improving it. I felt that everything could follow. It will be different with the passage of time, but I didn't expect you to give me a fatal blow, and then quietly escaped from my world.
He rushed out of the house desperately. He couldn't just let her leave. Although he said that he liked children very much, it didn't mean that he had to, because in his heart, everything was not as cold as a cold man. It's important to come.
He arrived at the airport hurriedly all the way, even if he knew that she might have left here long ago, he still did not want to let go of any chance to find her, because their happy life was just beginning, so he would never allow it End at this moment.
He has always been a man who pays much attention to military appearance and discipline, but at this moment he doesn't care about it. He loosened his tie a lot because of anxiety, his shirt sleeves were also rolled up high, and his pace was messy at the airport Looking back and forth in the hall.
He would follow every similar back to take a look. Although many of them forgave his recklessness because of his handsome appearance and the military uniform on his body, he still received a lot of insults, saying that he was crazy because There is no military rank mark on his shirt that can represent his identity, so it is normal to be regarded as a neurotic.
When I arrived at Leng's house, it was already very late, and seeing him look downright, but it really made Leng Aofeng a little stunned.
"What's wrong with you, you have encountered a robbery, but it shouldn't be! Who is so afraid of death will find you!" Leng Aofeng frowned, and ridiculed him coldly.
"Do you know where Mi'er went?" Gu Qianmo didn't care about his verbal sneers, but asked him with a frustrated expression. After several hours of searching, he was close to the edge of collapse.
"What do you mean, is something wrong with Bibi?" Leng Aofeng put away the indifference that was just now, and suddenly became nervous.
"No, just left." Gu Qianmo closed his eyes sadly. Before he opened his eyes again, he received a heavy punch on the face, and he seemed to expect such a This kind of ending, without the slightest surprise.
"Gu Qinmo, you bastard, what does it mean to leave, you just tell me!" Leng Aofeng punched him again, as long as it involved his sister, he would be abnormally out of control.
"I said she left, don't you understand?" This is the first time Gu Qianmo was angry at Leng Aofeng, but it was not because he beat himself, but the pain from the bottom of his heart made him unable to release , So he wished that Leng Aofeng would beat him severely. If this happened, he might feel better.
"Where did you go, you said it!" Leng Aofeng also roared back, staring at the heartbroken man in front of him with fiery eyes, but didn't do anything at him again.
"If you know where you are going, it is not called leaving." At this moment, Gu Qianmo is undoubtedly vulnerable, because the inability to find it made him feel a deep sense of frustration. Before coming, he had already given Qian to Qian. Qian called and asked her to pay attention to whether Bibi went to Paris. After all, she had to prepare for fashion week, right?
"Did something happen?" Shangguan Chuchu carefully walked downstairs with a big belly. When he saw that these two men were looking like they were about to eat each other, he couldn't help but chuckle. .
"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, I interrupted your rest." Although Leng Jiaya's departure did make Gu Qianmo lose his calm and calmness, he was still polite.
"I'm okay, is it related to that girl? What happened to her?" There is probably no one who can make them both show such a rattling expression at the same time, except for their own sister-in-law. Someone else!
"Yeah! She left a divorce agreement and a letter, and just left, I was thinking, you must know something right or wrong." Gu Qianmo looked at Shangguan Chuchu very sincerely, hoping to follow She got clues here, but judging from Leng Aofeng's performance just now, they weren't like people in the know.
"What? After leaving, I knew she would be so stupid." Shangguan Chuchu was a little bit stunned, and blamed himself. He clearly felt that she was unusually strange recently, but he didn't think much about it, thinking she was just because it was not easy to get pregnant It's just sad, but she didn't expect that she was plotting to leave.
"It seems that you all know it, and you just kept it from me." Gu Qinmo said what it was like not to appear in her heart. As a husband and wife, she didn't even have the slightest trust in her husband. Others turned out to be so affectionate.
"Gu Qinmo, don't think too much about it. Actually, the reason why you did this is because she thought Yuchen's treatment would be helpful to her, so she didn't want you to worry about her, but what I didn't expect is to treat her No progress has been made, so I can imagine her mood as a woman." Shangguan Chuchu looked at him with some worry, without guessing, he knew who was the cause of the injury on his face, so he frowned and stared at Leng Aofeng. , This guy, always like this, that is, Gu Qinmo let him not care about him, otherwise he would have good fruit.
"But no matter what, she should have told me, right? If you don't tell me, how can you know what I think?" Gu Qianmo gritted his teeth and said with his fist clenched, the protruding veins He is undoubtedly telling others how angry he is now.
"It's not the time to pursue these things, aren't you a major general? Don't you hold the supremacy right in your hands? Go to the airport to check which flight she took to leave!" Shangguan Chu Chu was also very worried about Leng Ni. Don't look at that girl's sweet and pleasant look, but she is so resolute in doing things.
"I have checked, but her name has not appeared on all the flights that left today." Gu Qianmo said frustratedly. This is the second time he has used his powers for the sake of Leng Jia, which shows her. How important it is to myself.
"What, no, does that mean that this girl is still in S City, hidden in a certain place, and after we have given up this important piece of aviation information, she will leave quietly." Shangguan Chuchu knew that Leng Jiajia and Not stupid, she knows very well that both Gu Qinmo and Ouyang Ruixi can find these, so as long as she knows which country she went to, it will be easier to track down, and she is sure of this, so she will Played roundabout tactics with them.
"I don't know, so I wonder if you will have news about her." Gu Qianmo felt that such a possibility was not impossible. After all, didn't they also help her to conceal things about her difficult pregnancy before. ? It is not impossible to come together now and leave without hiding from her.
"Qianmo, you shouldn't be suspicious that that girl is colluding with us! If there are other things, I really dare not answer no, but as far as the matter of leaving, we really don't know. Love, it’s just that she feels very weird lately. She always says something like gratitude, but we didn’t think too much about it. We just thought it was her momentary exclamation.
Shangguan Chuchu frowned and stretched out his hand comfortingly. I touched my stomach, and I don't know if the baby felt her nervousness, or if she knew that her aunt ran away from home, so she kicked it very hard.