Chapter 33: Heart and Demon

After returning home, Su Yutan spent several hours and carefully watched the video that Yao Zhijie gave her.
The content of these videos is similar. Yao Zhijie and Belle are playing around. Belle is very happy.
Jiang Belle in these videos is not the same person as Jiang Belle in Jiang Miaomiao's videos. They are all sunny and gloomy, they are all the difference between angels and witches.
There is also a short paragraph in Yao Zhijie's video, which is simply a footnote to this difference.
At that time, Belle was blowing bubbles in a children's amusement park cheerfully.
Yao Zhijie looked at her by the side, and suddenly said carefully: "Belle, you don't have to do anything against your mother, can you?"
Belle's complexion suddenly gloomed, and she said unhappyly, "Can't you say that?"
Yao Zhijie quickly apologized with a smile and apologized, "Okay! I won't say anymore, you have fun!"
Belle continued to blow bubbles, but her expression was not as happy as before.
After that, Yao Zhijie tried his best to make Belle happy, but Belle was not as happy as before.
This video ends here.
Just watching the video given by this former couple, it is easy to conclude that Belle is happy with her father, and torture each other with her mother.
However, Su Yutan feels that this matter is somewhat wrong from a logical and logical perspective.
The video provided by Jiang Miaomiao emphasizes the bad relationship between mother and daughter.
The video provided by Yao Zhijie emphasizes the rapport between father and daughter, and proves the separation and hostility between Belle and her mother.
If a custody lawsuit is filed, these videos will be very detrimental to Jiang Miaomiao.
What social workers get is usually brought to court as evidence when there is a custody dispute.
With such a handle, why did Jiang Miaomiao give it to social workers? Doesn't she want Belle custody anymore?
Guardianship is not an ordinary right, it is also a responsibility and an obligation.
Belle's custody right, Jiang Miaomiao had already been arguing at the time of divorce, so he couldn't just throw it away.
There is only one way she can get rid of custody, and that is that she made a big mistake in raising Belle and was forced to deprive her of custody by the court.
But in this way, she will lose not only Belle's custody, but also a lot of property in her hands and a lot of future income.
When she divorced, she was the fault party. The reason why she did not suffer too much when dividing the property was because the court had to guarantee the living conditions during Bell's growth.
In other words, most of the property that Jiang Miaomiao shared at the time of the divorce was the court's default Bell child support.
According to some previous jurisprudence, in this case, if Jiang Miaomiao loses Belle's custody, most of her property may be directly transferred to Belle by the court. Before Belle is an adult, Managed by Belle's new guardian.
And that new guardian is probably Yao Zhijie.
Although Yao Zhijie does not have a "Parent's Qualification Certificate", if Jiang Miaomiao is deprived of custody, then considering the child's emotional needs, Yao Zhijie can also become Belle's guardian.
He only needs to sacrifice a little privacy and be followed up by a social worker.
In addition, judgments depriving custody often have an inseparable additional judgment: punitive high maintenance.
If Jiang Miaomo loses Belle's custody, before Belle turns 18, about half of the money she earns will be owned by Belle and her new guardian.
She also tuned out a video of her meeting with Yao Zhijie.
After reading it, her suspicion of Yao Zhijie did not decrease at all, but instead strengthened.
She also checked the financial status of Yao Zhijie and private individuals through various channels.
The two games previously developed by Zhijie Games have poor ratings and popularity, and they have hit the streets.
Industry insiders estimate that Zhijie Games lost one to two hundred million yuan for these two games. This is a fatal blow for this small company.
Half a year ago, Zhijie Games was in a financial crisis.
Yao Zhijie sold or mortgaged all the industries under his name one after another, struggling to support the company, trying to find new investors and projects to turn around, but ultimately failed.
Since last month, Zhijie Games has not even been able to pay, and employees have left in large numbers.
Su Yutan was suddenly bright and open-minded.
She couldn't help but yell: scum!

While Su Yutan was pondering how to reveal the truth, Qiao Wangchuan's video call came again.
He was still wearing a turtleneck sweater, but changed to a brighter, more casual coat.
Su Yutan suddenly had a little curiosity: Why did Qiao Wangchuan have a soft spot for high-necked clothes?
In her impression, not many boys like to wear high-necked clothes. But every time she saw Qiao Wangchuan, he wore a high-necked dress, whether it was a base shirt or a sweater.
"Are you busy today?" Qiao Wangchuan still sat in the flying saucer and asked her.
"It's better today," Su Yutan said. "Are you okay?"
Qiao Wangchuan laughed: "Nothing big. Just keep thinking about the lemon grilled fish in the halibut restaurant. Go eat today?"
Su Yutan's heart felt that weird feeling again: Qiao Wangchuan really was looking for an excuse to ask me?
She decided to settle the matter as soon as possible, so that Qiao Wangchuan would call her every day for this reason.
"Okay! Go together at night." Just because she still owed Qiao Wangchuan a few questions, she mentioned the disciplinary ring incidentally, hinting at him, and telling him not to hit her.
The smile on Qiao Wangchuan's face was deeper: "Then you wait at home, I'll pick you up."
When Su Yutan waited for Qiao Wangchuan to pick her up, she looked at her dress and felt rude, so she didn't change clothes.
After ordering at the restaurant, Su Yutan asked Qiao Wangchuan: "Do you remember the appointment we made last time?"
Qiao Wangchuan asked: "The one I asked you to answer?"
"Yes!" Su Yutan said cheerfully, "If you have any questions, please ask me! I promised that I can answer everything I can."
Qiao Wangchuan smiled at the corner of his mouth: "Then I really asked?"
"Just ask!"
"First of all, the last question. Why do you have the words" Don't be indifferent, no magic "on the inside of your ring?"
"This is a commandment that reminds me to exercise restraint and not to be tempted by men."
"Why keep restrained and not attentive to men?"
"Because the" Heart Demon "is too heavy, I had to seal the" Heart "with the" Devil "."
"What do you mean?"
"Simply put, because of the effects of latent trauma, I have a lot of abnormal cravings and rejections in my subconscious. In some ways, I am more susceptible to emotions than normal people, and easier to do irrational things. And Talking about love is the easiest thing to affect emotions. So, for me, talking about love is a high-risk thing. "
Qiao Wangchuan looked at her with a look of dullness and a pale face.
Su Yutan continued: "My underlying trauma is a self-destructive tendency. If I suffer a blow from falling in love, a boyfriend's derailment, etc., I will most likely not be able to control myself and truly go to self-destruct. Even without such a blow, I It is also possible that you will gradually lose control of yourself in the midst of gains and losses. I will not know what I will do at that time. "
"Is this a doctor's order, or is it your own personal idea?" Qiao Wangchuan asked, his expression a little nervous.
Su Yutan laughed: "One half is a doctor's order, and one half is a personal thought."
"How do you say that?" Qiao Wangchuan's tone was slightly anxious. "Do you mean ... you enlarged the doctor's order?"
Su Yutan sighed and said, "Let me tell you the origin of this ring! When I first wore it, I was only 15 years old ..."
At that time, she was young and her love had begun.
The object of enthusiasm is Brother Lu, who was very good to him, handsome and warm from childhood.
With this careful thought, she became more delicate, sensitive and thoughtful.
She wanted to see him, but was afraid he was annoying, and often struggled for half an hour or even an hour to call him.
He laughed and she was happy. He frowned, and she wondered if she was upsetting him, and then she began to reflect.
If she thinks that she has found the reason, she will be disgusted with herself: how can she make such low-level or ridiculous or naive mistakes?
If she can't find the reason, she will hate herself even more: being stupid like this is a waste of food and air!
It wasn't long before she was thought through by her adoptive mother and Brother Lu.
Her adoptive mother talked to Brother Lu once, and Brother Lu used the excuse to be busy with work and calmly reduced her contact with her.
This change, she will not ignore it, or understand the meaning.
After struggling for a week, she summoned the courage to confess to Brother Lu.
Brother Lu refused her with a gentle attitude and a firm tone, showing that he only took her as her sister, and that she was half sympathetic and half sympathetic to her, and she had absolutely no affection for men and women.
After being rejected, she soon fell into a very desperate state of self-denial, making it difficult to extricate herself.
The efforts of self-control over the past few years quickly collapsed.
The thought of dying was haunting and lingering in her mind day and night, and all kinds of mental healing methods did not work at all.
Her will soon succumbed to the subconscious thirst for death. She planned and executed a suicide unusually calmly.
She carefully considered many methods of death, and finally felt that death in the starry sky was the easiest to achieve, the easiest to succeed, and the most acceptable to her.
She escaped from the hospital, called a rental flying saucer, and flew into space.
Of course, it turned out that she didn't die.
Because her adoptive mother knew her mental state well, she immediately called the police when she was gone, and the police immediately initiated a suicide intervention procedure.
A patrol flying saucer came over, released a robotic arm, held her flying saucer hatch to death, and rescued her.
After being rescued, the adoptive mother gave her the ring to help her control herself and restrain her subconscious. But at the time, the words were not engraved on the inside of the ring.
With the help of her adoptive mother and Lu Xiaozhi, it took her nearly half a year to control her desire to commit suicide in her subconscious and resume her normal life.
Later, she grew up and her adoptive mother died.
Two years ago, Lu Xiaozhi believed that her self-control ability was strong enough to try dating a boy and trying to make a boyfriend.
Of course, the person she can try to contact does not include him, because he always only treats her as a younger sister.
Su Yutan thought about it for a few days, about the ring, the mother ’s admonition, the heartbeat of the beginning of love, the despair of being rejected, and those lingering suicide thoughts.
In the end, instead of going to date with the boy as Brother Brother Lu said, she found a jewelry store and engraved the words "don't care, no magic" on the inside of the ring.
She was really not confident to deal with the love and affection in love, so she had to try to keep her heart as calm as possible and not be upset.
Qiao Wangchuan listened carefully to her, and asked with a very quiet look: "Can the feelings of people be controlled?"
"I'm not sure, but I have to try as much as I can," Su Yutan said.
"Does Dr. Lu know these six words?"
"He knows. I showed him."
"Does he agree with you?"
"He disagrees, but he respects my decision."
Qiao Wangchuan looked at her deeply, with no expression on his face, but there seemed to be some emotion in his eyes.
Su Yutan stared at him frankly and decisively.