Chapter 422: anxiety

"Is it convenient to ask for your name?" At the entrance of the headquarter of the Republic of "Black Moon", when Heliga covered her whole body and showed the proof given by Cao Li to the guard at the door, the two nodded. Asked.
"Inconvenient," Heliga said lightly, and walked straight into the door. Perhaps it was because they did not expect that the other party would refuse such a request so simply, and the two stood there, watching Helija go in.
"Like that Cao, a weird man..." After a long time, the two guards murmured to themselves afterwards.
Heliga ignored the discussion between the two. For him at this moment, there is something more worthy of attention-that is the strange emotion before.
When he suddenly realized that when he was in the Republic, he could free up his emotions without any scruples, without worrying about hurting any relatives and partners-a certain emotion in his heart suddenly exploded. This kind of sentiment appeared once in Libel's Anomaly, when facing the Red Lotus Hunters.
-Tangled, contradictory. At that time, he used the excuse that "you can't be kind to the enemy on the battlefield." But this time the confusion really made him feel a strong question.
Treating the enemy on the battlefield-that is a very professional feeling. Professional hunters will never bring the hatred on the battlefield to the field-even if Bader Orlando and Lujia Clausel are usually unequal enemies on the battlefield, but outside the battlefield, The two can also sit at the table and have a few drinks. From them, they don't seem to feel any force or hostility towards each other.
For Heliga, at that time, his malice towards those hunting soldiers was a bit inexplicable. With his ability at the time, he was not without the possibility of achieving all his goals without killing. But he did not choose to do that. Although he also understands that it is a delicate matter for lawbreakers to pay attention to these so-called humanities and laws, but this still cannot eliminate his inner confusion.
Malice, evil thoughts, and murderousness-they are very similar, but different. Regardless, this kind of emotional fluctuation has appeared again this time.
You don’t need to take into account the notion of your partner. Don’t bother with the complicated network of relationships-your opponents are strangers who have nothing to do with you, and they are all battle-tested hunters, and they are basically ready to win, or soldiers. The consciousness of defeat-this is almost an excellent environment. Although he didn't want to admit it, Heliga knew that there was something in his heart that was ecstatic about it.
The ecstasy of killings and battlefields-he never thought he had such a character hidden deep in his heart.
What is going on here? He was confused.
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In the past few days at the headquarters of "Black Moon", Heliga has basically stayed in the room arranged for him by the other party. Apart from eating and some necessary actions, he has nested himself in the house. In the eyes of other members, the co-worker sent by Cao Li, who has always been the biggest problem child among the managers of the "Black Moon" branch, seems to have a strange personality in the same line as the one who sent him here. . Except for the necessary combat meetings and some simple physical needs, this man has no other actions-it looks very strange.
Of course, Heliga knew it herself—it wasn't because she was sick. The problem is that he does not want to leave any information about his existence in the Republic-although he is sure that since the meeting with the Prime Minister Osborne, there must be the eyeliner of the Intelligence Bureau to follow him from time to time, so he The choice was to use the power of the dragon roar and the potion to go to the destination specified by Cao Li after the airship landed-she didn't believe anyone could keep up with her while she was invisible. What's more, with the blessing of a large number of change magic spells, the speed of his own journey is even faster than that of a general guided vehicle.
After basically confirming that he got rid of the empire's eyeliner, Heliga was thinking about various issues while waiting for the instructions from the "Black Moon"-since he was only here to help, then he should not be so enthusiastic about making suggestions.
"Is this...?" Heliga, who casually emptied the things he had brought, looked at the little book that had fallen out of his backpack, and was shocked--it turned out that it was Nirevain who gave it to him before leaving. Own, what he called the "Book of Rings". It is said that it records the long-lost exquisite sword skills of the "sword singers"; and that kind of skills can't even be transferred to yourself through shadow magic-you have to practice on your own.
However, based on Bernardo’s knowledge remaining in Heliga’s mind, he knew that although the "Book of Rings" was written by the original swordmaster Flanda Honding in the real world, the original swordmaster himself is The incarnation of the gods believed by the Red Guards is the same as the Dragonborn to Lockham. According to the laws of Tamriel, the loss of sword song skills is probably not because it is difficult to learn or something else. What is the reason, but the will of the is reflected in the real world. To put it in a more popular way, this with the same name as the Juggernaut does not want people to continue to hold this power.
It is also for this reason that neither Bernardo nor his teacher "Bar" has mastered the real "sword song"-they actually have a similar source of power, which is more than a sword singer Ancient things, "the way of ancient swords."
These things were also well reflected in Heliga-he was surprised to find that although he could understand the content of every page in the book, he could not use the effect described in the book. But the more he reads, the more he can experience the heart-pounding feeling.
""Holy Sea"... a holy sword cast with spiritual power...? "
That is specifically mentioned in the book, and only those who have cultivated the skills of sword singers to the extreme can master the special abilities.
"It's a pity..." Heliga curled her lips delicately, "This thing... doesn't suit me at all."
Not only because of the difficulty of practicing it, but also because it seems to emphasize the natural fusion between magic and swordsmanship. Unfortunately, his own swordsmanship, without a doubt, can't keep up with the magic level supported by dragonborn magic power.
咚咚咚. The knock on the door interrupted Heliga's thoughts. He calmly packed the books, put on the cloak, and opened the wooden door of the bedroom.
"We are about to set off to fight against the enemies of "Black Moon"... our co-workers. Please prepare for departure and battle within half an hour. "The man said so.
"I see." Heliga tried to make her voice free of emotion, "See you then."
After speaking, he closed the door and started to check the things he might use in the same way.
I don't know why... Heliga now feels that her heart is extremely calm. The desire to kill and the hostility of fighting before, seem to have never existed.