Chapter 499: Letter to the Philippines

To my dear Fei:
Speaking of it, this is the first time you have used traditional letters to chat with you, right?
In fact, it was just a whim—because Arios and the others said that the period when they were expecting letters from friends was anxious but very fulfilling—so I wanted to try this a little bit. Hope to surprise you... Of course, I'm not sure you can understand every word I write, right? It doesn't matter, I will try to be concise and clear.
How long have you been with you? Before I knew it, I was accustomed to the days with you by my side. These days at Crossbell are really too busy, making me overlook a lot of precious things around me-for example, now that I have dealt with everything and have nothing to do, I can no longer stand you when you are not around. Days are up.
Of course, anxious to anxious... Although I will definitely return to the Empire to find you as soon as possible, but for now, there are still some things that have not been able to be handled.
The Order was ruined... This time it was really finished. Although news has been blocked among the people, this is actually the case. Although the existence of the Order is just a cover, there is a bigger conspiracy behind it that controls everything, but it has nothing to do with me... The next thing, returning to your side is the most important thing.
It seems a bit ashamed to say...I have been in a relationship for so long, but I have not been able to do anything. Maybe you don’t know that ordinary girls will get all kinds of love confession and commemorative gifts from their boyfriends when they fall in love...Although I know that we are not ordinary people like that, there is no way to maintain that simple and happy relationship, and you may even There is no concept at all... But I still have to say, Fei, it is my fault.
Perhaps you have already noticed it under the instinct of a girl? It just didn't say it.
Some words may be difficult to say in person...but since they are private whispers and letters, I don't think it matters much. Fei, I like you, since the encounter five years ago, until now.
When I really started to feel life, all I was thinking of was you. It stands to reason that five years is not short, but this kind of feeling is still difficult to suppress... Maybe it is because our bond is deeper than at the beginning?
In retrospect, I should be grateful that the first person I met after leaving Erlengum was you. In retrospect, I am not even afraid of monsters made up of treasures and potions, but I was not your opponent at that time.
Maybe you don’t know. Although we have worked with many partners during our travels, they also have strong strength-but you are always the one I trust. When fighting side by side with others, I only feel at ease and relieved at most; and when you are by my side, no matter how strong the enemy is, my heart is only happy—it has nothing to do with you, it’s just for you. Special feelings.
I know that you have resentment for the behavior of "collusion" between me and the team leader...Even if you understand now, you can't change the fact that I lied to you. The head of the group is for your own good. At that time, he knew you better than me, so I was not qualified to refute him. Even so, maybe you don't know yet. Soon after that, I lost my temper at Leonidas and Jeno. They didn't do anything wrong in their words and actions, but I just felt the anger of leaving. That kind of relationship is very complicated, and I may not understand it now-well, maybe it's just an emotional distortion out of jealousy? I know they care about you, but I want it to look hypocritical. If you have to say something, maybe it's just because they know you better than me.
However, it is different now. They have led your growth as a parent, and I, as a lover, know all about you. I can detect when you are down, and I always feel relieved when you go to combat missions. I have seen your capable appearance on the battlefield, and also felt the happiness and dizziness of your brave confession. This was Philip Kraussell whom they never knew, and with this assurance, I felt that I could face my emotions squarely at that time.
It may sound funny, right? A big boy and a few big men were awkward about this little thing. But I just want to say that as long as it is about you, even trivial things, I will concentrate tens of thousands of points. Now, there is no more qualified person in the world to say "I am the person who knows the Philippines best". If I meet the members of "Westwind" in the future, I must show off our current relationship in front of them-they will definitely dissatisfied, then I will punch them until they honestly admit it. Not to mention them, even if the head of the group crawled out of the tomb to oppose the marriage, I would bury him ruthlessly. When Bernardo was alive, I always complained that I was too spoiled for you... Well, I just want to adopt a double standard with you and others. It's useless for anyone to object.
Ah, I have always felt that the feeling of love and liking is slowly emerging from the bottom of my heart. But after writing the paragraph above, I felt a lot more comfortable. I'm sorry that I am so useless. I didn't have the courage to express my thoughts as bravely as you back then, but I can only cover up my heart through this letter in a compromised way. But rest assured, I will work hard until the day I can do this.
Speaking of which, what is your life in school now? Tolz is a prestigious school in the empire. Even if it is an officer school, the difficulty of cultural classes is very high. I am a little worried whether you can handle it... But if Laura is there, maybe she can help a lot. ? And those classmates, Prince Olibate has already shown me the list he chose. I think they are all very good friends...but they may encounter some minor troubles in the early days.
In addition, what about that "special internship"? Although it is a bit arrogant to say this, I am actually looking forward to how you dealt with the things you encountered without me. Of course, I know you will be able to overcome all the difficulties and obstacles.
Can't wait for the day to meet you again. I will give you all the compensation mentioned in the letter, little by little...No matter what chaos the empire falls into, it will be the same.
After this letter is over, in a few days at most, I will return to the Empire and return to your side... I am looking forward to that day.
I will always like you.
Heliga Kholzwill.