"In fact, when a person is just born, whether it is personality or human nature is the same, and may be affected by some of the parents’ personalities, but it will not be too big, and the reason why there will be very huge differences when they grow up It is because of the different environment and encounters in the process of the factory manager, which has caused huge changes."
"Especially when I was young, that time was when a person slowly formed a spiritual consciousness and a world of mental power. If a person is often a factory manager, then naturally there is nothing, but can someone really grow up normally? Spoiling and pampering Emotions such as darkness, suffering, bullying, indifference, abandonment, etc. will fill the childhood of most people, and the reason why Miss Feng has become the indifferent character now, then one can imagine her childhood. Especially since it is already a red thunder robbery, I hope Miss Feng can change through these thunder robberies."
Liu Yiheng was talking about these times, the second thunder robbery of Seven Nine Tribulations Thunder has not come down yet, but it is constantly brewing, and Feng Moliang did not break out like just now, and it was not as easy as the previous thunder robbery. , Because Feng Moliang's face was very ugly at this time, but it was not that he was being attacked very powerfully, but that his heart was greatly affected.
At this time, Feng Moliang had fallen into the world of her own mental power. She saw her childhood and was abandoned. Then she was picked up and adopted by an ordinary carpenter in a small village. But when she was three years old, she raised herself The parents were killed directly.
The three-year-old Feng Moliang can only survive by relying on his own strength and the help of the people around him, but in the process, what Feng Moliang has suffered can be imagined. The three-year-old girl must be alone. Surviving, what he has received is humiliation, verbal abuse, and beatings. After all, adults can restrain themselves, but children about the same age as Feng Moliang will not. They will only rely on their own hearts. Do something.
When he was eight years old, the small mountain village he was in had a plague. At the same time, some people thought that she was an ominous person. Now Feng Moliang could not stay in this small mountain village anymore. In the end, he was helpless. Can only leave this small mountain village.
After leaving the small mountain village, Feng Moliang did not have the ability to continue to survive. After all, she was only eight years old at the time, and had no ability to survive alone. Although he struggled alone when he was three years old, there were villagers after all. Now that she has left the mountain village by herself, she will have to bear more.
When desperate, Feng Moliang could only beg along the street, but because she was a single little girl, when she was begging, she was often bullied and even stuck by some people.
However, Feng Moliang's unlucky luck is not over yet. At the age of nine, he was taken away by a kind-hearted person, but this person was a pervert who had a strong desire and hope for girls. Feng Moliang was at that time. Because of poor development, he looks like he is six or seven years old, but his appearance is very good.
But in the end, God favored Feng Moliang once. When she was about to be destroyed, she was rescued by an old beggar, but the fear, hatred, helplessness, and pain she endured were nothing less than that. That's true. Really exist.
After the old beggar rescued her, he began to slowly teach her to practice, but she did not take special care of her life, so she was still a person, still a little beggar, and still had to endure endless gaze, ridicule, verbal abuse and humiliation.
The most terrifying time was when Feng Moliang was fifteen years old. At this time, Feng Moliang was already very beautiful. Even if she was wearing a beggar costume, she could not stop her from being outstanding. At the same time, Feng Moliang's strength was also very strong. , But she was stunned by the medication because she trusted the wrong person. When she woke up, she was taken to a bandit den.
When Feng Moliang woke up, she saw more than a dozen nasty and trivial men smiling at crazy, lewd, and evil people, and stretched out her hand to touch her, which made her plunge into a huge In the fear and despair of her, but her body was controlled by drugs, and she couldn't move at all, which made him feel helpless and grief even more, and also made her hate the world.
Just when Feng Moliang was about to lose her innocence, a fire suddenly appeared in her body, and then she regained her ability to move. Soon the people who just wanted to plot against her were all lying at her feet. , The death is extremely terrifying and miserable.
This is Feng Moliang's first murder, but she has no feeling of fear at all, or she has no sense of the world, she is numb, her eyes are a little hollow, but there is still this persistence in her And perseverance.
When Feng Moliang recovered, she killed all the people in the bandit’s den overnight, leaving no one behind. After the incident was over, the old beggar reappeared, and then formally brought her by her side and let her Her life has returned to normal, but her heart has changed tremendously.
It was also after Feng Moliang was taken away by the old beggar that she led a normal life and gradually got to know some people, but the seeds of darkness, hatred and indifference in his heart were deeply buried at that moment. In her heart, her personality has also undergone a huge change, and she finally became the current Feng Moliang. Perhaps after meeting Liu Yiheng, her personality has changed a bit. She used to be even more indifferent and would never kill people. Be merciful.
At the same time, it was because she had experienced too much, and almost lost her innocence on both occasions. She was also particularly disgusted with this incident. This is also what she has always remembered that Liu Yiheng did to her, although she also Knowing that Liu Yiheng was only trying to save her, but she still couldn't let it go. This was the result of experience.
At this time, Lei Jie was like a movie, letting all these things she didn't want to think of was screened one by one, making her feel the inexplicable fear and despair again.
The current thunder catastrophe is definitely an extremely difficult time for Feng Moliang. It can be described as a thunder and humiliation, a thunder and sorrow, a thunder and a sadness, a thunder and a panic, a thunder and a fear, a thunder and a hatred. , A thunder and a gloom, a thunder and a despair, and in such a situation, there seemed to be a gloomy but seductive voice in her heart that kept saying,'How hard it is for you to live, it's better to die. Then everything is gone, and you will get real relief. Give up. Life is completely meaningless to you. Give up. To live is a pain and torment for you. Give up. ’
All kinds of experiences have been hooked up again, and the pain in Feng Moliang's heart is also a little bit aroused. Abandoned, bullied, verbally abused, beaten, squeezed, disgusted, scorned, scorned, and despised. People are humiliated, this kind of dark side is also hooked up again, and at the same time so many negative emotions come together, it also makes Feng Moliang unbearable and unacceptable, and at this time she has also come to the most critical moment.
The fact that Liu Yiheng and others saw Feng Moliang at the moment made them feel a little panicked, because every robbery of thunder will make Feng Moliang's face change drastically, sometimes with painful convulsions, sometimes gritting his teeth with anger, and sometimes tears of grief over his face. .
And thunder thunder landing one by one, although thunder thunder speed is not very fast, but this is also the most tormenting.
When the eighth thunder came down, Feng Moliang's blue color became paler, and his expression became more frightened and desperate.
Seeing this, Liu Yiheng said inwardly: "It's not good, it looks like something is not good. The power of this robbery is so powerful, and Miss Feng... can she really hold on? But if this time..., No, this is absolutely not possible. If the mental power world cannot be built well, how can you continue to practice in the future? Miss Feng, you must hold on."
