Chapter 140:

Chapter Sixty-two
He An's heart raised.
He knew that this story, which had a beautiful beginning, was going to go downhill.
Yan Ning still closed her eyes, her face was calm, her fingers crossed on her lower abdomen were tightened unconsciously: "Hong Ming attached great importance to this meeting and spent a few weeks preparing gifts, bought new clothes, and tie I also bought a new one and said I must not make any mistakes. I want to make a perfect first impression on my parents. I was joking with him at the time, saying that this is a trivial matter. With the first face of my father, Hongming's face changed on the spot.
"In the beginning, I thought he was nervous. My father walked away from politics and business for decades and was unsmiling. His majesty was a bit scary. The first time I saw him, Alpha was rarely nervous. But I soon found out , Hongming's state is not so much nervous as distress, but also the hostility that distress breeds. "
"After hearing a few words, I heard that this was not their first meeting. Two months ago, the business of the Hongming family encountered a big trouble, the capital chain broke, and it was difficult to continue. There was only one dead end. He had no choice but to visit my father's company three times, hoping to get a little financing, but all were rejected. Of course, at that time he didn't know that the person he was looking for was my father. "
Speaking of this, Yan Ning couldn't help but sigh: "This matter, Hong Ming has never mentioned to me from beginning to end. As long as he is with me, he will behave exactly as usual, bearing it clearly in his heart So much pressure, but not even a little sign to reveal-Alpha's pride is really hard to understand. "
"Well, they ... this is the case." He An felt deeply about this.
Yan Ning also said, "Even if it was rejected three times, Hongming ’s reaction was a bit overwhelming in my opinion. When my father mentioned it at the dinner table, he didn't actually say a lot, just a few words, but Hongming was polite. I did n’t want to answer the call, I just wanted to quickly turn the page, as if it had n’t happened. I guess there may be hidden feelings, so after the break, I asked my father, and the father told me the details of those three visits. "
"An Alpha in his early twenties with little experience, not from a prominent origin, and no one was introduced, how good can he get from my father? The father didn't even let him in the office door. The three times they met, said It's 'visiting', which actually happens in the elevator, the lobby and the underground garage. "
"Electric, elevator ?!"
He An was so surprised that he shook his fist in one hand, covering his slightly opened mouth.
Yan Ning nodded and smiled bitterly: "It's not easy for Hongming to be so arrogant that you can ask him to lower his head to ask for help, not to mention that in the elevator, knowing that he is not to be seen, he has to catch the rush of the elevator for dozens of seconds. In front of a group of strangers, I made some requests that sounded overwhelming. Maybe I was interrupted halfway, I didn't have a chance to finish it, or I could finish it, but there were ridiculous laughter around.
"My father didn't tell me how he refused Hongming, but I can guess it. He speaks frankly and never considers the feelings of others. He would evaluate his lack of ability and qualifications as shameless. The worst case may only be Three words-why.
"How strong Hongming's self-esteem is, I can hardly imagine how painful he is."
"Then ... later?" He An listened heartily and asked with concern, "Later, did your father promise to help?"
Yan Ning did not answer immediately.
The tea was so cold that it could not warm the cold hands. He got up and poured half full, then holding a ball of translucent steam close to his lips and took a sip slowly.
"My father ... finally agreed. He said to Hong Ming at the dining table: I don't know you, but I believe in Ning Ning's eyes. Since it's Ning Ning's fancy, it's okay to pull one. At that time, Hong Ming His response was not different. He was very restrained and polite. He stood up and said to my father, thank you Uncle for your appreciation.
"His business escaped from the ghost gate and came back to life. After graduation, we got married as scheduled. But as soon as we got married, his attitude towards me completely changed.
"He became very cold. He didn't return home all day long. He rushed to work 24 hours. I thought he was hurt by his pride and wanted to break out of the sky as soon as possible so that he could raise his eyebrows and exhale. I waited Wait, maybe wait for him to get through this period, his career has improved, and he has established a foothold in the weak and strong business world, and his unwillingness will dissipate.
"But I didn't expect that this waited for twenty years."
The new tea warms the stomach and the eyes are smoky. Even holding it tightly, it still feels cold.
Yan Ning looked stunned: "Twenty years, he has achieved fame and status even surpassed my father, but he still looks the same to me. I never doubted his affection, love between Alpha and Omega, experienced a estrus That ’s all I know. No matter how cold he usually is, during the estrus period, he could n’t control himself, he was still the same school that loved me like life, but ...
"But the estrus period is too short, it's really too short. As soon as the estrus period passes, he immediately starts to escape and intensifies indifferently to me."
While talking, Suzuran muttered something.
She lay down in He Anhuai's arms, slept soundly, and sucked her fingers with interest. Yan Ning looked at her, calmed a lot for no reason, so she reached out and touched her head.
When He An saw this, he took Lily's hand away from his mouth and put it into Yan Ning's palm.
"Uncle Yan," he whispered, "I think I probably know what your Hongming is avoiding."
"Really? Tell me." Yan Ning said softly.
He An said: "He is running away from the fact that he" likes you ". He has such a high spirit, so he wants to prove himself, but a financing that is related to survival, he cannot get it by his own ability, but rely on yours' Like '. He feels that you have stood taller than him since then. In front of you, he doesn't know how to be with himself, but can only' don't like 'you, who is far away from you, only a little sense of security. "
Yan Ning lowered her finger and flicked Lily's little finger, and said nothing for a long time: "He An, you are smarter than me. It took me a few years to understand such a simple truth.
"He is like a jealous child, and he constantly denies my profession and hobbies. What I wrote in the poem before and exaggerated it now, I do n’t even look at it, but I just spit it out. I am comfortable after degrading it again. I also refuse to admit that I really acted on me and said that I was deceived by pheromones. This reason is so absurd that he can't even deceive himself, but he is like a demon. Life and death are trapped inside, and for many years I don't want to look back. "
"It's not a bad thing for people to have self-esteem, but it's silly to find self-esteem on the person by the pillow."
Helpless to the extreme, Yan Ning smiled instead.
"Twenty years after I was left out, my father died. He was a mirror, according to Hongming's most dismal image, the mirror was broken, and the thorn stuck in Hongming's heart was also pulled out. At the funeral, Hongming suddenly awakened from his dreams and stood beside me with tears. That night, he found out a collection of photos from our school days, sitting on the sofa, watching it over and over, watching all night.