Chapter 367: Why do it repeatedly appear in my life

He kept looking at her without saying a word, she also looked at him, only feeling that her breathing was almost stagnating...
Because she didn't know what he was thinking or what he wanted to do, she dared not say anything. She only felt that the way he looked at her coldly at the moment was terrifying, she hadn't seen him with such cold expression for a long time.
She didn't even know where she provoke him!
On the wall behind, a cold touch spreads into her body. The man in front of her has a terrible expression that makes her feel at a loss. Her hands are held tightly and tightly, and she doesn't even dare to breathe too hard...
I don't know how long it took, when he suddenly approached her, seeming to want to kiss her forcefully.
This action is exactly the same as the kiss at the airport ten years ago.
At that time, he was also so overbearing and aggressive, regardless of her feelings, and kissed her crazily, causing her to change into malephobia for a time!
Li Shengxia suddenly began to tremble...
The terrible memory seemed to invade her world in an instant, the past that she had already forgotten and cared about long ago made her at a loss again!
Is he back like a devil again! ?
Mo Nianchen felt her whole body trembling, and suddenly remembered what she said at the engagement banquet last time in his mind, and there was a touch of unspeakable loss and depression in his heart.
Although he wanted to kiss her very much, wanted to possess her, wanted to vent his anger, wanted to tell him that he was jealous, angry, and even going crazy, he finally let go of her.
If he really did this now, she would definitely hate him again, hide from him, and blame him...
After finally easing the relationship a little bit, it will drop to freezing point again...
At this moment, he realized that it was so difficult to respect.
If this respect continues, is she going to be in the arms of others?
He looked into her eyes and felt that his internal organs were surging, and he was going crazy. He clearly wanted to let her know that he was angry, jealous, and going crazy, but he still couldn't do anything.
I can only let myself bury this jealousy in my heart, let go of her casually, turn around, and leave...
Li Shengxia didn't expect that he would suddenly let go and turn away, she even thought she was going to die, but he actually left like this! ?
She looked at Mo Nianchen's back immediately, and suddenly slipped to the ground weakly.
She leaned back against the cold wall, remembering his madness just now, and his sudden cessation of madness, suddenly mixed feelings...
Mo Nianchen's back went further and further...
Li Shengxia opened her mouth, still unable to make a sound, just watching him go further and further...
That back figure was so familiar and unfamiliar, as cold as an ice sculpture in Harbin.
Just now, his breath was close at hand.
Now, as if nothing happened, disappeared in such a hurry.
Because they are already strangers, because they no longer have the right to ask each other’s lives, because they no longer have the right to plunder each other...
So, despite the anger, despite the pain, despite the jealousy, we can only stop here.
Don’t ask anything, say nothing, don’t do anything, even express your emotions, you have to be careful...
"Mo Nianchen..."
‘Are you learning to forget me? ’
‘A little bit, learn to alienate me, and then, as I told you at the beginning, treat me as a stranger and forget it completely? ’
‘Why, I have to tremble, why should I be afraid, why my heart feels inexplicable pain...’
‘Why, I want to stop you...’
‘Forget me, forget me completely, isn’t this what I want? ’
‘Why, looking at your back, I’m so panicked...’
‘Am I crazy? ’
‘It must be crazy. ’
Li Shengxia sat on the ground, lowered her head, hugged her knees, and buried her cheeks in her arms.
It seems that there is a long loneliness and loss, following the wind, blowing from far away.
The aroma of lemon was faintly in the air.
The fragrance she used to hate and like.
Then, such a scent that can't stop...
‘I’ve always wanted to get rid of you from my heart. You’re also trying, trying to be an ordinary friend until you become a stranger...’
"Is that so..."
But why should she feel anxious?
Ten years!
All the phantoms of youth, good and bad, are pinned on the same person.
Always want to escape, always want to get rid of.
Finally had this opportunity. She is actually afraid that that day will really come...
‘Mo Nianchen, what are you to me? ’
‘Why appear in my life repeatedly. While letting me know that I am not important to you at all, I can't help but wonder if I will be different to you. ’
‘Never go back, don’t go back to the time I was young last year, the time that loved you, the time that was hurt by you, the time that was scarred and hysterical...’
"Obviously, I will never look back..."
‘You haven’t looked back once, why can’t I help but stare at your back, keep watching, keep watching...’
‘Is it, I just want to remember how indifferent your back is, give me some, and leave your determination. Stay away from you completely. ’
‘Isn’t it best to see you like this? ’
‘Goodbye like this...’
Li Shengxia raised his head and looked at the stars in the sky, and found tears falling from his face. She reached out and wiped the tears from her cheek...
In her heart, she slowly repeated word by word: Just, then, goodbye, Mo Nianchen...
Finally, she sorted her emotions, stood up, wiped the tears from her face, and entered the house.
Xia Mengming saw her and immediately asked: "Mummy, has Uncle Situ gone?"
"Yeah." She faintly responded.
Xia Mengming seemed to find something, and asked: "Mummy, why are your eyes red?"
Li Shengxia stiffened slightly, and said: "The wind is too windy, and the eyes are too dry. I'm going to get eye drops."
"...Mummy, I know it was wrong. If you like Uncle Situ, I will give him to you, but don't cry because you can't grab me..."
"..." Li Shengxia was speechless, "I didn't!"
"So, Mommy, don't you like Uncle Situ?"
"He is just like you in my eyes, a kid!"
"Ahahaha, that's great, Mommy, this is not what I said, I have already let you, you don't want it!"
"...Lemon, it's late, you'd better go to bed early! Where's your brother."
"Brother is asleep!"
"Then what are you waiting for!?"
"Yeah!" Xia Lemongrass shivered with a smile, "Actually, I think the tutor is very good, very good, Mommy, you might as well consider him!"
"..." Li Shengxia suddenly shook, "You..."
"Ah, Mommy, I didn't say anything, I'm going to bed, goodbye!" Xia Lemongrass quickly sneaked into her room and closed the door.
Li Shengxia stared at the door of Xia Lemongrass...