Chapter 641: Only in this way can i get closer to you

She likes him, how much she likes him, she can't even calculate.
Maybe I like painting better than painting.
But at the same time, she also deeply understood the gap between him and her, just like his parents said.
He and she are people of two worlds. Even if they don't care about the eyes of others and ignore the rumors around the world, they are sometimes unavoidable to be hurt.
She didn't want to be the trumpet creeper clinging to him.
She wants to be the same oak tree as him, and when standing side by side with him, no one will think she is not worthy of him.
She wants such equality, instead of looking up at him as she does now, always inadvertently producing humble emotions.
However, when she thought that the price was to be separated from him, she felt very uncomfortable.
"Xia Yichen, I..."
Before Han Jinchu finished speaking, Mo Yichen stretched out his hand and pressed her head, rubbing her hair into a mess, just like his current mood, looking calm, in fact, his heart was already surging.
His mood is also messed up.
However, he smiled slightly at her, "If there is something that must be done, then do it bravely, and don't disrupt your pace because of anyone or anything."
"Xia Yichen..."
He knew that she had always had a dream, and now this dream was before her eyes, waiting for her to realize it, how could he let her miss the opportunity because of him.
Although, very reluctant...very reluctant...
However, her life had just begun, and he could not break her wings.
After a long time, Han Jinchu stabilized his emotions and said, "Xia Yichen, I like you, no matter where I am, I only like you. I really don't want to leave you...but..."
"But, I want to be with you for a long time. It's not enough to just rely on this kind of love. I want to become a better version of myself, and I must become a better version of myself, so that I can be worthy of such an excellent you. ."
"Give me some time, let me return what I owe you to you, so that when I have the courage to face the world, I can stand bravely and proudly by your side, not humble or timid. Wait until that day, if You still like me, we..."
Before Han Jinchu had finished speaking, he pulled her into his arms and hugged...
His embrace was very warm, and her tears finally couldn't help rolling down.
Regrets, regrets, regrets before finishing talking, how can she become a better herself in a world without him.
She felt that she was about to become the worst herself...
After hugging tightly like this, I don’t know how long, Mo Yichen let go of her, turned his back to her and said,
Well, do what you like to do, become a better self and come to my arms. There won’t be any Stay with me who is burdened. I'm leaving, cherish it."
After he finished speaking, he never looked back.
When she heard his footsteps ringing in her ears, she kept saying to herself: Quickly turn back Xia Yichen, if you turn around now, I...I won't go to Country M, please turn back quickly.
However, he never looked back.
She watched his back walk out of her sight little by little, then suddenly rushed up with full strength, and hugged him from behind.
The sudden warm embrace surprised him, his back stiffened and he stopped.
There are only two of them in the whole street.
The autumn wind blows away the maple leaves.
In this autumn with falling maple leaves, she hugged him from behind and said to him, "Treasure." Then, gently letting go of him, never daring to look at him again, turned around and ran towards home.
She ran very fast, as if she hadn't run ten laps or ten miles of red makeup last night, she was not tired at all, and she was so fast.
Her tears were streaming desperately, but she knew that some things could only be so.
She leaned against the wall at the door of the house, remembering the time he held his wrist and pressed her here...
She seemed to have lost her strength, slipped a little bit, and finally fell to the ground, covering her face with hysterical crying with her hands.
There are always things in this world that cannot be controlled, cannot be predicted, and cannot be done.
‘Xia Yichen, you know that I have always had a dream, but you don’t know that I have such a dream because of you. It is because of you that I want to become the best self, the shining self. Because only in this way can I get closer to you...’
Han Jinchu didn't know, Xia Yichen chased him all the way, behind a maple tree, looking at her, for how long.
It wasn't until she wiped away the tears, stood up again if nothing had happened, opened the door and entered the house, that he came back in a daze and walked in a completely different direction from her.
After that, he called Mrs. Sherry.
"Sister Sherry, please." He said to the phone...
At the same time, the other side.
When Han Jinchu entered the door, Feng Qinlan hurriedly came over, "Jinchu, girl Jinchu, why did you come back so early? What happened to the young master of the Mo family last night? Did he send you back? Why didn't you come in and sit down. "
"Aunt Feng, I want to tell you something. I plan to transfer to country m."
"Transfer? What?? Transfer? If you go so far, what about the little master of the Mo family? You guys are not over, are you? He was not satisfied last night?"
"Auntie Feng... things are not what you think."
"It's over, it's over, it's over. I thought you were going to develop, you are dead now! I said why you are so ineffective! This time I was really killed! What did the breakup cost? Did you give it? Why is this little young master of the Mo family so stingy! Really dead! What are you guys stupefying about? Don't pack up and leave!"
"Mom, wouldn't you gamble again?" Han Jinnian said with an eyebrow.
"What's the use of talking about these now? If you don't leave, you will have to wait for your hands to be chopped off! You know that no one can count on it. It is crazy, crazy!"
"You said you, how much money did you lose again?" Father Han was speechless. He doesn't have a long memory at all. If this continues, he wants to chop her off! !
A few days later, Han Jinchu's family embarked on a flight to country M.
Sherry called Han Jinchu and said that a place was arranged for her and the school affairs had been settled, and she could report directly as soon as she passed.
Mo Lemon, Tan Guoer, Yang Ying, and Bai Liuli all came to see Han Jinchu off.
Only Mo Yichen did not come.
Han Jinchu smiled and said goodbye to everyone, but couldn't restrain the feeling of sorrow in his heart.
She recalled the scene of their farewell more than once in her mind.
Maybe, he won't come, just don't want to arouse her sadness again.
"Lemon, can you help me bring this to your brother?" Han Jinchu handed a bag to Mo Lemon.
Mole Lemon nodded and accepted, "Well, leave it to me. When you get there, you should always contact us, know?"
"Ok."
As the plane took off, Han Jinchu was sitting on the plane, looking down at the clouds like cotton candy.
She asked Lemon to pass it to him, because she owed him a thousand paper cranes.
The paper crane finally reached his palm, but now, she was about to fly away.