Chapter 144: Being silent does not mean I have nothing to say

144 silence does not mean I have nothing to say
Bai Yuchen's words made Xiahou enjoy the music unexpectedly, or she had never thought that Bai Yuchen would say such a thing.
Her face was slightly red, and there was a messy and indescribable emotion in her heart. In the panic, she quickly pulled her hands from Bai Yuchen's hands, but she didn't want her elbow but hit the head of the bed behind her, a tingling pain spread. Come.
"what happened?"
Bai Yuchen nervously wanted to take her hand. Xiahou pushed her away calmly. He took turns rubbing his numb elbows. When he lowered his head, the words Bai Yuchen had just said rang in his ears.
"Are you ready to go white with me?"
This was the promise she had been looking forward to for a long time, and it was placed in front of her right now, but she did not know whether the promise was true or false. Xiahou Shangle felt that she had never really understood Bai Yuchen’s heart, even why he She didn't know what it was for to say such a thing.
Yes, there was indeed an ambiguity and intimate contact between them, but every time she held something that she should give as his queen, she never thought that Bai Yuchen would like herself, and he What does it mean to say this at this moment?
Does his white head mean that the two people reach white heads in peace like this, or does it mean that they reach white heads with love?
"Le'er, did my words scare you?"
Bai Yuchen looked at Xiahou Shangle, who had gotten off the bed and was standing in the middle of the bedroom. What he said was true. He really wanted to go to Baitou with such a woman. Whether it was wind or rain, as long as she could By his side, then for him, that is the greatest happiness.
Last night when he heard from the night guard that Liang Shimei sent someone to cheat Xiahou Shangle into the palace, he felt a sudden pain in his heart. He didn't want to worry about so many things anymore, as long as he could be with her, then other things Everything seems so unimportant.
She seems deserted and ruthless, but she is so innocent. Even Liang Shimei can easily trick her back into the palace with a lie, so how can he rest assured that she will live outside the palace alone?
Although the right and wrong in the palace are always constant, but then she is still in front of her after all, and she can see her as soon as she opens her eyes. She is in the palace, and she should make herself more at ease when she is outside the palace!
Bai Yuchen knew that he was really in love, and really felt sorry for the woman in front of him. Thinking of the hurt he had done to her, Bai Yuchen didn’t know how much his heart hurts and how regretful he was, but he could clearly feel that if everything Being able to start again, everything can be restored, then he will definitely not hurt her, will not do so many things that make her hurt and hurt herself!
But everything can't be repeated. What has happened cannot be regarded as not happening. Bai Yuchen knows that he can't let time go back, but he wants to grasp the future time and give Xiahou a happy life!
"I do not understand what you are saying!"
Smart as her, calm into her, at this moment there is also a kind of panic and excitement that I don’t understand, no matter how calm and smart she is, in front of love, she is still a woman waiting for love, a woman waiting for her husband to take care of Woman!
Xiahou's heart desires to love and be loved more than ordinary women. For ten years of lonely life, only the nanny treats her with good looks. Others can always bully her and laugh at her.
Even her master...Although she has taught her superb martial arts, she usually beats and scolds her. A very weird woman, facing her, Xiahou Shangle has always been resigned and submissive. In ten years of circumstances , I don’t know how many beatings and scolds she has received, but she only knows that her martial arts are getting better and better under such circumstances.
It is precisely because of this kind of life experience that Xiahou Shangle has such a personality as she is today. She is deserted and ruthless on the outside, but in fact she has her own views on everything in her heart. She is smart and wise.
Now that Bai Yuchen said something like that, Xiahou's heart was a little moved. She liked the man in front of her and wanted to spend her life with him, but was even more afraid that this man could only bring her endless harm.
"Le'er, I mean, I want to be a real couple with you, and then we are like many, many couples, loving and living together!"
In this way, Bai Yuchen had already admitted that she understood very well, but when she saw a trace of uncertainty flashing across Xiahou Shangle’s face, her heart was inexplicably painful. It turned out that she was so incapable of it. trust!
Xiahou Shangle lowered her head and bit her lip. Two voices were arguing in her heart, one said, accept it, isn't this what you have always expected? Isn't it the happiness you have always wanted? The other said, don’t be silly, how could Bai Yuchen be so kind? He must be using you to achieve a purpose you don't know. Do you want to hurt yourself again?
With these two voices, no one could convince anyone. Xiahou Shangle's hands were clenched and released, and finally he clenched his hands. He raised his head to look at Bai Yuchen's expectant eyes, frowned slightly, and spoke softly.
"You may not know that I had already thought about it when I knew that my father asked me to be married to the Yue Dynasty. No matter what the purpose is, since I married to the Yue Dynasty, I am a member of the Yue Dynasty, but After I arrived in the Yue Dynasty, I found out that I was wrong, and it was very wrong. In your heart, no matter what I do or don’t do, I am the woman who relies on the power of the father to act wantonly. You can Hurt me arbitrarily, but I have to remember what my father said, for the sake of the thousands of people in the two countries, I must endure whatever happens.
Speaking softly, Bai Yuchen felt infinite pain in his heart. When he was about to speak, Xiahou Shangle glanced at him, and his eyes showed infinite pain and faint hatred.
"Yes, I seem to be so calm, but I don’t cry out, don’t feel pain, don’t cry, don’t have scars, don’t speak, don’t have to say nothing, don’t ask, it doesn’t mean I... No expectation. Every time you push all the wrong things on me, I choose to remain silent, but silence does not mean I have nothing to say!"
This is the first time that Xiahou Shangle has dissected her heart like this, and as she talked, there were crystal tears in her eyes, but those small tears slammed on Bai Yuchen's heart. , Smashed his distress, and reluctant to give up.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."