Chapter 242: Whether it is worth it or not is no longer important.

Whether 242 is worthwhile or not is no longer important.
Xiahou Shangle was embarrassed. She hadn't thought that there would be such a story about Ruanqing. Now when she asked, it seemed to mention his pain.
She said I'm sorry indifferently, she didn't know what else to say, if according to the ruthless love, the girl really paid a lot for him, that kind of contribution is something Xue Wu doesn't have, she has to say, Xue Wu failed, and was defeated by a dedication to love.
"There is nothing to be sorry about, the road was chosen by me and her, no matter what, I think she will not regret it, and I will not regret it either."
Ruanqing said indifferently, sighed lightly, got up and stood by the side of the pond, Xiahou Shangle sat on the swing, looking at Ruanqing's back, suddenly felt a little sour in his heart.
It is also very uncomfortable to think of him!
A woman died because she loved him, and then he was alive, leaving in her heart the guilt and anxiety that will never be erased, I am afraid it is a burden that no one wants to bear!
It's no wonder that Xiahou Shangle always felt that he had changed after returning from the cruel love. His eyes were no longer as cold and ruthless as before, but a little more sad and guilty. It turned out that he had experienced such a thing.
Xiahou Shangle understood that feeling, but she just didn't know how to comfort him, and finally let out a long sigh of relief and got up and came to Ruanqing's side.
"I think... she must be happy, because being able to protect her beloved man and marry her beloved man is the happiness that every woman wants!"
"She is called Canai, and she is also from the blood camp. When she was sixteen, she had already confessed to me that she would marry me as his wife, but in my heart, she has always been like my sister, brother. How can you marry a younger sister?"
Can Qing smiled bitterly. If he knew Can Ai would have such a result, would he still make a decision to reject her? Ruanqing does not know, maybe he will still make such a decision!
After all, he didn't love her, and he promised to marry her without love. That was an irresponsible performance to her.
"The Can Ai at that time was very angry and put such a scar on my face. Some time ago, I received a letter saying that it was able to tell me about my mother, so I hurried to leave. After inquiring around, I finally found from the messenger that the person who sent me the letter was the master of the blood camp. In order to know the news of my mother, I rushed to the blood camp. After encountering Can Ai, she first designed it in the master of the blood camp. Saved me in an ambush, and then told me that the master of the blood camp would ask me to meet at the entrance of Death Valley the next afternoon."
Ruanqing said indifferently, as if telling other people's stories, Xiahou Shangle just listened quietly. She knew that Ruanqing needed only an audience now, someone who could listen to him telling something buried in her heart.
He paused, after a long while, he turned around and looked at Xiahou Shangle, then continued to speak.
"When I got to the entrance of Death Valley, I saw the master of the Blood Camp. He didn't say anything, just told me that if I want to know something about my mother, I must do something for him, and he asked me to The thing to do is..."
Without going on, Ruanqing turned his head and looked at Xiahou Shangle. How could he do anything to hurt her? Never, in his heart, she is so important, no one can replace her position, he will never hurt her, although heartache, but he will still protect her with heartache The people and things she wants to protect!
"What does he want you to do? Does he still want you to kill me?"
Xiahou Shangle thought that the master of the blood camp had sent cruel feelings to kill him before, and he asked with a bitter smile, and then retracted his eyes.
"No, let me kill Bai Yuchen!"
With a chuckle in her heart, Xiahou Shangle didn't know why. When she thought that Bai Yuchen would be in danger, she felt an unspeakable pain in her heart, but she didn't understand what kind of grudge she had with the master of the blood camp. He wanted to kill herself first. , And then want to kill Bai Yuchen.
What is the reason for this? Xiahou Shangle fell into deep thought, but after only a while, he stopped having such doubts, unconsciously glanced at the cruel feelings, and wanted to listen to him to continue.
"I didn't agree to such a request, because I knew that if I killed Bai Yuchen, you would hate me forever, and you would never be happy, and even you would choose to die with Bai Yuchen, so I refused! When I left the blood camp, I knew that the master of the blood camp would send someone out to kill me, but I didn’t expect that the person he sent was Can Ai. What I didn’t expect was that Can Ai would rather let me go inside. The bipolar pill was poisoned and he was unwilling to kill me!"
When I say this, my tone becomes very low, and there is an unspeakable pain in my heart, I love, you have done so many things for me, how can I repay you, how can I live with peace of mind? For a lifetime?
"Can love...really great!"
Xiahou Shangle is deeply impressed, and has a great affection for such a woman who is willing to give everything to her beloved man. If it were not for the cruel feelings that she was missing, Xiahou Shangle would really like to see her. Such a strange woman is What kind of woman.
"Then she took me to escape into a mountain valley, who knew that the master of the blood camp also chased after him. He said that if you want the antidote to the bipolar pill, you have to marry Canai. I promised. After worshipping heaven and earth, The next day he said it was the day when he delivered the antidote. Who knew that I would not see Can Ai early in the morning. She left a message on the stone wall, saying that she didn’t want to hurt me, and she didn’t want me to marry her because of guilt and responsibility. So she decided to leave!"
When Ruanqing said this quietly, an indescribable worry flashed in his eyes. If Liangji Pill did not have the antidote from the master of the blood camp, then Ruanai might have already...
Every time I think of this, Ruanqing's heart will feel guilty and uneasy. If Canai really died because of him, Ruanqing would never be able to feel at ease in her life.
"Actually, the feeling of Can Love can be understood. Any woman does not want her man to marry her because of responsibility. A woman is a very strange animal. If you refuse to marry her, she will be anxious and angry, but you will marry her. If it were not for love, then she would be uneasy and unwilling to stay by your side. Can Ai knows that you did not marry her because of love. The reason why she first worshipped heaven and earth and left with you was because she wanted to Marrying you, on the other hand, I don’t want to use responsibilities to restrain you. You should be lucky to meet such a woman who loves you so much!

With a cruel smile, if he is not in love with Xiahou, then he is really lucky, but now...
"Sometimes I really think Can Ai is very stupid. She knows that I treat her as a younger sister and still do so much for me, it's really not worth it!"
"You are wrong, worth it or not, it doesn't matter to her anymore! She just wants to give, because she understands that loving someone is to give or not to possess!"