Chapter 388: [Happy, I only want you to be happy]

Sitting in the backyard, Bai Yuchen stared at the plum blossoms not far away in a daze.
There used to be a large plum blossom forest in the Youran Lotus Garden. Xiahou Shangle at that time must be very happy to live there!
It’s just fate that makes them a sibling who can’t be together.
"You just got rid of the poison, don't catch cold anymore!"
Xiahou smiled and draped a thick fur coat over him, and sat down beside him. But he didn't speak, but followed his gaze and looked at the bright and warm plum blossoms in full bloom.
Because of the fur clothes he was wearing, a burst of warmth began to spread across Bai Yuchen’s limbs. There was a burst of warmth in his heart, but he thought of having with a woman in a brothel. The poison on his body was relieved. There is a faint unhappiness in my heart.
But whether he can choose what, originally wanted to let the panic kill the woman, but then he thought about it, no matter what, the woman is always her savior, if he kills, would he become ungrateful? The person, after thinking about it, although unhappy in his heart, he can only endure it.
"Is he... good to you?"
he? Xiahou Shangle naturally knew who Bai Yuchen said he was. There was still a small smile on the corner of his mouth, but there was a burst of sorrow in his heart. Can he treat himself badly? In the past six years, not only has he been meticulous, but also Nian'er has been so good that he can't find any faults.
Every time I think of Baili Chenxi's kindness to herself, Xiahou Shangle feels guilty. She has done nothing for him except for leaving Baili Chenxi with an incurable cold poison.
Yesterday, she took the initiative to propose to Baili Chenxi that he wanted to give him a child, but Baili Chenxi refused. He just froze for a moment, then turned and left the room, and last night he asked Xiahou Shangle to take care of Nian. Er, let Xue Wu clean up another room for him.
This kind of Baili Chenxi is too abnormal, making Xiahou Shangle not know what he is thinking. For a long time, she has always thought that Baili Chenxi's most anticipated is to be a real couple with her, but when After she made such a request, Baili Chenxi refused her!
"Ah, very good!"
A wry smile appeared at the corner of Bai Yuchen’s mouth. Baili Chenxi had always liked Xiahou to enjoy music. This was something he had known for a long time. Back then, Bai Yuxuan asked Siam Chao to help them attack the Yun Dynasty. If Baili Chenxi hadn’t insisted on it, It is estimated that it will not go so smoothly.
From then on, Bai Yuchen knew that in Baili Chenxi's heart, he had always liked Xiahou's enjoyment of music very much. This was something that no one could deny!
"Back then... why did you say that you were dead?"
This has always been the thing that Bai Yuchen could not let go of. When he thought of hearing the news of Xiahou Shangle’s death at that time, his heart would still be very painful. If Nie Xiaoran had not been by his side at that time, Bai Yuchen would have one Kind of wanting to follow Xiahou to enjoy the thought of going away.
Is it then? Xiahou Shangle recalled that it seemed like a long time had passed, but the corners of her mouth still wore a faint smile. At that time, she really didn’t want to live anymore. If Baili Chenxi hadn’t insisted on changing her blood, the world would simply There is no more of her!
Thinking of all the feelings Baili Chenxi had for her, Xiahou Shangle suddenly felt very sorry for him. If he hadn't appeared in front of him again, perhaps Baili Chenxi would not have suffered so much!
"At that time, there were three kinds of poison in the body, and he was already dead, because he had the life-saving pill that Xuan Yin gave me. He ignored what I said before and didn't save me when he died, insisting that Xuan Yin and Zi Chen treat him The blood was exchanged for me. The poison on my body is gone, but Chen Xi still has an incurable cold poison in his body so far. Do you think he is good to me or not?"
Such a rhetorical question left Bai Yuchen speechless. Compared with Baili Chenxi's own feelings for Xiahou Shangle, she was too shallow. Because of many things, she was unwilling to believe her, even because of her many doubts. Let Xiahou Shangle have the incident of Leng Gong being burned to death.
And Baili Chenxi could even give up his life for Xiahou's enjoyment. How could such feelings make him care about how to be jealous?
The jealousy and resentment towards Baili Chenxi in his heart disappeared in an instant. Such a man is worthy of Xiahou Shangle's love, and he...now is just Xiahou Shangle's brother, and he has no right to be jealous. Up!
"Just treat you well!"
After a long time, Bai Yuchen said such a sentence. He is not unwilling to speak, but he doesn't know what else to say. Now Xiahou Shangle, under the care of Baili Chenxi, will definitely be able to get his own happiness, he... …It’s time to let go of such a relationship completely!
Xiahou Shangle’s mouth has always been smiling, but this smile seems too gentle and too warm to make people feel, but it gives people a feeling of invisibility. She has been smiling like this for so many years. No one knew what she was thinking, but she felt inexplicably cold and alienated.
"How about you? It's time to set up a new queen!"
Is there a new queen? Bai Yuchen asked herself in her heart, for six years, he has been missing Xiahou's life of enjoying music, and now seeing her, the two of them can sit together and talk peacefully, but she asks herself to set up a new one. Queen!
Maybe it's really time to register a new queen! Although Yan Ruyu once said that he had a white-headed appointment with her, he also asked a lot of people and confirmed that there was such a thing back then, but he has never thought of it for so many years!
"Yes, I will set up a queen after I go back this time!"
Suddenly Xiahou's heart of appreciation aches, thinking that she has let go, but she didn't expect everything to be deceived by herself and others. She didn't let go of everything at all, just escaping!
But no matter what kind of heartache, what kind of escape, he and her no longer have any intersection in this life, because the relationship between a brother and sister has completely disappeared!
"That's fine, Nian'er should wake up too, and you should go back to your room and rest soon!"
I really don’t know what else to say, Xiahou Shangle got up and was about to leave, but Bai Yuchen's hand was held by Bai Yuchen, just like the last time he was in the inn, Xiahou Shangle bit his lip and forced the corners of his mouth to keep hanging. Smile.
"Happy...No matter what, I hope you can be happy, always happy, although that happiness is not for you!"
Whispering softly, Xiahou Shangle turned and smiled at Bai Yuchen, and suddenly plunged into his arms, the smile disappeared instantly, with tears on his face, closing his eyes, feeling the long-lost warmth, after a long time Wiped away the tears, and smiled.
"Thank you, brother..."