Chapter 404: [The Blame of Hongmei]

When Hong Mei came here, it was already half a month later.
Because they learned from the dead gate that Hei Xiaojiao might be their daughter, the two rushed to the Peach Blossom Villa outside the Imperial Capital of the Yue Dynasty, only to find out that Hei Xiaojiao was not!
Both of them felt a little disheartened, if she were not, then their pair of daughters would have disappeared from this world!
With heartache and unwillingness, Hong Mei was completely disgusted with Jianghu, and she had the idea of ​​meeting Xuanyin Pavilion forever.
Qian Lian had lost Hong Mei before, but now she wanted to make up for her previous regrets, so she went to Xuanyin Pavilion with Hong Mei.
There was not much embarrassment between the two people who were already in love. After more than ten years, Hong Mei and Qian Lian were finally married.
After receiving the news of Xiahou Shangle, Hong Mei was always worried about whether she should go or not. The heartache when she knew about Xiahou Shangle's death still tortured her faintly.
Although Hong Mei and Qianlian have not mentioned their daughters for the past six years, everyone knows that in their hearts, their daughter...has become a taboo that cannot be violated. It is a scar that hurts. The pain of bone marrow, none of them are willing to try.
The letter said that Xiahou Shangle was not dead yet. Hong Mei hesitated for a few days to ask them to come to the Mei's mansion in Baizhen. Finally, she wanted to come and have a look. Her daughter has been dead for six years. Now someone suddenly says Xiahou Shang Le did not die, and the person who said these was the Siamese imperial concubine who begged herself to save her.
Hongmei decided to go to investigate whether it was true or not. If it was true, then their daughter would be considered back, better than both daughters who died?
"You said... do you have fun?"
When seeing Xiahou enjoying music, Hong Mei asked excitedly, with uncertainty in her voice. She was really afraid of hearing a negative answer.
After seeing Qian Lian, Li Hongmingbai whispered to Master and stood aside.
Looking at Hongmei's gray hair, I felt uncomfortable thinking that Master was still in his forties, and now his hair was gray.
If I didn't conceal the news that I was alive back then, wouldn't Master be as haggard as he is now?
Xiahou Shangle didn't know what to do anymore, she bit her lip and nodded, not daring to see Hongmei again, for fear that her tears would fall.
For ten years, she has been with Hongmei's side, knowing that although she is very strict with herself, she is doing it for her own good.
But what did you do?
Obviously still alive, but concealed the news for six years, making Master so sad and sad.
"So happy...where are you now?"
Hong Mei asked nervously, Qianlian quickly shook her hand, knowing Hong Mei's pain for so many years, every night she would stand in a daze in front of the window of Xuanyin Pavilion Linglong Tower every night she slept, always blaming herself. If you didn't send Xiahou Appreciation to Xiahoujun back then, maybe so many things wouldn't happen today!
A daughter was burned to death in the cold palace, and a daughter was chased and killed by a killer...
This is undoubtedly a fatal blow to Hongmei. Although Qianlian didn't say anything, she still resented herself in her heart. If she had the courage to bring Hongmei back to the Dark Alliance, maybe Master Wouldn't you object to their marriage?
Although Hong Mei had a bad reputation at the time, didn't she have changed a lot for herself? But I was afraid and didn't want to take risks, and in the end both daughters didn't end well!
Maybe this is retribution! Retribution for his timidity and cowardice!
Listening to Hongmei's voice, Xiahou Shangle couldn't help it anymore, got up from the chair and knelt on the ground with a thud.
"Master... Blame me! I... I keep hiding from you, I... I... I'm sorry!"
Hong Mei was taken aback and looked at Xiahou Shangle, who was kneeling on the ground. She called her master, and Hong Mei accepted an apprentice in her life, that is Xiahou Shangle.
But the person in front of him is not the face of Xiahou Shangle at all! Why should you call your own master?
"You... are you happy?"
Xiahou's tears fell instantly. When she saw Hongmei, she thought she could be strong, but the grievances she had suffered over the years made her heart no longer strong.
Who said that people will only reveal their weakness when they see their most trusted relatives.
For Xiahou Shangle, Hongmei is the closest person in the world, no matter when it comes, it is the closest relative in this life!
So when she saw Hongmei, she could no longer be as strong as before, and looked at Hongmei with tears.
"Master...I...I was burned to death in the cold palace, but because I was not reconciled after I died, I was reborn on the body of the Yun Dynasty Snow Song County lord Mei Ruoxue. These years...I was not good and shouldn't Keep it from Master, let Master worry about me like this!"
Xiahou Shangle intermittently told the truth about the matter, Hong Mei's eyes were tearful, and after listening to her saying this, she suddenly laughed.
She smiled and tears fell. Qianlian thought she was happy. When she was about to talk, Hong Mei slapped Xiahou Shangle's face with a slap.
"Is the wings stiff? You want to hide the master for six years! Six years, do you know that for nearly two thousand days and nights in six years, Master is blaming himself for you day and night, you But he concealed his master, and even married to the Siam Dynasty and became an imperial concubine. Your life is happy and comfortable. Don't you think about what the master has been through all these years?"
Hongmei sternly questioned Xiahou Shangle, she couldn't accept it, her daughter had hidden her for six years!
For nearly two thousand days and nights, she was living in self-blame day and night. A green silk was born and turned into the gray she is now. Across the veil, Xiahou Shangle couldn’t see Hongmei’s look, but she knew she was blaming herself Really angry!
She has been with Master for ten years and has never seen Master shed a single tear, but now Master is crying and questioning her.
Xiahou Shangle knew that she really made Master sad. She originally thought that she would no longer bother Master and stop worrying Master because it was her reward for Master.
However, he did not expect that Master had been sorry for her for so many years, Xiahou Shangle closed his eyes and let the tears fall.
"Master, I'm sorry... I was wrong... I originally thought that not disturbing the lives of you and Senior Qian Lian was to treat you well, but I never thought that Master would be sad for me for so many years!"
Hongmei turned her head, her tears continued to fall. In fact, she wanted to say, "Mother doesn't blame you, as long as you live, live!"
But I couldn't say such a thing. Hearing the tears of Xiahou Appreciating Music, Hong Mei was no longer cruel and turned around and hugged Xiahou Appreciating Music.
"Just stay alive...just stay alive!"