Chapter 430: [Since I can't bear it, I will stay with you]

Xiahou's words of appreciation for music have been echoing in Bai Yuchen's ears. Love is not all of a person, but all of a person's is probably all love.
He seemed to be able to understand everything Xiahou Shangle wanted to say, but he didn't know how he would accept all that Xiahou Shangle had said for a while. She was able to say this to herself, and it meant that she The decision is already in his mind.
Maybe the decision she said was to give up the feelings between them. She has the responsibility to bear it. She has the kindness of Baili Chenxi, Nian'er, and Long Qing, who just woke up from the Dragon Tomb. She has to be responsible for everything, but she has given up on herself and the feeling that she once had for him.
Bai Yuchen didn't know what it was like in his heart, but he just felt that he was very sad, why he always felt so in hindsight, why he always didn't know to cherish his beloved woman.
By the time he wanted to cherish it, Xiahou Shangle had already given up. What else could he say? After all, he wanted to apologize to her and hurt her first, but now is there any reason for her to be so affectionate for him as before?
With a bitter smile, Bai Yuchen was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep anyway, thinking about what Xiahou Shangle had said over and over. Although he had told himself many times, he had to accept Xiahou Shangle's decision, but he still had a no to say in his heart. It's sad to come out.
"Can I talk to you?"
I don’t know when, Long Qing stood outside Bai Yuchen’s room with a gentle smile on Ruyu’s face. Bai Yuchen is very upset now, and it is impossible to have any temper against such a smiling face. .
"Okay, I just can't sleep, come in and sit!"
Bai Yuchen sat on the edge of the bed and forced himself to show Long Qing a smile that was not too ugly. Long Qing smiled, and after entering the room, he closed the door.
Sitting opposite Bai Yuchen, Long Qing still smiled so mildly, but Bai Yuchen was embarrassed. He got up and put the tea in the cup on the stove to heat it up. Soon, the hot tea in the teapot began to roll. .
He poured a cup of hot tea and placed it in front of Long Qing, Bai Yuchen poured another cup and placed it in front of him, and then he sat down and smiled.
"Qing'er, are you looking for me?"
Long Qing held the warm teacup in his hand with a gentle smile on his face. It seemed that he hadn't heard Bai Yuchen's problem, but just kept fiddle with the tea in the teacup while holding the lid.
Bai Yuchen didn't continue to speak either, just tapping his fingers on the table unconsciously. Except for the crackling sound when the charcoal in the stove was burning, there was only the sound of Bai Yuchen tapping the table with his fingers.
After a long time, Long Qing put down his teacup and spoke slowly.
"Actually... I want to talk to you about the mother and queen."
Long Qing's voice is very sweet, and it is particularly comfortable in Bai Yuchen's ears. It is estimated that only people like Dragon Emperor and Dragon Empress can give birth to such handsome and elegant sons.
But when he heard what Long Qing said, Bai Yuchen was still shocked. He didn't expect that he was here to tell himself about Xiahou's appreciation of music. He curled his lips and smiled.
"Oh?"
"Actually... I can see that the relationship between you and your mother and queen must be deep, and you know a little bit of what the queen thinks, but you know... My father and queen have also been reincarnated, and they must be the same. Will be together. You..."
Long Qing didn't finish his words. Bai Yuchen naturally understood the meaning of his words. He just smiled bitterly. Even Long Qing could see the affair between him and Xiahou Shangle, but what's the use of this?
Xiahou Shangle has made a decision, what else he can do, the only thing he can do is to let go of Xiahou Shangle's hand and let her do what she wants to do.
"Your mother and I... is a thing of the past, now we... we are just friends..."
Having said this with difficulty, Bai Yuchen's pain in his heart became more severe, but thinking of Xiahou's decision to appreciate music and what Long Qing said now, he felt that what he seemed to be able to do now was let go.
Xiahou enjoys music...Are we destined to miss this life? Or...no matter what happens between us, we can’t be together. I used to target you everywhere because you were the queen of yours. Later, we finally made some progress between the two of us, but things like this happened again. , And now that Baili Chenxi and Longdi are sandwiched in between, how many hardships will we have to go through before we can truly be together?
Bai Yuchen kept thinking about the things he had done with Xiahou Shangle in his heart, but the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became. Did God let him meet Xiahou Shangle in his life to let him know what it was like to miss a loved one Does it feel painful?
"Actually... what I want to say is that now no one knows where my father was reincarnated, or who he was reincarnated into, maybe... you and my mother... are not without any possibility... …"
Long Qing saw Bai Yuchen's painful mood. Although there was a gentle smile on his face, he also said some comforting words. Although it was to comfort Bai Yuchen, it was a fact. Since leaving the dragon tomb, Long Qing has always been I was looking for the breath of the Dragon Emperor, but I didn’t find anything. Maybe it’s really like what he said at the beginning. It’s just that the time has not yet arrived, so the Dragon Emperor hasn’t appeared yet. Naturally, Long Qing didn’t want it. My mother's queen has anything to do with other men, but after all, it is the dragon queen after reincarnation, and it is excusable to have feelings with other men.
Seeing the painful expressions between Xiahou Shangle and Bai Yuchen, Long Qing felt uncomfortable, but he didn't know what to say, so he had to say something to comfort Bai Yuchen.
"I know you are comforting me, but no need. No matter what Le'er wants to do, I will support her... Some things cannot be forced. Maybe you don't know. I've been hurting her all the time, and now I finally understand my heart, but it's time for your mother to give up. Maybe... it's destined to just miss out between me and her."
When Bai Yuchen said this, he had a slight regret in his heart. He seems to be relieved now. To love someone is to make that person happy. If Xiahou Shangle feels that doing so will be very happy, then he will stand aside. As long as she is happy, it doesn't matter what he does!
Long Qing has not experienced the love between men and women in the past, nor can he understand Bai Yuchen's current mood, but when he saw his firmness, he said nothing, but still had a gentle smile on his face.
No matter what, Xiahou Shangle, who has regained her mother's strength, is his mother in Long Qing's eyes. The reason why he said this to Bai Yuchen is to tell him in advance that no matter if they two are now one. What kind of relationship, when the Dragon Emperor appeared, Bai Yuchen and Xiahou Shangle would not be possible.
The reason why he said it now is that he doesn't want Bai Yuchen to continue suffering any more. If it is impossible, it is better to break the thoughts in his heart as soon as possible!
"Actually, I am not purely comforting you. I just want to tell you that my father's reincarnation has never appeared, and I can't find his breath, which means that until now, my father's power has not awakened. , Any person may be the reincarnation of my father."
What Long Qing said is true. The Dragon Emperor's power has not yet awakened, and even Bai Yuchen in front of him is very likely to be the reincarnation of the Dragon Emperor.
"No matter what, thank you!" Bai Yuchen smiled at Long Qing, then took a sip of tea from the teacup in front of him, and stopped talking.
Seeing him like this, Long Qing thought for a while, and felt that there was nothing more to say. He just smiled gently, took a sip of tea from the cup in front of him, and got up to leave.
"Excuse me, I'll go out first."
Because he was a dragon, he didn't feel tired at all. Bai Yuchen didn't seem to hear Long Qing's words, but just bowed his head and held the tea cup, Long Qing did not speak any more and left quietly.
After a few more days, several people were almost resting. Xiahou Shangle wanted to return to the Siam Dynasty first. She was a little worried and had already made a decision, so she didn't want to delay anymore.
It will take several days to get to the Siam Palace from here. She just wants to go back soon, not knowing what Baili Chenxi's current physical condition is.
"joy……"
Bai Yuchen stood in front of Xiahou Shangle's room, looking at the figure busy packing things, with a faint smile on his face, Xiahou Shangle turned around to see him, and smiled.
"Problems?"
In a calm tone, Bai Yuchen only felt an unspeakable bitterness in his heart. When did they become so strange.
"It's nothing, just want to ask, are you ready to return to the Siam Dynasty?"
"Yeah, after leaving for so many days, I think Xue Wu should have returned to the Siam Dynasty. Besides, I am also worried about Nian'er, and I don't know how Chen Xi's body is now."
Realizing that he mentioned Baili Chenxi, Xiahou Shangle immediately stopped and stopped talking, but looked at Bai Yuchen apologetically.
"I think... I'll go back with you..."
Bai Yuchen has been thinking about it for a long time these days, and feels that she is still reluctant to let go of Xiahou to enjoy the fun anyway, but she wants to return to the Siam Dynasty again. After thinking about it, Bai Yuchen finally decided. Since she is reluctant, she will stay with her. Right!
No matter what she does, Bai Yuchen wants to be by her side. In this way, she feels a kind of happiness.
"Aren't you going back to the Yue Dynasty?"
Xiahou Shangle asked carefully and had to say that when Bai Yuchen said this, her heart was moved.
"Before I came, I handed over the affairs of the court to Xuan. I know my feelings very well. Since I am reluctant, let me accompany you!"