Chapter 457: [I will live up to you in this life]

Ruanxiang Pavilion is still the most prosperous fireworks site in the capital of the Yue Dynasty.
Can Ai sat by the window, watching the guests coming and going at the gate of Ruanxiang Pavilion, with a faint mockery at the corner of her mouth.
Which of these men has no wives or concubines at home, yet they still go to and out of the fireworks so frequently.
It seems that feelings...but so!
Shaking the Tuan Fan in his hand, there was a happy smile on Can Ai's face.
At least she kept the vows between her and the cruel feelings alone, although it was only a vow of one person, but this kind of words made her feel a sense of indomitability.
She has never abandoned the cruel love, even though she hasn't seen him for so many years, but in her heart still has never forgotten that man, forgot the man she has liked for nearly twenty years!
"Can't love..."
A familiar shout rang in Can Ai's ear, and when she turned her head, the fan in her hand fell to the ground.
There was also a surprised look on her face. The sadness that had just been thought of was now standing in front of her, but she soon forced herself to calm down.
"I said many years ago, maybe I was Can Ai before, but I forgot some things, and I forgot you too!"
Can't affect her lips and smile, and her eyes straightened in an instant.
From the first time I saw Ruanqing, he had never seen him smile, and now he actually... smiled.
Is it because of that woman?
Many years ago, she saw Xia Hou enjoying the pleasure, she was really an alluring woman, and it was no wonder that the ruthless love went to Death Valley for her regardless of danger.
Only such a woman who is full of love can make the ruthless love smile!
Thinking of the cruel smile because of Xiahou's enjoyment, there was an unspeakable pain in Canai's heart.
He doesn't belong to him after all, even if they are married, there are still other women in his heart.
In this life, she can't replace the weight of that woman in the heart of cruel love. If his heart is not on her own, then she would rather forget him as she said, and no longer have anything to do with him!
"Can Ai, leave here with me! In this life, I will not take you down!"
It is tempting to have to say such love words, not to mention that it was said by the man she has always loved, and Can Ai's heart was deeply moved.
It was only when I thought that Ruanqing had to take this responsibility because of her marriage, and the heart of Ruanai was sore. If a man wants to be with herself only because of responsibility, then she would rather not. !
"I don't know what you are talking about, please go back! I have said that too, I have a very happy life here, you... don't bother me!"
Can Qing fixed her eyes on Can Ai. She was still as stubborn as she was six years ago. Although I knew how much Can Ai did this to prevent herself from embarrassing, he also thought that if he is not with Can Ai, Xia Hou rewards. Music is equally embarrassing.
Can Ai has been able to commit himself to a brothel for so many years in order not to embarrass herself, so why can't I choose to live with Can Ai in order to enjoy Xiahou's pleasure?
Feelings... Maybe if they are together again, they will have feelings!
Suddenly, Ruanqing walked to Can'ai's side. As soon as the ape's arm stretched out, she hugged Can'ai in her arms and lowered her head and kissed her lips.
She just kept her eyes open and looked at such cruel love, although she had always hoped that cruel love could kiss her like this, but that was when she didn't know someone in her heart.
Now that she knows that Xiahou's joy is in her heart, how can she still be happy with such a kiss?
With a violent force, she pushed away the ruthless love, and she slapped him with a slap.
"Go, don't disturb my life again!"
Enduring heartache and said such a sentence, Cruel feeling touched his face, without saying anything, turned around and left the room of Cruel love.
It wasn't until the ruined figure disappeared that Canai limply limp on the ground.
She hit the cruel love, and she drove the cruel love away from her again.
It's just that if she doesn't drive away, how can she bear the heart to let a man accompany her with affection for another woman?
"What...what's wrong with you?"
Cai Baibai walked in from the door, and when the ruthless love came in, Cai Baibai had been standing outside the door.
She knows Can Ai’s feelings for Can Ai, and also knows that Can Ai has been looking forward to seeing him for so many years, but she didn’t expect that when Can Ai said that she would live up to her in this life, Can Ai was still cruel. The cruel sentiment was driven away.
"His heart... is always on other women, I... don't want him to choose to be with me because of his responsibility!"
Can Ai wiped the tears from her face, smiled weakly at Cai Bai, still sitting on the ground, but there was an indescribable loneliness in her eyes.
"Can love, if a man does not even have the least responsibility for a woman, even if it is love, do you want that kind of love? I'm tired, tired, tired, just say, I have no love for you anymore , Such a man, would you still love?"
Cai Baibai sat opposite Can Ai, and had been used to seeing all kinds of men in the brothel for so many years, so naturally, he had a weak view of love.
If it hadn't been for Can Ai to be her sister, she wouldn't have said such a thing.
"If you love him, why do you have to let him give you the same return? Don’t you think that if you love someone by your side, even if it’s just because of responsibility together, it’s a happy thing and a responsibility The man with the heart is worthy of your life, don’t delay your youth!"
After saying this for nothing, Cai got up and left Can Ai's room.
At night, thunder and lightning flashed outside.
Can Ai lay on the bed tossing and turning without falling asleep, and thunder kept thundering outside, so she got up and put on a dress.
When I came to the window, I opened the window and wanted to see if the rain outside was heavy.
But when he looked down at the street, he covered his mouth and tears fell.
Amidst the thunder and lightning, a black figure stood straight at the door of Ruanxiang Pavilion.
The heavy rain continued to pour on him, but he didn't move at all, just stood quietly like that.
Can Ai's heart suddenly softened in a moment, and Caibai's words sounded in her ears.
If a man is not even responsible, is it still worth continuing to love?
But what is the purpose of Ruanqing doing this? Can Ai covered her mouth, not letting herself cry, but finally she closed the window.
Ruanqing looked up, just in time to see Canai closing the window, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. After all, she didn't want to believe in herself!
Sigh, no matter what, till dawn!
"Why do such a thing?"
Can Ai held an oil-paper umbrella, an umbrella, under the umbrella and outside the umbrella are two worlds, grinned with a smile.
"Can love, believe me, I will never lose you in this life!"