Chapter 508: [The last hug]

Both Nie Xiaoran and Guo Lanhan chose to leave the palace, but Liang Shimei took her child and moved to a somewhat remote palace in the palace. Even so, Liang Shimei was unwilling to leave the palace. .
After leaving Qinghui Palace, Bai Yuchen wanted to return to Yanshou Palace, but he did not expect to meet Nie Xiaoran standing on the side on the way to Yanshou Palace. A moon-white palace dress and a lotus-colored coat made Nie Xiaoran look like Like a fairy who doesn't eat fireworks in the world, Bai Yuchen couldn't help stopping.
"Why... why are you standing here?"
Not knowing what to say, Bai Yuchen only said something like this in the end. Nie Xiaoran turned around to see him, saluted gently, and then smiled faintly.
"The concubine standing here is waiting for the emperor. I wonder if the emperor has time to listen to the concubine's words?"
Bai Yuchen, who was apologetic to Nie Xiaoran, nodded, and the two people chose to do it in the pavilion on one side. The breeze blew, and it was somewhat comfortable, but there was something in their hearts, and neither of them spoke first. , Just sit quietly.
After a long time, Bai Yuchen felt a little uncomfortable, coughed, and said softly, "What do you want to tell me?"
Nie Xiaoran retracted his gaze to one side and turned to look at Bai Yuchen. It was this man who occupied her heart, but he would never appear in front of him again. Thinking of this, Nie Xiaoran had a saying in his heart Uncomfortable not coming out.
It turned out that the feeling of loving someone turned out to be such a painful but helplessness, because even if you fell in love, even if you knew no matter how hard it was, Nie Xiaoran looked at it for a while, and then smiled slightly.
"I thought that I was about to leave the palace, I just wanted to sit with the emperor for a while, and from then on...I never had the opportunity to serve the emperor again!" Although the words were light, Bai Yuchen felt uncomfortable in his ears.
At that time, he had planned to canonize Nie Xiaoran as a queen, but he did not expect to meet Xiahou Shangle again. Originally, he planned to completely cut off his thoughts about Xiahou Shangle after returning from Baizhen, but God still let him meet him. In Xiahou, Shangle and Nian'er, his most beloved woman has a son he never knew existed!
Such an encounter made Bai Yuchen no longer be able to let go of Xiahou Shangle, especially when he knew that Xiahou Shangle was not his sister, the feelings that had been suppressed in his heart broke out completely.
For Nie Xiaoran, he had countless guilt in his heart, but he couldn't do anything. No matter what he did, it would be unfair to Xiahou Shangle and Nie Xiaoran. Therefore, he could only make such a decision.
"Xiao Ran, I'm sorry..."
"Don't say that, I know that the person you love is still her. Now that she is back, I want your relationship to start again. I... just an indifferent person!"
It was not Nie Xiaoran’s intention to say such words, but she was reluctant to see Bai Yuchen's guilt expression, and also reluctant to see him embarrassed, and reluctant to see his pain, especially when she thought of seeing Bai Yuchen that year because of Xiahou's enjoyment. Being drunk all night and all night, Nie Xiaoran's heart hurts so much that he doesn't feel anything.
"You are not an indifferent person. I originally planned to canonize you as a queen, but I met Le'er again, and she gave me a child. Did you know? At that time, she knew I was a brother and sister. But I still gave birth to our child, Xiao Ran, I can't let Le'er down! Now it has been confirmed that we are not brothers and sisters. I don't want to let down her or hurt her again! So I'm sorry, I let you down!"
Yes, he couldn't live up to her, Nie Xiaoran felt bitter in his heart. No matter when it came to his heart, the most important person was Xiahou Shangle. Even if he wanted to be a queen, it was because at that time Bai Yuchen thought that Xiahou Shangle was his sister, and in his heart he did not want Xiahou Shangle to suffer with him.
Now that I know that Xiahou Shangle is not his sister, and they even have children between them, he naturally wants to return to Xiahou Shangle's side, and she only made Bai Yuchen look at her differently because of her resemblance to Xiahou Shangle. Right!
However, as Bai Yuchen finally heard such a sentence, she was not an indifferent person, originally planning to canonize her as a queen, Nie Xiaoran already felt that his life was worth it!
Loved a person, although there is no end, but she has loved, now what she can do is to give the man she loved enough freedom to find the love that belongs to her!
"The emperor, Xiao Ran has a question, can the emperor answer Xiao Ran truthfully?"
Suddenly I wanted to ask the question that had been bored in her heart for several years. Nie Xiaoran's eyes were as clear as water. Facing such a look, Bai Yuchen couldn't bear to refuse, so he nodded.
"Ask, I will tell you the truth!"
"Has the emperor ever moved to Xiaoran? Would the emperor fall in love with Xiaoran without her?"
Asking such a question softly, Nie Xiaoran lowered her head unnaturally. This question had been pressed in her heart for six years, and she was leaving now. For some reason, she suddenly wanted to know the answer.
It's not that he wants to save anything, but just want to explain his feelings. If he leaves the palace in his life, Nie Xiaoran knows that he will never see his beloved man again.
Bai Yuchen was stunned. He didn't know about Nie Xiaoran's affection for him, nor was he untouched, but in his heart, Xiahou Shangle was always the most important person. No matter what others did, he might have such a trace. The tempest, may also produce a little like, but only to appreciate Xiahou, that is love, love deep to the bone!
Facing Nie Xiaoran's infatuation, Bai Yuchen didn't know how to answer her. If Xiahou didn't enjoy the music, would he fall in love with the cold lotus woman in front of him? Bai Yuchen asked himself in his heart.
After a long time, he heard himself speak, with a gentle touch in his voice.
"Xiao Ran, you are a very good girl, but I don’t have the blessings to own you! I met Le’er first, and when I met her, I was destined to only love her in my life. I’m sorry for you! But please believe me. At that time, I really wanted to canonize you as a queen, and I was really tempted by you. To be honest, I like you very much, but love is not the same as love. A person can live a lifetime. I like many people, but I can only love one person! My love has given joy, and I thank you for doing this to me!"
Without concealing it, Nie Xiaoran had tears in his eyes. Yes, you can like many people in your life, but you can only love one person. His love is given to Xiahou and her love is given to him!
In his heart, she is one of those many people, and in her heart he is the only, the only man who makes her love!
Holding back the tears, Nie Xiaoran raised his head and smiled at Bai Yuchen's lips. This was the last time he smiled at him. I hope that in the years to come, he will be able to occasionally remember her smile like this when he remembers.
"Thank you for not hiding me. With such an answer, I think I can go out of the palace with peace of mind! I will not see her anymore. I hope you two will be happy and loving forever in this life!"
After Nie Xiaoran said these words, he got up and stood up. When he looked at Bai Yuchen, his eyes were unwilling, but he quickly recovered his calm.
"Tomorrow I will leave the palace, my lord, can you... hug me?"
When Bai Yuchen made such a request in a low voice, Bai Yuchen was just taken aback, but then he understood Nie Xiaoran's heart, with touch and guilt in his eyes. When he got up, he gently hugged Nie Xiaoran in his arms.
"Xiao Ran, the only woman I have failed in this life is you, I'm sorry! After leaving the palace, live your life well, you...deserve a better man and life!"
A better man? Only in this life, I have given you the deepest love! Nie Xiaoran trembled around his waist, and when he closed his eyes, tears fell on Bai Yuchen's chest. From the end of the world, I wish you good luck!