Vol 4 Chapter 15: Abandon to complete (one more)

After leaving the palace, Su Fengnuan and Ye Chang got into the carriage.
On the carriage, Su Fengnuan leaned against Ye Chang's arms and whispered to him, "I'm looking at the emperor's upper pulse, and there is a sign of exhaustion. If the court has been busy and tired, and if you are uneasy to take care of it, it will last three years at most.
Ye Chang stretched out his hand and patted his head, his movements were gentle, and his voice was low, "Even so, you and I can't help me, my destiny is fixed, how can I do it?"
Su Fengnuan looked up at him, hesitated for a moment, finally decided to spread it out, and straightforwardly mentioned her taboo with him for the first time. He whispered, "The emperor still likes you the most, right? If King Jin is the man behind the capital, even if Liu Yan is innocent, the emperor will never let him inherit the throne. If you throw your hand away, who should Nanqi Jiangshan be? To inherit?"
Ye Chang patted her face gently, "If Nan Qi didn't have me, wouldn't the affairs of the country stop changing? Not necessarily, someone will inherit it."
Su Fengnuan said, "Even though I said that, I really can't think of anyone else who can inherit? Sitting in that position, given the current situation of Nanqi's national movement, without the ability, how can I control this huge wolf pack? The tiger’s nest? I'm afraid it was torn apart by the wolf and tiger. In that case, Nan Qi will be over."
Ye Chang said, "Even if this is the case, I can't help much. Maybe your life is not safe, and I will follow you. At that time, he will also care about his Nanqi, the affairs of the country, a coffin, a grave , You and I slept with the coffin, buried together. The world can't be company, the blue sky and nine springs are with you."
Su Fengnuan bit his lip, looked at him, and whispered, "Ye Chang, is there a possibility? If I really can't save, if you are alive, you will take over this southern Qi Jiangshan, treat these thousands of people, and take over The burdens on the shoulders are responsible for the people of the world."
Ye Chang coldly lowered his face suddenly, "Impossible! How could you have this idea? You want to abandon me again?"
Su Fengnuan looked at him and sighed, "I just feel that in this world, not only you and me, but also you and my relatives, although you are the only one in Prince Rong'an, there are still grandpa and seniors in the Jiangnan Ye family. And my parents, three older brothers, Yanbeisu's family..."
Ye Chang said angrily, "Even if we die, they can still live well, whether it is the Jiangnan Ye Family, the Yanbei Su Family, or the General Su Palace, or the Royal Scholars Palace, who can't stand it. Bullying."
Su Fengnuan shook his head, "Not necessarily!"
Ye Chang sat up straight, pushed her away, and looked at her directly, "You tell me, why doesn't it happen?"
Su Fengnuan said, "My father was intercepted and killed on the way back to Beijing. If you dare to attack him, you are not afraid of me. Indeed, I am no more fearful than before. There is also the Yanbei Su family. The iron cavalry of the Northern Zhou Dynasty still trampled on, almost destroyed, and the Ye Family of Jiangnan is still in chaos. Although the blood will not flow into a river, there are countless bones. My grandfather’s mansion can stand for many years in Beijing, relying on the emperor. If the emperor dies, the royal scholar’s ​​residence will lose this trust and respect, and will lose its asylum. And my parents and brothers, although they hold the military power, but in terms of conspiracy, play But those dark people..."
Ye Chang darkened his face, "So, you mean, you can die, let me guard these people and die alone?"
Su Fengnuan shook his head, "Not only our relatives, but also this southern Qi Jiangshan..."
Ye Chang was suddenly angry, "Su Fengnuan, you are kind and righteous, you are born from your own bones, right? You have kindness and righteousness, bodhisattva heart, compassion and compassion, that's all. You want to pull me like you? I tell you, since my parents died on the battlefield, after I survived, I didn’t have these things. I have, but you. You said you want to abandon me and let me live alone. Are you cruel or cruel? Are you living well? What is it to do with me? I just want to be with you, selfish, regardless of the Southern Qi Dynasty, regardless of the world, I will only care about you. Whether I live or die, I am willing!"
Su Feng Nuan was shocked by his anger for a while, and could not refute.
Ye Chang looked at Su Fengnuan, his eyes lit up, but looking at her frail appearance, he was so angry that he couldn't help her, let alone her. Only restrained and suppressed, he said fiercely, "Don't leave me alone, it's impossible in this life!" When the words fell, he opened the curtain angrily and jumped out of the car.
As he got out of the car, it seemed to take away the suppressed storm.
Su Fengnuan was taken aback, stretched out her hand to pick up the driving curtain, Ye Chang was no longer visible outside, and she shouted, "Ye Chang?"
The cold weather is like a knife-like north wind.
Qian Han sat in front of the car and drove the car. He naturally heard the quarrel between the two in the car. He looked at Su Fengnuan and said in a low voice, "Girl, after getting out of the car, Shizi went to Rong'an Palace with light effort. I went, I should be back home."
Su Fengnuan said immediately, "Go to Rong'an Palace."
Qian Han nodded.
Su Fengnuan lowered the curtain, feeling cold in his heart.
It is good to have kindness and righteousness in her heart, but it is not to the point of being selfless to death. She just feels that after taking the pulse of the emperor today, she truly realizes the meaning of life and death. Feeling in my heart, for the first time really seriously thought about her and Ye Chang, and thought about life and death.
Thinking if she really died, would Ye Chang really let Ye Chang die with her? Although she had no regrets when she said that, it would be better to have someone who loves herself go to the Huangquan Underground together than to be alone, but it would be a shame that he was so talented and capable of doing nothing.
There are also the southern Qi rivers and mountains guarded by the emperor, the high hopes and love that Ye Chang has placed on Ye Chang, and the emperor’s body has been exhausted, and he has already had a lot of heart but is insufficient. He still supports the huge river and mountains, and thousands of people live and work in peace. , With the righteousness of the world in mind, she felt whether she could abandon something and achieve something.
Nowadays, in Nanqi Jiangshan, the black hands behind it have been mischievous and unscrupulous, and the plot is big. If the plot is the foundation of this industry, she does not believe that one day when the plot is completed, she will really treat it.
Those who treat the country favorably are the emperor, and those who treat the country favorably are the devil. For the people, the difference between Chang'an and thousands of hells.
And he and her relatives, maybe soon after he and her die, and they won't be able to settle down, maybe they will meet in Jiuquan.
She felt that she was caught in a predicament.
After a while, she felt the cold air spread violently in her heart, and the cold air moved extremely fast, so fast that she could clearly feel the rapid freezing of the meridians in her body, layer after layer, which almost made her unable to bear it.
When there was a biting coldness from the bottom of her heart, she suddenly woke up, and quickly moved her thoughts, which was able to stop the freezing ice. I stretched out my hand to get my pulse for the first time, and found that the skin of my wrist touched by my fingertips lightly dropped a layer of ice.
She watched in amazement as the ice shattered on the soft and beautiful quilt in the car. Although it was a thin layer, it was enough to be shocked.
She looked at the icy ballast, stretched out her hand to pinch it, it was crystal clear, it was overflowing from her body.
She looked down at her body again, her coat was covered with frost, and she stood in the cold wind all night in a snowy day.
She pursed her lips for a moment, and shook her coat lightly. As her clothes shook, she gently dropped some ice residue. She stretched out her hand to gather it together, put her palms together, and wanted to cover it with her hand for a long while, but still did not cover it.
She gave up, threw away the ice scum, and slowly put her finger on her wrist again to get her pulse. The pulse was like icicles, almost close to death pulse.
She put down her hand and looked at the ice scum on the cushion, her expression stunned.
The brother was worried that the ice cave in her body would one day seal her in ice. Maybe it wasn't sensational. Maybe if she didn't change her mind just now and stopped it in time, maybe she is now an iceman.
She closed her eyes and leaned against the wall of the car. Now she was cold all over, not feeling cold anymore.
After a while, she whispered to the outside, "Qianhan!"
"Girl!" Qianhan answered. He didn't notice the changes in the car. He couldn't help lowering her voice when hearing her soft tone.
Su Feng Nuan said, "I won't go to Rong'an Palace. I haven't heard of Mr. Shu's lecture for a long time. Let's go to Yipinxiang Teahouse."
Qian Han was startled, "Go to the Yipinxiang Tea House? Where is that Shizi..."
Su Fengnuan said softly, "I annoyed him. He couldn't get angry with me. It should be that he went back to the house to find a way to get angry. Now he just returned to the house and he may not be angry. He may be even more angry when he sees me. Go. Go to the teahouse!"
Qian Han said, "But isn't the girl tired? It's almost time for lunch."
Su Fengnuan said, "I'm not tired, I'll find a place for lunch after listening to the book." When the words fell, he said to him, "Do you have any money?"
Qian Han nodded.
Su Feng Nuan smiled and said, "I think of it, Yipinxiang Teahouse was opened by your family. It doesn't matter if you don’t bring money. The shopkeeper is looking at your family’s face and will never push me. But Yipinxiang Teahouse does not cook food. You still need money to go to other places, just take it with you."
Knowing that Su Fengnuan was in a bad mood, Qian Han didn't object, and said, "The silver on his subordinates is enough for girls."
Su Fengnuan let out an "um" and stopped talking.
Qian Han turned the carriage around and hurried to Yipinxiang Tea House.