Vol 4 Chapter 30: Waiting for you to pick me up

The kitchen is ready for dinner, it is completely dark.
Su Fengnuan personally took the lamp. Seeing that the emperor and her father hadn’t made a certain conclusion about whether he resigned or was appointed, she couldn’t help but said,
Dad will have to survive for a year or a half after suffering such a serious injury. During this period, Dad can only take care of his injuries at home. Whether it is to grant rewards to the court every day, or resign and return to the field to open a military academy, he can’t do it. In my opinion, I don’t need to rush to talk about this later. It’s getting dark, don’t you two have dinner anymore? Is the emperor going to live in Su Mansion tonight and can’t talk with my father Bingzhuye?"
This is Kyoto, not outside Beijing, so the emperor could not live in his courtier's house.
The emperor stopped talking, glanced at the sky, and said, "I didn't expect to talk to Aiqing until this time. Since Su Yatou said this, let's put aside the discussion on this matter. Let's have dinner first. After dinner, I will return. palace."
Su Che nodded.
Mrs. Su was already impatient and quickly ordered someone to bring dinner.
After dinner, the emperor drove back to the palace.
Su Che ordered people to carry him on a stretcher to send the emperor out of the residence. The emperor waved his hand again and again so that he could be healthy and healed. He had no choice but to let people carry the stretcher and insisted on sending the emperor out of the Su residence.
Madam Su, Su Fengnuan and Su Che sent the emperor out of the mansion gate and watched the emperor's jade leave before Su Che was carried back.
Back to the main courtyard, as soon as Madam Su helped Su Che onto the bed, he fell into a deep sleep with exhaustion.
Madam Su looked at Su Che, who was falling asleep soon, and complained distressedly, "How can I be able to withstand the exhaustion of the boat and the car, and the serious injury on the road? The emperor is also true, so I can’t visit tomorrow? Come today, I'll stay here for so long..."
Su Fengnuan leaned on the kang and said amusedly, "Mother, my father's body is made of iron, so toss is forbidden. Don't you need to feel so distressed?"
Madam Su turned her head and glared at her, "Even if the body is beaten with iron, I can't hold back the tossing."
Su Fengnuan smiled and said, "Father and the emperor have not been many in the past. As my father said, the emperor treats his ministers seriously, how can he treat him lightly? You feel sorry for your father's injury, but the emperor is in the palace today. Li vomited blood and fell into a coma. After waking up, he dealt with the affairs of the second prince. He never rested. I heard that Dad had returned to Beijing and came to Su Mansion to visit his father in the snow. We were also extremely tired. Our Su Mansion holds a million military power. It is the emperor’s blessing to be able to reconcile to Sri Lanka, it is also the blessing of the emperor, it is also the blessing of the father, and it is the blessing of the people of Southern Qi. Today, I saw Dad and the emperor. Although they are monarchs and ministers, they have friendship like brothers. I understand why the emperor trusts his father so much. , I am not afraid that the Su Mansion will threaten the imperial power with military power."
Mrs. Su's grievance became a little less, "That's right."
Su Fengnuan looked at Madam Su, thinking about how many couples in this world are like enemies and puppets, or respectful as guests, plain and tasteless. As for her parents, they are so happy and affectionate with each other. There is no concubine or concubine in her house, and without the fighting in the inner courtyard, it looks like a real home.
Although she has rarely stayed at home since she was a child, she is nostalgic for having such a home for parents.
She thought of Ye Shang.
The huge Rong'an Palace, in such a cold winter day, although Patriarch Ye and his senior live in Su Palace, it is more lively and popular than in previous years. But in the end, beside Ye Chang's pillow seat, he was alone, and the room must be as cold as the snowy weather outside.
When she thought of this, she suddenly couldn't sit still, and said to Madam Su, "Mother, I'm going to Rong'an Palace."
Madam Su was startled, "It's getting so late, and it's snowing so much again, what are you going to do in the Royal Palace of Rong'an?"
Su Fengnuan said, "Ye Chang was injured today, I don't worry, go see him."
Madam Su heard that Ye Chang was injured and immediately asked, "Is it serious?"
Su Fengnuan said, "It's a bit heavy, and he has never cared much about his body. I'm afraid it will not heal his injuries. I will go and see."
Madam Su nodded, and stopped blocking, and said to her, "Then you should be careful, the road is slippery in dark, and bring more government guards. Don't let people be robbed again, lest Xiao Chang is too tired to worry about saving you. ."
Su Fengnuan said, "I see, I will take two seniors with them. It's okay if they are there. You have been tired for a day, so go to bed."
Mrs. Su nodded.
Su Fengnuan went out of the room and sent someone to call Xiao Han and Xie Xuan. When they heard that she was going to leave the house, they immediately changed the clothing of the guards and accompany her out.
It was snowy and cold and there was no one on the road.
Su Fengnuan came to Rong'an Palace smoothly.
The gate of the Royal Palace of Rong'an was closed tightly, and the wind and snow fluttered on the hot-stamping plaque.
Su Fengnuan got out of the carriage and knocked on the door. After the door knocker rang twice, the doorman poked his head out. Seeing that it was Su Fengnuan, he was taken aback, "Miss Su?"
Su Fengnuan nodded and asked, "Is your family dying?"
The doorman immediately said, "Uncle Xiaoguo just left the house half an hour ago, so the elder son may not have to sleep." When the words fell, he immediately let go and said, "The elder son has ordered before, as long as you come to the palace, you don't need to report it."
Su Fengnuan thought that Ye Chang's privileges to her were still there. Fortunately, she stepped through the door and walked into the mansion.
Although Xiao Han and Xie Xuan have been in Beijing for a few days, they came to Rong'an Palace for the first time. For Rong'an Palace, the rules of the Palace are more magnificent than Su Palace. Even in winter, there is a touch of elegance.
Su Fengnuan walked around the front yard and came to the main courtyard of the back yard. He saw Ye Chang's room with a light on, and a figure standing in front of the window. The window was open. The wind and snow drifted into the window, knocking his figure cold and blurred. .
Su Fengnuan stopped at the door, Fengxue suddenly lost his eyes, so that he could hardly see the cold and lonely look on Ye Chang's face, as if abandoned by the world.
Xiao Han and Xie Xuan followed Su Fengnuan, and naturally saw Ye Chang. They thought that enjoying the snow at night would also be very interesting, but they soon discovered something was wrong. The expression on Ye Chang's face was The wind and snow blow, as if the wind, snow and cold have melted into his bones, making him reveal a bit of cold.
The two retracted their gazes and looked at Su Fengnuan. Standing at the door, she was motionless. The wind and snow hit her thin body, as if it would be blown away in the next moment.
Xie Xuan couldn't help but shouted, "Junior Sister?"
Su Fengnuan didn't move, as if he didn't hear it, but looked at Ye Chang who was standing in front of the window and was blown by the snow outside.
Xie Xuan had to shout again, Xiao Han grabbed him and shook his head at him.
Su Fengnuan looked at Ye Chang and wondered whether it was as she thought, whether it was spring, summer, autumn, winter, severe cold and scorching heat for so many years, every night he stood like this In front of the window, come here alone day after day? Just like in Lushan Academy, on the day when the gate was opened every month, he stood outside the gate and waited for her. It was snowing and cold, and the snow on the ground was a foot deep, and he was motionless, not afraid of cold. Holding her.
That year, she ran away with two horses and rushed to Lushan Academy before the snow-covered mountain, and she saw him like this.
So cold and lonely.
She thought, if she really died, then he would live like this every day and night, and live so alone in the long days. As soon as Rong An and the princess died in battle, he didn't get the warmth anymore, and now she was in love with him, he finally got a little warmth, but was ruthlessly broken.
At this moment, she felt that Ye Chang was right, how cruel she was to him?
Parents, three elder brothers, grandfather, grandmother, grandfather, second uncle, cousins ​​of the Su family in Yanbei, brothers from the Jiangnan Ye family, Se Se, people from Bi Xuan Pavilion, a group of senior brothers in Wangdi Mountain, killer gate, Even the predecessors and friends whom the rivers and lakes have made friends, under the surging tide, are related to the safety and life of these people, just like the two ends of the balance, with Ye Chang standing on one end and them standing on the other.
The most sensible decision was to let Ye Chang stay after her death and live for her relatives. The most irrational decision is to go to Qiongbi and fall to Huangquan, and make a promise for life and death. As Ye Chang said, the Yang world cannot be together for life, and Biluo Jiuquan can die together.
She originally thought that the former was already the best decision, but now, looking at him like this, she felt that it was really unfair to Ye Chang. If he stayed like this, she might as well not save him. It also relieved him of the heavy burden on his shoulders and suffering from it.
She closed her eyes, and a line of tears rolled down and was blown away by the wind and snow.
When she opened her eyes again, Ye Chang had already left the room and stood in front of her, looking at her. She didn't know what kind of expression on her face was now, but she had been used to being calm for many years and it was hard to see Clue, she thought, her face should just not be pretty.
She looked at Ye Chang, opened her mouth, what she wanted to say, only to realize that she didn't know what to say, what to say, and what to say.
Ye Chang stared into her eyes for a long time before speaking in a low voice, "If I don't come out, how long will you stand at the gate of my yard?"
Su Fengnuan blinked his eyes, blinking back the soreness in his eye sockets, like every time she sneaked into the capital to see him before, suddenly changed her squeamishness, took a step forward, and hugged his body. The whole person rested on him, gave him all the weight of his body, and said softly, "I'm weak, and can't walk, just wait for you to pick me up. It freezes to death, hurry me into the house. "