Vol 4 Chapter 31: Take me

Ye Chang looked at the person who threw into his arms, and listened to her soft and soft words, and he was in a daze.
Time back before, every time she came to Beijing, it was like this, whether he wanted it or not, he threw into his arms domineeringly and stubbornly, he was standing like this, throbbing in his heart little by little, holding her every time Xiangxiang's soft body, heart galloping, but still suppressed herself from showing uncontrollable clues in front of her so as not to be teased by her.
After so many years, she grew up from a girl to a woman of cardamom years, and he grew from a boy to a man of Chunhua Zhengmao.
He couldn't imagine how he would live without her in his life? Besides accompany her to die, how can he live? Is it the walking dead? Still simply learned the waste prince, found a bottle of Yan Wangdu, and drank this life.
He couldn't live on the former, and he didn't want to change individuals for the latter, forgetting all sorts of relationships with her.
Su Fengnuan rubbed his arms and saw that he was motionless, not even hugging her, standing blankly, she raised her face in his arms and said dissatisfied, "Did you hear what I said? What a fool!"
Ye Chang remained motionless.
Su Fengnuan stretched out his hand and pushed him, urging, "Hurry up and hug me in. If you don't go in, you and I will be piled into ready-made snowmen by the wind and snow."
Ye Chang returned to his senses and looked down at her, so picturesque and charming, bright and energetic, his thin lips pressed into a line, he hugged her sideways, and said to Xiao Han and Xie Xuan behind her, "The two seniors are just Let's live in my house." After the words fell, he shouted clearly, "Come here, take two seniors to the cousin's place to settle down."
"Yes." Someone appeared in response and bowed to Xiao Han and Xie Xuan, "The two princes, please."
Xiao Han and Xie Xuan looked at each other, nodded together, and followed the guard to Ye Xi's place.
Su Fengnuan was hugged by Ye Chang, with his face buried in front of his chest, and his hands irregularly circled his chest. After being held by Ye Chang for a few steps, he whispered, "Your arm is hurt. If I let you hug you, will it hurt?"
Ye Chang paused and said, "It doesn't matter." After the words fell, he looked down at her and asked, "Why did you come suddenly?"
Su Fengnuan let out a "hmm" and said, "I'm here if I miss you."
Ye Chang wants to say you still miss me? But looking at her soft and well-behaved appearance, thinking about her coming in the snow, even if he had been hurt by her earlier, he couldn't bear to say cold words to make her uncomfortable.
In such a snowy day, he was really thinking of her, but he didn't expect her to come.
Without a word, he hugged her into the house.
There is no stove in the house, and the windows are obviously kept open, and the room is cold, not much different from the outside temperature.
Ye Chang hugged Su Fengnuan on the couch and said to her, "I'll pour you a cup of hot tea."
Su Fengnuan nodded.
Ye Chang let go, turned and walked to the window, reached out and closed the window, walked to the table, poured a cup of hot tea, returned to the bed, and handed it to Su Feng Nuan.
Su Fengnuan reached out and held it in her hand, took a sip, looked at him and asked, "What were you doing when I came?"
Ye Chang said, "I didn't do anything."
Su Fengnuan looked at him, "Why isn't there a heater in the room?"
Ye Chang said, "It's not cold." After the words fell, he asked her, "Are you cold? I'll go to the stove."
Su Fengnuan said to him, "If you warm me up, I won't be cold anymore. It's okay if you don't have a heater."
Ye Chang pursed his lips and asked, "How to keep warm? Can holding you warm the ice in your heart?"
Su Fengnuan blinked when he heard the words, put the hot tea back in his hand, reached out to hug him, and said in a very small and very small voice, "You want me tonight, okay?"
Ye Chang stiffened suddenly.
Su Fengnuan bit his lip and tugged at the placket on his chest and said, "Although holding me can keep warm, it doesn't necessarily warm the ice in my heart. Maybe you can warm up if you want me. "
Ye Chang's brain exploded loudly.
Su Fengnuan was very shy about this kind of things in the past, but today she is willing to go, looking up at Ye Chang, and seeing him motionless, looking at her like a wooden person, she whispered, "Well it is good?"
Ye Chang looked down at her, his eyes changed and disappeared.
Su Fengnuan acquiesced and reached out to untie his shirt.
Ye Chang remained motionless.
After taking off his coat, Su Fengnuan started to untie Ye Chang's underwear. In such a cold winter day, he was already wearing thin clothes, so he unbuttoned a few buttons of his underwear in twos or twos. Seeing that the lining shirt was about to slip off. Ye Chang suddenly grabbed Su Fengnuan's hand and stopped her movement.
Su Fengnuan looked at him.
Ye Chang's expression changed for a while before he said in a low voice, "You mean, we are tonight, you give me one night, even if I have been waiting for your compensation for so many years?"
Su Fengnuan shook his head, "No."
Ye Chang looked at her, "What is that?"
Su Fengnuan whispered, "I just want you tonight."
Ye Chang snorted suddenly, pulled her hand away, turned her back, fastened the buttons of her shirt, and gritted her teeth and said, "Su Fengnuan, why do you think you want me tonight," I must want you?" When the words fell, he threw away the hot tea in his hand smoothly and steadily pushed it to the table, quietly putting it on the table, and the hot tea in the tea cup was not spilled. .
Su Fengnuan stood up, hugged him from his back, and whispered, "Ye Chang, why don't you want me? Since I returned to Beijing, you have been patient with it, except for you, the stove can't Warm me. When I came, when you were standing in front of the bed, were you thinking of me? Emotions give birth to desires, you have affection for me, how can you have no desires?"
Ye Chang turned his head back abruptly and stared at her, "I am so good at bullying, letting you grow up, bullying again and again, right?"
Su Fengnuan said innocently, "I didn't bully you, I wanted you to bully me."
Ye Chang angrily said, "I want to bully you forever, not this night, can you promise me? Can you do it? If you can't, just don't think about it."
Su Fengnuan opened his mouth, wanting to say that I can promise. I want to say that I want you to bully me for a lifetime, not overnight. But when I promised, can she really do it? Can you not die? Stay with him.
Ye Chang saw that she only opened her mouth and could not make a sound. This appearance was delicate and pitiful. He remembered that she was not afraid of heaven and earth since she was young, and her face was always full of smiles, never She showed a pitiful look, even if she was delicate, she deliberately pretended to be a shame. But now, how can he bear to see her like this? How can you not feel soft when you meet?
He turned his back again, walked to the window, opened the window, and the cold wind blew in again, revealing a deep breath, dispelling the scorching heat caused by her.
Su Fengnuan followed him to the window, hugged him from behind again, and said softly, "Ye Chang, do you really want me?"
Ye Chang stretched out her hand and brushed her hand away, and said angrily, "You can't stay with me forever. What do I want you to do overnight? You came to me tonight, pitying yourself so as not to regret, or pity me, wanting To compensate me?"
Su Fengnuan was suffocated by the pain of his heart, and clasped his hand tightly, holding his waist, not letting him move away, and said stubbornly, "I didn't pity myself, nor you. We have. What's so pitiful, what lies between us, is never anything else, it is always life and death, whether it is you or me, this is something we have known for a long time. But beyond the boundary of life and death, we can also live without Isn't it so bitter?"
Ye Chang pursed his lips and said nothing.
Su Fengnuan bit her lip and whispered, "Qian Han has been with you for many years. Although the weight in your heart can't be heavier than me, you don't want him to have an accident, right? I am the same. So, he doesn't today. Outside the enemy Lin, I recognized the situation and let him withdraw."" The words fell, and he said, "In the carriage, for a moment, I wanted to die with Lin Zhixiao, but I wondered if I was It's not worth it to die like this. "After a pause, he said in a low voice, "If you let Xu Yunchu save me without you, I was robbed by Lin Zhixiao and went to the Lin Mansion today. Although I feel that he should not be able to do anything to me, I still have something in my heart. I'm afraid..."
Ye Chang remembered what happened today, his face was cold, and he gritted his teeth and said, "What do you want to say?"
Su Fengnuan let go of him and stretched out his hand to cross his body. His body was stiff. She took a lot of effort to face him. She looked into his eyes and said softly, "How can you be so smart? Don’t understand what I’m trying to say? The world is changing. Do you have the heart to miss it on a snowy night like this tonight?"
Ye Chang's thin lips pressed into a line, silent.
Su Fengnuan looked at him. In the past, he could hardly control it countless times before, but he insisted on waiting until his wedding night with her, the bridal chamber was dazzling, but would she survive that day?
Such a beautiful man, she grew up watching and watching the man who grew up with her, no matter how the balance of the future tilted, no matter how she died, he lived, or he died with her. After all, it is something in the future and has nothing to do with the present.
On a snowy night, it was so cold, but a fire was burning in her heart, she wanted to melt away the ice and burn with him.
After a while, Ye Chang remained silent and motionless.
She whispered, "Ye Shang?"
Ye Chang didn't answer.
Su Fengnuan looked at him, and he felt sorry for himself, presumably he didn't have any Fengyue thoughts, even if she burned herself, she couldn't burn him now. She was helplessly discouraged, looked at him angrily and smiled and said, "As if I was holding a knife and forcing you to go to the execution ground, forget it, go to sleep." After the words fell, she turned and walked to the bed.
She had just walked two steps, Ye Chang suddenly took a step forward, hugged her up, suppressed her emotions, gritted her teeth and said, "Later, I will let you know what going to the execution ground is, tonight, don’t cry and beg me, I I won't spare you."