Vol 4 Chapter 110: Mental breakdown (one more)

Xu Lingyi had been hanging in the dungeon for several days.
After Su Fengnuan stepped into the threshold, he stood at the door, looking at her against the light. The daughter of the daughter, who used to be so adored by the government's residence, now has this end, why bother?
"Su Fengnuan, where is Ye Chang?" Xu Lingyi raised his head hanging down when he heard the movement, shaking the chain, his voice hoarse like an old woman.
Su Fengnuan looked at her with a light eyebrow, "I heard people say that you want to see me, so I came. If you still want to see him, I'm afraid you will be disappointed."
Xu Lingyi glared at her. In just a few days, she was skinny and her eye sockets collapsed so that people who knew her could hardly recognize her. She said, "I want to see you. Don't you just want to know who is behind me. Can I tell you, but you must agree to let me see Ye Chang."
Su Fengnuan looked at her, at this point, still so obsessed, it seemed that she would not be able to look away until she died. She said indifferently, "You look like you really want him to see you? If I show you a mirror, you're afraid you don't know yourself anymore."
Xu Lingyi gritted his teeth and said, "I have to see him when I die. I look ugly now because of him."
Su Fengnuan shook his head, "I won't agree."
Xu Lingyi stared at her, "You don't want to know who is behind?"
Su Fengnuan looked at her pityingly, "I will find out the person behind it sooner or later. Ye Chang doesn't want to see you, don't want to have dirty eyes, naturally I can't promise you for your terms in exchange."
Xu Lingyi sneered, "Su Fengnuan, why do you think that Ye Chang's eyes are bleak when he sees me? Who do you think you are? Do you think he only has love in his heart? When is the man from Rong'an Palace Pretending to love? What they have in their hearts is the Jiangshan Sheji of Nanqi, the people of the Li people. Even if I die, you can guarantee that no other woman will replace you in the future?"
Su Fengnuan was familiar with these words. The former concubine Yue Gui had told her before her death. She said indifferently,
I didn’t think I was who I was, but when I knew Ye Chang, he was five years old. He lived alone for seven days on the ten-mile barren and bone-in-the-bone battlefield. Now after this year, he is eighteen years old. We have known each other for 13 years. For these 13 years, I will return to Beijing every year. When I go to Rong'an Palace to see him, he will spend many miles on his birthday with him. Whether he is pretending to be affectionate, or pretending to be the people of Nanqi, it’s nothing to me. He is what I like to grow into. He looks like now. In any case, he is Ye Chang who I watched grow up, protects and grows up with."
Xu Lingyi looked at her in surprise, "You said you and Ye Chang have known each other for 13 years?"
Su Fengnuan looked at her dilated pupils and spread the astonishment, and said, "Yes, I have known him for thirteen years, and I have never stopped contacting him. So, Miss Xu, how many years have you known him? You will never be better than me. I have known each other for a longer time. Ye Chang, who you know, will never know him better than I. Even if we reach the point of stubbornness in the future, it will only be a problem between us. It has nothing to do with other people or other women. What you are talking about is the community of the people of the Southern Qi Jiangshan."
Xu Lingyi stared at her, and saw Su Fengnuan talking about what might happen to Ye Chang in the future, his face was calm as usual, not false. She was silent for a while, hoarsely, "No wonder he didn't look at me or other women with his straight eyes since I knew him. I thought he had been in trouble since he was a child, and his temperament was cold. You have been secretly dealing with him."
Su Fengnuan stopped talking.
Xu Lingyi suddenly laughed, laughing crazily, "Thirteen years, you have known each other for thirteen years, or on the battlefield where bones are piled up, how can I compare to you? Su Fengnuan, you won."
Su Fengnuan looked at her and said lightly, "It's not that I won, but he didn't allow you to enter his eyes and argue with me about winning or losing. It has always been your wishful thinking."
Xu Lingyi's laughter suddenly stopped.
Su Fengnuan said, "In my cognition, why should women embarrass women? As long as I don't touch my bottom line, I don't want to embarrass anyone, including you." After the words fell, he said to her, "Now you are here. It’s completely self-inflicted, you called me to come, after listening to what I said, if you still want to say the person behind it now, just say it, if you don’t want to say it, then you just don’t say it. With one last breath, he became the first dead person in this water prison."
Suddenly, Xu Lingyi said loudly and bitterly, "Su Fengnuan, I hate you!"
Su Fengnuan looked at her, "It's no use you hate me."
Xu Lingyi continued to shout sternly, "If it weren't for you, Ye Chang might like me, I wouldn't be like this, and my brother would not die. I hate you!"
Su Fengnuan said, "Without me, my father wouldn't find Ye Chang so quickly. He might have died long ago. You wouldn't like him later. Besides, without me, he would not have liked him. You, the emperor and the head of the country are at odds, he came from the clan, and he is naturally facing the emperor. Your brother's death can't blame me for the death of your brother. It was you who were used and killed him."
Suddenly Xu Lingyi put away his sorrowful look, and his whole person was like a withered maple leaf in autumn and winter, "Yes, I was used by others, what hate the spring breeze! I don't hate the spring breeze at all, I was deceived... My brother died, my brother was so good to me..."
Seeing her, Su Fengnuan didn't know that she was actually hating the spring breeze, but she invited Master Zifeng and Master Jade to solve it. However, since she thought she was deceived, let her think so.
"My brother is so good, he has been so good to me since I was a child... He will play with me whatever I like... but I killed him..." Xu Lingyi said, the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing out. .
Su Fengnuan looked at her, thinking for so many days, it was not easy, and finally waited until the line of defense in her heart collapsed. She lightly added a fire and said, "I once heard that he bought you a box of Fang Huazhai, which is hard to buy, and made a jade fragrance?"
Xu Lingyi nodded, "Yes, there are only ten boxes of Yurenxiang, even the aunt and grandmother in the palace, but my brother bought one box for me."
Su Feng Nuan said, "Have you used it?"
"Naturally use it." Xu Lingyi said, "After my brother bought it for me, every time I go out of the house, I will use jade incense. But what's the use? No matter how good the powder is, I can't let Ye Chang Take a look at me."
Su Fengnuan stopped talking.
Xu Lingyi gradually calmed down, looking at Su Fengnuan, and suddenly said, "You don't look so good if you don't play Fendai."
Su Fengnuan looked at her silently, without answering.
Xu Lingyi stared at her carefully, "I used to not admit that you look better than me, and that you are more capable than me. Now that I look at you like this, it is indeed natural beauty. No wonder my brother has treated countless women for so many years. He admired, but his eyes were above the top, no one liked him, and he sank in front of you."
Su Fengnuan said, "It doesn't last long to show people by appearance. I was born without caring about appearance."
Xu Lingyi laughed, "Yes, even if I was made more beautiful than you by that foolish hatred of spring breeze, it still looks like dirt in his eyes, so I don't look at me directly." When the words fell, she laughed mockingly. Said, "You are so beautiful, but you didn't care about your appearance. It shows that God is not fair to people."
Su Fengnuan said, "I can't blame God, you were born in the mansion of the Guozhang, belong to a famous family, and you are the only daughter of the mansion, and you are noble and comparable to the princess. The queen mother in the palace. In the eyes of the Queen and the Queen, the young ladies in Beijing are not as good as you in the Guozhang's Mansion. In the Guozhang's Mansion, you have the grandfather of the Guozhang and your brother who loves you. Even if you want stars, your brother will pick you stars. Although you are not as beautiful as me, there are still fewer young ladies in Beijing than me. It's just that you ruined your future and put yourself to death."
Xu Lingyi closed his eyes, "You're right, I'm looking for death by myself."
Su Fengnuan looked at her silently.
Xu Lingyi said, "I'm not afraid of death. I'd better pull Ye Chang to die together, but this wish has not been fulfilled, and now I am not reconciled to death."
Su Fengnuan said, "Stubbornly stubborn."
Xu Lingyi opened his eyes and looked at her, "You can laugh at me, but I like Ye Chang. I just like it. I wish I would like to eat him alive and eat it in my belly."
Su Fengnuan looked at her, "There are many lunatics in the world, but you alone are the real lunatic."
Xu Lingyi said, "I am a lunatic, I would have been mad a long time ago, otherwise I would not have listened to someone telling me deceptive things, so that neither you nor Ye Chang died, but my brother was killed."
Su Feng Nuan said, "Who should you say now, right?"
Xu Lingyi said, "Can you avenge my brother?" The words fell, looking at her, "You look so weak that you didn't die with my brother this time, but looking at you, with your body, You can't live long, right?"
Su Fengnuan said, "Even if you don't tell me, I can find out in half a month. My life will not last more than half a month."
Xu Lingyi said, "You promise me a condition, and I will tell you."
Su Fengnuan said, "I don't like to make conditions with others."
Xu Lingyi stared at her, "I don't need to see Ye Chang. You promise me that after I die, I will be cremated and my ashes will be spilled into the East Lake in Lingyun Town."
Su Fengnuan looked at her, "I can promise you this. After you die, I can also save you a whole body."
Xu Lingyi shook his head, "I'm going to be cremated and the ashes spilled into the East Lake of Lingyun Town. I have no face to go to Jiuquan to see my brother. I don't want to leave my soul in death. The chanting of Lingyun Temple is enough for me. "
Su Fengnuan was silent for a moment, and agreed, "Okay."
Seeing her promise, Xu Lingyi bit her lip and said bitterly, "The person who lied to me is Liu Wen, the eldest son of the Prince Jin Mansion."
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I just came back, and I couldn’t rest for a while, but it’s a bit late, right?