Chapter 528: Right hand

As this morning is no longer early in the morning, the dark clouds in the sky are fading, and the mountain road full of maple leaves in Shidong Mountain has gradually increased the number of mountaineering tourists.
Among them are a group of high school students, such as Peng Hui and Zhang Guorui, who came out on the weekend to climb the mountain, but only half of them climbed, and several girls in the same group complained with laughter: "How tired." "How long to climb Ah. "" Relax, you haven't reached the mountainside yet! "
At this time, all the people who were still on the mountain did not come down from the mountain.
Still thinking about it, all of a sudden, they saw a fat man figure hurried down panting from the mountain road above. In the autumn, the man was sweaty and his body was gray and black. 'S sportswear is also soaked with dirt and dirt.
The man looked like he had slammed his head into the river. His forehead seemed to be broken. There was some blood, and his sportswear was also stained with blood.
When this fat man walked past them squeezing the mountain steps quickly, there was a strong smell in the air.
Peng Hui has always had allergic rhinitis. He was rushed by this smell, and a sneeze suddenly hit him. The nasal cavity was very uncomfortable. "What kind of smell does this ..." The meat stalls didn't taste so much when they passed by.
Thinking of the meat stall, Peng Hui looked back at the fat man who was going down the mountain. Some messy memories flashed in front of him.
The stall owner raised the butcher knife high and chopped a piece of bright red pork on the chopping board. With a loud bang, the pork was chopped in half, another knife, another knife, the meat was chopped, and blood shed from the blade , Flowed onto the cutting board, splashed on the butcher ...
"Did that man fall into the river?"
"The river where this mountain comes from, I guess it fell into a small ditch."
"Are you here to fish? Really unlucky ..."
Everyone was talking in a whisper, while continuing to take steps towards the top of the mountain.
Therefore, it is better not to go hiking alone. There are often cases where a donkey is involved in this accident. Some luck is saved, and some luck is killed. It is not that there is no such news. Fortunately, the man did n’t fall too hard, and if he broke his bones or something, he could get a firefighter to save him.
Zhang Guorui put aside this matter after a few gossips, but Peng Hui still felt a little uncomfortable.
He looked back several times until he could no longer see the fat figure in sportswear.
Mum, mum, mum ...
The footsteps that fell on the mountain steps were messy and heavy, the breath was thick and breathy, and there was blood dripping on the dark yellow maple leaves on the steps.
Tan Jinming walked fast under his feet. This speed stemmed from the extreme panic in his heart, what was buzzing in a blank mind.
What did I do, what did I do ... how could this be, how could this be ... zibo them ...
No, you don't need to blame yourself, you did nothing wrong, nothing at all.
You just do what the world has always done, and they all do it, and everyone does.
Weak flesh and strong eating, this is the truth, this is the true face of the world ...
"Ah!" Tan Jinming covered his head in pain. "Go away, go away!" He wanted to drive this voice away, and he didn't want to hear it again. It was the same voice that hurt him, what the voice said Like this, this voice is pushing him ...
is it? I did n’t push you, I just let you see your real thoughts.
You have suppressed yourself for many years. In fact, you do n’t like people to call you fat, but you have n’t liked it since you were a child. When you were a kid, every time you heard your classmates call you, you were not happy, and you wanted them to shut up. You got used to it later. The so-called "habit" just wants to make yourself better ...
In fact, you do n’t care. You just gave up resistance and you admit defeat.
Am I wrong? Didn't you just feel the taste of winning just now? For winning, you still have longing ...
"Go away ..." Tan Jinming pressed his head harder with both hands, and his hands were about to penetrate into his head to pull the voice out, his face was swollen with blue, and his feet stepped on the first step almost rolled down the mountain. Tan Jinming stopped and gasped, and suddenly wanted to cry, crying loudly.
In front of me, some scenes that had just happened were flashing, and panic and screams echoed in my ears again.
"Fei Ming! Fei Ming ...! Don't!"
I don't know where the strength is, so big, there is no room for it. The two tall and strong men were screwed up with one hand, and hit the rocks in the stream with a flick. They were so dizzy that they could n’t climb. They whined and struggled, but their strength was so small baby.
They have no power to fight back. They lost. If they blame themselves, they blamed themselves for losing. They have no power to fight back ...
Boom, Boom, Boom!
The heavy impact sound was the sound of the head hitting the rocky boulder, and the blood bleed out again and again, and then the minced meat splashed.
The sound of flowing water in the mountain stream is still gurgling, but there is some more blood in the clarified water, which falls from above, melts on the surface of the water, and disperses.
Another thing fell, it was broken eyes.
"No, no ..." Tan Jinming choked up, staring blankly at the cloud-filled sky, the unextinguished light still illuminating some unsubmerged memories. He and Wang Zibo collided with each other and jeopardized each other. , Graduate, work out ...
I have already said that when Wang Zibo gets married, he will become a best man when he is fat.
If he is fat and there is a day to get married, Wang Zibo is always in the best man.
After becoming a social animal, there are not a few students who are still in contact. Even if they usually like each other in the circle of friends, it is just perfunctory. But he is different from Wang Zibo and still has connections. He comes out from time to time to play together because he is a true friend ...
"Ah, get away!" Tan Jinming grasped his head, the more pain he felt, the more he wished to shatter his head.
It is both painful and regretful about what you have done, and panic and panic about the consequences that will be undertaken.
I do n’t want that, I absolutely do n’t want that, I never thought of treating Zibo like that, and ... and others ...
More fragments of memory flashed in front of my eyes. With the cry of girls, they were scared and paralyzed. They wanted to run away ...
However, none of them escaped.
Tan Jinming couldn't understand how he could chase so fast, that was not the speed he could have. Impossible, he just got a fat man, panted after running a few steps, and panting when climbing a few stairs, and he could never chase it. so fast……
why? Why should you belittle yourself, will it make you feel better?
Kneel in a very low position, there is nothing to lose, so there is no pressure to compete.
Because you gave up the competition, you gave up on yourself.
But that was before, "Fat Ming", before. You are different, you can be different.
"Go away ... Ah ..." Tan Jinming almost knelt down on the ground, already crying, he had to use his forehead to hit the stone slabs on the mountain steps. , That ’s not his idea, no ...
His manner of course doubted all the tourists who walked by. A group of tourists murmured and walked past, perhaps thinking of a drunkard or mental illness.
The other group of tourists had a kind elder sister who came up and asked, "Hello? What's wrong? Is there anything uncomfortable? Would you like to help you?"
"I ..." Tan Jinming paused and ran down the mountain without saying anything, panicking and covering his whole body, dazed and scared.
There are many people here who have seen me ... There is surveillance at the foot of the mountain entrance, and they are all photographed. I came with Zibo ...
In addition, the car of Zibo I sat on the road, the driving recorder on the car, all photographed along the way.
After running for a while, Tan Jinming's footsteps slowed down. Where can he go? It is impossible to escape.
escape? Why should I escape? How many years have you escaped? Think of something else, you ca n’t just do that.
Tan Jinming looked around, the cold mountain wind broke through his clothes and into the flesh. He felt everything was empty for a time, he made a big mistake, and he could n’t forgive or irreparably made a big mistake. There was no way to do it. Damn ... just, just ...
With tears falling down his eyes, Tan Jinming's trembling hands took out the cell phone in his pocket, and some blood stains on the cell phone case.
He pressed the screen, choked, and sent a message to his mother: "Mom, I'm sorry, I didn't want to do that." Then I sent another message to my father: "Daddy, sorry, I didn't want to do that."
After finishing sending, Tan Jinming turned to the edge of the mountain steps, except for some small intersections, the stone steps from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain were accompanied by stone fences.
But the guardrails are not high, and adults can turn over in one stride, and this section of the road leans outside the guardrails on the east side, and it is a valley with smoke all day long. This kind of thing happened in the past. Tourists sat on the guardrail to take photos but accidentally turned over and fell, fell to the bottom of the mountain, and died.
At this time, Tan Jinming stood at the edge of the guardrail ~ EbookFREE.me ~ With both hands pressing the guardrail pole, propping up his feet, he had to jump over the guardrail and jump down.
Suddenly, his right hand clenched the railing, but his expression was horrified. This, this ...
When Tan Jinming was just surprised, his right hand raised his hair and pulled it violently. Tan Jinming suddenly called a terrible pain. He wanted to let go of his right hand, but he could not control it. Hard.
At a strange angle, this right hand looked like he was grabbing his scalp, walking back, away from the edge of the guardrail.
"Ah ..." Tan Jinming was still screaming, the blue muscles bursting with pain in his face, and the two eyes were rapidly congested and red.
He feels that his right hand no longer belongs to himself. This right hand has life, that voice ...
The voice became more real and clear, and he was talking to him, just in his mind:
Hello, negative choice.