Chapter 2179: Proud and inferior

"How can I not be ashamed? I have never been to this kind of occasion, I am afraid I will not do well." Cheng Qingqing lowered her head without confidence, and her two small hands were tightly twisted together. She can't do it, no Those who will do not.
Li Qingyan said with disgust: "It seems that you really know nothing except for eating."
Cheng Qingqing stayed for a while, looked up at him, and then said seriously: "I can still cook."
"Heh!" Li Qingyan laughed lightly: "Tomorrow you just need to be by my side, be colder, don't be smirk when you see people, hold it, pretend, don't surrender your identity, my woman, you have to learn My attitude towards life."
His woman?
Cheng Qingqing's heart trembled, inexplicably, these words sounded reassuring, but also a little throbbing.
"Okay, I remembered." Cheng Qingqing raised her mouth and laughed, her pretty face all bright and moving.
Isn't it just pretending? Anyone knows well. As an actress, Cheng Qingqing feels she can still act well.
Li Qingyan didn't expect her to be so obedient. At least, she was more obedient than he thought. Well, this little wife is pretty good at discipline.
"Come here!" The man beckoned, as if calling a kitten.
Cheng Qingqing walked in front of him lightly and looked up at the man.
"Aren't you afraid of me?" Li Qingyan asked indifferently as his eyes fell on her clear eyes.
"I'm not afraid." Cheng Qingqing shook her head and said for sure. Not only is she not afraid, Li Qingyan is the best man she has ever seen to her. Before those men saw her, their eyes lighted up, wishing to become a wolf and throw her down. Only Li Qingyan, the look in her eyes didn't have the kind of ill-intentioned light.
"The people outside tell me so badly, are you not afraid?" Li Qingyan actually deliberately made his person a violent man who was difficult to get along with, and he also passed on a strange problem to himself. He is low-key and mysterious. He seldom meets with irrelevant people, maybe because his reputation is not very good. From his twenties, until his early thirties, no woman wanted to marry him and heard He, most of the girls on blind dates gave up on their own initiative.
Cheng Qingqing didn't know how to answer, but she shook her head firmly.
Li Qingyan raised the corners of his mouth. He has found a woman who doesn't know the heights of the sky. His face is not terrible, but his body...
Li Qingyan thought of this, his eyes sank instantly, coldness occupied his face, he ruthlessly pushed Cheng Qingqing away, turned around and walked out without saying a word.
Cheng Qingqing was suddenly pushed by him, and the whole person stepped back abruptly, and fell onto the soft carpet. She looked at the door of the room that was slammed by the man in amazement, wondering why she talked. Well, Li Qingyan treated her so coldly.
But no matter what, Cheng Qingqing still felt that Li Qingyan was not scary, even if his face was cold and his eyes were indifferent, she was still not afraid of him.
Li Qingyan returned to the room violently, with his palms heavily supported on his bed, his cold eyes, and the chill slowly dissipated with his steady breathing.
He straightened up, stretched out his hands, unbuttoned his suit one by one, walked into the cloakroom, and hung the jacket back neatly. Then, there was a black shirt inside, not only that he was wearing a black shirt. , Even the shirts hung on his coat rack are all gray and black, not one white.
He went into the bathroom, unbuttoned his black shirt, and took off. In the mirror, the man's body is absolutely perfect, but there is a scarlet scar that extends from his back shoulder through his left shoulder to his heart. The position, the back also occupies most of the area, and the faint scars make his perfect body look a bit hideous. It was burned by the fire, and he almost killed him back then, but he survived strongly. , But to be accompanied by these ugly scars for life.
It is this body that removes all the gentleness from Li Qingyan’s eyes. He never spends the night outside or swims in public. He is afraid that people will see him like this. Even if it is his wife, he is not willing to let her face calmly. Correct.
Li Qingyan was proud, but because of this, he didn't allow himself to have a slight flaw.
The pain lasted on his face for a while, then disappeared again. He has long been accustomed to this kind of self. Anyway, throughout his life, he will shake hands with this kind of self. He will no longer dislike each other. He will not want a woman, but he He wants children, his career needs heirs, regardless of male or female, he only wants one child.
Li Qingyan didn't even want to give birth to the baby. What he wanted was to let Cheng Qingqing do the test tube baby and borrow her belly to give birth to his baby.
Standing in the hot water, Li Qingyan was washing his body. The scars were no longer painful, but his heart was already cracked. He could never find his previous happiness and confidence.
Cheng Qingqing sat on the carpet for a long time, and finally stood up. It is normal for Li Qingyan to hate women. He likes men.
In the middle of the night, Qiao Dawei got himself drunk. The driver drove the car and took him around the city for several laps. There was a family who didn't want to go back. The driver was really tired, so he had to tell him where to go.
Qiao Dawei suddenly thought of his ex-wife, of what she had done to her in the past, and of her calling herself home every night.
Before, he didn't want to go back, but now, he can't go back. Sure enough, the retribution came so quickly, in just over two months, he started to recite his ex-wife.
When he arrived at the community, Qiao Dawei stepped on false steps and came to Zhang Xiuzhu's door.
He raised his hand and wanted to knock on the door, but he hesitated again, because he really had no face to come to see her. Qiao Dawei's raised hand was a little weak, and accidentally knocked on the door.
"Who is it?" Zhang Xiuzhu's voice came out, and after a while, the door opened.
Because this is a high-end community with high security, Zhang Xiuzhu met a few housewives in the community and would make appointments to play card games and take a walk to chat at night, so she thought she was a neighbor.
But when she opened the door and saw the drunk Qiao Dawei, she suddenly didn't look good.
"What are you doing here?"
"Xiuzhu...I came here to apologize to you. I was sorry for you before." Qiao Dawei's purpose was indeed to say sorry to Zhang Xiuzhu. He was blinded by love before and couldn't see Qin Rourou's true face.
"Apologize? This is really interesting, Qiao Dawei, how much did you drink? You still want to apologize to me? However, I'm ugly, I don't accept any apology from you. Don't disturb me. Zhang Xiuzhu is now living out of herself, and her need for men is as thin as water. Qiao Dawei's appearance only disgusts her, but she is not happy.