Chapter 855: Her past

Chapter 855: Her Past
Mu Lin looked at the hot red post on the desktop and started to get headaches again.
Ji Yanhan and Tang Youyou are about to get engaged. Of course, she is happy and blessed that they can achieve positive results. They have the courage to marry and have the courage to use marriage to delay the sweetness of love. At least, she Can't do it.
Mu Lin reached out and touched her flat abdomen. There was no sign of pregnancy. Except for her vomiting from time to time, she felt that she was normal.
"It's annoying!" Mu Lin held up her long hair on her forehead. Her irritability didn't even allow her to deal with her work. She felt that now was the worst moment in her life.
"Originally enjoyment comes at a price. I should be more cautious." When Mu Lin was a child, she grew up in a Western country. So, in her concept, men and women are together and things happen. What, it ’s not a big thing. On the contrary, since she was with Lohning, she feels that her life is complete. She enjoys every minute and second with her, but after enjoying it, What it brings is the distress at the moment.
The cell phone next to it suddenly rang. Mu Lin took a look and immediately covered her ears.
It was Rönning, and she didn't want to answer his call, at least not now.
She was afraid he would talk about marriage and children, and she didn't want to talk to him about these topics. She was afraid.
She would rather offend him, leave him alone, and never want to talk about such topics.
Is she sick? Isn't the illness mild?
Just when Mu Lin was covering her ears and pretending that she couldn't hear the phone ringing, the office door was suddenly pushed open by a large hand. Loh Ning's handsome figure stood outside the door. When he saw Mu Lin, The feeling that Mu Lin was actually covering her ears was almost like a basin of cold water poured on top of his head, which made him even more disturbed than the disaster.
Mu Lin closed her ears. Naturally, she did not hear the door opened, and she closed her eyes tightly and looked like she was going to hide in her own world.
When Lohenning walked in front of her with heavy steps, Mu Lin felt that someone was coming. She slowly let go of her hand, raised her head, and faced a pair of deeply hurt eyes.
"Uh ... why are you here?" Mu Lin's head hummed, and the whole person was a little blank.
When I asked, I found myself asking nonsense.
Her unusually blushing face floated a little unnaturally flushed.
"Are you okay!" Lochning said in a low voice, with a touch of concern.
Mu Lin had messed up her long hair, she spread her hands and shrugged her shoulders before she laughed: "Do you look at me right now?"
"Don't you like children so much?" Lochning slowly leaned her hands on her desk, leaned slightly, and stared at her expression tightly.
Mu Lin bit her lip and thought carefully: "Shouldn't hate it, at least, I like my little niece very much. I think she is as cute as an angel."
"Then why don't you want an angel by yourself?" Lohenen heard her words, and she felt hopelessly convinced.
Mu Lin looked up, looked at him, and then laughed at herself: "You have not experienced my childhood. You don't know what kind of shadow I have in my heart. I'm afraid of having children, not because I don't like them, I'm just afraid. "
"What happened to your childhood? I haven't asked you, can you tell me now?" Lochning changed her posture and sat directly at her desk. Her voice was gentle and gentle, making people Not armed.
Mu Lin dropped her head and closed her eyes tightly. When she opened it, she lost a little bit in her eyes: "I was thrown away by my mother to live alone abroad when I was very young. I do n’t have my brother So lucky, because he is a son, I am a daughter, my mother ’s patriarchal thoughts are not hidden, she directly told me that she might throw me abroad to live with my grandmother and grandfather, she wanted I took my brother back home and lived with my dad. I did n’t know what independence means at the time. I chased my parents ’car for a long distance. I thought I was crying and they would come back to pick me up and leave. But they No, it's gone. "
He heard her slowly say these words, and her heart was in a ball, as if a clear picture gradually appeared in her mind, a little girl chasing a car, knowing that she could not catch up, but still not. Willing to give up.
"I hated my parents for a while, but then I thought about it. Without their stocking education, I would not have become such an independent woman as they are today. They wronged me and made me!"
"Are you having a bad time at your grandparents' house? Are you often bullied?" Lochenen asked softly, caring very much about her. wavv
Mu Lin raised her head and looked at him with a slight smile. The smile was terrific: "No, I often bully others. My grandparents belong to the royal family. You know that there are many rules in the royal family. I often foul. I was punished, but I still foul every day. My cousins ​​and cousins ​​are not like me. They have parents to watch and educate. They are all well-educated and well-mannered. They never take the initiative to bully people. , But I will, I am often beaten, my grandparents are often mad at me and get sick, and I do not take me to play on many major occasions, I am more and more boring, lonely, especially once, my grandma held a birthday I was locked in a small house for fear of being destroyed by me. I can only look out from the iron bars to those guests who came to the birthday party. You can't imagine how lonely I was at that time, but now I want to come I deserve it. Who keeps me from being obedient? "
Lochning's heart felt like it had been beaten, and it was extremely painful.
He suddenly understood why Mu Lin was so afraid of marriage and children. Was she afraid that her children would repeat her childhood? Or maybe she was afraid of those shadows that happened to her in the past.
"Mullin, if I can meet you earlier, I will be with you!" Lohnin walked to her, reached out, and gently held her into her arms, tightly Hug her.
Mu Lin is a very strong woman. She almost never cried since she was a child. But at this moment, she felt inexplicable that she also needed protection, was fragile, and needed comfort.
"Yeah, why didn't you come to me earlier?" Mu Lin asked with a murmured smile, but her voice was choked. 2k novel reading network