Chapter 189:

The hotel's promenade is covered with red, gray, and blue long-pile carpets, and it steps on silently, as if it cannot fall to the ground. Liu Zhao's heart also followed and fell, opening several times, but closed at a loss. He looked at Dong Qin's hurrying back and watched her walk forward, without turning back, and his throat could not help tightening.
When he finally got to the elevator, he had to speak, because he didn't need to stay any longer, so this person should leave.
"Can I debut with Xu Weibiao now?" He asked dryly, staring at the lights of the four elevators with two eyes, lest they would come too soon.
"Of course, you are a clean person now." Dong Qin's eyes also stared at the indicator light, but the hidden emotion in her pupils was diametrically opposite to Liu Zhao's. She hoped that the elevator would come faster and faster.
"The script you said last time ..." Liu Zhao drew a topic.
Dong Qin immediately took out a business card from the bag and explained: "This is a friend I know well and a well-known broker in the circle. He has a very good set of people. I told him about you, of course I did not disclose it. Your real identity, so you do n’t have to worry. He is very interested in you and is willing to sign you. If you still want to continue filming, you can go to him. His resources are not worse than mine. "
Liu Zhao did not dare to pick up this exquisite business card, but just asked in anxiety: "Why? Did you not take me anymore? Did n’t you say you want to accompany me from the beginning?"
"I regret it." After insisting for more than ten years, Dong Qin finally said these four words calmly. She inserted the business card into Liu Zhao ’s suit pocket and said seriously:
Liu Zhao, I regret it. I will not accompany you from the beginning again. My life has been lost for fifteen years. There is no second fifteen years to waste. . "
Liu Zhao gripped her hand hard and said with a cry: "How do you know that there is no second fifteen years? How do you know that being with me is a waste?"
"Because you can't even keep your identity." Dong Qin didn't struggle, but Liu Zhao lost all his strength in just one sentence. He opened his eyes wide and looked at her in amazement, loosening his hard five fingers like iron tongs one by one.
Dong Qin looked down, but saw that his slender wrist left five pale marks, red around it, and some pain. There were tears in her eyes, but her tone was more ruthless: "Liu Zhao, a person who can't even keep his identity, what else can you keep? Are you incapable? Can't you win the lawsuit? Are you? Are you forced to give up when you are forced into a desperate situation? No, not at all, you are just pure cowardice, incompetence, timid! You do n’t even know what you want! "
Dong Qin pulled the shoulder bag that was about to slide off his shoulder and smiled bitterly: "I'm tired, I don't have the energy to accompany you like a headless fly in a circle. I always stand in front of you to fight for you Beware of the cold arrows you shoot from behind me, I really ca n’t stand it. "
Dong Qin stepped forward and hugged a man whose body was cold like ice cubes. He said goodbye: "Liu Zhao, goodbye, I wish you all the best."
"No, don't go, I didn't think about hurting you." Liu Zhao's broken voice rang in her ears, her trembling hands tried to hug her body, but she was gently pushed away.
The elevator had already arrived, and Song Rui was pressing the key to open the door, waiting silently. Dong Qinhong smiled apologetically and stepped in.
Liu Zhao wanted to chase, but his legs were frozen in place by extreme fear and powerlessness, and he could only stretch out his hand, looking at the indifferent woman with red eyes, sad and helpless.
Song Rui said flatly before releasing the button: "Mr. Liu, do you know what is the most important thing a person can't lose?"
"What is it?" Liu Zhao finally took his legs to chase, but the elevator door was closed tightly under his fingertips, and Song Rui's sigh floated faintly through the gap: "It's me, Mr. Liu. Lose nothing self."
Liu Zhao, who has long lost himself and can only bear on the body and name of others, finally slipped to the ground and burst into tears. It was only at this time that he remembered that when he was detained in a detention facility, he had already vowed that this time he must fight with Dong Qin in the end and never let go of her hand halfway.
But he was speechless again. He personally extinguished the last flame of hope in her heart. What is the difference between throwing her halfway and putting a cold arrow behind her?
It turned out that it was such a feeling of being abandoned. It turned out so painful to watch the favorite one leave first. When he rejected Dong Qin's confession and stepped into the marriage hall with other women, did she feel that way? It seems that even the heart has been dug away abruptly, leaving only a vague hole in the flesh and blood, and a touch is better than death!
This time, Liu Zhao couldn't even say the words "I'm sorry". If the apology can be recovered, he would be willing to write them 10,000 times. He cried for a long time before reluctantly standing up against the icy wall, whirling in the winding promenade and unable to find his way back to the room. Such a scene seemed to overlap with his engagement.
Without Dong Qin, he lost his life direction. In the end, except for property, he didn't keep anything. The two most precious things in life: love and self, were all lost by him.
He wandered in the corridor like a wandering soul, and if the waiter kindly took him back to his room, he might be trapped in place forever. However, when he entered the door, Gao Qianqian was screaming: "I don't care, you must help me! If I go to jail, I will explode Liu Zhao's face! I will make all of you bankrupt ! "
"There is still, my luxury car mansion? Did n’t you let me attend the event instead of Liu Zhao? You have to give me a little benefit? I ’m the company ’s nominal president. You have to support me in the president ’s rehearsal! "Xu Weibiao also began to stir up.
A group of shareholders was scorched by these two rogues, and seeing Liu Zhao was like seeing a savior, quickly pulling him over to be a peacemaker. Mother Liu was also afraid of Gao Qianqian's breaking the pot, she even suggested: "Zhaozhao, that lawyer Song seems to be very powerful! Or you can get him back to Gao Qianqian as a defense lawyer. Can't you let her go to jail!" "
They obviously have forgotten that in this incident, Liu Zhao was the real victim. Anyone who can help Gao Qianqian is fine, but he cannot be found.
Liu Zhao's red eyes glanced across these people's faces, trying to find a trace of warmth and care, but he only saw the desire and selfishness. The man who radiated heat all the time, trying to give him warmth and comfort, had left forever, was thrown away by him, and could never be found again.
As soon as his eyes blinked, the hot teardrops fell off, then he stumbled into the bathroom, covered his cramped stomach, and vomited dimly.
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Dong Qingang, who seemed to be smart and calm, got into Dr. Song's car and cried uncontrollably. She has been depressed for too long, too long, and urgently needs a channel for catharsis. In front of the strange but reliable Dr. Song, she can cast aside all her worries, crying happily and without a figure.
Song Rui did not comfort her, but just handed a pack of tissues. This just silence gave Dong Qin's cold heart a warm solace.
After crying for about ten minutes, she choked and asked, "Dr. Song, I really can't figure out why he gave up his life. Isn't that what every one of us should swear to defend?"
"Because he is a flattering personality." Song Rui's answer was simple and clear.
"What does it mean to please a personality?" Dong Qin cried so much that his temples were sore, and he had lost his ability to think.
"Meaning that as long as he can please others and satisfy others, he is willing to do anything. His own feelings are the second most important."
"Just to please others and make others satisfied, you can give up your life. This answer is ridiculous." In this way, Dong Qin's tears flowed even more fiercely.
Song Rui shook his head and said, "No, this is not ridiculous. His growth experience made him look like he is today. All the love he has gained since childhood is conditional: only if he reads well, his grandma will Love him; his fans will only adore him if he makes a good film; his employees, friends, and business partners are willing to be with him; only with fame and fortune can his mother return. He is by his side. Once he ca n’t do this, the people around him will take back this love. The pain of being abandoned by his parents will always be rooted in his heart, so he is afraid of losing, so he does his best to please and satisfy each. One ’s needs. In the process, he inevitably lost himself. "
Song Rui sighed: "His life was lost by himself a long time ago, you don't have to be sorry for him."
"It turns out this way," Dong Qin forgot to cry, unconsciously murmured: "Since he can please everyone, why can't he please me?"
Song Rui lightly smiled: "Because only your love for him is unconditional, so he doesn't have to please you."
This sentence was like a thunder, exploding in Dong Qin's vague mind; it was like a flash of light, illuminating her ignorance and foolishness, and then setting off a gust of wind, blowing away all the fog called love and regret Obstacle, let her wake up suddenly.
She froze for a long time before covering her tearful eyes, and said miserably: "It turns out that it is! Because I love him unconditionally, so he will hurt me unscrupulously! He always knows that I hold him What kind of feelings, but he always pretends not to know, and then fearless. Hahaha, so funny, hahaha ... "
Dong Qin burst into tears and laughed, his beautiful face mixed with sadness, hatred and relief.
"It turns out that Liu Zhao will be so mean!" She looked up and looked at the towering hotel building. It seemed that through the void, she saw the fragile man like a child again. She thought he needed his own protection, but it turned out he didn't need it. He had already turned her into a puppet that could be manipulated at will.
Song Rui stepped on the accelerator and drove away, saying lightly: "Everyone will have an ugly side, which is not surprising. But you also have a big problem yourself. In this relationship, you also lost yourself."
This sentence made the resentful Dong Qin stunned for a while, and then indulged, suddenly waking up! Yes, when she was busy blaming Liu Zhao, why didn't she review and review herself? If it weren't for her indulgence in compromise, could Liu Zhao ignore her to such an extent? No, no, in the final analysis, she used the wrong way from the beginning!
As Dong Qin continued to reflect, Song Rui added: "Your character is destined that you will not come together unless either of you changes."
"There will be no change, character determines fate, this sentence is right." Dong Qin was unable to shake his head, grinning awkwardly, tears in his eyes unconsciously drained. After that, she never spoke again, and waited until the moment she got out of the car, she said dumbly: "Thank you Dr. Song, talk to you, I seem to be alive again. I haven't thought about anything for more than ten years. All of a sudden I wanted to understand. Dr. Song, it would be nice if I met you earlier. But it ’s not too late now, thank you for your help, really thank you! "She bent down deeply.
"No thanks." Song Rui waved his hand.
Dong Qin turned around and walked a few steps. He heard the sound of the wheels slowly moving forward and asked bitterly: "Dr. Song, is it good or bad to love someone unconditionally? Looking back, I really feel like myself Silly. "
"Unconditional love is certainly good." Song Rui affirmed.
"But a fool like me, can I find another fool to match? I love him unconditionally, will he also love me unconditionally? No, no, there is probably only one fool like me in the world "Dong Qin froze for a moment, then shook his head bitterly again:" No, in the first few seconds, there is no such fool in the world, Dong Qin, who will love someone unconditionally, has just died. "She Without waiting for Dr. Song's answer, he waved his hand and strode away.
Song Rui looked at her back, and the focus in her pupils was slightly loose. It was at this time that the ringtone of the mobile phone belonging to the youth rang, making him quickly connect the phone:
"I watched Gao Qianqian's press conference. You made her lie. I didn't feel anything about her."
The young man's sigh gently touched Song Rui's eardrum, making him feel comfortable: "I want to make a name for you, that's all. I want everyone to know that you have never been a liar."
"That's not important to me." The youth's tone was a little careless.
"But it is very important to me." Song Ruizheng said.
The young man was silent for a while before slowly speaking again: "You should know, I feed on people's evil thoughts, so in a sense, these slander and curses are good for me. I will not attack them The bottom becomes fragile and will only become stronger. "
Song Rui asked back: "Can you tell me, what is the smell of bad thoughts?"
The young man apparently didn't expect him to ask such questions, and he couldn't help but stunned.
Song Rui asserted sentence by sentence: "It's bitter, astringent, smelly, fishy, ​​and it's the sum of all the bad tastes in the world. When you swallow them, you will feel uncomfortable, and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable."
The young man's breathing was a little quick, and he laughed suddenly: "I'm not upset now, not at all."
Song Rui realized his joy in words, and smiled, then pierced: "I know that trust is very important to you, it is your deepest desire. You need trust very much, but you do not want to admit it. . "
The young man pretended unpleasantly: "Dr. Song, you read my heart."
Song Rui pierced him again: "You allowed me to read your heart, because you trust me enough, so I also want you to know that no matter what kind of harm and betrayal you have suffered before, I will never let the same thing happen It happened to you. I will not doubt you, I will defend you, just like defending myself. "
"Dr. Song, what you most want to do seems to be destroying yourself. Are you lying to me?" The young man chuckled.
Song Rui cautiously said: "That was before, now it won't." Now he has faith and hope, so destruction has become a sin.
The young man also became cautious, saying one by one: "Dr. Song, what you said just now is what I want to say to you. I will also believe you without reservation and defend you."
Song Rui froze for a while before laughing out loud. In this world, only a young man can make him show such a brilliant expression comparable to the scorching sun. Dong Qin asked the question just now, but he turned around and found the answer. Is there such a fool in the world-no matter how much you pay, he will give back in full, without a trace of hesitation and stinginess? Yes, at this moment, he is beside Song Rui
The young man listened quietly to Dr. Song ’s hearty laughter, and asked him curiously, "What are you laughing at?"
Song Rui quipped: "Someone just called us a fool, I think it's a little funny."
The young man said without hesitation: "They are fools."
Song Rui smiled again and nodded in agreement: "Yes, they are stupid, we are not stupid."
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Fangallo smiled and hung up Dr. Song ’s phone, thought about it, and posted two more Weibo posts: [@ 刘 钊, from today, your life will collapse like an avalanche, everything you have now Will lose everything. If you come empty-handed, you will go empty-handed. 】
[@ 高 芊芊, the person you tried hard to keep will drag you to hell. 】
These two Weibo posts were quickly forwarded by netizens of good things. Since Van Gogh has released a lot of predictions in the near future, some people have listed them one by one and opened the market. Let everyone bet to see which one will be the last one. Realize, which one will fail.
Liu Zhao ’s fans were furious, and the Weibo rushed into Van Gogh yelled at him for not knowing what to do. Liu Zhao apologized, he was still holding on, and he did n’t have any demeanor. Fans of Su Fengxi also participated in it, and the curse was endless.
In the siege of fans and passers-by on both sides, Su Fengxi's concert was finally held. At 6:30 that night, many people lined up outside the stadium with tickets, and some people held mobile phones for live broadcast. Let more people see the powerful appeal of their idols.
One of the fans even stumbled upon Vangaro's figure on the screen of his mobile phone. He didn't expect that the man would really dare to come. This was Su Fengxi's concert. One hundred thousand fans gathered, and everyone could drown him with a spit! How dare he! ?
However, Van Gogh really came. He was wearing a silver-grey suit in the lens, and walked with a man who was also dressed in a formal dress and was very noble. He also held a metal cane in his hand. The top of the cane was decorated with a crystal skull, about the size of a baby's fist. The skull's eye socket was also inlaid with two black gemstones, and the overall look seemed very Valuable look.
The fan looked back immediately, but there was no figure of Van Gogh in the field of vision, but a wrong-eye kung fu, and he disappeared inexplicably.