Chapter 1051: . Sadomasochism? 10

"what are you thinking about?"
Jiang Rui looked at Xi Nuan in a daze, and asked curiously.
Xi Nuan pursed her lips and smiled:
"It's nothing, I just see you so happy, remembering that I seemed to have had such happy days before, but then the day failed, my love is gone, my love is gone, those happy days are gone, everything disappears Up..."
After Xi Nuan finished speaking, she continued to say as if she was okay:
"If I knew that happy days would disappear, I would cherish it very much. I don’t regret what I have given before, but if I give me another chance, I may not be with him. Because after I separated from him, I’m really very Painful, there have been very painful days."
Xi Nuan remembered that when she had just come to the kingdom of the sky, sometimes she started to dazed by holding Xiao Bale...
Thinking of Yu Qiyue's smile, thinking of Yu Qiyue, thinking of the happiness when two people are together, and those sweet words and each other.
Those days were really difficult, and now that there are no more waves in her heart, she feels much more comfortable.
This feeling really couldn't be better.
Jiang Rui nodded, seemingly understanding...
She really can't understand that feeling, but seeing Xi Nuan like that should have also experienced love.
But after experiencing love, why isn't there a trace of sweetness?
Jiang Rui couldn't figure out why Xi Nuan's face was like her mother when she talked about love, and she couldn't see sorrow and joy when she was not surprised.
"Is love such a painful thing?"
Xi Nuan smiled and nodded, then shook her head and said:
"It's not a painful thing. Love is like thorny honey. You can feel pain when you put it in your mouth, but you can also feel sweetness. It depends on how you think about it. If you think this thing is honey. Sugar, then you will be content with it. If you don't want to experience the pain in the middle, then this thing has no meaning to you."
"Now your love is nothing more than a thorn covered with honey. You can't see the thorn, but it feels sweet. When the honey is reduced, the thorn will appear. I hope you will always be sweet and never feel the tingling. I hope to bury it. Never show the thorns in the honey."
Jiang Rui felt a little touched after hearing Xi Nuan's blessings. After all, she scolded Xi Nuan this morning. Even Xi Nuan can say this shows that this woman's heart is really broad.
This is something she can't compare.
Xiaotu and Fu Guier didn't understand what Xi Nuan was talking about, and after greeted them, the two little guys left.
When Xi Nuan and Jiang Rui returned to Xi Nuan's house, they saw Er Gouzi had moved everything back.
Jiang Rui didn't see the meaning of Ergouzi, but Xi Nuan did.
There is no difference between who is right and who is wrong with this thing. Some just say that two people have different choices.
Jiang Rui ran to hold Er Gouzi, and told Er Gouzi that Xi Nuan had forgiven them, Xi Nuan looked at Er Gouzi...
Er Gouzi didn't dare to look directly at Xi Nuan, but nodded...
"I, then I'm going to work."
"Brother Gouzi, I'll go with you."
Xi Nuan looked at the back of these two people leaving, feeling a little ridiculous...
Some people's feelings really start from the beginning, and they can already see the end.
If she changed, she might have given some help, but now she will not.
These help will not have any good effect on the feelings of others.
Just one week passed.
During this period, Ergouzi began to slowly alienate Jiangrui. Although Jiangrui didn't know why, she still followed Ergouzi wholeheartedly. This actually accelerated Ergouzi's determination to avoid Jiangrui.
One has already figured out his own future, so no matter how hard the other works, the two will eventually part ways.
Xi Nuan is the sunrise every day, and the day goes to rest. She doesn't mix the matter of Ergouzi and Jiangrui at all.
Every time Jiang Rui complained to her, she just listened.
It's not that she doesn't know what's going on, but she doesn't want to mix up.
It's finally time for Ergouzi to go back. Jiangrui came to Ergouzi early in the morning like a okay person. Xi Nuan prepared some meals for everyone. Starting today, she will teach her staff. People are cooking.
Piao Yi and Peony attach great importance to cooking. After a long time, they selected a dozen people to come and learn to cook with her.
As soon as Jiang Rui came in, she saw Er Gouzi eating there. As soon as she walked over, she heard Er Gouzi say:
"Miss Xi Nuan, today's day has arrived, you should send me back. My old lady is still at home waiting for me... Please send me back quickly."
Jiang Rui felt a bit in his heart when he heard Er Gouzi going back.
Naturally, Xi Nuan knew Jiang Rui's mind, she said:
"I think you are about to enter the Qi Refining Period. If it is not beneficial to your cultivation to go back at this time, otherwise you will go back in two days and wait until you reach the Qi Refining Period. I will go back with her. That said. Staying one day longer is good for your cultivation."
"Who will take care of your cultivation after you go back? Why don't you hurry up and work now? When you want to be busy, no one will take care of you, and there will be no one to take care of you here. You It is a material for cultivation, and there should be no big problems before the foundation period."
Er Gouzi hesitated for a moment or shook his head and said:
"Say one week is one week. I know your kind intentions, but I have thought very clearly these past few days. I am a farmer. I have studied for two years, but I am not a scholar at all. Just live there with your feet on the ground and live a good life. I haven't thought about how promising you can be."
"I still want to go back to live my own life and discuss life with my mother and sister. I also want to take root here, but you know, it is too difficult for me to take root here, at least it is still too difficult now …So I still choose to go back. I can’t leave my old mother and younger sister there forever."
Xi Nuan knew this meant that he was not worthy of Jiang Rui, and did not intend to force Jiang Rui to be together.
Man.
This self-esteem is really strong.
And she really doesn't think Ergouzi and Jiangrui can't be together at all. If they are not optimistic, they are not optimistic.
But as long as Ergouzi can cultivate well, in fact, the problem of two people being together is not big.
Rao Jiangrui didn't understand the truth, and she also understood what Ergouzi meant.
Jiangrui's face flushed red, she looked at Er Gouzi angrily and said:
"Why do you say that, why can't we be together, why can't we be together anymore. What do you call you... Do you think a down-to-earth life is good? What do you mean! Before you said you wanted to be with me Together, now you will be delayed when you go back to practice. You know it in your heart! Why do you want to go back?"
"Aren’t you telling me to break up in disguise! We have only been together for a few days, and only a few days have passed since our happy days, Brother Gouzi... Why are you so cruel? We can still be together, right? …We can always be together, right?"