Chapter 138: . Psychological struggle

If Xi Nuan likes to be with him, of course it's good, if he doesn't want him, he won't lose, at least he has had this process.
Otherwise, he hadn't even tried it in the end, he might find it a pity.
Xi Nuan is a special existence for him.
He used to do secret security work, and sometimes if there were assassinations and other things, he would have to solve them, so he has always been in a mysterious organization with no identity.
It is also because of this uniqueness that he can often deal with women. Anyway, if he runs away after a day or two together, no one can catch him.
This is his only preference.
Normally, he has seen it before, so he won't be unable to walk when he sees a woman.
But Xi Nuan did make him interested.
Not only do I like the questions I don't like, but I also admire inquiry and curiosity.
These are emotions that he has never had before.
Xi Nuan and those women are different from beginning to end, the most prominent difference is...
This woman is never hypocritical and very stubborn.
If you change someone else and go through these things, you may feel helpless, not to mention being helpless, but at least you have to cry for a day or two.
The man he likes so much hugs other women and says such ugly words.
But the woman was still trying to suppress her emotions, and then she was ready to perform the task tomorrow.
This is not the point, what makes him unable to understand the most is...
From the beginning to the end, he didn't hear Xi Nuan say anything bad about Qing Yan, or complain about Xiao Miao.
Not a word.
From beginning to end, there was not a single word of complaint.
What kind of a strong heart can do this?
In addition, he likes the way he usually gets along with Xi Nuan. He always feels that Xi Nuan and him are very similar. They are people who have no past, present, and future.
If he can catch a woman like this, then he is really willing to treat her well and walk the road together.
With this woman by his side, no matter what you do, you will get twice the result with half the effort.
"I think it's better for you to stay with Qingyan. After all, Xi Nuan hopes so. There is only one person you know Qingyan here. If you can really have something with him, it would be great. Yes. He will definitely be a great person in the future, and you will have a very good future with him. If you do become true in the future, you will have to thank me then."
Xiao Miao stared at Zhang Zhongchen with wide eyes, tears filled her eyes instantly, her beautiful face was full of horror, she really never thought Zhang Zhongchen would say such a thing.
She is not a fool!
She can naturally understand Zhang Zhongchen's meaning, which means...
I very much agree that you two are together.
Best you are together!
She came here for comfort, so why did she receive such words?
"What do you mean by this? You know that my heart is not here with Qing Yan! Why do you want to say this? You...Zhang Zhongchen, you..."
Zhang Zhongchen scratched his head and sat across from Xiao Miao, looking at the crying woman with a relaxed expression.
Why do you say this?
Because he knows Xiao Miao's mind, but he doesn't like Xiao Miao.
It's that simple.
Xiao Miao is not a friend at all to him, nor a companion.
Ding Datian can be regarded as one of his family members.
In fact, he can speak more straightforwardly or even more ugly. The reason why he didn't say that is because...
Xiao Miao and Xi Nuan are acquaintances. He doesn't want to leave a bad impression on Xi Nuan's psychology. The previous impressions were at best careless and harmless.
But now he does not intend to worsen his impression.
After all, he still values ​​Xi Nuan very much.
He rubbed his forehead. He usually does a special job, so there is no such thing as a gentleman.
There are only missions and enemies in his world, and occasionally one or two friends.
They also disappeared completely when they died.
"My words are literal. All you have to do is to obey, and the proposal I made is obviously a good proposal, isn't it?"
Xiao Miao sat there for a long time, and sneered after reacting. Is she a plaything?
Qingyan can hold her if he wants to hold her. Zhang Zhongchen also said that it was a good thing when they were together.
Why?
She is also an individual and has her own thoughts.
She was very disgusted with this kind of thing when she met the hooligans before, why does she still encounter this kind of thing now?
But when she looked into the room, she also felt that she was treated this way, not just herself.
Isn’t Xi Nuan treated as a plaything?
He was almost frivolous by Benbo before, and then he was played around like this by Qing Yan, and now there is still Zhang Zhongchen who talks to himself like this inexplicably.
To put it bluntly, who once asked Xi Nuan's thoughts?
Has anyone ever asked what Xi Nuan wants?
It's just that she is totally different from Xi Nuan, that is, Xi Nuan still has resistance, but she has no capital to fight.
She closed her mouth and stopped resisting anything. What she said now was actually in vain. She would wait...
Waiting for an opportunity to let people know her again, since there is no way to make Zhang Zhongchen look at her head-on, then she will gradually improve and learn. When one day she can also be alone, she will stand by all the people who want to control her In front of the people of fate, they slapped them in the face.
But she really didn't understand why she was doing this, and why she was doing this to her well.
Obviously now it seems that they are companions, why do they say such cruel things and do such cruel things?
But since Zhang Zhongchen asked her to stay with Qing Yan now, she could only stay with Qing Yan.
Let's not talk about other things...
After all, my old classmate is doing this now, if she is not with Qingyan, no one seems to be able to take care of him.
And Xi Nuan also asked her to take care of Qingyan, and there was no need to fight meaninglessly at this time.
About an hour later, Da Nan and Zhang Zhongchen went to work on other things, and Xiao Miao stayed with Xi Nuan.
When Xi Nuan woke up, it was already the next morning. She looked at the little cat sleeping beside her, feeling a little bit distressed.
Xiao Miao opened her eyes when she felt someone looking at her. She turned her head and saw that Xi Nuan was already up.
"Are you okay? You should be very sad last night."
Xiao Miao wanted to comfort Xi Nuan, but after she said her words, she still felt that her words were inappropriate.
"I'm fine. I've been relying on you for the past few days. Zhang Zhongchen and Qing Yan didn't deal with them. Now Qing Yan is in this state. You can only rely on you to deal with it."
Xiao Miao shook her head, what can she deal with?
Qingyan used her as a weapon to hurt Xi Nuan, and Zhang Zhongchen didn't take her seriously.
"Xinuan... Can't we just leave this place to live, just you, me and my brother. Zhang Zhongchen is a madman, and Qingyan is also a madman now."
Xiao Miao looked up at Xi Nuan, this was a serious request, she didn't want to be here anymore.
The people here are terrible, she really doesn't like it here.
Xi Nuan knew that Xiao Miao must be uncomfortable in her heart. The girl only had Zhang Zhongchen in her heart. Qing Yan was suddenly seen by Zhang Zhongchen with her arms around her. This girl must have a lump in her heart.