Chapter 152: . Chaotic thoughts

Qingyan's mood began to fluctuate. He knew that Danan also had a good impression of Xi Nuan, whether it was from his siblings or something else, he was not happy anyway.
That emotion made him subconsciously clasp Xiao Miao's waist.
When he felt the softness of Xiao Miao’s waist, Qingyan smiled bitterly. Based on his current state of mind, he is really not suitable for being with Xi Nuan, but what to do...
He misses Xi Nuan so much, he wants to see her...
See if she is good, see how she is.
Xiao Miao watched Qingyan hugged her waist, said happily that she twisted her body, and glanced at Zhang Zhongchen and Danan as if not convinced, the expression clearly meant to say.
See.
This man likes me, he loves me, and has nothing to do with the woman named Xi Nuan.
Qingyan sighed and stopped thinking about it, and left with Xiao Miao in his arms.
The reason why he has not explained to Xiao Miao is that every time he hugs Xiao Miao, there is an illusion that he actually doesn't need Xi Nuan. This feeling really relieves his emotions a lot.
If Xiao Miao didn't make such a fuss by his side, he might have had a nervous breakdown.
In the three days that Xi Nuan had left, he was also looking for his own reasons, why his mood fluctuated like this.
Think about it now and you can figure it out.
The first is because Xi Nuan is so powerful. As a man, he basically didn't give much help. The feeling of guilt and powerlessness made him very uncomfortable.
The second is because this end of the world is too cruel for him, and the death of his brother still has a great influence on him.
Danan looked at Qingyan's powerful back with a gloomy expression. He didn't like Qingyan now.
The Qingyan he had known before was a big brother who wanted to be close even though he was not a sunshine.
Today's Qingyan is like a madman full of hostility.
Zhang Zhongchen looked at Danan’s expression next to him, and wanted to laugh a little. He patted Danan on the shoulder and said:
"Hurry up and check the radar to find your Sister Nuan's location. She is also a powerful character. She can't come back to report, but hides instead."
Two people came to the entrance of the building, looking at the pitiful appearance of the refugees, Zhang Zhongchen sighed...
The supplies in the entire city are now under control, and some are distributed every day, but there is really no way to feed the people here.
Yesterday Captain Liu had personally visited him and Qingyan, and several nearby cities had been conquered by zombies.
In other words...
They are now isolated and helpless.
This place is a good place that is easy to defend and hard to attack, but it is still unknown whether a large number of zombies and a shortage of supplies can survive.
Now they can only do two things, find supplies as much as possible, and kill the zombies.
Both of these things need Xi Nuan's help to do it.
Although there were many people in Captain Liu's place, there were few people who could defeat ten or one hundred.
He and Captain Liu need to cooperate to defend here.
If Captain Liu's people were to search for supplies, the entire army might be wiped out.
If he was allowed to guard the Maimang City with the people in the Exchange Building, it would not last long.
At this time, Qingyan's brain and Xi Nuan's abilities can be used.
Although Qingyan is now dizzy, he can still make a lot of good suggestions, such as how to calm the refugees' emotions, or how to let the poor guys like the Exchange Building receive simple training.
As for Xi Nuan, this is a woman who absolutely does not need to be questioned.
Thinking of this, Zhang Zhongchen scratched his head, but this woman was really a coward in terms of feelings, and the first thing she came back was to hide.
He thought that the first thing after Xi Nuan came back was to see Qing Yan.
Then, Xiao Miao, a woman who doesn't know the height of the sky, was cramped.
This is what a powerful woman should do.
As a result, one thing the woman came back to was hiding.
This is something that surprised him, but it is not a bad thing, at least Zhang Zhongchen really feels that Xi Nuan is just a woman at this moment.
Xi Nuan found a relatively safe small apartment. She found an open room and went in. After entering, she closed the door and locked it.
On the second floor of this room, she can jump downstairs directly, or climb up along the side of the room, without any keys at all.
She looked at this room.
Everything inside is double, double wash, double towel.
There are many pictures on the table, there is a beautiful girl with short hair and a handsome boy.
Xi Nuan looked at their photos one by one.
Those who celebrate their birthday together, those who brush their teeth together, and those who go shopping together.
Xi Nuan watched and imagined that if she was with Qingyan in a peaceful time, it would be a very happy thing.
The two went shopping together for dinner. When Qing Yan performed, she was either in the audience or in the background.
When he got off the stage after the show, she ran over and gave him a kiss.
The two spend their free time together listening to songs.
Whether he is a pop song or an opera minor, listen to the song and sing together.
If you can make a good pot of tea at this time...
What a joy it should be.
Or every Chinese New Year, the two of them would travel abroad, walk across mountains and rivers, and walk across happy hills and streams.
The beautiful scenery and the loved ones are all in my mind. How good.
Even if none of these can come true, even if it's just being together in the ordinary, it's better than it is now.
After Xi Nuan put the photos away and put them in the cabinet, she cleaned herself briefly, and then lay on the bed and didn't want to move.
She is not avoiding problems, cut...
forget it.
She is just to avoid problems.
She is not a soft-hearted person, because she is not a soft-hearted person, so she does not want to see Qingyan and Xiao Miao together.
Qingyan is someone who will never hurt her, but...
Xiao Miao is not someone she can't move.
She was really afraid that she failed to control her emotions and killed Xiao Miao by mistake.
Killing Xiao Miao is equivalent to drawing a clear line with Da Nan.
how to say.
She is also a person who is afraid that she can't help but regret what she does. It is true that the zombie besieged city now, but she absolutely can't do whatever she wants.
To make a person perish, you must first make her crazy.
This is something everyone knows.
It applies to both the peaceful age and the end times.
In the peaceful age, at best, it means going to jail or going bankrupt.
But in the last days, as long as you get crazy, then you are not far from being killed.
She wanted to calm down her emotions, and now it was the best choice not to see Qingyan.
There is really no turning back after killing Xiao Miao, and it's no pity to kill someone you don't know.
But if you know a partner, it should be a different matter if you do.
She sat on the bed and watched the depression outside, looked up at the beautiful blue sky outside, pursed her mouth...
Sure enough, when the industry was completely shut down, the sky became bluer and the clouds became whiter.
If people's hearts can also become cleaner, it would really be better.
Xi Nuan felt a little ironic when she thought of this.