Chapter 874: . I just want 13

Xi Nuan smiled and said:
"You are very caring, very good. I also know that Xiao Miao is a girl. I think Xiao Miao is a good girl. She works hard, she is like me. Lying here is like a waste person. You will help me in the future. It’s okay for a little meow. This way I can also save worry."
Zhang Zhongchen was shocked when Xi Nuan said this. He was really afraid that Xi Nuan would be messed up with the mandarin ducks. He shook his head and said:
"Xiao Miao is a good girl, I will naturally take my own position to do what I should help, but you are definitely not a waste person. Everyone can see your ability, although I don't know how you are. But I know that your ability is really strong, and you have been doing the right thing until now."
The right thing?
Xi Nuan pouted her lips, she didn't do the right thing. What she did was just what she wanted to do, probably whoever she wanted to save, so she saved.
She would never do so many things if she was replaced by someone else. The life and death of others really had nothing to do with her.
She herself is not a person with so many things.
This is also a kind of self-liberation, how can I put it...
When others began to wonder how to live, she was already thinking about how she should use her energy.
Sometimes many people go to save sentient beings and say that I don't go to and who goes to hell. She doesn't have that great consciousness. Anyway, she doesn't have that great consciousness now.
She doesn't have that mentality. How can I say, it's just that she hasn't had that mentality. She can't help others. It's really good if she doesn't kill.
Based on her occasional state of losing control, it's really good if she doesn't lose control.
She felt that she couldn't realize the way of saving sentient beings, so she could only think of her own way. It was probably that those who could be protected would be protected, and those who could be saved would be saved. It was that simple.
She doesn't do many things, and she doesn't shy away from the things that can be done.
This is what she can do.
Although the greater the ability of a person, the greater the responsibility, but in other words, the greater the ability of a person, the greater the destructive power.
She does not destroy, and then tries her best to help, it is enough.
You have to keep yourself from destroying, and then you have to try your best to maintain it. It's really unnecessary for a person to live so tired and dedicated.
And she also understood in her heart that the human world is also a container. The owner of this world has the power to live and kill, and generally activates this destructive thing. To put it bluntly, it is because the world is actually about to fail.
If she really wants to live in this world now, then she has to let the zombies cut humans, otherwise the world will be finished.
Or maybe it's a good job of ecology. After all, ecology is also a very important part. Only when the ecology is good can it be said to restore peace here.
Otherwise, everything is empty talk.
After saving everyone and killing all the zombies, the problem that may arise is...
There may be other ways to cut humans. She has experienced zombies cutting humans. To put it bluntly, everything can be controlled, but if the master of this world changes another way, she is really not sure. Can be so easy.
What if she can't do anything at all?
It's not that she is cold-blooded, but that she already understands what the rules of the game are.
Knowing the rules of the game, she can no longer act indiscriminately according to her own ideas, which is irrational.
Xi Nuan scratched her head and said:
"After we get there, we are ready to start planning the next road. You know who I am and what happened to me. In fact, there are many mysteries here. The reason I am not telling you is very simple. , Because if I tell you, you will feel that life is meaningless."
"It's better to just follow my instructions. When I get to Liumang City, I only have one person I'm looking for, and the rest is up to you. Another point is that we must pay attention to the leakage of chemical products. This is very It's terrible. After we get this thing done, it will be very simple."
"As long as I survive step by step, there are actually many things I can do, but if I do it may cause even greater disasters, so I can't do it. You still have to do many things, so you still do your best. Be as powerful as possible, and then do things according to your own mind."
Xi Nuan pursed her mouth after speaking...
In fact, what a city is most afraid of is the leakage of chemical substances. In fact, human beings have begun to destroy the ecology. Many of them started with chemicals. In the past, everyone was farming. It may be impossible to cut down a forest directly after a one-year lunch break.
At that time, human efficiency was slow, so many times...
This world can adapt to humans.
But later, the speed of human beings developed in a strange state, or the speed of development was very slow and slow, but they were on a road of cultivation.
Either there are few people but great technological strength.
But now people are struggling in a sea of ​​bitterness.
What are everyone doing, eating enough to make a lot of money.
The environment has been polluted, and the hearts of the people have been polluted.
There is no way to continue the pollution to this world. In fact, when she stood in this position, she understood a lot of things, that is, the relationship between people and this world.
There are too many people, but I only think about how to make myself happy, and I haven't figured out how to bring life to this world.
Complete consumption is only death.
Xi Nuan thought that this was really making herself a headache, she glanced at Zhang Zhongchen and said:
"I can't wait for everyone to live, but I know that there is no way to keep others alive. This is the world. We have to bear things that others can't bear. You have to watch some people die, but you can't intervene. It's too difficult, too difficult. . Alright, don’t stay with me, didn’t you say you’re going to get some food?

"It’s not a good thing to let people outside wait all the time. I know you want to have a chat with me. Then wait until you have time. When we have time, we will have a good chat. Now we should get things done quickly. Well, you must concentrate on what you do."
After Xi Nuan finished speaking, Zhang Zhongchen scratched his head and said:
"I still like to chat with you. Because chatting with you, I feel that I have grown up. I never thought that your perspective was like this, it seems a bit too high, but I understand your helplessness after listening , I feel that this kind of helplessness, I don’t feel the same, but I feel...particularly."
"This feeling is very strange, but I can really appreciate it, so I really want to chat with you, so let me put my things back quickly, and then let them go busy, wait a while when you and I have dinner Have a good chat, I want to know what you have gone through and what do you know. I really want to know these things."