Chapter 350: My crush, it is sweet

[It’s been a year since I met. In this year, I have seen a lot of scenery. In the end, I still feel that only the scenery around you is the most beautiful.
初阳
When I first saw you in junior high school, the faint affection came into my heart. What is the secret of other people's secret love? I don't know. I only know my secret love, it is sweet.
潇眯眯】
On April 28th, I saw a boy who had amazed my time. He was called Chuyang.
On April 29th, I sneaked out of his class window and looked at him inside. He was holding a book and talking to a pretty girl next door. At that moment, I felt a little embarrassed.
On April 30, I met him in the corridor. He was giving a girl a bag to the girl around me. I also knew the girl’s name on that day. She was his green plum.
On May 1st, I learned that he wants to take the Yinglan University, which is the best school in the whole city of J. But the reason is not the case, but his green plum likes the cherry blossoms in Yinglan.
On May 13th, I began to work hard and strive to keep up with him in a year.
On June 20th, I knew that he was in the exam and he would start to leave my sight.
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On September 1st of the second year, I was successfully admitted to Yinglan and became his school girl again.
On September 10th, I saw him at the opening of military training. He is the president of the Student Union and is inspiring newcomers on the stage.
On September 30, when the military training reported the performance, he passed by me and smiled at me. That smile made me sink, deeper and deeper.
In the third year, on April 28th, I secretly loved him for three years, and he was about to leave my life.
On May 20th, I heard from my roommate that he was confessed by many people, but he refused as always, and for the first time said that he had someone he liked.
On May 21st, I inadvertently saw him in the grove watching his eyes on the green plum in front of him. I knew that it was like, just like watching his own eyes.
Since then, I have no habit of writing a diary, because I told myself that I don't have this qualification yet.
His green plum is very good, very beautiful, very kind, but I have nothing.
So I kept working hard and became his school girl again. I thought that if I could watch it silently, it would not be a kind of happiness.
But I did not expect that the school sister actually found out, but also frankly told me that my heart was crazy cheering at the time.
Then with the help of my sister, I entered the distribution network, and the distance from him went one step further.
My sister once asked me why I don’t confess why I like it.
I said, I am afraid, not afraid of being rejected, but I am afraid that there will be no chance to look at him like this in the future.
So I chose silence, secretly watching, like a voyeur, living in my own world.
But I never thought about giving up. This radio drama "Love is not as good as you like" opened me and his prelude.
In the play, he abandoned his girlfriend because of himself. We were very sweet together.
After all, drama can only be drama, not reality. The intersection between us is indeed more and more, and slowly become a very good friend.
When one day, he stood in front of me and said to me.
"I like you, but I can't be with you for the time being, but I will adapt as soon as possible to adapt to your own heart."
"If you are willing to wait for me, then one year, I will return here after one year and give you an answer."
I was laughing at the time, but my tears slipped down. I have never regretted waiting for so many years. In just one year, I have nothing to wait for and can’t afford to gamble.
I said "Okay." Then I picked up my toes and kissed him. I turned and left.
This year is still April 28th, but it is the eighth year. Today is my date with him.
I am under the cherry tree, waiting for the upcoming person.
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I thought that my life would be the same as I thought, always with Green Plum.
Until the other two of us appeared, they changed me and Ome.
Growing up together, I never knew that she had congenital heart disease. I was really embarrassed at that time.
Can't help but think, is it because of this reason, Qingmei didn't dare to like me, or didn't dare to be with me.
Even if I have a good impression of another girl, I can say that I like it.
But still can't let go of the green plum, the habits and likes of the past 20 years can not be changed and forgotten in a single day.
So I set a year with the girl. If I can convert this feeling in this year, I will go back with her.
I know that this is very unfair to the girl, but in love, is there fairness?
Today is the last day of the appointed year. I watched a pair of men and women sitting opposite, comparable to the world darling, laughing very relieved.
"A search, I see you so much with Jiang, I really taste it."
I smiled and teased the two and thanked them sincerely.
A searched body had a problem in this year because the cake was eaten too much, even if it was sugar-free, there was still a lot of calories.
The Jingjing Chen, who was scared, directly broke the source of her cake, which really made her unhappy for a while.
Looking back on those days, I feel that this kind of life is really happy.
They are just ordinary couples. If they are not happy, they will be angry. If they do bad things, they will die.
If you are happy, you will give gifts to the other party, or pull the other party out to eat a big meal. When you rise, you will also make a variety of whimsical things.
But they are always beside each other, facing each other, petting each other and protecting each other.
In the words of Axon, my people can only bully and toss, how can others do.
I think, I understand what I really want, but it is just such a dull but warm companionship and the love that can stand the time to polish the years.
And I have already gotten it without knowing it, and I will not be tempted by such a sincere feeling.
The cherry tree fell into the English, and the afterglow of the evening sprinkled through the shadows of the trees, dyed a golden but soft halo, and the people who saw it were quiet.
The girl sitting under the cherry tree and closing her eyes, like a sleeping white girl, added a touch of color to this picturesque landscape.
I walked in quietly, and the clean eyes of the eyes slid open, and we all smiled at the intersection.
I said, "Little, I haven't seen you for a long time." Everyone called her, but I think it's better, I am a little one.
She said: "Schoolmaster, I have been waiting for you, waiting to tell you, in fact, the taste of secret love is sweet."
They all said that I was bitter and humble, but I don't believe it. It turns out that my secret love is the sweetest honey.