Chapter 50: :he died

The slight pain in my heart quickly suppressed Xu Ze, because his mind was attracted by the little baby who was holding him next to him.
This is the little guy who was just picked up from his stomach not long ago. The little baby closed his eyes, his skin was pink, and his face was soft and waxy. Xu Ze's gaze was gentle enough to soak out water.
He Beiyan, who was standing by the bed, had the same gentle eyes, and the people he was watching were Xu Ze and the baby, these two people he loved deeply.
Xu Ze turned his head and kissed gently on the baby's swaddle. The little guy didn't know if he was dreaming, his little mouth moved.
Two cute little hands, just as they were taken in the original color timeout, were held by the cheeks, the little hands clenched into small fists, Xu Ze slowly raised his hands and touched the little guy's small fists with his hands.
He Beiyan saw this scene, and his heart was so soft that he stretched out his hand, and his broad hand gently held Xu Ze's hand and the baby's.
I dare not use even a little bit of strength for fear that it will hurt Xu Ze and the baby.
Xu Ze blinked and looked at the hand covering the back of his hand. His eyes followed the hand and looked at He Beiyan with extremely soft brows.
He Beiyan bent over and leaned closer. In those deep eyes, Xu Ze and the baby's shadow were reflected at this time. The corners of Xu Ze's mouth rose slightly, and he smiled shallowly at He Beiyan.
He Beiyan's expression trembled slightly. He leaned over and hugged Xu Ze and the baby into his arms. There was warmth in his throat. At the same time, He Beiyan's eye sockets also felt hot. He opened his lips slightly, wanting to say something, but clearly At this time, the language seemed pale and weak.
The baby stayed with Xu Ze and slept next to his father. Xu Ze also closed his eyes and fell asleep shortly after the baby arrived.
The father and son both slept, and He Beiyan was still accompanied by him, his eyes staring at them affectionately.
The baby sleeps a lot, but wakes up quickly. After waking up, he stretched out his small hand and waved in the air. He Beiyan didn’t know what the baby wanted. He had no experience with a baby, so he could only let the nurse in. The nurse took the baby away to change the diaper. There was also milk powder, and he took it back to Xu Ze after feeding.
The baby is not noisy or noisy, and he is very well-behaved, especially when he is placed next to Xu Ze. He probably smelled the reassuring breath of his father and fell asleep in a few minutes.
Xu Ze slept for a few hours, and He Beiyan stayed with him for a few hours.
When Xu Ze later opened his eyes and woke up, He Beiyan's eyes shone slightly, and he went up to stare at Xu Ze.
Xu Ze didn't go to see He Beiyan right away, but looked to his side. When he saw the baby there, his eyes became softer for a moment, staring at the baby's palm-sized face, as if he couldn't see enough.
I don't know how long it has passed before Xu Ze seemed to notice that there was another person next to him, and he turned his eyes to look over.
"...I want to drink some water." Xu Ze's mouth was dry and wanted to drink water.
"Okay." He Beiyan turned around the paper cup to take half a cup of warm water, and directly fed it to Xu Ze's mouth.
Xu Ze opened his mouth and swallowed slowly. Although there was an opening in his abdomen, there is almost no pain in that opening because of the help of the system. Xu Ze knew that this hole could disappear immediately, as long as he wanted to, but given that he was still in this body, if there were no wounds on his body suddenly, I am afraid he would get to lie down on the operating table again.
The pain is shielded, and now I am weak and soft, and I should be able to get better after a few days of rest.
After drinking some water, his dry throat became more moisturized, and Xu Ze's eyes were full of softness. He said thank you to He Beiyan.
He Beiyan had a lot to say to Xu Ze, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't seem to know what to say.
"Do you want to recuperate in the hospital or go home?" He Beiyan asked Xu Ze what he meant.
Xu Ze didn't think much about it. No matter how he lived in the hospital, he couldn't live comfortably at home.
"If you can, go back tonight?" Xu Ze's eyes were bright.
"Okay." He Beiyan stroked Xu Ze's face with his palm. The blood on this face was almost gone because of the operation, and He Beiyan's heart was full of pity.
Xu Ze asked He Beiyan to help. He was uncomfortable lying down all the time. He slowly sat up and leaned against the head of the bed. He Beiyan moved extremely cautiously, for fear of pulling on Xu Ze's abdominal wound.
Seeing He Beiyan's slightly twisted brows, Xu Ze said: "Wuye don't need to be so careful, my stomach doesn't hurt much."
Although Xu Ze said this, He Beiyan only thought that Xu Ze was holding it back. He Beiyan had seen the wound. It was a very long one. He Beiyan looked at it when Xu Ze was asleep. He didn't even dare to reach out to touch it. The wound, because of him, Xu Ze became pregnant, and Xu Ze was lying in the delivery room with a scalpel on his stomach. He Beiyan would rather suffer the pain than himself.
He Beiyan held Xu Ze's hand, and the words he was about to say rushed between his lips and teeth, but in Xu Ze's brilliant eyes, He Beiyan stopped.
Silence was spreading, and it took a while for He Beiyan to find courage. He and Xu Ze said, "I know I did a lot of things wrong in the past, and it doesn't make sense to say sorry."
"But now, I hope you know one thing, Xu Ze, I..."
"I love you."
When the simple three words were uttered, He Beiyan's voice was faintly choked, and he quickly controlled his emotions.
"Thank you for giving birth to our baby, and thank you for not transferring your hatred of me to the baby."
"I owe you a lot. Don't worry, I will arrange the future for you and your baby."
"All you need to do is live your life happily."
He Beiyan's eyes filled with tears, and his eyes began to blur, and even Xu Ze's face was about to be seen clearly.
He Beiyan slowed his breathing and suppressed the intense sadness that came out. There was only this fragile moment in his life, and Xu Ze would not be allowed to see his fragile side in the future.
Xu Ze’s heart rippled under He Beiyan’s tears. He felt that perhaps he should respond a little at this time, but suddenly, Xu Ze thought of He Beiyan’s condition. According to the system, He Beiyan only had half a month. What can I do in half a month?
Nothing can be done.
If this is the case, his response to He Beiyan will only make He Beiyan even more reluctant and regretful in the end, which only adds to the pain.
Xu Ze pursed his lips and said nothing.
Seeing Xu Ze's calmness and silence, He Beiyan's desolation deepened, but at the same time he was fortunate that Xu Ze reacted like this, otherwise he might not have the courage to leave for surgery abroad.
He Beiyan forcibly collected the tears that came out.
"You have a good rest." He Beiyan turned and left and went outside.
He Beiyan didn't walk far outside the door, but stood in the corridor where he could see the ward.
In the room, Xu Ze looked down at the baby. The baby was asleep very well, not knowing what happened between the two fathers. Xu Ze lowered his eyes. In fact, what He Beiyan didn't know was that when he first woke up, he actually wanted to ask He Beiyan if he had transferred the one billion He Beiyan to him.
The two had an agreement that Xu Ze gave birth to this child. He Beiyan gave him 100 million, and he immediately left after taking 100 million.
But at that time Xu Ze thought for a while, and then suppressed the problem. How could he not guess, if he really asked how much He Beiyan would be injured.
For He Beiyan, that problem will only be more lethal.
At the same time, Xu Ze expected that He Beiyan would not break his promise. According to what he said earlier, a man would arrange the future for him and his baby. Xu Ze wanted to ensure that He Beiyan would give him not only 100 million, but would add another zero. .
The man has the last ten days, so be it for these ten days.
Xu Ze breathed out slowly. The last world he died in front of Yang Yan, the man fell in love with him. Xu Ze didn't feel much at the time. Now he sees He Beiyan and will leave in front of him soon, even if he didn't fall in love with a man. , It’s just a little touched, but the sadness in my heart can’t be ignored. Think about Yang Yan at the beginning. After knowing that he died, the sadness is even more uncomfortable.
But these things, whether it's them or Xu Ze himself, are ultimately beyond their control.
The man who can control fate at will is a god.
Xu Ze lowered his head and gently caressed the baby, watching the baby's peaceful face, his heart slowly calmed down.
In the evening, He Beiyan brought Xu Ze and the baby back home. He Beiyan specially hired a caregiver to take care of Xu Ze, not one, but two.
As for He Beiyan himself, Xu Ze and his son can't be relieved. Even if there is a caregiver at home, He Beiyan takes the company's work at home, and after a period of work, he will come out of the study to see Xu Ze and his baby.
The wounds on Xu Ze's stomach hadn't healed yet, and he was basically in bed, and he ate all easily digestible food.
In the first two days, Xu Ze asked for a trumpet. Because he could not feel the pain of the wound, he planned to get out of bed and go to the toilet. He Beiyan stopped him. He Beiyan took the urinal and put it under Xu Ze. The two did intimate things. It's been a lot, but this kind of help is the first time for Xu Ze.
In the last world, Xu Ze left directly to the new body created by the system for him after the operation. In this world, he wanted to accompany the baby for ten years, so he did not transfer his body. Seeing He Beiyan holding the urinal, Xu Ze didn’t know how. Describe the feeling at the time.
I want to tell He Beiyan that he is actually fine and can get out of bed and walk around. At the same time, Xu Ze knows that even if he says this, He Beiyan will definitely not believe it.
In the end, Xu Ze put the water in the urinal. Fortunately, He Beiyan didn't have to help him by himself. If he helped him, he might rather continue to hold back.
Because of the special care, Xu Ze can walk around before getting out of bed in a few days.
Lying on the bed, the whole body was very stiff. Xu Ze sat in the living room. The baby lay in the baby chair and slept soundly. Xu Ze gently shook the stroller. This is a little guy born from his own body. In fact, it's not Xu Ze's child, but Xu Ze looks at the baby and likes it very much.
In the last world, he couldn't let the baby call him father. In this world, he can wait for this father.
The baby slept shortly and quickly woke up from hunger. He opened his eyes, and his eyes turned around. Obviously he was looking for something. After seeing Xu Ze above, the baby raised his little hand and babbled to him.的baby language.
After mixing the milk powder, the babysitter took the baby out of the stroller, turned around and carried the baby into Xu Ze's arms. Xu Ze held the bottle to feed the baby. The little guy opened his mouth and drank with the pacifier. Toot's little cheeks bulged, making people feel softened.
He Beiyan was busy in the study room upstairs for a while. He went out and planned to go downstairs. When he reached the stairs, He Beiyan's body suddenly changed violently, and his head was violently dizzy, causing He Beiyan to almost fall to the ground. He grabbed the stairs to help. , Eased for a while. When the dizziness got some relief, He Beiyan raised his head. When he raised his head, his stomach was turned upside down, and then he felt a strong nausea. Some fishy liquid came out of his throat.
He Beiyan's expression was stunned, he raised his hand and wiped the liquid from the corner of his mouth. When he took it to his eyes, the scarlet blood made He Beiyan's pupils suddenly shrink.
As if he was afraid that he had read it wrong, He Beiyan closed his blind eyes and opened it again, blood flowing from the corner of his mouth.
He Beiyan vomited again, and the back of his right hand was a dazzling scarlet. He stared at the blood for a few seconds, turned his eyes away, and landed on the sofa in the living room downstairs.
On the sofa, Xu Ze was holding the baby while feeding the milk powder. The scene was extremely warm. To He Beiyan, it seemed like the light of He Beiyan.
And He Beiyan couldn't go down at this time, close to his light.
There was blood flowing out again. He Beiyan turned and left when it fell on the floor. The blood dripped on He Beiyan's clothes and drew on his shirt. He Beiyan returned to the study, vomiting the blood in his mouth into the trash can, and vomited. After that, he took out the inhibitor prescribed by the doctor and swallowed multiple pills in one mouthful.
Sitting on the chair, He Beiyan wiped the blood on his face with a tissue, the scarlet aura seemed to diffuse silently, and the corner of He Beiyan's mouth was hooked, as if he wanted to laugh, but he was not successful.
He thought he still had a lot of time, and now He Beiyan knew it, maybe his time is running out.
After feeding the baby downstairs, Xu Ze hugged the baby for a while, and soon the baby blinked and blinked with big eyes, and looked sleepy again. Xu Ze handed the baby to the nanny and asked the nanny to let the baby out of the baby Room to sleep.
After the babysitter and baby both left the living room, Xu Ze turned his head and looked towards the stairs. He Beiyan should have gone downstairs at this time, but today is a bit strange. I haven't seen He Beiyan walk out of the study for a long time. He is too attentive to work so he doesn't pay attention to the time?
Or……
Xu Ze stopped conjecture.
He Beiyan had almost no appetite for dinner at night. The dishes on the table were plentiful, but they smelled irritating. In order to prevent Xu Ze from noticing something, he reluctantly ate some, but the ones that he ate made He Beiyan feel uncomfortable.
Xu Ze had noticed the abnormality long ago, and he remained silent and said nothing.
As night fell, the baby was taken care of by the nanny. Xu Ze slept on the bed with no one beside him. It was late, but He Beiyan was still busy in the study.
As for whether he was busy, He Beiyan thought Xu Ze didn't know, but Xu Ze could guess it.
Now that the fate is set, it can only follow the trajectory of fate.
Time passed quickly, and it was the day of separation in a blink of an eye.
According to He Beiyan and Xu Ze, he was out of the country for a while when something happened to the company. He Beiyan gave Xu Ze a card with 100 million in the card. Xu Ze was holding the baby at the time, so He Beiyan put the card on the coffee table. .
Looking down at the card, Xu Ze's eyes trembled.
The baby stretched out his hand towards He Beiyan, and the expression on He Beiyan's face changed slightly. He hugged the baby and gently held it in his arms, his eyes focused and affectionate.
"If you have anything to tell Zhou Tan, he will come over as soon as possible." Zhou Tan is a very trusted person by He Beiyan's side. He Beiyan can take care of Xu Ze by letting him take care of him.
"Yeah." Xu Ze took the card into his hand. At that time, something came out of his heart. He wanted to tell He Beiyan not to leave. Your walk is a goodbye. Xu Ze's tongue touched his teeth. These words After all, he swallowed it back.
"I'll be back soon, you have to take care of yourself." He Beiyan took Xu Zezi into his arms. He Beiyan felt like he was leaving this time as if it were a farewell.
He Beiyan wanted to give up going abroad for surgery. In the last period of time, he wanted to stay with Xu Ze and the baby.
It was just that He Beiyan quickly withdrew this idea again. He thought that maybe the operation would be successful, maybe it would be successful, then in the future he would have a lifetime with Xu Ze and the baby.
And another important point, if he fails, then this is the fate's arrangement for him. Leaving in a place where Xu Ze and the baby can't see, this can be regarded as his last kindness to their father and son.
He Beiyan buttoned Xu Ze on the back of his neck and kissed his boy and his lover.
Xu Ze stretched his hand around He Beiyan's broad back, and at that moment Xu Ze deeply realized how much this man loves him.
sorry! Xu Ze apologized to He Beiyan from the bottom of his heart, because he knew that He Beiyan would never come back after he left, but he couldn't tell He Beiyan about this.
The two hugged for a while, and He Beiyan first let go.
Xu Ze held the baby to send He Beiyan out, and walked to the gate of the courtyard, Xu Ze stopped.
The baby had just eaten milk powder and he was still in good spirits. He looked around with his big cute eyes. The light outside was a bit strong during the day. Xu Ze stood backlit and covered the baby with his body.
He Beiyan got into the car, and the car drove out slowly. He rolled down the window and looked at Xu Ze standing outside and the baby in his arms through the window. He Beiyan clenched his fists on his knees. When he got up, the fishy sweetness that had just been pressed down soon came up again.
Withdrawing his eyes suddenly, He Beiyan forced himself to stop looking at Xu Ze and the baby. He was afraid that he would be reluctant to keep watching.
Xu Ze had been standing there, even if the car in which He Beiyan was travelling far, he still hadn't moved his body.
In the past, Xu Ze was staying away from others. This time he left in front of him for another person, and this person left forever. He lives under the same roof with He Beiyan and sleeps in the same bed for some time. Human habits seem to be easy to cultivate. Cheng, Xu Ze pursed his lips. In this villa, there is He Beiyan's body in almost every corner, with the breath that He Beiyan once existed.
He Beiyan gave him 100 million in the card. The money was huge enough. Xu Ze thought he was not that great when he spent the money. The money was enough for him and his baby to live a stable life, even the interest in the bank was enough for daily life.
Before that, Xu Ze knew in his heart that he had to move out of this villa. It was too big and there were few people, which made it look empty.
Turning around, Xu Ze walked into the back garden, walked to a bench and sat down, put the baby in his arms, Xu Ze stretched out his hand to pull the baby’s little hand, the baby knows that the person holding him is his dearest in the world Man, took the initiative to open his little hand and grab a finger of Xu Ze.
The outline of the baby's face was almost the same as that of his father, He Beiyan, but it was not very similar to Xu Ze. It was probably the skin color where the spots were. It was as white as Xu Ze's, like a snow doll.
Xu Ze lowered his head and kissed the baby's swaddle, and the baby yelled.
He Beiyan didn't go to the airport immediately after he left by car. The ticket was in the afternoon. The reason why he left in the morning was because he had to do something personally. To be precise, he had to meet someone.
When I drove to an independent villa in the suburbs, two guards stood at the door of the villa. When they saw He Beiyan came, they jogged forward, one of them bent over and opened the door, and He Beiyan got out of the car.
The door opened, and a breath that seemed to have been unoccupied in a long time came to his face. He Beiyan paused, and a few seconds later he lifted his foot into the house.
There was no one in the living room, and there seemed to be dust on the coffee table.
He Beiyan walked up to the second floor and came to a door of a room. The door was not locked. He Beiyan held the door handle and unscrewed it and pushed it in slightly.
There was a man standing by the window in the room. He thought the person pushing the door was a guard, so he still stood without any movement.
When the people outside the house walked in and heard different vaguely familiar footsteps, He Dong suddenly turned his head to see who the oncoming person was, as if shocked to disbelief, He Dong’s eyes widened instantly. People stared at He Beiyan who appeared unexpectedly.
When someone walked up to him and stared at him with intimidating eyes, He Dong seemed to realize that the person in front of him was real, not his temporary fantasy.
"...Dad?" He Dong has been locked here and imprisoned here. No one is talking to him. He suddenly speaks and his voice is hoarse, like a person who has lost the function of language.
He Beiyan looked up and down his eldest son with a dark gaze. After a few months, He Dong’s mental state was very different from the original one. The sharp edges and corners seemed to be flattened. He looked at He Beiyan’s eyes in consternation. Apart from that, it soon became a little red, grievances, sadness, sadness, and complaints were all in it.
He Beiyan sighed from the bottom of his heart, and then he said: "I will fly abroad this afternoon."
This opening was different from what He Dong expected. He thought his dad was here to ask him if he had any reflections and whether he knew he was wrong, but the other party suddenly told him that he was going abroad.
"What's wrong with the company?" He Dong can only think of this.
"No." He Beiyan denied.
"That..." He Dong looked at his dad and didn't pay much attention just now. It seemed that he would look at his dad carefully. He found a problem. His dad's complexion was not very good, so he didn't see him for a few months, like the corner of his eyes. He has a lot of wrinkles. He Dong has the impression that his father has always been strong and tough, and there are few things that seem to be out of his body now.
"I went abroad for an operation, but the success rate of this operation is not high, only about 30%." He Beiyan's tone was very calm.
He was calm, and He Dong who heard this suddenly lost control of his emotions: "What's wrong with you, Dad? What's wrong with your body? Dad, don't joke with me."
He Dong wanted to laugh, but was unsuccessful. His mother left early. He couldn't imagine that if something happened to He Beiyan, his blood relatives would really be gone in this world.
Suddenly, He Dong's face changed slightly. He thought of someone and the child in that person's stomach.
Calculating at this time, it is estimated that the child was also born.
Doesn't his dad care about those two people? He would be willing to leave the two to go abroad for surgery. He Dong felt that it must be his dad joking with him.
The disbelief on He Dong's face was seen by He Beiyan. He didn't explain much. He Dongxiang didn't believe that it was a fact, and the purpose of his coming today was not to inform He Dong that he was going abroad.
"Xu Ze told me about one thing. You made him do it when he was drugged." He Beiyan's conversation suddenly changed. He Beiyan asked someone to investigate this matter and found some clues, but he didn't clearly point to it. It was He Dong, but combined with Xu Ze's words and other details, He Beiyan believed that Xu Ze would climb onto his bed, it was indeed not Xu Ze's original intention.
Right now he suddenly mentioned this to He Dong. Because He Dong was unprepared, his stunned expression at that time made He Beiyan confirm another thing, that is, He Dong should be the one who made the drug.
He Dong opened his lips slightly in surprise. After noticing the sudden change of his dad’s expression, he realized that he was exposed. He Dong's lower lips trembled slightly, trying to explain a few words for himself, but he faced his dad deeply and sharply. Mouguang He Dong knew that any explanation at this time would be useless.
"So you should know that Xu Ze will come to my bed with your single hand. I hadn't thought about touching Xu Ze before. I planned to give him a sum of money to let him leave the He family after his 20th birthday."
"Because of your jealousy, you hate him, hate him, and you actually get him to be drugged. You plan to send him to someone's bed in an attempt to hurt him."
"After the failure, you not only confiscated your hands, you even went too far. You made people want to kill and cause a car accident!"
"I give you opportunities again and again. In the morning, I still hope you can rein in the cliff, but you didn't."
"You really disappoint me!"
He Beiyan looked at He Dong’s eyes full of coldness. He Dong realized how ridiculous he was wrong after hearing these things. It turned out that he was wrong from the beginning, thinking that Xu Ze had taken away his father’s love. .
It was he who pushed Xu Ze into his father's arms.
He Dong staggered back and back to the window, as if he could not stand firmly. He grabbed the window rail, his pupils were completely rounded, and his exit voice was dumb and trembling: "You never told me about this, you didn't Tell me that Xu Ze will leave!"
"His surname is Xu, your surname is He, what else do you want me to give you?" He Beiyan's voice was cold.
He Dong laughed out of his mouth. He shook his head while laughing. Suddenly the laughter stopped abruptly, replaced by regret and sadness.
He Dong's entire back was leaning against the window, and his tall and thin body appeared to be shaky.
"The child in Xu Ze's stomach was born. He and the child are very safe, and the baby is also named Xu." He Beiyan is not so obsessed with the surname. Letting the baby follow the Xu Ze surname is an expression of his love for Xu Ze.
"I have made a will. If this operation fails, you will inherit the He family's property." He Beiyan did not forgive He Dong for what He Dong had done before, so he didn't say just let it go.
He Dong seemed to fall from high in the air. He fell painfully, and suddenly he was dragged into the air by his father. He raised his head in a daze.
"But there is one condition. Help me take care of their father and son." He Beiyan said.
He Dong immediately refused: "Dad, they have nothing to do with me. They are yours. You take care of yourself after you come back from the operation. I can't possibly..."
He Dong's words stopped abruptly, because his dad stared at him with sharp eyes, and the huge pressure came, making He Dong's heart cold.
"I have written two wills. If you do anything wrong with them, the He family's property will no longer belong to you." As for who belongs to He Beiyan, it is not clear. That is another guarantee. That will is in He Beiyan. In the hands of the most trusted person.
He Dong looked at He Beiyan who was directly opposite. His dad would come over and talk to him today. After he was shocked and surprised, He Dong suddenly felt like the last words his dad gave him.
He Dong left the window and walked slowly to his dad.
"Dad, can I accompany you abroad?" He wanted to be by his father's side. He didn't want to happen to his dear ones without knowing it.
Although He Dong did a lot of wrong things, he was wrong at a certain point, but at the same time it also gave He Beiyan the person he loves most in his life. At the same time, they also have a cute baby. He Beiyan nodded after a moment of contemplation.
The special plane is reserved, and one more ticket is added. The assistant will go abroad with him, and the assistant is responsible for the ticket purchase.
He Dong walked out of the house where he had been imprisoned for several months, and the sun fell on him, but he didn't feel the warmth. He only felt that his heart became colder.
In the car, He Dong sat with his dad. When they were in the house, they were a little far apart, which caused He Dong to not see clearly. Now they are sitting together. He Dong turned to look at his dad’s hair. I saw a few white hairs.
He Dong let out a sigh of relief. He wanted to ask his dad what kind of illness he had to go abroad for treatment. When the words came to his lips, He Dong pressed his lips and swallowed.
Since there is no cure in the country, it is not that simple to think about the illness. He Dong lowered his eyes. After a while, he asked his dad: "Dad, does he know?" He has only one candidate here.
"He doesn't know." He Beiyan couldn't let Xu Ze know.
He Dong curled his lips and smiled. He knew in his heart that his father cared much more about Xu Ze than him. If he changed to the previous one, he would have been jealous and envious of Xu Ze. Now the jealousy of the past is gone, because He knows all this. What happened to him will develop to the point it is today, especially for himself. It can be said that he is responsible for himself.
He was indeed wrong, but he was the one who did the wrong thing. Why did God want to punish his father? He Dong didn't understand. He hated such an uncontrollable destiny.
Boarding the plane, He Dong sat with his assistant. His dad sat alone. He Dong wanted to sit there, but his dad’s face revealed a lingering gesture. He Dong sat quietly in his seat. He took the phone back, the plane hadn’t taken off, and there was a signal. He Dong flipped to Xu Ze’s number. Suddenly he had the urge to send Xu Ze a text message to tell him that his dad was going abroad for surgery, and that person did nothing. I don't know, in order not to worry Xu Ze, his father chose to conceal his condition, and the edited text message He Dong deleted one word after another.
He Dong leaned back and turned his head to look out the porthole, hoping that the trip would go smoothly.
Xu Ze didn't sleep well. He was alone on the big bed. Unlike usual, there was another person beside him. That person was warm in his arms, and the frequency of his heartbeat made people feel at ease. Lying on the big bed, Xu Ze tossed and turned, unable to sleep.
This situation has happened in the previous world. After he gave birth to a baby, he left the hospital. After he had another person's body, he lived in the small apartment he bought. It took Xu Ze a long time to slowly change from the habit of sleeping between two people. Come out.
This world seems to be like the last world again, and there are also different places. He left in the last world and He Beiyan left in this world.
When Xu Ze couldn't sleep, he turned on the light and sat up. Putting on a coat, Xu Ze walked to the window. It should be daytime in this world. Maybe He Beiyan has already arrived at the hospital.
Knowing that He Beiyan's life was about to end, Xu Ze still had a little desire in his heart when looking at the twinkling stars, hoping that He Beiyan could return safely.
The room was empty, with Xu Ze alone. There was a faint sense of loneliness in his body and heart. Xu Ze wanted to smoke a cigarette. He was not addicted to cigarettes, but suddenly wanted to smoke.
After walking out of the room, Xu Ze went to the study, searched for a while, found a box of cigarettes, took a cigarette in his mouth, and went to look for a lighter. With a click, the cigarette was lit, and Xu Ze took a deep breath while looking at the burning scarlet sparks. One sip, nicotine crossed his throat. Xu Ze hadn't smoked for a long time and was immediately choked. He bent down and coughed, his throat was burning and stinging. The pain was transmitted to the cerebral cortex, and even the cerebral cortex was faintly aching.
After coughing for a while, the situation eased a little. Xu Ze laughed silently, and with a smile, he took another breath without letting down the smoke. He sucked it into his mouth but turned his throat and vomited out again.
The breath of nicotine drifted away, Xu Ze felt a little nauseous when he smelled this unpleasant breath. Wring out the cigarette directly, Xu Ze went to the bathroom to rinse his mouth.
Lie back on the bed and turned off the light, the insomnia continued, but Xu Ze didn't get up again, and finally fell asleep.
Four days later, in the afternoon of the fourth day, Xu Ze called while sitting on the sofa and playing with the baby.
Looking at the name on the phone screen, Xu Ze remembered that He Dong was not locked in a villa in the suburbs, so why would he call himself.
With a hint of confusion, Xu Ze answered the phone.
He Dong's voice on the other end of the phone sounded unusually heavy: "Xu Ze, my dad is gone."
With a few words that couldn't be more simple, Xu Ze squeezed the fingers of the phone with sudden force. He only felt that his breathing was a little condensed at that time. It took him a while before he asked: "Are you with the fifth master?"
"Yes, he came to me before he went abroad, and I propose...to stay with him." He Dong endured intense grief and made this cross-border call with Xu Ze. Those past grievances seemed to be complete with his father's departure. Disappeared, He Dong now has no hatred for Xu Ze, but feels that Xu Ze and the child are very pitiful.
"Okay, I see." There is no sadness in my heart from time to time. Xu Zeliang returns to coldness. A heart is also made of meat. At that moment, he suddenly felt relieved that the knife that had been hanging above his head fell. In the future, he doesn't need to have any expectations or think about whether He Beiyan's operation succeeded or failed.
The result is now clear.
This answer surprised He Dong, probably he didn't expect Xu Ze to be so unresponsive.
"Xu Ze, I said my dad is dead, he is dead, do you know?" He Dong thought Xu Ze didn't understand what he meant, so he yelled out.
"I know, he died, didn't he? He originally forced me. Can I still fail to love because of hatred? He Dong, I ask you, if you were treated like this, would you like the person who forced you?" Xu Ze asked He Dong dumbly.
"I want to feed my baby milk powder, so I'll hang up first."
Xu Ze cut off the phone and didn't want to answer any more calls, so Xu Ze directly turned on the airplane mode.
Throwing the phone on the coffee table, Xu Ze looked at the baby in his arms, and suddenly a drop of liquid fell on the baby’s cheek, Xu Ze
The author has something to say: After blinking, he took a tissue and wiped the baby gently. Just after wiping, another drop fell on the back of his hand.
Suddenly closing his eyes, Xu Ze took a deep breath, but he smiled in his heart.
He Beiyan, look, I have fulfilled my promise, maybe I will shed a few tears when you die.
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Originally wanted Xu Ze to raise the ashes himself, now?
Watching the plot development,
La la la!
Is this the real crematorium?
Strive for the next world to be less abusive,