Chapter 236: Self-doubt and AI-specific comfort methods

After three.
In the center of the hall, Richard, sitting cross-legged, remained motionless, like a bronze sculpture.
After a while, he slowly opened his eyes and exhaled two long white smoke from his nose.
On the ground next to the youth, there were traces of wetness everywhere—that was the proof of the countless perspiration that had flowed down after continuous hard training.
"The potion... has been digested. Then, you can smoothly upgrade your rank and unlock new plundering permissions."
Richard sighed slightly, looking at the lines on his palm after he spread it out.
"Sure enough, there is a teacher who preached and the effect is different. If I only rely on me to explore, even if I have sufficient resources-including related books and consumables for exercise, I don't know when I can take the next one. The stage becomes the potion of the official knight."
In addition, the rapid progress is only one of them.
Now Richard will enter a magical state once he closes his eyes and immerses himself in his mind.
If you use his previous knowledge, this is the so-called "insight" in the Taoist practice method-through the ability called "mind awareness", Richard can clearly "see" the shape and color of the viscera, and can also see The functional activities of the body: For example, when the human body is breathing, the amplitude and frequency of the ups and downs of each part of the body; and the condition of the energy in the body circulating along the meridians when the body is full of strength.
Now that it has been determined that Richard has hidden a huge "mind consciousness" beyond the legend, the training plan that Qiong An has created for him will naturally be very different from ordinary knights
In short, Richard has started to learn how to activate and use the "mind" in his body from the time when he was a knight.
Unlike the ignorant past, he did feel a special power, an extremely novel experience; and, after accepting the learning of the Borgia school, as the true master of his own body, although he was in this respect 'S experience and skills are far inferior to the female knight, but she is still the same as the other. During a certain practice process, she accidentally touched the huge energy lurking in her body
This made Richard even more surprised. Why is this power hidden in his body?
Regardless of the truth, one fact is clear: his awakening is not accidental; he is probably not the young man living in China in the 21st century in his memory.
Richard had never thought about this issue in the past; but once he started to think deeply, many doubts surfaced.
For example, Richard has always felt that he was an ordinary and ubiquitous young man ten thousand years ago; however, his memory only stays in common sense, about his occupation and status; his former family, The relationship between friends and people, the experience of study and work... are all vague.
In the past, he thought this was a sequelae of his waking up from the "coffin"—according to his real name, after waking up from the hibernation cabin alive, symptoms of memory loss and even changes in personality are all possible.
However, does the so-called "amnesia" really make oneself unable to remember a single person?
Taking a step back, Richard may be an orphan with no parents, siblings, or close friends; but even so, he should still impress certain people and certain groups.
but......
No.
Nothing at all.
In his mind, even the vague outline of "people" does not exist; the young man's heart can be described as empty.
Because there is no nostalgia, even though Richard’s brain, dug out from the ground by Rasputin, does retain the common sense and ideas of modern people in the 21st century, he was still very smoothly integrated into the new world. in--
If a person wants to prove that he once lived in a certain place or a certain age, the most definitive evidence is undoubtedly the record of how he interacted with the local people at that time.
But this part disappeared in his mind, and it was so clean.
Richard's true memory of living in that modern world was completely stripped of his personality, as if he had been "picked" by some kind of delicate operation.
...This is very unnatural, in other words, it is likely to be man-made.
For any normal person, the conjecture that "one's head is likely to pass hands and feet" is very disgusting and terrifying; and memory impairment is also the most feared mental problem.
In comparison, Richard, who learned of this possibility, felt that his mental state was fairly stable, but he also felt very uncomfortable.
No one would like the feeling of being made behind the scenes by a certain person, a certain organization, or something. No one would want to be a puppet that was pulled behind the strings but still beating on the stage suddenly unknown; that has nothing to do with slaves. Any difference.
Perhaps, in any past era-whether it is ancient or modern, or even in the new era tens of thousands of years later, humans on the earth actually live in such a world. The difference lies only in the part of the indulgence; but at least Coated with sugar-coated cannonballs, use entertainment and pastime to confuse the public without being noticed!
In this case, "discovering something wrong with one's memory" and "discovering the hidden truth behind the world" are by no means a happy thing.
...By the way, Richard chose to tell his real-name worries for the first time.
"Please don't worry too much, sir."
In response, the black-haired girl replied solemnly.
"In fact, your experience is more than the possibility of'memory being touched by someone'. Although it cannot be ruled out...whatever, please consider it in a good direction."
"Yes, is it?"
Richard blinked.
"Yes. Actually, it may not be that the original'real memory' has been deleted. It may also be a'false memory' artificially implanted." She said seriously, "The body of the chief has been tossed for thousands of years. ~EbookFREE.me~ Not only did not suffer any physical damage, but even the mental state can be maintained normal, which is inherently incredible. Perhaps from the beginning, all your memories of that era were made by hand. Completed and injected regularly..."
...Do you really want to comfort me? !
"However, if it is really artificially implanted, there is a question. Why choose the first half of the 21st century? According to the information in my database, this era of memory implantation technology has not been born yet. In addition, My authentication sequence is invalid for clones, bionics, and gene synthesizers, indicating that your body is genuine. If it is really purposeful... but strictly speaking, the era you have experienced in your memory is more important than all mankind. It's not a special year..."
Richard looked at the real lady who was earnestly analyzing the worst situation for him without a word, and felt that his heart seemed to be less heavy.
However, at this moment, the girl's contemplative expression converged in an instant, and the corners of her lips were slightly curled up, showing a lovely smile, looking at herself.
"Sir, the message from the ladder control system, the target person you brought to my attention before, has now come to the tower."