Chapter 305: : Previous life

After a day, Liu Suifeng prepared all the pills Mrs. Shi needed.
Anyway, he is a doctor but not a midwife. Even if Mrs. Shi is in production, he can't help.
Furthermore, it is safer to give such a thing to a midwife who specializes in giving birth in the palace.
Long Xiaoyuan and Shi Qingzhou also made arrangements.
Therefore, Shi Qingzhou only prepares what he needs to prepare.
The pills were handed over to Mrs. Stone, and the other person was placed in trust with a trusted person. Can't fall.
Later, some of the poisonous pills and detoxification pills were also left. These were medicines given to the two female shadow guards by Long Xiaoyuan, which were also in the hands of the two female shadow guards.
Later, Liu Suifeng left.
The night before leaving, Long Xiaoyuan took Shi Qingzhou's hand to accompany his son to dinner.
I thought that if I was out of luck, I might not be able to come back, so I wouldn't see this little guy in the future.
The main thing is that the future burden will be on such a child who is still incomplete ...
Thinking of this, Long Xiaoyuan was a little distressed for this child.
So, when I was eating dinner, I saw Long Xiaoyuan keep picking vegetables for the child to make the other party eat more.
The child was happy at first, but later became distressed.
Still Shi Qingzhou stopped Long Xiaoyuan's enthusiasm. "The child is still young, and you can hold him so much if you clip so much."
Long Xiaoyuan heard the words and patted his forehead, then stopped this action.
After dinner, Long Xiaoyuan also accompanied his son to disappear in the yard, accompanied him to play toys and games.
In this way, until the child usually fell asleep and couldn't help yawning, he then carried the person down.
After the child left, Long Xiaoyuan stood in the courtyard and looked up, looking at the bright moon in the sky, couldn't help it. "The child should be the happiest and the most carefree. We haven't tried to push Huanhuan, but his performance is still much more mature than other children of his age.
Shi Qingzhou paused and nodded. "It's a must in the emperor's house."
Long Xiaoyuan squinted the corner of his mouth and couldn't help holding Shi Qingzhou's hand. "Qingzhou, you say, is it his luck or misfortune to be at the emperor's house?"
"Is it only the emperor's family that has troubles? It's impossible to be happy every day in ordinary people." Philosophical words!
Long Xiaoyuan was stunned. "Light boat ... you ..."
Long Xiaoyuan's shock caused Shi Qingzhou to misunderstand, thinking that the other party did not agree with what he was trying to say, but Long Xiaoyuan laughed.
"Qiaozhou, you're right! It's my magic barrier!"
Shi Qingzhou heard this and then smiled slightly.
Long Xiaoyuan tilted his neck and put his head on Shi Qingzhou's shoulder.
Shi Qingzhou turned his head. "What's wrong? Tired?"
Long Xiaoyuan shook his head. "That's not it, just thinking, I don't know how long the quiet days will last."
Shi Qingzhou heard the words and looked at each other. "what happened?"
Long Xiaoyuan shook his lips. "Not to mention pulling, let's go back to sleep."
Shi Qingzhou smiled slightly. "If you change your mind now and don't want to go out, I definitely agree."
Long Xiaoyuan rolled his eyes suddenly. "How is it possible! I've arranged everything, you want me not to go?"
Shi Qingzhou said lightly. "Isn't it sad to see you?", "Alas ..." Long Xiaoyuan groaned, then licked his face and smiled. "Qingzhou, am I not occasionally literary?"
"Literature?" Shi Qingzhou raised his eyebrows, meaningfully. "This word ..."
"Qiaozhou, let me say, Huang Liang dreamed a little, it was a little thing learned in the dream."
Shi Qingzhou nodded, faintly said. "Oh, Huang Liang dreamed."
Long Xiaoyuan has a dim sum.
Shi Qingzhou suddenly lowered his eyelids and let go of Long Xiaoyuan's hand.
"Light boat?" Long Xiao looked at each other in puzzlement.
Shi Qingzhou did not turn his head, but suddenly turned and left.
Long Xiaoyuan froze for a while, and hurried to catch up. "Qingzhou, wait for me, even if you want to go back."
Shi Qingzhou did not stop, and his back was stiff and groggy.
Long Xiaoyuan finally realized that something was wrong.
As a result, Long Xiaoyuan, who had too little time to think, only caught up with his own instinct.
Then, they finally chased into their bedroom, closed the door, and quickly grabbed Shi Qingzhou's arm.
"Light boat? What's wrong? Are you angry?"
Shi Qingzhou didn't speak.
Long Xiaoyuan was at a loss. "Qiaozhou, can you tell me why I'm angry? You say it, huh?"
Shi Qingzhou still didn't speak.
Long Xiaoyuan said helplessly. "Qiaozhou, how do you know what you're angry at if you don't say it? You say it, I'll change, eh?
Looking at Long Xiaoyuan like this, Shi Qingzhou finally said slowly. "You're not him, are you?"
Long Xiaoyuan froze. At this moment, he hardly understood what Shi Qingzhou was talking about, but he soon understood.
"Light boat ..."
Shi Qingzhou looked at Long Xiaoyuan and said it almost word by word. "You are not him. I don't know where you come from. Your body is his, but the soul is not. I can still clearly distinguish this point. What I don't understand is why you have all his memories .What I don't understand is why do you want to be involved with me? Is it because of sympathy? Or do you like men only? "
Long Xiao's eyes widened sharply. "How is it possible? Qingzhou, I don't like men, I just like the one you are, and you are good men, that's all. Is this a big difference? Like Liu Suifeng and Ouyang Chuan, or whatever Any good man, I look at it without feeling at all! "
Long Xiaoyuan exclaimed emotionally.
Shi Qingzhou was silent and continued. "So, why are you involved with me? You say." Shi Qingzhou's voice was very light, but the questioning taste was strong.
Long Xiaoyuan hesitated when he heard the words.
Shi Qingzhou narrowed his eyes when he looked at Long Xiaoyuan.
"Long Xiaoyuan, you really are not him."
Long Xiaoyuan opened his mouth and said something helpless. "Not so ..."
Suddenly, Shi Qingzhou's gaze became cold. "You aren't him at all. When do you want to lie to me? You have his memory." Shi Qingzhou suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were dark. "So, you should remember how many times I had with him ... Long Xiaoyuan, don't you mind? Uh?"
Long Xiaoyuan heard loudly. "Why should I mind? I just feel bad! Besides, you and him, that's me too!"
Shi Qingzhou didn't believe it at all. "It's you too? What are you? The soul is different, that's two people."
"Light boat." Long Xiaoyuan's voice was helpless for two minutes. "Do you have to think so?"
"I don't think so, but it's a fact." Shi Qingzhou said coldly.
Long Xiaoyuan's mouth twitched slightly. "Light boat, that's not the case. Things are more complicated than you think."
"Oh, is it?" Shi Qingzhou said without emotion. "How complicated?"
Long Xiaoyuan smiled bitterly. "Light boat, it's really complicated. Do you want to know? I can tell you."
Shi Qingzhou looked a little coldly at Long Xiaoyuan.
Long Xiaoyuan said slowly. "I never thought that person wasn't myself. I think that's me too, but it's a broken me."
Shi Qingzhou frowned. "Morning you, what do you mean?"
Long Xiaoyuan said gently. "I am indeed another soul, but it can also be said that my soul and his soul are merged into one, but I feel that before, my own soul and his soul were incomplete."
"I used to be sick, so there was no sadness or joy."
"I used to think so, but later I felt that it was not because of illness, but because of a broken soul. Because my loved ones also had difficulty touching my feelings, although I would feel guilty because of them. But it was just guilt Because of my illness, they paid me a lot. "
"Do you want to know what is wrong with me? Qingzhou, don't worry, I will tell you slowly. In my world, I have a heart disease."
"Qiaozhou, from the day I was born, was doomed to my disability. My heart has a problem, so I ca n’t be overjoyed, or even allowed to be emotionally excited. Even a heart change won't solve this problem."
"The doctor concluded that I lived less than eighteen years old, but I just lived more than eight years."
"Do you know? My appearance is exactly the same as myself now, you are fine, it is exactly the same!"
"Qingzhou, you said, if we are two different people and we are not twins, how can we be exactly the same? We are still two people in the world, you said, this can be explained only by fate or coincidence Anyway? I don't believe it anyway "
"And in this world, you see, he is very ruthless, and almost does not refuse to come. The main thing is that he is very cruel. Many times, he looks just like humanity. Is this normal?"
"Although he is said to be an emperor, his throne came very easily. When he grew up spoiled, how could he not be so cruel?"
"So, I think that we are actually the same person, but for no reason, our souls are missing a part of each other, which will cause me to have no feelings, it is difficult to have any emotions, and he is extremely cruel."
"Since it's the same person, I will just treat it, we are past and present!"
"No, it's not acting, but it's all at all! Otherwise, how can I explain how I came here, how can we explain how perfect our souls are?"
"Qingzhou, don't you say that? So, you said, you and I are not him, I will never admit it, even if you hated me before, I will not admit it."
"Because ..." Long Xiaoyuan slowly carried Shi Qingzhou into his arms. "Whether it is good or bad, that's what I give you, only I give it to you. Kayak, you are mine. You are mine, whether it is past or present. I am alone."
After all, Long Xiaoyuan kissed Shi Qingzhou's lips fiercely.
This time, although Shi Qingzhou was still stiff, he did not make any rejection.
Long Xiaoyuan's words shocked him too much.
Past and present, the missing soul, the same appearance, this person is that person ...
Shi Qingzhou closed his eyes and the big rock in his heart fell to the ground.
Long Xiaoyuan has always been very good to him, but this kind of goodness is difficult to trace to its roots, which disturbs him.
In addition, most importantly, he always thought that Long Xiao was far from the one who hurt him.
He likes Long Xiaoyuan now.
However, the person in the past had forced him to pass him several times.
Those were humiliating and so intimate, he was afraid that Long Xiaoyuan would mind and felt that he was ... dirty.
This is a problem he has never dared to think about, nor is he willing to think about it.
Because of those past, he can't change, can't change.
However, because he couldn't change, he cared.
Shi Qingzhou didn't dare to think, if one day Long Xiaoyuan felt that he was dirty ... whether he could bear it.
And, obviously not that person, but never said, did you not trust yourself, or ... sympathy?
If there is only sympathy, then he does not want such feelings!
The pride and self-esteem of his Shi Qingzhou does not allow him to!
So, this time, after Long Xiaoyuan said something he didn't understand, he broke out.
The anxiety that would have been piled up broke out.
Rather than fool each other, spread them out!
He Shi Qingzhou is cruel to others, to himself!
If the relationship is just a mirror, then he would prefer nothing!
However, what he didn't expect was that after spreading out, he would hear such incredible things.
Past and Present.
It ’s past and present!
Shi Qingzhou closed his eyes. Let Long Xiaoyuan deepen the kiss ...
Long Xiaoyuan could naturally feel the change of the other party, and immediately deepened the kiss.
But this kiss, Long Xiaoyuan group did not deepen to the end.
After giving a French kiss to Shi Qingzhou fiercely, he stopped, and then watched Shi Qingzhou continue to say softly. "Qiaozhou, as for what you said, why get on you ... That's because, in my world, there is no emperor. Hey, it is a place where the people and the people are the masters, and many of the theatrical generals are fainted. The emperor died and was disabled, so that in the end the unfaithful throne could not be maintained. In our drama, there are really too many such examples. "
"After my rare soul merged with his original soul, I immediately realized that if I continued, my dynasty would probably be finished. My uncles and uncles did not really want me to be good, but sincerely The general Shi Qingshan was killed by my son's wings, and I was completely dead. "
"Furthermore, Qingzhou is the last and most important point. Do you know what it means to be at first sight? Believe it or not, anyway, I want to tell you that I am entangled with you because of love at first sight. I don't understand what I was before. Why is it that an idiot is obviously a beautiful woman of all ages, but she is so desperate, facing those hypocritical women, she loves to die alive, isn't this an idiot? "
"I can't stand such a stupid self at all, so, Qingzhou, I want to get along with you. As a result, you also see La, that's when I immediately get closer to you. You didn't believe me at first, and I was very vigilant. I According to memory and my previous mind, I realized that you are not a person who will be at the mercy of fate. I realized that the shadow guards around me may have you. This makes me happier. "
"Yes, Qingzhou, you didn't hear me wrong. I am really happy, and I said just now that there is no emperor in my world, and the people are the masters of the people, so I came here and became the emperor. Not happy at all. I know that to be an emperor, in fact, you have to bear a lot of responsibilities. It doesn't matter whether it is. I just don't want to be so troublesome. "
"Just right, I found out that my light boat is an ambitious person, and you look at me at first glance. In my memory, there are so many pictures that hurt you. I do n’t sympathize with you, I just feel angry, right My anger in the past, of course, and pity. In this case, I thought, I must have a good relationship with you, in this case, even if you want to become emperor, it does not matter. Anyway, I dare not be an emperor Week, even watching those government affairs headaches. "
Long Xiaoyuan's tone was too heartfelt, and it was completely looking into Shi Qingzhou's eyes.
Therefore, Shi Qingzhou can see through his sincerity at a glance.
Because of this, Shi Qingzhou did not know what he should say.
A moment later, Shi Qingzhou said. "The people ... take the shots?"
"Yeah." Long Xiaoyuan smiled. "Qingzhou also knows the importance of people's hearts, doesn't it?"
Shi Qingzhou was silent.
Long Xiao kissed each other's chin. "Qingzhou, and later, the more I get in touch with you, the more unable to extricate myself, but the sadder I see you doubting me, so I tell you about Huang Liang's dream and tell you that I am suddenly awakened. In fact, I too I really think I just woke up, I am him, he is me, Qingzhou, we are all alone! So I am not jealous of me in the past, but I am a little thankful for his brutality. If it was not his brutality and redundancy, You must already be a general, and you have married a woman and given birth to a son. What should I do! This is probably the most correct thing I have done for more than a thousand dollars, and tied you around! Haha! "
"So, light boat, even if you are not happy, I will never let you go!"
Shi Qingzhou rolled his eyes. "You think too much, and I don't want to leave."
"Haha, that would be great!" Long Xiaoyuan said immediately. She hugged Shi Qingzhou, relieved in her heart.
Kayak, please forgive me for hiding something.
Just because I don't want you to know that in my world, you are fictitious and does not exist. This place where we have lived for so long is false.
How could this be false? Obviously so true.
What's more, now that I'm here, how can I make this place fake! Even if it is fake, I want it to become true!
Qingzhou, I won't let you know that you killed me. How can I bear this sin?
Even if you don't do anything now, I won't let you know.
What's more, I won't let you know that you married many women after you killed me, but you never really got pregnant. Such sadness makes me jealous, I will not tell you!
This secret, I intend to bring it into the coffin!
Thinking about this, Long Xiaoyuan slightly released Shi Qingzhou, but there was no guilty light in his eyes.
Anyway, he loves Shi Qingzhou is true.
Anyway, this past life is true.
Anyway, their world is real, it is true that they are already together. So why is he guilty?
Long Xiaoyuan, who had no guilty conscience, held Shi Qingzhou's hand, and then led the person to the bed.
"Light boat, it's not early in the last days, let's rest early."
With that said, Long Xiaoyuan's eyes flashed with clear desire and desire for Shi Qingzhou.
Shi Qingzhou didn't refuse, but wrapped around Long Xiaoyuan's neck very cooperatively.
Long Xiaoyuan was so excited that he quickly led people to bed ...