Chapter 151: regret

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Mu Xiaolou snuggled up with Mu Hongjin for a while and was called away by Aunt Tong. The maid on her side supported Mu Hongjin to get up, walked a few steps forward, and walked to the color wall where the mural was painted.
The hall is large and deserted, and the only lively one is this painting wall. The crowds of people in the market and the canal exchanges depict all the excitement in Jiyang City. Everyone's face is full of joy and joy. She hasn't seen that vivid and vivid for many years.
After all, since sitting in the position of the queen girl, she stayed the most, that is, this empty palace.
Mu Xiaolou will be sent out of the city today, the so-called Wang Shu birthday feast, but also a guise. The princes and princes have not been in contact for many years, so as not to arouse suspicion from His Majesty, everyone has their own place, and the world is peaceful. Now that the Uto people are hiding in the dark, Jiyang is coming. She can’t run away. She needs to stay in the city and coexist with the people who can’t walk away. This is the style of the Mu family. But Mu Xiaolou can’t stay. She is the only hope of Jiyang. At the bad step, as long as Mu Xiaolou is alive, there is still hope for everything.
"Several adults have ordered the evacuation of the people." The maid whispered, "Is your highness worried about your highness?"
Mu Hongjin smiled and shook his head, "I am worried about Jiyang City."
The willow tree outside the window, the long branches dipped in the fresh green of spring, reached the edge of the pond, swayed a little ripples, the carp in the pond scrambled lightly, alive.
This is what happens every spring, but it's just people.
When Mu Hongjin was young, she liked the life outside Wangfu. As the youngest daughter of Meng Jiwang, she and all the rich and wealthy families in Jiyang were innocent palm jewels while her brother was still alive. Warm and cute. But since the death of the sixteen-year-old brother, the days have changed.
Meng Jiwang began to ask her to learn a lot of things and set many rules. At that time, Mu Hongjin really understood how hard the old brother had been. But it is hard work, and the King Mengji has no other heirs. As a person who will take up the whole palace in the future, it is nothing wrong to suffer for it.
However, if even the marriage has to be controlled by others, Mu Hongjin cannot accept it.
Now that I want to come, she was spoiled at that time, young and vigorous, and dare to go away. I didn't realize how to deal with the emperor who had been remarried in the royal court by leaving his father alone in the palace. If it is Mu Hongjin now, there should be no such courage.
The more you undertake, the less you have the freedom to be "self". The courage to spare everything is only once in a lifetime, after that age, after that time, there will be no more. Together with the younger self, they disappeared in the long river of time.
Originally, Mu Hongjin really liked Liu Buwang.
The young man in white is indifferent and self-righteous, but sometimes he is naive. Obviously, he possesses extraordinary skills and superb skills, but he can earnestly find a sheep for the peasants and never complain. But Mu Hongjin thought that these so-called advantages, such as kindness, such as innocence, are all added. She likes Liu Buwang, from the beginning Liu Liubu under the peach blossom tree, holding the sword in front of her, and rushing for her It started when those gangsters were gone.
Heroes save the beauty, how many happy marriages have been achieved in the legend. She was determined to follow Liu Buwang, she was crying and cheating, and she used any tricks on the other party. It is a pity that Liu didn't forget to treat her coldly and courteously, without any favor.
Mu Hongjin was a little discouraged, but then thought about it, Liu Buwang for treating her better than others. Originally earning less money, he would order a plate of apricot cakes for her when eating in a restaurant. While staying at the inn, spend more money to add a thicker bed for her. He put the money in a conspicuous place, opened her eyes and closed her eyes on the act of secretly buying some rouge, and she would not tolerate such a situation unless she had no good feelings. Therefore, Mu Hongjin always felt that it would be sooner or later for Liu to forget to fall in love with one more step and more time.
Until Liu Shiwu's younger sister went down the mountain to find him.
The younger sister named Yushu is different from the spicy temperament of the Jiyang woman. It looks weak as if it can be blown away by a gust of wind. The white skin is like a porcelain doll, like a virgin under the Guanyin seat. The fairy is fluttering and the voice is soft. Whispering, it makes people feel compassionate. But Mu Hongjin could see a hint of hostility in the girl's eyes.
At that time, she was stubborn and did not realize anything. I heard that Yushu is the daughter of Yunji, and he came down the mountain deliberately, but he was afraid that Liu wouldn’t forget to deal with the love of the mountain. He also had some good feelings for her, and treated her as her sister.
The two-person line became a three-person line, and Mu Hongjin didn't feel any worse. Yushu is always obedient. Unlike her, Yushu never causes trouble for Liu Buwang, and she passed away in just a few months.
On the day when Liu Bu didn't forget to return to Qiyun Mountain, those who had planned to take Mu Hongjin up the mountain, who knew that inside and outside Jiyang City, were investigating the missing highness, the officers and soldiers were under martial law, and they were inspected one by one. There are also at the foot of the mountain.
Mu Hongjin could not climb the Qiyun Mountain.
She pulled Liu Buwang into the room and looked at him seriously: "I can't go back with you."
The teenager thought she was making trouble again and asked, "Why?"
"Tell you," Mu Hongjin hesitated for a moment, holding out the truth and the pan, "I am the daughter of the king of Meng Ji, and the people who are being investigated by the officers and soldiers outside the city are me."
Liu did not forget to stun.
"My father wanted to marry me to the son of a court official to stabilize the status of the prince. I didn’t want to, so I escaped and didn’t expect to meet you. This month, I had a great time, Liu don’t forget ," she didn't call "Shaoxia" and called Liu's unforgettable name, "I don't want to marry him, but I can't follow you up the mountain, what should I do?"
The girl is no longer as lively and nonsense as she was in the past, looking at him quietly, her eyes are full of trust, perhaps, and a little bit of unconscious dependence.
Liu did not forget and did not know what to say. Perhaps he had also noticed that Mu Hongjin's identity was unusual. The girl who lived in Jinzhiyuye in the palace of Meng Ji, and the girl in ordinary people in Jiyang City, were a little different.
Liu did not forget to think for a long time and said to her: "Since that is the case, you are waiting for me at this inn. When I go up the mountain to tell Master about this matter, I will go down to the mountain to pick you up in two days and find a way to solve the matter."
Mu Hongjin was reluctant: "Are you going to leave now?"
"I will come back." The teenager said uncomfortably.
On the day he left, Mu Hongjin sent him in the open space behind the inn. He was a little uneasy in his eyes. He seemed to have foreseen something. He couldn’t help but grab the sleeve of Liu Buwang and said to her:
Liu Buwang, remember You must come back in your words."
"Relax." He patted her head for the first and last time.
Liu Buwang and Yu Shu left, and Mu Hongjin obediently waited for him in the inn. She believes that Liu Bu forget will come back. Although Liu Bu forget has not liked her yet, Liu Bu forget is a person who can do what he says.
Two days later, Liu Buwang did not forget to return.
Mu Hongjin is still waiting in the inn, she thought, maybe Liu Buwang forgot something was delayed on the road. It rained for several days all night, the mountain road was not easy to walk, maybe he could not go down the mountain immediately. Or the director of the cloud machine has something to tell him, he has to finish it before he can come over.
Five days later, Liu Buwang still didn't show up. Mu Hongjin began to be anxious in his heart. The world is so uneven. Could it be that he was robbed by the bandit passing by? Despite his powerful swordsmanship, he is pure in heart, and even he can deceive him into chaos. How can he really fight against those insidious villains?
On the tenth day, there was finally someone in the inn, but it wasn't Liu who did not forget, but officers and soldiers. The leader of the soldiers stood in front of her, with a polite and cold tone, "His Highness, it's time to go home."
Mu Hongjin was taken back to the palace of Meng Ji. She was locked in the house, and the window shot "banged" and shouted, "Let me go!"
No one answered.
She started a hunger strike to protest, and his father, Wang Mengji, opened the door.
Mu Hongjin rushed to the front of King Meng Ji and complained in grievance: "Father, how can you let them lock me up!"
"Hongjin," Meng Jiwang shook his head and smiled, and brought the dishes on the maid's tray to her in front of her. "This is all your favorite snack."
"I don't want to eat." Mu Hongjin don't overdo it. "I want to go out."
Meng Ji Wang was not angry, and was silent for a while before asking: "Are you waiting for the young man named Liu?"
Mu Hongjin raised his head violently, his eyes hard to hide his surprise: "How do you know?"
"He won't be back."
"No, he will come back!" Mu Hongjin couldn't help saying: "He promised me that he wouldn't say anything."
"Yes," said Wang Mengji lightly: "How do you think I found your whereabouts?"
Mu Hongjin froze.
Cruel words came out of her father’s mouth, breaking the dream she had been deceiving herself,
It’s him who told me where you are.

"He handed you back."
Liu Bu didn't forget why he sent himself back to the Wang Mansion. Later, Mu Hongjin didn't understand it. She did not want to believe the words of King Meng Ji, but Liu did not forget this person, as if she had really disappeared from her life, and never appeared again.
Later, Mu Hongjin gradually believed.
Such a person, really want to inquire about someone, how could not find a way. She has been sticking to it for more than half a year, and she can't keep it up.
Half a year later, Mu Hongjin got married and married the son of the emperor Chongchao. Although he was married, she was called her "Wang Fu". The position of the feudal lord is firmly established, but the son of the world still follows the surname "Mu".
Wang Fu is not as bad as Mu Hongjin said before, but it is not as good. The two lived a life of respect for each other, her husband was concubine, she was readily accepted, not jealous or jealous, and Wang Fu was also very decent, and treated her as a respect. In the eyes of outsiders, this is the most beautiful marriage in a blind marriage. However, Mu Hongjin felt that her freshness and vitality, as early as that spring day, opened like a epiphyllum, and quickly declined, and disappeared.
She always felt that her heart was empty, not knowing what to ask for. So I can only spend more time on official affairs in Jiyang City.
A red carp jumped out of the water and turned a pool of spring water. After a while, the red tail was a little on the surface of the water and disappeared quickly.
Mu Hongjin stared at the water in a daze.
She told He Yan that Liu Buhe didn't forget to come to the inn to fulfill their agreement, and the two had never seen them again. In fact, she lied, and after that, she did not forget to meet Liu. In fact, she had met again, but it was not pleasant to meet.
That was the second year of her childbirth. She took her young son and Wang Fu to the Bao Temple in Jiyang City to pray for blessings. The Buddha image curled up and the Brahma sounds were far away. She prayed for the young child to grow up healthy and healthy, and prayed for the good weather in Jiyang City and the people to be happy. After praying, when I was leaving, I saw someone peeping out of the temple door. Mu Hongjin made people go, and the bodyguard caught a young woman.
After a period of time, the woman was as weak and well-behaved as she was when she first saw her, looking at Mu Hongjin's eyes with a bit of fear and panic.
Mu Hongjin was stunned.
She subconsciously went to find Liu Buwang's figure. Yushu is here, maybe Liu Buwang is here.
Yushu seemed to understand what she was thinking and blurted out: "He is not here!"
"Oh?" Mu Hongjin looked at her and smiled meaningfully.
Time will allow a woman to grow rapidly. Mu Hongjin is no longer that stupid girl who couldn't even tell her rivals. She certainly understands where the hostility in the eyes of the girl in the past came from, but Mu Hongjin never regarded her as an opponent.
She leaned her head, squatted down, staring at Yushu's face with interest: "It doesn't matter if you're not here, I will grab you, and he will appear naturally."
Yushu's complexion changed greatly.
Mu Hongjin stood up and looked indifferent: "Just as a female assassin appeared in the temple, intending to assassinate the main hall, has been captured by the guard."
A red shadow was drawn at the end of her eyes, delicate and gorgeous, she was no longer that clear-eyed, innocent girl.
Mu Hongjin did not return to the Wang Mansion, but lived in the monastery. He sent away all the guards and servants and asked Wang Fu to leave with his young son, waiting for the man to appear alone.
In the middle of the night, the man really appeared.
After a period of years, he seemed to have faded out of his childhood and became more deserted and unfamiliar. When I saw Mu Hongjin's first sentence, I didn't ask her how she had lived these years, but: "Where is the jade book?"
No emotion, as if the two of them were never strangers.
Mu Hongjin bowed her head and wanted to laugh. She almost wondered whether those days, that spring day outside of Jiyang City, was just her own conjecture. She regards Liu Buwang as a sudden hero in her life, and Liu Bu forgets to look at her, but it is an accident that she does not want to appear.
"In prison." Her voice was also cold.
Liu did not forget to look at her.
He has changed a lot, and she is so strange. The girl in the memory is not half as similar to the girl in the red robe and golden crown in front of her, who looks cold and proud.
"Jade Book cannot stab you."
"Why is it impossible?" Mu Hongjin laughed sarcastically, "I don't know her well, but I don't know her."
"You let her go." Liu Buwang said: "Catch me."
He looked at her eyes, cold and no emotion, no longer helpless indulgence, or annoying concessions. Only as calm as a stranger, perhaps, there is a little aversion to "powerful".
How ridiculous.
"Why," Mu Hongjin took a step forward, only covering his eyes. "It's just a sister, such maintenance, do you like her?"
She was just a tentative sentence, Mu Hongjin did not know what she was expecting? Perhaps she was expecting the other party's quick denial, and then looked at herself and said, "You are the only one in your heart." What a vulgar bridge section, Mu Hongjin saw it in the past, all had a bit of nausea, but now, in his heart, he is looking forward to hearing from his mouth.
It is a pity that the storybook is the storybook, and the legend is the fictional story. There is love and obsession in the world, but in the end it only increases anger. How many lovers turned against each other, and how many couples disappeared.
Liu Buwang said: "Yes."
She said, "What are you talking about?"
"I like him."
The youth's voice was straightforward, and for a moment, Mu Hongjin felt that his fingers were shaking. Once upon a time, she also wanted to hear this sentence from Liu Buwang's mouth. For this sentence, she had been tricked into doing anything. Liu Buwang's mouth was strict and severe. She was anxious repeatedly. I can't pry it out of stone.
It's so easy to say right now.
It turned out that it wasn't impossible to pry, just to speak to the person speaking, not her.
She felt more ridiculous in her heart, and all the past flashed through her mind. When she was a carefree girl, she didn't see Yushu's friendship with Liu, and when she was the Mengji Queen, she saw it, but she didn't take Yushu into her eyes.
It turned out that when people love each other, she can't control herself.
What is the use of the golden branches and jade leaves of the Queen Mengji? In the relationship, she lost so badly that she had no chance to compete with the other party. I still miss it for so many years.
"Are you the one who told me my father's story at the inn?" she asked.
Liu Buwang said: "Yes."
"Did you never think of coming back when you left?"
"Yes."
Mu Hongjin took a deep breath, seeming to make herself see more clearly, pain more thoroughly, uproot something in the bottom of her heart, and never look at it again, she asked: "Liu will not forget, you are Haven’t you never touched me?"
Liu Buwang's beautiful eyes stared at her, his expression was as indifferent as a passer-by, and he only said one word: "Yes."
"It turned out to be so." She murmured, her eyes were a little bit hot, and she had to raise her corner of the mouth.
Liu Buwang looked at her: "What do you want to do?"
Mu Hongjin's fingers crossed his shoulders a little bit, his voice was ambiguous and frivolous: "If you become my lover, I will let her go."
From beginning to end, Liu Buwu was very calm, and there was no wave in his expression. Only at this moment, as if being stung by something, he quickly took a step back and avoided Mu Hongjin's contact.
Mu Hongjin stiffened, and mocked his lips, his tone was deliberately contemptuous: "Why, unwilling? Being a lover of a queen girl is not a blessing for everyone."
Liu Bu didn't forget to stare at him, his white clothes were spotless, and the sword on his waist shone, and he was as bright as the first encounter. It is impossible for a person who is so elegant and does not cause dust to accept such humiliation.
She had to insult him. Why is it that she has been so worried about it for so many years, but he can assume that this has not happened at all. Liu Bu can't forget what she can't do for her, and he can never do it for Yushu.
Otherwise, what became her Mu Hongjin? The touchstone to prove their true love?
Then she saw that in the dim Buddha hall, Liu Buwang slowly knelt down and replied calmly, "Okay."
Mu Hongjin's heart burst into pain, almost breathless.
What more to prove?
Enough is enough. The question is clear. Those doubts that have plagued you for many years, and the unexpected results, whether good or bad, happy or sad, have already got the answer. Jiyang women dare to love and hate, can afford to let go, the queen also has her own pride, she has the entire city of Jiyang, do you still have to seek death for a man?
It's just a fate.
She raised her chin and said coldly: "But this temple is not willing."
"How can a person like you stand next to the main hall." She said that every time she said, such as cutting a meat with a knife in her heart, even Mu Hongjin herself was surprised, but in a short month, why did she not forget Liu Liu? Deep feelings, when you cut this sinful edge with your own hands, you will get a lot of reluctance.
"Take your sweetheart and get out of Jiyang City," she said.
"Thank you, Your Highness."
As always, his voice could not hear the ups and downs, and Mu Hongjin's tears fell in the darkness.
"You and I go different ways. Liu Buwang, from now on, you and your little sister will never enter Jiyang City, otherwise, this temple will see you once and kill it once."
In the dark night, the red robe angled a bright, splendid glow. Such a clear boundary indicates that the two will never be involved again. Another example is that the petals under the peach blossom tree at the first sight were spread out. The dazzling people were so dazzled that they became addicted to spring dreams and did not want to wake up.
But dreams always wake up.
She let go of the jade book and returned to the palace, just as it had never happened. She and Wang Fu are still in harmony with each other, and the years are quiet, but, even if they raise their eyebrows in the case, their intentions are hard to come by.
A few years later, King Meng Ji passed away. Mu Hongjin gradually became busy. A few years later, Wang Fu also died, and she spent all her energy on the younger son.
Later, the son passed away, leaving only one Mu Xiaolou with her.
Mu Xiaolou was born, much like a teenager. So she always spoiled Mu Xiaolou a lot, just as her brother spoiled her when her brother was still there. Mu Hongjin understands very well that once she sits in the position of the queen girl, one day, the splendid girl who will slip out of the house and disappear will disappear, so before disappearing, she wants more and cares for how fresh she is Live for a while.
She hopes that Mu Xiaolou can have his own story, rather than just like her, in a story of others, Bai Bai has failed for many years.
The apricot blossoms are on the branches, and the flowers are lively and dense. This beautiful dream is full of joy and sorrow, but in a flash, it seems to be a lifetime.
Her spring day died long ago.
Perhaps, never came.