Chapter 178: Not afraid

"Eighteen Niang..."
"younger sister…."
Accompanied by two familiar names, the servant embraced Cao and Gu Hai in.
Gu Shiba Niang still felt that she was dreaming. Her gaze fell on the two of them. The Cao family was a little plump compared to six months ago. Gu Hai was still thinner, but her brows and eyes were more calm.
They are really back!
"I thought... I thought..." Gu Shiba Niang plunged into Cao's arms, hugged Niang tightly, and wept loudly.
"So that's the case..."
After calming down, the family of three sat down in the house. Gu Hai and Cao, who heard the whole story, couldn't help but smile, and were relieved.
I thought Gu Shiba Niang was wronged...
"We already left Nanzhang at the beginning of the epidemic..." Gu Hai smiled.
"Lu Niang was ill for a while and delayed the journey..." Cao interjected, "In fact, it doesn't matter much, but your brother is too careful..."
"Later the boil disease came, and many roads were closed, and the news was not able to be delivered. I took a detour and sat over and just met Ling Yuan..." Gu Hai said, looking at the sadness remaining on Gu Shiba Niang's face. A little guilty, "It's because the brother is not good, and the younger sister is worried."
Gu Shiba Niang shook her head and smiled.
"Miss..." Lingbao ran in from the door, followed by Peng Yizhen. Obviously, they had already learned the news from the demographic, and they were surprised and delighted.
Lingbao plunged into Gu Shiba Niang's arms, before she had time to cry, she was severely pinched in the waist by Gu Shiba Niang.
She immediately understood, suppressing the cry that had already reached her mouth, and swallowed it back. Peng Yizhen also received Gu Shiba Niang's gaze, and abruptly stopped the shout.
"Madam, Master..." Lingbao casts towards the Cao family, "You are back..."
That day and night, she was as if she were in hell. She didn't expect all three of them to appear in front of her eyes in a blink of an eye. It was a treasure that was lost and regained. After great grief, she was overjoyed. She knelt and hugged Cao's family and finally wept.
Cao only thought she was worried that she was trapped in the boil disease, so she had to take comfort.
Gu Hai's gaze swept across the three of them, his brows frowned slightly.
After the gossip, because Zhou Tu Laudun Lingbao took a servant wife to serve Cao to rest, even though Peng Yizhen had a stomach full of questions to ask, Gu Hai had to endure leaving because of Gu Hai's presence.
Gu Hai naturally got up to see him off, but was stopped by Peng Yizhen.
"This can't be done, you are the official now, you want to break me..." Peng Yizhen said.
"I'll send it off, I'm not an official..." Gu Bainiang smiled.
The two exchanged glances, Gu Hai just didn't see it from the side, smiled, and really didn't see each other again.
As soon as he left the living room door, Peng Yizhen couldn't wait to ask.
Gu Shiba Niang raised her hand to stop him, "I'm fine, I'm fine, Uncle Peng, don't worry."
Her expression was solemn, and she said every word.
Peng Yizheng looked at her stunnedly for a moment, and then nodded, "Okay, it's fine." Immediately looked at Gu Shiba Niang and said solemnly, "If there is something wrong, Shiba Niang, please do not hesitate."
"If life is like a battlefield, then Gu Shiba Niang is facing the enemy in front, and there are not many people who dare to hand over the back. Uncle Peng is one." Gu Shiba Niang also solemnly said.
The two of them looked at each other, and everything was silent.
Peng Yizhen bid farewell.
"Uncle Peng." Gu Shiba Niang subconsciously called him, but hesitated when the words came to her lips.
"Eldest niece, if you have anything to say..." Peng Yizhen stopped and turned around and said with a smile.
Gu Shiba Niang looked at him with waves in her heart, how exactly Peng Yizhen's medical skills were. Ever since she knew that Shen Anlin was pretending to be disabled, she was completely gone.
The genius doctor.... How can he be called a genius doctor if he cures a person who is not originally sick?
Peng Yizhen was baffled by her eyes, "Eighteen mothers?"
"Uncle Peng..." Gu Shiba Niang concentrated, hesitated for a moment, and said slowly, "Have you ever heard of a sleepiness disease?"
"Drowsiness?" Peng Yizhen frowned, "Have this disease?"
He didn't know... A trace of sadness flashed across Gu Shiba Niang's face, so she said she was sick in a hospital.
"It's okay, I just ask casually. When people talk about it, I'm a little curious, how can sleepiness count as sick..." She cheered up, covered her sadness, and smiled.
Peng Yizheng said, frowned and glanced at Gu Shiba Niang, did not speak any more, and left.
Standing outside the gate, Gu Shiba-niang couldn't help but glanced in the direction of Wenjun Prince's Mansion. She felt as if she was stuffed with cotton wool in her heart. Is it really hopeless...
But how come mother and brother are back? Isn't it because of the boil disease? But there are other deaths waiting for them?
Gu Shiba Niang turned around and ran back, seeing Gu Hai standing with her hands under the eaves from a distance.
The stunned young man in Xianren County has now faded away from his youthfulness, with a long body and a steady temperament. He has faintly carried his ironware experience through tempering.
Gu Shiba Niang stopped and looked up at Gu Hai. Gu Hai was also looking at her, and raised a brilliant smile, tears dripping from her eyes.
Sitting in the study, the two brothers and sisters talked in the night.
Gu Shiba Niang explained the matter carefully. Of course, she concealed the prophecies she had thrown out in order to say that King Dongwen would rescue Gu Hai, and this time she was threatened to die together. She only talked about how to get the boil. The news of the epidemic was suddenly invited to Wenjun Prince's Mansion to ask for medicine, and then he guessed about his fate.
"So, no wonder you have such a big reaction when seeing my mother and me..." Gu Hai suddenly sighed, looking at the bloodshot eyes of Gu Shiba Niang, with a desperate look in her eyes.
"Brother..." Gu Shiba Niang's tears dripped again, almost biting her lower lip, with a trace of despair and resentment, "Are we doomed to escape fate? Why do we have to die..."
Gu Hai looked at her with a solemn expression, and suddenly shook his head.
"Eighteen mother, I think you are wrong." He said slowly.
Gu Shiba Niang looked up at him, somewhat puzzled.
Gu Hai's eyes were warm as jade, but bright as stars.
"Eighteen mother, you haven't put it down yet..." he said softly.
"Eighteen mother, you have let go of your hatred, but you haven't let go of your fear..."
"You are afraid, always afraid, afraid of people, afraid of things, even afraid of yourself..."
Gu Shiba Niang was shocked by lightning, staring at Gu Hai in a daze, her emotions fluctuating violently.
"I...not afraid..." she said dryly.
Gu Hai approached her, bent slightly, held her shoulders, and looked at her eyes.
"Eighteen mother, questioning the patriarch, scolding the sister, fighting against the pharmacist, someone else commits you one step, you pay him ten steps, aggressive and menacing..." Gu Hai said softly, "But, it's all because you are afraid, so you are forced I’m not afraid, not because you’re not afraid, so you’re not afraid..."
Gu Shiba Niang was a little dizzy because of his fear and fear, but the thoughts in her heart were fluctuating, and she silently read these words.
Is she... scared? Yes, it turns out that she can't sleep day and night, and the swords are all because she is afraid.
Fear that others will bully her, fear that others will take her, fear that others will harm her, fear that they will die again...
"Eighteen mother, I remember I told you very early that it is not our destiny that determines our destiny, but we determine our destiny," Gu Hai squatted down and looked into her eyes, "You always said that destiny arranged us to take a step. Encountering a dangerous situation at one step, such as my imprisonment, this is obviously my own choice, the result of my own actions, and it is not who or the infinite external force pushed me to push me like this..."
Gu Hai did say these things, but Gu Shiba Niang never took it to heart.
"But, but, fate is like that..." she murmured.
"It's not." Gu Hai's voice was soft, but firm, with no doubt, "It's not...from the moment you wake up, it has changed, or that you can wake up because your destiny has changed...18 Mother, since it has changed, you have to put it down..."
Gu Shiba Niang looked at Gu Hai, her expression changed and her eyes flickered.
lay down! lay down!
"Eighteen mothers, a person born with countless twists and turns, unpredictable. Since ancient times, there has been no smooth road and smooth sailing. The road is our own. It is inevitable that we will encounter hardships and even dangers. It is inevitable for anyone to change. It’s not a special arrangement for fate. Now that you’re on the road, don’t think about it too much. You will encounter good roads and bad roads. There is nothing to be afraid of..." Gu Hai patted her hard. Shoulder, "Eighteen mothers, we are not afraid of life, nor are we afraid of death. You have said it yourself, and you have done your best. Although you have not learned, Zi said that you are also learning."
Gu Shiba Niang sat on the chair and said nothing for a long time.
"Yes, brother, you're right..." she said slowly, with a wry smile on her face, "I'm afraid, I've always been afraid, I'm afraid... I'm afraid of living, and I'm afraid of death, I keep thinking about it. To fight against destiny, if I am not afraid of it, why do I have to fight against it? I live frankly and live happily. What is the need to fight against..."
She laughed at herself, "So I just let go of others, but I haven't let go of myself."
"Yes, so, tell your brother honestly, before meeting us, are you already discouraged and plan to wait for your fate?" Gu Hai smiled.
Gu Shiba Niang smiled bitterly, "It turns out that I was deceived by myself. I was frightened by myself and lost my mind."
"Yes, you don't let it go, so you are always led by it, and imprisoned by it, like a trapped beast." Gu Hai said plastic surgery, "Eighteen mother, mother and I, hope you have a happy life. Life is alive, not in length, in heart, in how to live and how to live."
Gu Shiba Niang muttered silently, then looked up at him and said, "This is the meaning of being born? Not to live..."
"That's right," Gu Hai smiled, stretched out his hand and patted her forehead, "That's exactly what I meant, the eighteen mothers are indeed the eighteen mothers, and you can get through..."
"This is not what I said..." Gu Shiba Niang smiled bitterly and murmured in a low voice.
Gu Hai didn't hear clearly, he reached out and patted Gu Shiba-niang on the shoulder, "Come on, good sister, follow me, let's go to his mother's fate!"
Gu Shiba Niang laughed dumbly and looked at her brother.
"Come on." Gu Hai smiled and stood a few steps away, posing as if swallowing mountains and rivers with anger.
Not afraid of life, not afraid of death!
Gu Shiba Niang smiled.
"Okay." She stood up, raising her chin slightly, "This is the brother you taught me to say..."
"I taught it!" Gu Hai laughed, "Go to his mother's fate!"
"Fuck her fate!" Gu Shiba Niang smiled with arms akimbo.
Gu Shiba Niang, who was destined to die, was already dead. At the moment she woke up, a new destiny was destined to begin, so there should be no more grudges in her heart.
"Fuck it!" She laughed.
The laughter of the two brothers and sisters penetrated the window lattice and floated into the night sky.
After laughing, the two brothers and sisters looked at each other, and the deep warmth spread in their hearts.
"Well, my sister who is not afraid and not afraid is back..." Gu Hai laughed a little, "I will be able to steal again for a long time..."
"Okay, brother, don't hesitate to take your time, I have a younger sister in everything." Gu Shiba Niang took advantage of the trend and smiled proudly.
Gu Hai laughed.
Looking at her elder brother's smiling face, Gu Shiba Niang felt sour and sweet in her heart. It felt good to have family members to rely on.
"So, my sister, can you tell me what are you hiding from me?" Gu Haihu asked with a smile.
"What are you hiding?" Gu Bainiang asked with a smile.
"What do you think Uncle Peng can hide from his appearance? You can hide it from your mother. You want to hide it from your brother? The way is too shallow..." Gu Hai pretended to be serious.
Niang Gu smirked, "Actually, I was suddenly taken away by the Wenjun Prince's Mansion. I was walking in a hurry, and you know that this matter is very confidential, so Lingbao was terrified. I didn't make it in time for a while. Tell them I am safe..."
"It's just that?" Gu Hai was dubious.
"Don't believe me, go ask them." Gu Shiba Niang smiled.
As for the maid said about her burial... Her brows frowned slightly.
"Eighteen mother?" Gu Hai called her with some doubts.
"I..." Gu Shiba Niang looked out the window, "I don't want him to be like this..."
Gu Hai understood who she was talking about and was silent for a moment.
"There are some things that we can't think we can solve..." he said in a low voice.
This matter is beyond their ability.
The night was dark, Qiu Chong fell into a dream, and the world was silent.
Gu Shiba-niang slept late, and because the conversation with Gu Hai caused great emotional fluctuations, she tossed around until the sky cleared, and she was awakened by Lingbao's voice outside her eyes as soon as she closed her eyes.
"Miss..." Lingbao looked at Gu Shiba's tired face with an apologetic expression, "Uncle Peng is here..."
Gu Shiba Niang was a little surprised, "But something?"
Lingbao nodded, "Said I want to see you..."
"Invite him." Gu Bainiang immediately got up.
After a brief refreshing, Peng Yizhen followed Lingbao over, and it was too late to be polite, so Peng Yizhen used tea and snacks to pass the maids.
"Eighteen mother." Until then, he said solemnly, "I know this disease."
Gu Shiba Niang was startled, and looked up at him, and saw that Peng Yizhen also looked like he hadn't slept all night.
"Really?" She couldn't help standing up, with surprise.
"However, I have never seen it personally, nor have I been treated, but I saw it mentioned in the handwriting left by my father..." Peng Yizhen said slowly, "The reason why this disease has never been recorded or treated. Mentioned because it is equivalent to an incurable disease..."
Gu Shiba-niang sat down slowly, she knew that she was sick even in the hospital...
"Lady Gu, do you know why it is said to be incurable?" Peng Yizhen continued.
Gu Shiba Niang shook his head.
"Because not only is the disease difficult to treat, but medicine is also rare..." He said slowly, looking at Gu Shiba Niang with a slight excitement on his expression.
"How rare?" Gu Shiba Niang asked curiously.
"Longhutang." Peng Yizhen replied.
Dragon Tiger Soup?
Gu Shiba Niang looked startled, she had never heard of this medicine.
"Which medicines need to be concocted?" she asked.
"Bezoar, croton cream, arsenic, cinnabar, white stone." Peng Yizhen replied.
Gu Shiba-niang couldn't help changing her appearance, these are all... highly poisonous things.
The room was silent for a while.
"How to cure?" It seemed that after a long time, Gu Shiba Niang asked suddenly.
It seemed that something was confirmed. Peng Yizhen looked even more excited. He took a deep breath and suppressed the boiling emotions.
"Eighteen mother, really..." he said.
Gu Bainiang interrupted him when she raised her hand.
"I buy your treatment," she said solemnly, looking at him, "please make a price."
Peng Yizhen was furious, "Not for sale!" He stood up on the table.
Gu Shiba Niang looked at him, not impatient or impatient, her expression unchanged.
Peng Yizhen's chest rose and fell violently, and after a long time suppressed his emotions, he reached out and rubbed his face.
"Eighteen mother, eldest niece..." He took a deep breath, "I want to see a doctor!"
"I don't know what you are talking about." Gu Shiba Niang said lightly.
"My old Peng is not a fool! I am a fool, and I also know that you Gu Shiba Niang never talk nonsense, but whenever you speak, there is a reason!" Peng Yizhen grasped the table with both hands, wishing to scratch a piece on it. Road, gritted his teeth and said.
"Tell me how to do it," Gu Shiba Niang was still indifferent, looking at him and said, "Sometimes fame and fortune are not available, and people have to be content..."
Peng Yizhen patted the table hard, "Gu Shiba Niang, you look down on me, Peng Yizhen!"
"People die for money and birds die for food," Gu Shiba Niang looked at him with a hint of sarcasm, "Peng Yizhen, I thought you were not such a superficial person."
"I'm pooh!" Peng Yizheng spit out unceremoniously~EbookFREE.me~ He stood upright, folded his arms, and looked at Gu Shiba Niang from the bottom up, "Gu Shiba Niang, I really misunderstood you, so you just treated Lao Peng as a beggar!"
"Let me tell you, Lao Peng has never been afraid of anything in his life!"
"I'm telling you, I'm here to see you today, what I want to say should be..." He looked at Gu Shiba Niang, adjusted his clothes, raised his chin, "Gu Shiba Niang, the old man is going to receive a consultation. I need a single medicine, I wonder if you dare to do it?"
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