Chapter 1288: Ergou's past

I don't know how long I watched, but Li Ergou's voice came from the side.
"Big Brother Zhang, you are a person with a story."
I don't know when, Li Ergou came to Zhang Yifeng's side.
Zhang Yifeng said lightly: "No matter who it is, there is a story, and so do you."
"Big Brother Zhang, can you tell me your story?"
"My story? It's too long to tell. It's you who rarely take the initiative to speak to me. How about you tell me about your story?"
Li Ergou was taken aback: "Talk about my story? What is there to talk about in my story."
Zhang Yifeng said indifferently: "Everyone's life is a storybook of ups and downs. You are the protagonist in your own story. The same is true for you, tell your story."
Zhang Yifeng is very worried now, he just wants to listen, not to speak.
"My story... Am I the protagonist?" Li Ergou's eyes flashed, and then he said, "My name is Li Ergou. Born in Lijiacun, my mother is sick all the year round, and his father is not only a drunkard but also a gambler. "
Li Ergou paused and took a deep breath before continuing to speak: "When I was young, everyone didn't like to play with me. My father didn't care about my life and me. When I was five years old, my mother was very sick. I couldn’t open the pot at home. In order to take care of my mother, I stole something from someone else’s house for the first time and was beaten for the first time. After that, every time I went out to steal something, I had to take the with me. Sometimes I was found out. Helped me to block the villagers and let me leave. But a year later, my mother still died of a serious illness."
"After my mother died, everyone thought I would correct the bad habit of stealing, because I was stealing for my mother. But I let the villagers down, and I continued to steal things."
"Why?" Zhang Yifeng asked lightly.
"Why?" Li Ergou smiled, "It's very simple. Because my father is not dead! As long as he is not dead, no matter how he treats me, no matter how he apologizes to my mother, he was born and raised me and gave me flesh and blood. Family! So, I can’t let him starve to death. So he was collected by the villagers, and I asked Da Hei to scare the debt collectors. So, he had no food and no money, so I would steal it, grab it, even if He was bruised and bruised. I will pay the debts he owes and the debts I owe!"
His voice was firm, without hesitation.
Zhang Yifeng took a deep look at Li Ergou, and found that the old village chief was right. Li Ergou's appearance was cold, but his heart was warm.
"What happened later?"
"Perhaps it was retribution. In the second year of my mother’s death, my father died of drinking too much. Before he died, I don’t know if it was discovered by conscience. He told me that the reason why he treated my mother and me so badly So addicted to alcohol and gambling, because I am not his flesh and blood... I was born to my mother with someone else. Before my mother was with his father, she had been with others and she was pregnant unexpectedly. He knew it, but he didn't tell. He said he loved his mother deeply, but he didn’t know how to treat a woman who he loved but didn’t tell the truth to him. He said that even if the mother told him that I was not his, he would agree to I was born to be an adult, but my mother didn’t. Instead, she always thought that my father didn’t know anything.

As Li Ergou was talking, big tears dripped down. Only he himself knows how tragic his life is.
"Wow!"
Seeing Li Ergou crying, Da Hei stood up and yelled at him, then stretched out his paw and touched his face, as if to wipe his tears.
"Dahei, I'm fine." Li Ergou touched Dahei's head and continued to speak, "Father is indeed in love with his mother. It is precisely because of love that he has expectations and hatred in his heart. He looks forward to it. When my mother gave birth to me, she told him the facts. He felt that the reason why her mother didn’t tell him was because he was worried that he didn’t want me and would kill me. However, after giving birth to me, my mother didn’t tell him the facts. I was very angry, but I couldn’t bear to deal with my beloved woman, so I could only hide this sorrow in my heart, but still stupidly hoped that my mother said to him: The son is not your flesh and blood, but the fate of me and that person. , I was born only when I was reluctant to kill, mate, hope you can forgive me."
"But, as time passed, I grew older and older. My father began to give up. He knew that his mother didn't plan to tell him all this. So he started gambling and became addicted to alcohol, because only drinking and gambling can make him forget These worries! So he left me and my mother in the cold."
Zhang Yifeng has not spoken, but listened quietly.
"Big Brother Zhang Yifeng, do you know? I have hated my father since I was a kid, because since I was sensible, my mother has always done housework, and my father only knew about drinking and gambling. I always thought my father was the most irresponsible person in the world. Now, I finally understand why my mother told me not to hate my father before I die, but to take good care of him. Perhaps, my mother knew that she hurt my father."
Zhang Yifeng sighed. Everyone has their own story and world. It is really difficult to distinguish cause and effect without being in the world of others.
"Er Gouzi, speaking of it, you are the one who was hurt the most. Whether it was your mother or your father, they hurt you. You resisted everything they didn't dare to take on. Er Gouzi, you still hate it now. Are your parents?"
Li Ergou clicked: "Hate, why not hate, they ruined my childhood and ruined my life. But what can I do besides hate. Even if I hate again, they are also my parents. I was raised and did not die. Besides, they are not bad guys. Since the death of my father, I have abandoned my original name and called myself Ergouzi because I am like a stray dog. No one loves me."
"Wang!" Da Hei suddenly barked.
Li Ergou looked at it and smiled: "I'm sorry, I made a mistake. Even without my parents, I still have you by my side. You are my relatives."
Only then did Da Hei nod his head in satisfaction, sticking out his tongue and licking Li Ergou's face.
"So, this is why you want to leave Lijiacun?" Zhang Yifeng said again.
"Yes. In the whole village, I, Li Ergou, are a beggar, a person with a bad past. I am a thief, and I am the son of a drunkard and a gambler. Here, I can only be alone with Da Hei Live. But once we go out, I can have a new starting point, a new beginning, I can go to another village, in the new village, everything I have is a blank sheet of paper, no one knows my past, No one despises my birth. I can live happily with everyone without being rejected. That is enough. In this way, I can know that I really exist and I can be recognized by everyone."
Li Ergou's eyes kept flickering, that was his vision for the future.