Chapter 6:

In fact, Li Wei thinks so. No matter what she wants, she will be disappointed in the end. Rather than waiting until she was disappointed and then blamed herself, like the people before, it is better to stay away from him now.
Zhang Man understood what he meant, and understood that he did not trust so-called emotions. He didn't believe that someone would treat him nicely for no reason.
If she says now that she likes him, it will only make him more restless.
She closed her eyes, suppressed the soreness in her heart, tried to produce a relaxed smile, and said the excuse she had thought of before: "I have been embarrassed to say one thing, worrying... it will trouble you too much. Li Wei , I heard from them that you are particularly good in physics, I... I am not very good in physics, can you make up lessons for me every weekend? I can pay, and as a deal, I can take care of you before you remove the plaster."
The world goes round and round, like a reincarnation. Zhang Man thought that the two of them were familiar with each other in the previous life because she asked him to teach himself physics, but it was a semester earlier in this life.
She was worried that the teenager would not believe it, she wringed her fingers again, and her voice was low: "If the grades are poor, she will be transferred to a normal class next semester."
After she finished speaking, the young man in front of him was quiet for a while, and blinked in surprise, as if he didn't expect this to be the reason.
He lowered his eyes and thought, after a long time, his slender fingers held the previous glass of sago, brought it to his mouth, and took a sip from the straw.
Her proposal is feasible.
He is now in a cast on his left hand, and there are many inconveniences in life, and sometimes he does need help. Li Wei likes this kind of fair trade very much. At the very beginning, he calculates the pay and rewards, and takes what he needs. There is no need to involve the most disgusting feelings and there is no need to owe something.
The easiest is the transaction with a clearly marked price. Because at least you can take the initiative to measure whether you can afford what the other party asks for, and you can accept her contribution without burden.
The scariest thing in this world is to keep saying that because you like it, you can give selflessly. What is it like? If you like it today, you can give everything. If you don’t like it tomorrow, do I have to go to hell...
"Deal."
After that, he still didn't look at her, and opened the next book. But Zhang Man could feel that his mood was much better.

Early the next morning, Li Wei took out the signed apology letter from his schoolbag and placed it in the upper right corner of the table, waiting for the first class to be delivered to the head teacher.
Zhang Man found that he was in a very bad state of mind today, with heavy dark circles and red blood in his eyes.
She secretly glanced at the apology letter on the table, the parent's signature column signed the lady's delicate handwriting: I have read it, Lin Mei.
When she saw this name, her heart seemed to have been hit by a heavy hammer. After two lives, I saw it with my own eyes again, and still suffered a lot of shocks. She bent down, pretended to be extremely sleepy and yawned, before blinking away the tears she wanted to rush.
She blamed herself infinitely, did she make a mistake for him like that? What has he experienced since returning home last night?
Seeing that she had been lying on the table, the boy hesitated and asked, "...uncomfortable?"
Zhang Man quickly adjusted his state and raised his head to look at him: "No, I didn't sleep well last night, and I was a little sleepy."
Li Wei nodded, and took out another exercise book from his backpack. It was a high school physics exercise book. It looked a bit old.
"The book I have used before has a lot of my notes, you can go back and read it first. I don’t need to pay, I usually have inconveniences in school, I hope you can help me. You come to my house this weekend, For three hours a day, I will give you a preview of the content of the first semester. The previous content of kinematics and mechanics is relatively simple, and it should be done in one month."
Li Wei has always been very advanced in studying physics. The "Quantum Mechanics" he is reading now is the content of the junior of general theoretical physics. Such superficial physics is still within the scope of Newton's three laws. He probably was very young. I'm almost self-taught.
After he finished speaking, Zhang Man didn't respond when he saw that Zhang Man just stared at him with her cheek, thinking she was distracted. But I didn't bother to say it again, frowned and turned around, reading his book.
Zhang Man is distracted, because this is the longest passage she has heard from him since she was reborn.
In fact, his voice is very nice, with low frequency and a little hoarse, which doesn't match his delicate and beautiful appearance.
Zhang Man thought, if he could say a lot every day, it would be great.
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On Friday, it was Zhang Man's turn to be on duty. She stayed in the classroom and was in a daze while cleaning. Tomorrow I will go to Li Wei's home to make up a lesson. Although I have been familiar with the road in my previous life, I can't remember many details. Now her mentality has changed too much from the past. She wants to compensate him for the best things in the world, but she is worried that he will not like this kind of self.
She thought carefully about the details of the previous two people getting along.
It was after the final exam of the first semester, her physics score counted down the whole class, and the head teacher Liu Zhijun gave her a notice that if the total score of the second semester did not reach the top 30 in the class, she would be transferred to the ordinary class.
The head teacher gave the best students and poor students in the class a mutual learning group. A good student brought a poor student. She and Li Wei were at the same table, and naturally they were divided into a group.
At that time, she couldn't do the test papers arranged by the teacher every weekend, so she proposed to go to Li Wei's house to listen to his lectures.
Li Wei was as cold as she is now. In the same way, she is only anxious about her grades and has no interest in his life. Apart from one question and one answer, the two of them discussed physics problems at first, and they never had a lot of words.
Why did you become familiar later? When did he like her again?
Zhang Man was thinking about it, and heard someone call her.
She recovered, it turned out to be Chen Feier.
"Manman, Manman? What do you want to be so absorbed?" Chen Feier stretched out her hand and shook her eyes with a serious expression.
"Nothing, what's the matter?" Zhang Man saw her solemn expression, and leaned the broom aside to listen to her.
Chen Feier squeezed her sleeves and was silent for a long time before answering: "I don't know what to say... Manman, you are at the same table as Li Wei? I ask you, do you really like him? You Can you not like him?"
She heard some bad rumors, although they could not be confirmed, but Li Wei always felt strange.
Zhang Man listened to her, and his heart shook.
The ones who should come are always there. There are always people who have known Li Wei since childhood and know those things about him. When Li Wei first came to school, he received too much attention. In the past few days, even Zhang Man could not count how many love letters he had received.
The more attention he receives, the faster rumors about him will spread.
When Zhang Man thought of the ironic smile at the corner of his mouth every time he received those love letters, he felt like needles in his heart hurt.
"Mayfair, I know what you are going to say, I know everything about him, I don't care."
Zhang Man looked at her and said seriously.
Chen Feier looked at her for a long time, swallowed what she wanted to say, and only said one sentence: "Manman, if you like this, then I support you. But if one day you don’t like him, you must let go, okay? Don't let yourself hurt."
Zhang Man touched her head and didn't speak, his mind was already full of thoughts.