Chapter 65: Remorse

"Waner ..." When Wang Dahu secretly wondered, Kong Xiumei walked in with a thermos flask and saw Wang Dahu sitting next to the bed, she was clearly stunned.
"Mom ..." the little girl screamed happily, and then said to her, "Mom, look at Big Tiger Brother and come to see me! He is a good friend of his brother, and he told her a lot about her brother Then! "
"Yes!" Kong Xiumei smiled kindly. At this moment, she no longer looks crazy like she was with Wang Dahu alone. In front of her daughter, she seems to be just a very ordinary woman.
Wang Dahu stood up and nodded to her, shoved the photo album under the girl's pillow, and he smiled slightly, "You take care of your illness, I'll see you again next time." "Brother Big Tiger ..." The little girl acted She was very reluctant, and she wanted to drag him out, but she was too weak now, and she had no strength at all. In anxiety, she couldn't help but get a little excited, and the little face that was already blue and purple Inexplicably, it was dyed with red. The little chest was violently undulating, and his body twitched, as if looking very painful.
Kong Xiumei was so horrified that she rushed to the bed and shouted: "Waner ... Waner ... what happened to you ..."
Wang Dahu looked bad, and rushed out to see a doctor. Not long after, three or four doctors gathered around the hospital bed and started to rescue the little girl. Wang Dahu stood behind everyone and looked at Qin Wan'er, who was conscious and unconscious, like a rag doll. Suddenly uncomfortable.
Obviously in the last second, I was still chatting with myself, but the next second, I was struggling on the death line.
Kong Xiumei stared straight at the daughter on the bed. She didn't show excitement, there was a strange peace.
After about twenty minutes, the doctor gave the little girl a few more pills. Qin Waner calmed down and seemed to have fallen asleep.
"Sister Kong, come out for a while," one of the doctors in charge said to Kong Xiumei.
They went into the corridor.
Wang Dahu hesitated slightly, and quietly followed.
"Doctor, how long is Waner?"
"... there are no more days, and the child will not do it!"
"Woohoo ... Doctor Zhao ... Really, really can't save her? Wan'er is still so young ... If I just go like this, how can I be worthy of her dead father." "... There is really no way out ... unless the source of the kidney is found immediately, there may be a glimmer of hope ... "
"Use my kidney ... I beg you ... whether it's one or two ... I'll give ... wow ... I beg you ... help her ... don't give up on her!"
"Sister Kong, your blood type doesn't match Wan'er's at all, and doesn't meet the transplant conditions ..."
"Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh after hearing the words of death, he could n’t bear it anymore, he fell softly on the ground, covered his mouth, Crying.
For some reason, seeing her like this, Wang Dahu suddenly remembered a girl named Gu Xiaoyu ten years ago, and her mother would cry in the bathroom every night. When she cried, it was all night, and he heard It was all night.
Leaning against the wall, Wang Dahu sighed deeply.
Qin Waner finally woke up in the early evening, and she seemed very happy to see Wang Dahu who hadn't left the bed, and Qing Zi's small face couldn't help but smile.
It was just that she was too weak to speak anymore.
Kong Xiumei lifted the pillow and lifted her daughter's body to lean her up.
"Waner, do you feel better?" She whispered softly, touching her daughter's forehead.
Qin Waner nodded gently, looking at her mother's red eyes, as if she wanted to say something.
"Mom is all right!" Kong Xiumei sucked his nose: "Dr. Zhao just told me, the medicine you used some time ago! It works especially well, as long as you continue to use it, it won't be long!"
After listening, Qin Waner suddenly burst into tears.
Kong Xiumei watched her daughter look dry and thin, mad like a gossamer, and her heart was the same as Ling Chi, but it didn't hurt, but on the surface she was pretending to be optimistic.
"Good boy, what are you crying for?" She reached out and wiped the tears on her daughter's face, choking and said, "Only you stick to it, stay in it a little more ... definitely ... definitely ..."
Qin Waner leaned into her mother's arms and nodded gently.
Wang Dahu sniffed and went out quietly.
In this way, two more days later, Wang Dahu would come to the hospital every day to visit the little girl.
And for his arrival, Qin Waner was undoubtedly very happy, but Kong Xiumei was unexpected with Wang Dahu. When she hit that, she did not mention Li Qingran at all, and she no longer asked or asked hard. It seemed very calm, like the death penalty who was about to be shot, but calmed down when the matter came.
It's just that Qin Wan'er's disease is indeed getting worse and worse. It's almost time to run out of oil and light, and most of the day is asleep. Wang Dahu even thought that she might close her eyes once and never open again. Already.
"Big tiger ..." Kong Xiumei said to him at noon one day, "Auntie, can I talk to you?"
Wang Dahu nodded, then nodded.
They left the ward and found a quiet place in the corridor.
"... Yes, can you talk to me ... Ranran?" Kong Xiumei lowered her head, and there was an unstoppable embarrassment on her face.
"......... Then start talking after you're gone!" Wang Dahu's low, slow voice started to ring in her ears. After the mother ran away with the man, he was scolded for being a son of broken shoes and being bullied by Yang Li and almost sold to a trafficker. Naturally ... and the heinous blood crimes that Li Changgui had committed ...
"Of course, I always cried at that time, I couldn't sleep at all ... He said that as soon as he closed his eyes, he could see how his father divided the body, and then he could hear the child's terrible terror, and for some time he was mentally It completely collapsed, no one ignored or spoke, just curled up in the corner and touched him to make death the same. Later, he began to try to hurt himself ... not eating or drinking ... but for three days , The person was thin and out of phase ... I was worried about him and kept him all night and all night, but one day I didn't catch it. As soon as I opened my eyes, he disappeared ... I looked for it and desperately looked for it "Do you know where he went?" Wang Dahu choked and said, "He went to that horrible place again and cut off his wrist with a knife. If I didn't find it in time ... he wanted to give the child his life. what!"
"Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh at all since ... I ’m sorry for you ... mother is sorry for you!) Remorse and pain ripped Kong Xiumei ’s heart and made her cry and pain:" I should not leave It's all my fault that you leave, it's all my fault! "
"After all these years, why don't you come back and look at him?" Wang Dahu asked, word by word: "Do you know how much he misses you, do you know how many nights he was sleeping? Crying for your name, calling Mom over and over again! "
"I don't want it, I don't want it!" Kong Xiumei shook her head constantly, apparently Wang Dahu's words had greatly stimulated her: "We were too scared at the time ... It was impossible to take it with me. of……"
"So you left him, you know that Li Changgui is sick, and he threw the young child beside him, have you thought about it, but what will he do in the future? How will he live?" Wang Dahu was full of hate Questioning deliberately, he could hardly imagine that if he had not been reborn and had not met Li Qingran so early, what should he have done, as long as he thought of the inhumanity that he was alone in the "last life" Pain and torture, his heart was about to crack.
"Woohoo ... I, I originally thought of running out first, and after getting settled in, I secretly took him back, but ... But then Wan's father got into a car accident with the newly born Boy, I ca n’t even feed ourselves. I eat rotten food that others do n’t want in the vegetable market. I live in the garage. I really do n’t want him ... I really ca n’t help it ... I really ca n’t help it "Ah ..." Kong Xiumei said with tears in her face all the time: "Of course it is my son, the flesh falling from me. He is so smart, so sensible, he is my treasure! I really Really think, miss him ... but, I have no face to see him again ... I'm scared, I'm scared ... Will he still recognize me? Did he hate me long ago? I dare not go to him ... ... whoo, I dare not go to him ... "
"Sorry, sorry ... Mommy is sorry for you ..."
Douda's tears shed from Wang Dahu's eyes, and he reached out and held a painful and remorseful mother in his arms.
"Aunt ..." he said softly, "Tell me all these things, and he will be very happy when he hears them. He won't hate you, because all these years he has waited for It's a reason to forgive you! "
Wang Dahu patted the woman who was silent and thought grinning: "Of course he will be very happy. His mother is not without regret. His mother did not forget him, and he has a very good sister. She likes this brother very much and looks forward to seeing him one day, so-
Wang Dahu took a deep breath, and he would never allow this happy ending to be unsatisfactory.
Not because of sympathy, nor because of any great "emotional sentiment."
He just—want to see the smile of his loved one, that's all.