Chapter 56: Do you know how dirty you are

Suddenly, Gu Mang didn't have time to stand still. He fell into the depths of the hot spring, drank several springs, and was held by Mo Xi's hand, and arrived at the pool.
Mo Xi stretched out his hand to remove the his forehead, and this action, for some reason, evoked the panic in Gu Mang's heart. He began to struggle violently, all the sacrifice clothes on his body were soaked, as if sleepy under Mo Xi Beasts are like dying fish.
"No ... don't ... don't ..."
Deep in the memory, there seemed to be a man who wanted to take such a thing from him with such resentment, but Gu Mang couldn't remember who it was, and he couldn't even discern whether it was his own illusion or what happened.
He just feels pained.
He just knew vaguely that the band was his ... what he deserved ... what he longed for and wanted, but could only look at it ...
"Return me."
"Don't ... don't!"
The two men actually smashed into a group in Tangquan pond for this thing. The water sloshed and the moon shadow was messy. Gu Mang hurriedly bit the back of Mo Xi's hand!
His spirit was broken, his spiritual power was gone, and his body was scarred. He was no longer in the prime of his year, and he was better than Mo, who had been carefully cared for.
Now Gu Mang's brother no longer has any ability to compete with his Mo Shi brother.
He was forced to the end, so he could only choose such a ridiculous and absurd beast behavior.
To protect his obsession with life and death cannot be paid.
Mo Xi is also really offended. In his heart, this is a taboo that he must not touch-he can endure Gu Man's stabbing and betraying him, but this is the relic of his father.
It was his last dad left to protect the Chinese people who had left the market and died under the iron rider.
Gu Mang how he deserves!
The heart was so fierce, and Gu Mang used a bit of force to bite him, the back of his hand was bitten, and the blood and water oozed. Mo Xi did not feel the slightest pain. The blood flowing out seemed to return to his eye sockets. Bloodshot ... Regardless, he yanked his hand out of Gu Mang's mouth, seized the belt, and then slap Gu Man in a slap!
There was a crackling sound, and this slap was heavy and fierce, as if all the hatred of the past seven years had been paid in this palm. After the fight, Mo Xi's palms were hot and hot, and his fingertips trembled slightly due to the intense emotional fluctuations.
There was hate in his eyes, but the water vapor was evaporating, but his eyes were wet.
Mo rolled his throat and rolled his mouth, but he opened his mouth, but for the first time, his lips moved but he couldn't make a sound. He closed his eyes and slowed for a while before making a noise again.
His voice was dumb and indifferent.
He said hoarsely: "... Gu Mang. Do you know how dirty you are!"
Gu Man faced sideways and was buzzing in the ears of his fan, without snoring. His cheeks were swollen, and the corners of his lips were still stained with blood from the bite when he extinguished. He didn't really understand the meaning of extinguisher.
Just faintly, I feel pain in my heart.
It seems that many years ago, I was afraid of hearing this sentence from the man's mouth.
Do you know how dirty you are?
Do you know what you are.
How do you deserve
It seems that I have always been ready for Mo Xi to say these things to myself. Although the memory is taken away, the defense of psychological instinct and the sting caused by the defense are still there.
Mo Xi took a deep breath, let go and squeezed his hand, and whispered, "Get out. I don't want to see you again."
The strap was torn, and there was a ridiculous Lehong on his forehead. Gu Mang moved his lips and tried to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything. He only glanced at Mo silently with red eyes, and climbed up to the pool side in a panic and exhaustion.
Yes, he can never compete with him ... never with anyone.
It is rare to want something, but it is treated like this.
Before leaving Tangquan Bieyuan, Gu Mang looked back and finally glanced at the ink holding the blue gold ribbon, and he whispered: "No ... it starts. But ..."
But I really think this thing is important to me.
I really……
Mo Xi never looked back, his voice hoarse: "Get out."
"..." Gu Mang knew that there was nothing more to say. He bit his lips, lowered his head, and slowly walked out of the yard.
When Li Wei saw Gu Mang appearing in Mingtang, he couldn't even speak. No wonder Li butler didn't know anything. He really didn't know what was going on, so he would let Gu Mang wear a sacrifice suit, get soaked, and walk slowly in the long winter night.
Like a wandering soul.
Like a surviving wild ghost.
"Gu Mang ... Hey, Gu Mang!"
He called him, but Gu Mang heard his voice, but only paused, and then continued to lower his head and walked towards his small nest.
Li Wei was busy and pulled him: "What are you doing? How do you wear the sacrificial robe on the Lord? Do you know how important this robe is? Do you know ..."
"I know. Tao." Gu Mang finally spoke, and his brain was bad. When he was sad, he couldn't say coherent sentences, and he was completely unspeakable and unspoken. It was so ridiculous and stupid to set off the stiff words from the root of his teeth.
"... I can ... understand. I work hard ... understand ..."
Winter night was too cold, and his clothes soaked in water were sticking to his body. The chill of the cheekbones was blown by the wind. He didn't know how long he had been walking barefoot slowly, but only looked up at Li Wei, his lips They are all green and white.
"I ... want to understand ... I want to remember ..." Gu Mang covered his head in pain, "but I can't do it ... I don't know where I am ... wrong again ... always wrong ... It's been wrong ... so you ... will treat me like this ... "
Li Wei was stunned.
This is, what is going on ...
Why is there a dazzling red mark on his face, blood is between his lips and teeth, and he still speaks like this ...
Li Wei was agitated and lost his voice: "I asked you to take a bath, wouldn't you just run to the Tangquanchi in the back?"
Gu Mang didn't say a word, his lips were tight.
"Are you crazy ?! That ’s the place where the Lord bathed. Did n’t he tell you that he had cleanliness? You do n’t know exactly who you are? You know how much you are—

Gu Mang seemed to be terrified and then shivered suddenly from someone else's mouth. He grabbed Li Wei's hand and interrupted Li Wei. Gu Man trembled, struggling to stretch his face, like a dire head wolf in a defeat.
But his blue eyes blinked, but the water was broken inside.
Gu Man shivered, "Yes ... I know. I'm dirty. I won't do it again. But ..." He hesitated, his eyelashes froze, and he suddenly choked.
He didn't even know why he was so sad.
He squatted crouched down and became a small, embarrassed group. For many years, he had succeeded, lost, loyal, and betrayed, but he still couldn't change his humility. Except for a scar and a world-wide charge, he was still one. No income. He still suffered the most painful insult even if he touched the band that symbolized the blood of the heroes.
He buried himself in the dust, his neck so low, as if crushed by something he had forgotten.
Gu Mang choked and said, "Neither of you understand, you don't understand ... I should have ... I should have ..."
Li Wei was completely at a loss. Although he was a little bit older and owed a bit, his heart was always warm, and he had no direct hatred with Gu Mang. So when he watched this embarrassing man cry suddenly in front of himself, he didn't know what to say.
Distressed for a long time, he couldn't help but ask Gu Mang: "What should you have?"
But Gu Mang was unclear.
He didn't remember what the ribbon meant, what it meant.
He also knew that such things were owned by Mo Xi, and he did not understand why he had such a severe pain.
"What the is yours?" Li Wei reluctantly said, "Everything and every tree in Xunhefu belongs to the Lord, even me, even you, we are the Lord. What can you and I have? ? "
He sighed and patted Gu Mang's shoulder: "Come up, you quickly go and change this outfit. If someone else sees that you are actually wearing a sacrificial robe of a high-ranking minister, I am afraid that Hehefu will follow you. Unlucky. "
Gu Mang returned to the "nest" he had made out of the old table and chair with a broken mattress. He didn't have any obsession with the cold clothes on his body. He went in and took off all the clothes. He returned to his only crumpled cotton robe and returned the sacrifice clothing to Li Wei.
Li Wei took his clothes and wanted to say a few more words to him, but after seeing him like this, he really didn't know what to say, so he sighed, turned away, and muttered as he walked: "Fortunately, this sacrificial clothing Two sets ... otherwise ...
Gu Mang sat down in the darkened hut, woke up with rice, and the dog came together, as if smelling his sorrow, arched him with his warm head, whine, and licked his cheek .
Gu Meng hugged it and whispered, "You don't think I'm dirty. Right?"
Fandou shook his tail and put his paw on his lap.
Gu Mang opened his eyes in the dark night. This is the first time he has been conscious, he felt "unwilling" and felt "pain". But he didn't know what those two feelings were all about. He felt that they made him uncomfortable, as if he were sick, a pain that was better than whip punishment.
Gu Man closed his eyes, touched the head of Fandou, and whispered, "I don't hate you for being dirty, Fandou."
"Woohoo!"
"My brother, here. I have food to eat." Gu Mang said with his slightly wet little nose. "So it hurts a little. I can bear it. It's okay."
"Woowang!"
Gu Man put his hand on his chest, choked and said, "It's okay, it hurts a bit, I can bear it ... I can bear it ..."
If you get used to it, it won't hurt.
Forbearance, it's all over ... it's over.
Early the next morning, Mo Xi pushed out the door from his bedroom.
He has put on the ceremonial Chinese robe, and everyone in the house looks forward to this day, and feels that He and Jun are wearing a robe in a handsome manner.
But this year, when he came to the hall, the servants waiting there met him slightly.
He Hejun apparently did not sleep all night, his look was very ugly, and his eyes even showed a slight blue charm. He sat at the table, Li Wei had already prepared the dish cloth, as usual it was extravagant, only two cages, three fresh xiaolongbao, a casserole of fish fillet, a plate of sweet and sour fish, vinegar pickled radish, sesame oil fern Dishes, crystal tofu, and a plate of colorful snacks.
Mo sat out at the table for a while without moving chopsticks.
Li Wei tempted: "Lord?"
Mo Xi glanced at the empty place opposite him, and said nothing. After a while, he raised his hand to sip a bowl of porridge, and ate in silence.
The water dripping on the side of the case dripped and ticked, and Mo ate a little, and his appetite was not very similar, and he stopped moving. He looked up at Li Wei and said, "It's almost time to go to Dongchengmen to set out. You ..." He paused and said stiffly, "You call him out, and let him follow the Yihe team of Yihefu. I will first gone."
Li Wei answered, but his heart said, it seems that Gu Manding's actions yesterday angered the Lord, and he was very angry. According to the original meaning of the Lord, it is necessary to vacate the position of the close guard to Gu Mang, so that he will keep an eye on the other party.
But now, Mo Xi seems to be indifferent, and he doesn't want to see Gu Mang so much. He is thrown into the guard of honor at will, as long as he doesn't make trouble under his nose.
Can I get so angry just by entering a hot spring?
Li Wei played some drums in his heart, but he didn't dare to guess. He is a smart man, and he knows that there is something that is more painful than knowing it.
Curiosity is not the most teachable thing in the world.
Keep it secret.
In this way, Li Wei held the willingness to be a fool, left these inexplicable reveries behind him, went to the backyard as ordered, and called Gu Mang out of his "nest".
After listening to his arrangement, Gu Mang didn't have any exogenous reaction. Insufficiency also has the benefits of insufficiency. Overnight, he has calmed a lot. Hearing Li Wei telling him to follow the guard of honor, he went without a comment.
However, Li Wei was not assured. After taking him to the guard, he and the captain of the guard ordered a few words, and gave the soup pot to the other party, admonishing: "This is the medicine of the pharmacist Jiang Yao, I guess The Lord will stare at him to drink, but it is not necessarily, anyway, you are in charge, if Gu Mang doesn't drink, you will indulge. This thing is not a joke. "
The captain responded and took the pot.
Pedestrians are on their way.
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