Chapter 62: What am i

His voice was not loud, but it was full of overwhelming smell.
"Lu Zhanxing ..." Gu Mang mumbled, "Zhan Xing ..."
This overly innocent name ignited the flames of Mo Xixin's heart, his sword frowns and his teeth whispered: "Gu Mang, surely in your heart, he is more important than me."
Gu Mang fumbled for his poor memory and said, "He is mine, brother."
Mo Xi was stung sharply: "Yes. He is your brother."
When he said this, his voice was very low, as if enduring the nausea, trying to admit a truth that made him sick. He breathed low, raised his hand and supported his brow bone forehead, rubbing one wall and whispering one wall: "You're right at all, Lu Zhanxing's grass bag waste. That stupid pig, he is Your brother. "
Gu Mang felt uncomfortable deep in his consciousness and frowned, "You can't scold him. He is not a stupid pig, nor is it waste."
Mo stopped muting and stopped by rubbing his brow bones, but his hand was still resting on his forehead, which taught people that he could not see the emotion on his face.
Half a while before he said, "My brain is broken. Don't forget to protect him?"
For some reason, he did not speak loudly, and apparently did not have any distorted expression of anger, but Gu Mang felt shudder when he heard his voice.
"Gu Shuai, you are really serious about justice and robes."
Mo Qu released his hand and raised his eyes. His eyes were dark and deep, with flecks of light. He stared silently at Gu Mangjiu for a long time, his face had an unpredictable, uncertain look.
He suddenly said: "You tell me. About your good brother, what do you think of him?"
Mo Xi's eyes were too heavy. Under his compulsion Gu Man lowered his head, looked at his knees, thought for a while, and said, "I first saw a lot of people, and they were all blame me."
"..."
"Blamed me for not doing what I promised, saying that I forgot their names." Gu Manglui said, "Then I saw Zhanxing."
Mo Xi's heart tightened, but his face remained still: "What did he do to you?"
"He ... he smiled at me, he smiled back at me, and ... then he turned and left. I wanted to chase him, but I couldn't catch up, he disappeared in those figures." Gu Mang said, "I remembered that I used to have this one, brother."
The ink went silent.
Gu Man looked up hesitantly and asked him, "Did I have an army like you before?"
"……Yes."
"Is that the show star, also in the army ..."
Mo Xi said blankly, "Yes. He is your deputy commander."
Gu Mang's eyes flashed with longing: "What about others? Is he also in Chonghua?"
Mo Xi turned his face and looked at the Xuan window. There were starlings outside the window, and the sky was scattered and scattered through the tangled window lattice. He said: "You will never see him again. Don't think about him."
Gu Mang froze for a moment: "Why?"
Mo Xi's expression was cold and mean, saying three words lightly: "He is dead."
Quietly silent, Gu Mang said blankly: "What?"
"Dead. The head was divided, and Dongshi executed. The body was hung for three days."
I do not know what kind of hatred made the man who has always been upright so vicious, the poisonous juice spread from the bottom of his heart, quenched between the lips and teeth.
Mo couldn't stop looking at Gu Mang's face, he still looked at the windows and the light spots scattered under the windows. He said, "I'm sorry, there is no such person in the world. You think about it for free. You just waste your feelings and mind."
Gu Mang opened his eyes wide.
He has spoken a lot now, so he understood all the words of Mo Xi.
But at this moment he suddenly hoped that he was still the one who could understand the simplest sentences in Luomeibeiyuan. He didn't want to understand the meaning of Moxi.
Gu Mang's lips moved and he wanted to speak, but his heart was aching pain.
He didn't have much consternation, as if he knew that Lu Zhanxing was dead subconsciously, as if many, many years ago, he had already experienced such parting and pain.
But he did not expect that the old flesh-tangled scar would be re-digged out by Mo Xi and then tortured and pierced relentlessly-he lowered his head with a sting, his eyes blurred.
Mo turned back to his face and bit his teeth, "What are you crying for?"
"I do not know……"
"It's been so long since you're sorry for him again?" The blood flowing in Mo Xi's chest was still flowing. He was still suppressing himself, but his eyes were bloodshot. "Gu Mang, you fucking, crazy. . "
Gu Man held his head and murmured, "You don't understand. You don't understand ..."
"I don't understand anything ?!" Gu Mang's instinctual protection suffocated Mo and stunned the earthquake. He rummaged through the bowls on the bed, and smashed the porcelain ping-pong balls.
Mo stood up, holding Gu Man's hair bun, forcing him to look up at him without turning.
"Do you know what Lu Zhanxing is?" He almost gritted his teeth. "Do you know what kind of waste he is ?!"
"..."
"Yes, he is your brother." Mo Xi's gaze almost looked like this, pulling out Gu Man's heart and lungs, crushing it in his palm, so as not to make him sad for others.
He hated so much, so thirsty, so confused.
So that his hands shook a bit, Mo Xi lowered his anger, "But this is your good brother. It was the impulse that he chopped down on the battlefield that year, and it was the calamity that caused him to ignite the other two. The country's resentment is that he brought the misfortune to the east and caused Chonghua to suffer the number of people who suffered from the enemy innocently!
"You can't remember all of this, right? OK! I'll remind you! I'll tell you !!!"
"Your! Mine! Our robes fell into the siege because of his spirit! Chonghua million subjects broke up and were displaced for his angry home !!! Your brothers! You are all used to it! You protect it !!!"
The anger that Mo Chi had accumulated for so many years burned out overnight, and that anger flame almost burned through Gu Mang.
"What brother ... For the sake of pleasure, he killed the envoy of the negotiations in disregard of your order, this is the brother? !!! Bringing you into the fire pit to make you troubled at home and abroad, this is the brother? Your lifetime wish is to want slaves You can work hard for a long time. You have worked so hard for so long, the wind and the rain go, life and death linger, he will bury all your efforts with an impulse, what the is this brother ?! "
Mo Xi said, his hands were bruised, his face was irritated with blood, and the blood vessels in his neck jumped.
He reached into Gu Man's eyes, he stared at him desperately, pouring out the rushing hatred and unwillingness to him-Mo Xiang screamed, "Gu Mang, you can remember clearly for me, what was there without him No thing will happen! The clans will not catch the handle and sway your lips, and the king will not have the opportunity to cut your rights! So many innocent monks ... the people ... all will not die !! You also No ... you won't ... ''
He panted and couldn't say any more.
He slowly let go of Gu Mang's hand, and in his eyes there was both sky-high hatred and endless Wang Ze. He turned away and quickly wiped the wetness in his eyes.
The bitterness in the throat blocked the rest of the sentence.
Over the years, I have been suffering too much, I have endured too much ... It is really too hard.
Without Lu Zhanxing.
Neither will you be forced into despair.
Will not vote against enemies, devote his life to magic.
Neither will we ... not get to where we are today.
"That's it ... you still can't forget him. You still think he's a brother." Mo Xi's face had a thin layer of sarcasm and suppressed those sadness. He murmured, "You won't let me scold him yet."
"Okay, I know." Mo Xi dropped his eyelashes and sneered softly. "Past, now, and later, whenever he did wrong or right, whether he was alive or dead, I was ... I All……"
I can't beat him.
Lips trembled and pursed, and then aphasia. He was so arrogant that he had dug his heart and paid for everything, but was thrown away. Still dismally became an abandoned son in Gu Mang's life. How can he regain courage and tell Gu Mang his complete heart.
Mo went out of his way to suppress his trembling emotions, fearing that he would get out of control even further. He rolled his throat, half stunned, and spit out a word slowly, almost sighing: "Gu Mang. He is your brother, so what about me ..."
what about me?
What am I in your heart?
You used to leave me for your brother.
Forsake me for your ideals.
For your robes you push me deep into hell.
Seven years.
I wandered in this of life and death for seven years-did you think about me when you desperately for them?
Do you want me to face the sword of the one I loved the most, or do you want me to go away with you and go and leave the rebirth of the Mo's guardianship?
When you left for their anger, did you worry about what I should do? !!
Just because I care about you, I cherish you, so you do not hesitate to hurt me again and again, put me at the end of the consideration.
is it?
Gu Mang looked at the man who tried his best to support, but his face was almost broken, and he couldn't say what he felt.
I just feel so sad.
He was sad to hear Lu Zhanxing's death. He was sad to hear the soldiers calling him Gu Shuai in the dream. But looking at Mo Xi now, he had another kind of pain in his heart.
This pain made him raise his hand uncontrollably, hesitated, and finally, he trembled and held Mo Xi's face: "No. You are mine ..."
What's mine?
The answer seemed to be on the lips, but could not pour out.
It seems that their intimate memories of yesterday are in their hearts, but they cannot be tapped.
Mo Xi turned his face to the side, and seemed to be waiting for Gu Mang to say the whole sentence, but after a long period of four eyes facing each other, Gu Mang's throat was still obstructing and said nothing.
Mo Xi was in such silence and waiting, and slowly, the eye circles became red.
He pushed Gu Man's hand away and said, "You don't have to think about it. I will speak for you."
"I'm nothing to you, we used to have nothing, but you play in the field, I'm a stupid young man." He spit out the word, his eyes stared at Gu Mang's face red, tone and expression It's so rude, but it's all in the heart.
"Lu Zhanxing is your brother, I am not."
"Building your career is your dream, I am not."
"Thousands of robes are your heart's blood, your obsession, it's that you can never abandon the past you can't let go, I'm not."
Gu Meng shook his head slightly. He looked at this extremely powerful but extremely lonely man, and the pain in his heart became deeper and more vivid.
"You said, right ... not like this ..."
Mo shook his wrist abruptly, his eyes trembled, and stared at his face: "What else could that be?" He brought Gu Man's hand over with a terrifying force.
He forced Gu Mang's hand to the left of his chest, near the heart beat.
"Do you know. I have a scar here. You left it for me."
Gu Mang opened his eyes slightly.
Mo Xi chuckled almost masochistically: "Gu Mang, I always wanted to ask you, if it wasn't me who stood in front of you but Lu Zhanxing, would you still be able to stab this knife?"
"I ... hurt you?"
Mo Xi turned his face close to his ear and whispered, "You almost killed me."
Just because I loved you so fearlessly.
Gu Mang seemed to be burned, and wanted to pull his hand back, but Mo Xi was pressed so hard that he couldn't move it, he could only feel the throbbing heartbeat under his palm.
How could he want to kill him ...
Obviously in his memory, he saw that they were so intimate and intimate, how could he play at the scene? Although he couldn't remember many things, but the kind of happiness and the warm emotion of Weak Crown Night, he could remember how it would be false.
"Very at a loss, right?" Mo Xi was close to his auricles, and his breath was close at hand, soggy and humid, "Actually, I don't understand. You pushed me to seven years ago, and I thought for seven years, To this day I still don't understand why you can be so ruthless. "
His voice is so low, but his hatred is so high, "I don't understand you, Gu Mang, because you think I will forgive you again and again without a bottom line, so I trampled on me. Or because-"
He paused, his throat rolling: "Actually, you never have me in your heart."
So I can step on my feet like mud, and it doesn't matter if I suffer from the enemy, I have a dilemma.
Gu Mang was forced to die by these questions, and he felt that his poor head was about to run away. He only has a scoop of memories, but Mo Mo dies the desire to scoop out a sea from him.
"I don't know ..." he murmured, "I really ... really don't know ..."
"You know, this answer is buried in your heart." Mo Xi whispered, "I keep you waiting for the day you think of it. I will let you kneel in front of me, give me a reply, an apology . "
After he said this, Xiu Chang's cold white hand loosened, and loosened the tightly bound Gu Man's hair bun, and then patted Man Man's back with coercion.
"My patience is actually no better than Murong Mercy."
"..."
"So." He slowly pulled away from Gu Mang, long night's endless eyes stared at Gu Mang's face, his fingertip nodded to Gu Mang's forehead, and whispered, "Master, don't let me wait You are too long. "
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Gu Mangman: Hi everyone, my name is Gu Mang, I am a man who is in jail as soon as I play.
Murong Mercy: Hello everyone, my name is Murong Mercy, I am a man who pulls hatred as soon as I play.
Princess Qian Qian: Hello, everyone. My name is Mo Xi, and I am a man who ran away as soon as my wife appeared.
Jiang Yexue: Hello, everyone. My name is Jiang Yexue. I am a man who died when my wife appeared.
Lu Zhanxing: Hello, everyone. My name is Lu Zhanxing. I am a man who has died before playing.
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