Chapter 50: I like you

The cold war between Yu Xue and Yu Yan continued until the last day of the provincial championship.
The last day was the final of figure skating. Yu Xue sat in the corner of the auditorium, wearing a hat mask and wrapped himself in a scorpion.
There were a lot of ice fans in the audience. When I saw the words, I couldn’t help applauding. Yu Yan has won a single gold medal in the national youth competition, although the reputation is not comparable to those famous, but as a rookie has also been watched by many people. The most popular news about him recently is that someone claimed to have bought his medal on the idle fish. This news was voted as one of the top ten jokes of the year by a post user.
Yu Yan’s face was pale and his face was exhausted. When Xue Xue looked at him, he was somewhat self-blaming. Maybe she shouldn't send her grievances to him. After all, it is not his fault to have a strong and overbearing mother. He is not an accomplice, or even a victim.
Yu Yan's free-sliding selection is a jazz music. The and charming music has been interpreted by him as a melancholy temperament. Yan Xue doesn't understand music, but she can feel that he is not happy. She is very upset, especially wants to run down and say sorry to him.
She is tangled. Suddenly, when she is doing Axel’s three-week jump, the ice blade slips and the whole person falls uncontrollably to the ice.
Boom - 棠 snow seems to hear the dull sound of flesh and blood and the impact of the ice.
She jerked up and stood up.
The risk factor of figure skating is as high as its ornamental coefficient. When the high-speed rotating body is falling, the athlete often has to bear several times the impact of weight. It can be imagined how painful it is now.
But he did not hesitate, climbed up and quickly picked up the action and continued to slide.
Some people are silent, and more are applauding.
......
After the game, Qi Xue wanted to find a metaphor, but she saw that he was waving with his mother, hehe... she sighed and got up and went out.
In the evening, when she went back to the dormitory, she saw a metaphor outside the dormitory.
He was wearing a sportswear and stood in a street lamp. He looked thin and thin, and his face looked awkward.
When the snow approached, he just turned his head and the two looked up.
I watched each other for a while and they spoke at the same time.
"Sorry."
"Sorry."
Yan Xue scratched his head uncomfortably and said, "Why do you want to apologize?"
Yu said a little, said, "I feel sorry for my mother, although I don't know what she said to you, but ... 棠 snow, please don't be angry."
"It's okay," Yan Xue shook his head. "That... I shouldn't have sprinkled the gas on you. I'm sorry." She was very embarrassed when she said soft words, and she didn't look at him at this time. Remove and fall on the grass outside the lights.
Yu said looking at her face, silent, and quiet between the two.
After a while, when Xue Xue thought of him as he was today, he asked: "Do you still have a pain in your body?"
Yu Yan quickly shook his head, "no pain."
"Well, I still have to see the doctor. It is very common to spend a slippery wrestling. So many world famous players have fallen, you should not be too concerned."
"棠雪." Yu Yan suddenly called her softly.
"Hmmm?" Yan Xue regained his gaze and looked at him. She felt that his eyes were not as warm and clean as usual, as if he had a lot of thoughts. She looked at him like this, inexplicably sad.
Yu Yan asked Qi Xue: "If you dream, love, you can only choose one. What do you choose?"
Yan Xue opened his mouth and suddenly understood what he was tangled. She felt a sadness in her heart, looked at his eyes, and asked him a little wrongly: "Can't both choose?"
"No."
Yan Xue seriously thought about it, and finally sighed: "I will probably choose a dream."

When she was reviewing her homework with Xue Xue and Li Yubing at night, she was always distracted and in a daze.
Li Yubing only said that she was too tired to say she: "Sleep and go to sleep."
Yu Xue returned to God and held his chin to see him.
Li Yubing liked her to look at him like this, as if she had only him in her eyes.
"Li Wenbing, I ask you a question." Yu Xue said.
"ask."
"If you dream and love, you can only choose one. Which one do you choose?"
Li Yubing looked at the snow with his eyes open and asked: "Why do you ask this?" Is this goods going to give up the metaphor for the dream? Well, it’s beautiful.
Yan Xue urged him, "You are going to say, what to choose?"
Li Yubing thought for a moment and shook his head: "This question is not scientific. There is only one correct answer. No choice."
"Oh?"
"Choose one, you have to give up another, this is the premise, right?"
Snow nodded, "Yes."
"If you give up your dreams, you will get a dream; but if you give up your dreams for love, you won't get anything at the end."
Yu Xue is a little confused, "Why?"
"Because, if you give up your dreams for love, you will count all the lost dreams into love, and you will feel that you have paid a lot for him. The farther you are from your dream, the greater your resentment towards love. Romance is so slowly and slowly smoothed." Li Yubing looked inscrutable, like a senior liar, and added a sentence, "Don't believe it, this is human nature."
Yan Xue felt that Li Yubing said it well. She was even more sad. She asked Li Wenbing: "Li Yibing, do you have a dream?"
"My childhood dream was to bully you."
There was a black line in the snow. "Don't always mention things when you are young... What is the dream now?"
"Now..." Li Yubing’s tone was quite meaningful. He bowed his head and laughed and said nothing.
Now, still bully you.

After a few days, Yu Yan went to Beijing to participate in the Chinese figure skating Grand Prix and asked if Xue Xue could send him.
He always hopes that he can have the same treatment as Li Wenbing, always competing.
Qi Xue sent the words to the airport, and the two had lunch at the airport together.
Lunch is beef ramen, very salty and not good at all.
For many days in the future, this lunch was the most impressive meal. It’s salty and bitter, it’s hard to eat, but he ate it in a small mouth and was reluctant to end.
After lunch, the two sat at the table and were silent.
I don't know when it started, silence became the norm between them. It seems that something has changed completely, but they are not willing to break.
Yu Yan suddenly pulled out a box from the backpack and pushed it to the snow.
"What is this?" asked Xue Xue.
"Give it to you, open it and see."
棠 snow opened the box, seeing inside is a half old, copper globe. The globe is very delicate, the picture is fine, and the hand is gently dialed, and the earth is flexible.
棠 snow dialed the globe, "This, for some years?"
"Well, this is my birthday gift from my grandfather. I was five years old."
The snow is strange, "Why should you send me this?"
Yu Yan bowed his head and didn't know what to think. He suddenly smiled. "In fact, my biggest dream since I was a child is to travel around the world and want to travel to every country and see how people all over the world live."
It’s snowing.
"I started to learn figure skating from the age of six. Everyone said that I am a genius. Genius means that you must live up to the expectations of everyone, work harder and work harder than others. I spend almost all my energy on it. I didn't have the chance to go out and go to see the world." Yu said that he sighed and smiled helplessly. "Fancy skating is not my dream, but it is a dream of many people. So I will stick to it."
The snow was sad and comforted him: "There will be a chance to travel around the world in the future."
Yu Yan looked down at the time, "Go."
Yan Xue sent him to the security checkpoint. When they were separated, they said, "Well, can I hug you?"
Qi Xue actively hugged him.
Yu Yan held her body tightly. He closed his eyes and breathed greedily, enchanting the warmth of this moment.
"棠雪." Yu Yan suddenly called her.
"Ok?"
"I……"
I like you.
The first sight of you, the second eye of you, more and more like.
Happy you, you are not happy, you are arrogant, you are lost, you are a singer, you are tempered, all you like.
I like you so much.
I have to give up now.
"I am leaving." Yu Yan took a deep breath and finally just said a common word.
"Well, all the way."
Yu said to let go of her, pulled the suitcase, turned and walked to the security checkpoint. When he left, Yan Xue heard him whispering a "sorry."
Sorry, because I gave up on you.
Yan Xue looked at his back, her eyes were red and she suddenly stopped him: "Yu Yan."
Yu said that the figure was stunned.

Actually,
said Xue Xue, behind him.
Everyone will choose like you. So don’t say sorry.

Yu Yan turned and looked at her in the same place: "Hey, do you have no feeling of angina?"
"I……"
"If you don't feel angina, it means you don't really like me."
It’s snowing.
"棠雪, you don't want to be fooled by yourself."