: Explain

Yesterday, I asked for leave. Today, some readers private me in Weibo and the group, and they care about what happened to me. Thank you very much.
I don't really want to put my personal affairs in the book, but a book friend asked, I will reply here.
My mother recently had an upset stomach. Yesterday, I accompanied her to the hospital for a gastroscopy. The result was not very good. Although I have to wait for the pathology to come out next week, the doctor said, basically cancer~~
For anyone, it is conceivable to hear that a loved one has such a serious illness.
In the past two days, I was extremely depressed and resented the injustice of fate. Why does my mother who is such a good person suffer such a heavy blow again and again? When she was very young, due to poor medical conditions, a minor peritonitis was misdiagnosed, but later it became very serious. She went to the provincial capital for surgery and saved her life. When I was in junior high school, she was splashed with chemical liquid in her eyes again at the unit, causing vision damage in one eye. Ten years ago, she had breast cancer, had two surgeries, and received chemotherapy and radiotherapy. A year ago, I had surgery for a thyroid nodule.
Breast cancer has not recurred in these years, and the thyroid nodules have also been removed. I thought the suffering was finally over, but who would have thought that the of fate gave me and my family a resounding slap yesterday.
I don't know what to do, but I know, I have to hold on. I'm the only child, and I want to accompany her to face her illnesses again and again.
Even if I can't win in the end, I will stay with her until the end of life.
That's it. Those who can see this are the most determined book friends and readers of the old fantasy. I am fine, and the roulette will continue to be updated, but the update volume should be affected. Please forgive me.
After reading it, please do not affect your own mood or do anything. I wrote it out and chose to be honest, to tell everyone that when the update is unstable in the future, I will give me a little tolerance and nothing else. Meaning, this chapter will be deleted in two days.
Phantom movement. 2012.1.7