Chapter 147: Pain, guilt

The room is quiet, no one speaks.
If Mu Xiaotong knew that Tang Yi was dead, she would be very guilty. After all, at that moment, the man was so desperate to protect her, and this accident was caused by her.
"In fact, Tang Yi told me before that if he gets sick next time then he will..."
Leng Xiao was a little nervous when he spoke. He was trying to alleviate Mu Xiaotong's guilt, but he didn't have the courage to speak on his lips. After all, it was the accident that blasted the villa that caused Tang Yi to die early.
All three of them knew that with Tang Yi's personality, how could he be willing to let the person he admired since childhood, guilty for a lifetime.
Tang Yi, this name became a very sensitive word between them, and every time it was mentioned, everyone's mood was difficult to calm down.
"Where's Jin Yue? Haven't found her yet?" Ling Yue suddenly changed the subject. Jin Yue was the most critical person in the whole thing.
Zuo Shaohuai shook his head, "She should have expected that we would find her. According to her track record, she had flown to Paris a week ago."
What Jin Yue did this time completely exceeded their expectations. Who would have known that Jin Yue had met Tang Yi three years ago and loved him deeply.
Jin Yue sent someone to try to kidnap Mu Xiaotong and lead Tang Yi out.
She also sprayed Ye Yuyan's body with hallucinogenic drugs, calculated the time, and let Mu Xiaotong witness with her own eyes that she and Ling Yue were fooling around, causing Mu Xiaotong's relationship with Ling Yue to completely break.
In the end, he even gave Mu Xiaotong medicine, which caused her to develop forgetting syndrome and tempted her to stay with Tang Yi.
It seems that as long as Tang Yi can be happy, Jin Yue will do everything to the extreme.
Jinyue is a genius doctor, and at the same time she can easily poison people behind her back. Perhaps women in love are lunatics without reason. This is not like the usual Jinyue at all, she is too much this time, they will catch her anyway.
"I said that Tang Yi's fate for women is also very good. The most unfortunate thing is that they are some rotten peach blossoms. The person he loves was robbed. The one he does not love is pestering him like an evil spirit." Leng Xiao didn't have any thoughts, he looked up at the clouds floating outside the window, and couldn't help sighing.
"If there is a reincarnation in this world, I hope he can be a little bit presumptuous in his next life, at least there will be no regrets.
Tang Yi was so miserable because he cared too much about other people's thoughts. If he confessed to the girl he loved from the beginning, at least it was once the most beautiful, right?
He and Mu Xiaotong are both temperamental people, although they seem to be rampant and have no brains in doing things, but they will always regret it instead of regretting it.
What about rampage, at least you have won, right?
"Wait a minute, you go to Ling's house."
Ling Yue closed the file on the desktop, raised his head and said to Leng Xiao, the meaning was very obvious, that is to let him chat with Mu Xiaotong.
After she woke up, she was always very quiet, and did not ask Tang Yi about anything. When she ordered, she would have a meal, and when it was time to rest, she would lie back in bed.
She was so quiet that she didn't know how to face it for a while, and he was afraid that he would hurt her again when he opened his mouth. He had no choice but to take her.
At this time, the woman who was feeding the fish in a daze at Ling's Hoouwanli, holding the bait in her right hand, threw the bait into the pond one after another.
"Madam, it's time for lunch." Qin Yu walked behind her and called her in a low voice.
Mu Xiaotong nodded, stood up, and walked directly towards the restaurant.
She dines well, eating all the food on the plate bit by bit, whether she likes it or not. Qin Yu stood aside and paid attention to her behavior. This was the third young master's order to pay more attention to his emotions.
Qin Yu thought, since Mu Xiaotong was hugged by San Shao that day, she was much more at peace, not noisy or noisy, and could respond to her speech, which was normal but also very abnormal.
Seeing that she had finished her lunch, Qin Yu was still quite happy, because she was pregnant with the descendants of the Ling family, but she had to take special care of her body.
"Madam young, can lamb chop be the staple food for dinner?" She asked the master's thoughts in advance as usual.
Mu Xiaotong's hand holding the cup froze suddenly, her eyes became dim, her thoughts drifted away, and she was silent for a long time, until Qin Yu had already noticed something wrong with her.
Qin Yu was about to take a step forward, but Mu Xiaotong suddenly put down the cup in her hand, "Eat something else, I don't like lamb chops." Her tone was flat and there were no ups and downs.
Qin Yu didn't see anything unusual about her, and she estimated that she might be affected by pregnancy.
Step by step, she calmly walked upstairs, the TV in the bedroom was turned on by her, and she deliberately put nonsensical funny anime, and the voice was also loud.
The laughter on the TV filled the room. The woman was lying on the sofa, hugging her knees, staring straight at the screen, but there was no smile on her face. Even though she stared at the screen, she saw in front of her. But...
"Mu Xiaotong, why did you make your voice so loud?"
The familiar Leng Xiao opened the door and walked in by himself. He glanced at the woman and secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, she was not as depressed as he had imagined.
He sat next to her, and Mu Xiaotong did not refuse. She still stared at the animation on the TV. Leng Xiao picked up the cut fruit on the table and handed her a grape. Would you like to eat it? This tastes good."
"Don't eat." She simply responded with a calm tone, rarely not being impatient with him.
Leng Xiao's gaze also turned towards the TV. He frowned, "I said, when did you start to enjoy watching such childish anime? Don't you usually like to watch science fiction and horror movies the most?"
"Prenatal education." She didn't look at him, and answered him lightly.
prenatal education?
This reason is reasonable, but...
"Mu Xiaotong, are you unhappy? If you have something to say, I can help..."
"No, I'm fine." She answered him quickly.
Leng Xiao was really not used to her like this, and for a while he didn't know what to say. Tang Yi? This name must not be mentioned, take her out? Ling Yue would kill himself.
So both of them stared absently at the large TV screen and spent an afternoon in a daze.
About dinner, Ling Yue also came back.
"How is she today?" He called Leng Xiao into the study.
Leng Xiao looked at the man in front of him, feeling a little complicated. He had misunderstood Ling Yue's derailment before, and now thinking carefully about it, in fact, Ling Yue is also very concerned about Mu Xiaotong.
If a cool man like him doesn't really fall in love, how can he always hold a woman in his heart?
He sighed and told him honestly, "Mu Xiaotong is quite normal, but quieter, which makes me feel a little uncomfortable."
Leng Xiao was dining at Ling's house tonight. When he saw the lamb chops on his plate, he suddenly thought of Tang Yi, who is very good at making grilled lamb chops.
He turned his eyes to Mu Xiaotong who was eating seriously on the opposite side. Her dinner did not have lamb chops, which surprised him, because he knew that Mu Xiaotong always liked to eat.
"When was sentiment so noble?"
After dinner, when Ling Yue opened the bedroom door, Mozart's violin music echoed melodiously in the room. He smiled at the woman on the bed and teased her jokingly.
Mu Xiaotong looked up at him, then lowered his head to continue reading, still having beautiful notes echoing in his ears.
"I heard that the fetus will be smarter if you listen to this kind of music." She said to herself, flipping the paper with her right hand and continuing to read the book carefully.
Ling Yue's hand on the doorknob paused. He didn't expect her to say something like this.
Trying to make herself look friendly, she narrowed the complex look in her gaze, walked over to her and sat down, "Our child must be naturally smart." His hand rubbed her head.
Ling Yue's gaze swept over the book she was reading. It was a parenting book. If he had seen her quietly before, reading this kind of book seriously, and behaved and obedient, not noisy, then he would definitely burn incense. Praying Buddha, the women in his family are finally somewhat gentle and virtuous like normal women.
However, this situation was very strange, and his heart suddenly tightened.
"Is it too boring at home?" He wrapped her wrist around her waist and nestled her against his chest. He lowered his head and whispered in her ear, "There is nothing important for the company tomorrow. I will accompany you out for a walk."
Indulge?
That's how he indulged her again and again, just like Zuo Shaohuai said, Mu Xiaotong's personality was not so lawless in the beginning, he thought, there really is his own reason here.
If she did something wrong, then he was also wrong, as he said thousands of times that she would never let her out of Ling's house, but when she saw her depressed appearance, what she had said before would be overturned in an instant.
Ling Yue really annoyed herself, this woman was really her natural enemy.
"I don't want to go out." She opened another page with her hand, and answered him without lifting her head.
Ling Yue even couldn't believe what he heard. With his frowning eyebrows, he pulled her face away and looked at her, only to see that her eyes were clear and she could not see any emotions.
He hesitated for a moment, and said with some difficulty, "Is it because I scolded you last time..." So you were sulking at me.
He was mad that day. He received news that she was having trouble in Ye Yuyan's villa. He hurried over, but at the first sight, he saw Ye Yuyan picking up a sharp knife and stab her. How could he not be angry.
Mu Xiaotong glanced over the man's blue eyes complicatedly, and soon she turned her head back and spoke stiffly.
"It's my fault, it has nothing to do with you, I just don't want to go out, it's actually nice to stay at home."
After she said something like this, Ling Yue no longer knew what she should say. He just quietly accompanied her to finish reading the parenting book, and then helped her put it away and let her lie down and rest first.
The moment Ling Yue walked out of the bedroom and closed the door, the woman on the bed trembled suddenly.
The whole brain was the scene where Tang Yi vomited blood and died that day, his pale and painful face, and his stubbornly supporting gaze in his direction, he held on to his body until he saw that he was safe and sound.
Tang Yi is dead.
She heard what Ling Yue and Zuo Shaohuai said that day. Zuo Shaohuai said about Tang Yi's funeral, and Ling Yue said that the news would be blocked.
He killed him by himself. It was his own mischief that killed him...
Tears soaked the pillow, and the emotions that had been suppressed for so many days broke out in an instant. She curled up, choked but feared being heard by others, and snarled in pain.
"Tang Yi, I'm sorry, I don't want you to die, I don't want you to die..."