Chapter 35: Choose one of two

It is said that when people are about to die, they will see their own life, and the past will appear one after another.
I don’t know if it’s too tired or really going to die. Chao Xi had a dream of what she looked like when she was old. She was locked in a dark room by her master and asked her to thread a needle.
The room was too dark, and her eyes were completely invisible. She could only fumble to take out the needles from the box, and thread them one by one, very slowly, only seven or eight in a whole day.
Her ability to walk freely in the dark was not willing to learn, but was forced. If she did not learn, she would have no food, and she would not be allowed to come out if she did not learn. Chao Xi was slow and didn’t cry. She just accepted it and felt it should be. made.
One of her children picked up from the mass grave is very lucky to be alive.
Not asking for anything, doesn’t mean that you can’t dream, you have too many dreams, and you almost can’t distinguish between reality and dreams, always thinking that the things in your dreams are true, but actually revealing the illusion, the truth is cruel.
She has been kept in the house since she was a child, and every day someone gave her various things to identify and train her.
Shizu's unfulfilled wishes are all pinned on her.
When the master took her back to Medicine Valley, she was immediately seen by her master. From that day on, her peers called her master uncle, and even the master kept her away.
Chao Xi asked her what does "Uncle Master" mean? The master said that you were too anxious. People thought that you were seventeen or eighteen years old, about my size, and they called you uncle, the meaning of the elders, are you surprised?
At that time, Chao Xi didn't know what a surprise was, only felt a little strange.
People of the same age called her uncle, the master called her sister, she called the master called the master, this generation is chaotic, she doesn't know who she is, she still calls the master every day, the master is the master, but in the mouth of others , Her real master became a master.
She went to ask her Master, and Master looked at her coldly. She was sweating all over. Master didn't have a word of nonsense. Except for medical matters, he didn't bother to teach her.
Chao Xi didn't know how to read because she didn't teach it. She thought it was because she knew the medical books. The other Chao Xi came to ask her, and the old monk entered Ding and ignored it.
Chao Xi grew up in such an environment. There was no compliment or warm words. The people in the whole valley hid when they saw her, as if she were a demon, with the exception of the master.
Chao Xi feels that the master is different. Every time the master goes out of the valley, she thinks of a way to follow behind the master, or hide in her carriage, hide for a day or two, and just lie in the carriage seat without eating or drinking. Under the chair, listening to the master's tossing and tossing over and over, the laughter of whoever you see will hook up.
When I got to the place, the tree was done, and I didn't want to stay in the valley. I wanted Chao Xi to go back by herself. Chao Xi couldn't go back to death by herself. There was no way she could just put it aside and send her back after finishing her work.
Chaoxi followed the master for a limited number of games, and there was always a way to get into the master’s carriage.
This situation lasted until she was fifteen years old. Master changed her name Yiming, which means blockbuster. She also planned to pass on the position of the Valley Lord to her. She was scared to sneak into the master’s carriage immediately after the ceremony. .
Before leaving, the master checked up and down, and was afraid she would come over again, but Chao Xi also had a way to hide under the carriage, holding on to the wooden frame supported underneath, and insisting all the way to the outside of the valley. He came out only when he saw that it was almost there. From the bottom to the top, lying on the top of the carriage.
She grew up and couldn't hide under the carriage seat.
She was a little shy to say that she was willing to talk to her when she brought her back from the mass grave. Although the master who always called her to drag oil bottles was deeply dependent, even if the master threw her to the master, old I feel that she is dragged down, and she has never voluntarily taken her out, she still likes her.
I like to lie to myself, remove those unpleasant things, weave them into good memories, where are the good memories actually?
One-fifth of her life was spent under the dislike of her master, one-fifth came out by herself, and three-fifths were under the cruel training of her master. She was not allowed to contact anyone, fearing her. Dust in my heart.
That day, Shen Fei insisted that she was practising the Jiuming Needle Method, and she also said about her habits and conditions, and Chao Xi understood it.
She did practice the Jiuming Needle Method. Her master kept her in the room since she was a child, and trained her hearing, smell and vision, hoping that she could practice Jiuming Needle without any conceit.
Only people who have never been in contact with the world can do it. Chao Xi's world is blank, and she just likes to study medicine, so she is the best candidate.
The teacher’s teaching was not in vain. Chao Xi learned it. If she hadn’t expected it, she learned it when she went out of the valley three years ago. So the teacher didn’t take her back to the valley, and the teacher ignored her. No one was sent to find her, and she was really confused for a while.
What's the use after working hard for so long? It wasn't that she was abandoned. No one came to look for her. She obviously lived not far from the master, and the master knew it.
If Shen Fei hadn't been there, she might have gone back in despair in a while.
Suddenly I remembered the cow of the village entrance master. The cow was not sensible, because he was afraid of being abandoned, so he didn't tie the rope and didn't run. He waited for the master.
Even if it is left far away, it will go back on its own, knowing that it is just a tool for making money, not important, and it dare not be willful.
Chao Xi didn't dare to be willful, she was just greedy for the outside world, like a flying bird, flying for a while before she was willing to go back.
So she can understand Shen Fei, Shen Fei is also a bird, a bird that is temporarily in trouble, sooner or later will fly back to its habitat.
It is because of understanding that I feel sad, afraid to wake up, for fear that Shen Fei will be gone after sleep.
His relatives have already been found, and I am afraid that if you pick him up early, she will see an empty house when she wakes up. Xiao Er or who told her, oh, the son you mentioned, he has already left. Let me bring words to the girl to keep my body.
When I think about that scene, I feel like a knife cut, but unfortunately she is so healthy that she hasn't slept for long, and she has vaguely realized some consciousness.
I don’t know who is guarding her. He took the veil and wiped her sweat. The movements were gentle and gentle. There seemed to be the sound of a wheelchair turning, but it didn’t seem to be. Chao Xi suddenly opened her eyes, ignored her body, and looked around first. .
She was lying in a familiar house. The orientation of the windows, the furniture placed in the corners, the water glasses on the bedside tables, and the neat bookshelves were all exactly the same as her room in the village.
Smell it carefully, the scent of medicine she likes is actually her home in the village.
How did she come back? Does Shen Fei really ignore her and leave her here alone?
Chao Xi wanted to sit up, involving the wound on her body, and took a breath of pain. Shen Fei, who was pruning flower branches outside the house, heard the movement and stood up and took a look, "You are awake."
He was leaning on the window sill, holding scissors in his hand, and his white fingertips were slightly stained blue. Because he used some force to hold the window, the blue veins on the back of his hand were slightly protruding, which was more vivid.
Chao Xi blinked, a little disbelief, "You haven't left?"
Shen Fei smiled indifferently, "How can I go alone?"
A person?
what's the situation?
Chao Xi was a little confused, "Where are your family members?"
"Where's the family?" Xu Shi couldn't hold it. Shen Fei moved and sat in the wheelchair. The wheelchair was short and the person disappeared immediately. Only the voice came through a wall, "What nonsense? "
Chao Xi was flustered when he didn't see him, and quickly opened the quilt to get out of bed, stepped a few steps to the window sill, stretched out his head and looked at it, just to see the back of Shen Fei entering the room.
"When we were in the city, you lit the house and attracted your family." Chao Xi was a little confused, "Why don't you remember?"
Can you forget such a big thing?
"When did I click on the house?" Shen Fei said behind her, "We have been in the village and have never gone out."
Chao Xi didn't believe it, "How could it be possible, then how did my injury come from?"
"You fell."
Can I throw myself like this after a fall?
Chao Xi opened her mouth to refute, but stopped suddenly. Why did Shen Fei say that?
Such an obvious lie was immediately exposed. She ran to the city with this person on her back and protected him all the way. She suffered so many injuries and ran out of silver needles. Can she still be confused between reality and nightmares?
Shen Fei knew clearly, why did he even tell this lie?
What is his purpose of lying?
Chao Xi thought for a long time, but never figured it out, but Shen Fei pretended that there was no such thing, and she took it that there was no such thing, and lived with peace of mind.
Time seems to have returned to the past. When the injection was successfully administered, there was no surprise attack. Shen Fei was as good as her. She saw a doctor. This person watered the flowers and weeds in the backyard and occasionally walked out to call her to eat.
He still couldn't stand steady. After a meal, Chao Xi would practice with him when he had time, and by the way, he would move his muscles and bones so that he could recover faster. When the night was quiet, he would push Shen Fei.
Touch him from start to finish, and then let go of her hand every time when she pinches it red.
Shen Fei is still the same, as long as he doesn't disturb his reading or touch his key parts, she will let her take care of the rest.
Pampering is a bit like petting.
His family members never showed up again, as if they had never been out of the city, had never met each other, and the days were peaceful.
Chao Xi reacted with hindsight. The reason Shen Fei lied to her was that she just stayed like this.
Pretending not to be assassinated, and his family members did not show up, just the two of them, living in an uncontested mountain village, working at sunrise and resting at sunset.
so good.
In the past four days, Chao Xi discovered a problem, very serious, so serious that she had to leave the hospital, boil the medicine herself, and then brought it to Shen Fei.
"Give you two choices." Chao Xi still has a bottle of ointment in her hand, which is also placed on the table, side by side with the medicine bowl, "either drink the medicine or apply the medicine."
Shen Fei sat on the bed, the years were so quiet, and reading a book in his hand, his expression was slightly stunned when he heard the words, "I'm fine, why should I drink medicine?"
Still lied, "You haven't been to the hut in four days. Don't I know?"