Chapter 131:

This is the third time and left by train.
Every time the people around are different, their moods are different, and they feel completely different when looking at the scenery outside the window.
Jiang Yan took a sip of his drink, and he was quite experienced.
From the day he was thrown back to the present, no matter whether it is life, feelings, or mood, it has completely changed.
Jiang Yan does not regret all his choices, every choice, every decision, no matter what will happen later, he will not regret it.
That's it.
He stretched the drink bottle aside and sipped on the bottle in Pan Zhi's hand: "Cheers."
"Come on," Pan Zhi glanced at him. "This big bottle."
Jiang Yan smiled and took a sip.
Pan Zhi followed him and took a sip: "Good luck."
When the bus arrived, Jiang Yan sent a message to Gu Fei.
-We're here, all the way through, now back to school
-Okay, I'm taking Ermiao to put on the tweed.
-Help me, too.
-it is good
After sending the message, Jiang Yan quickly quit, without looking up, and he was afraid that the page would turn up when he touched his finger.
Above are the two messages that he would feel uncomfortable every time he did not receive Gu Fei's reply.
Although it is now over and he has determined what to do next, when he sees the two messages, the feeling of confusion of the whole person will surge up.
He just couldn't bear to delete it, like a memorial scar, and wanted to keep it.
After having a meal with Pan Zhi, he returned to school.
He is not too early to return to school. Many students can already be seen in the school, and there are students walking around in the dormitory.
He wasn't even early in their dormitory.
When he opened the door and saw Zhao Ke, he thought it was really amazing: "When did you come back? Did n’t you say you would return after Valentine's Day?"
"The plan has changed," Zhao Ke said. "Zhang Dantong suddenly returned to school today, and I immediately refunded my ticket and bought today."
"What then?" Jiang Yan asked.
"What then." Zhao Ke said.
"She went back to school, and you followed immediately, and lay down in the dormitory?" Jiang Yan said.
"Otherwise?" Zhao Ke looked at him.
"... I don't know," Jiang Yan yelled at him, "I just want to say that you are really creative."
"I still want to ask you," Zhao Ke got out of bed, "how come back after Valentine's Day?"
"I can't pass this festival yet," Jiang Yan said.
"Oh." Zhao Ke responded without asking much.
"I brought some food to eat." Jiang Yan opened the suitcase, half of his own clothes in the box, and half of the boxes were all the specialties and snacks that Gu Fei bought for him to bring, I also divided the classes for Xu Xingzhi, Zhao Jin, Zhao Ke, and classmates.
"What happened to my sister this time when Xu Xing passed?" Zhao Ke took the food and took it apart. "I had a quarrel with Zhao Jin and didn't talk to the New Year."
"Very good. Immediate progress will be made, but there may be repetitions and pauses later. Take your time, mainly because it is easy to find the right method," Jiang Yan said. Targeted one-on-one. "
"That's good," Zhao Ke said.
"Have your sister returned to school?" Jiang Yan asked.
"I went back early and said that I would vomit when I saw it and went back to school." Zhao Ke said.
"... What are you arguing about?" Jiang Yan looked at him.
"I don't know, it's noisy since I was a kid. It's good not to hit me in the past two years," Zhao Ke said.
"Oh," Jiang Yan admired. "I have some snacks for her here. Should I give them myself, or will you take the opportunity to reconcile them?"
"Give me it," Zhao Ke said, "I split it out and gave it to Zhang Dantong, and the rest to Zhao Jin."
Jiang Yan laughed: "Can there be any left?"
"How much can be left, so much." Zhao Ke said.
Nothing happened two days before the start of the school. Jiang Yan asked Xu Xingzhi to come out for dinner and deliver something, and by the way express his thanks again.
Xu Xingzhi's home is local, but he has been at school except for the three or four days of the Spring Festival.
"How so polite." Xu Xingzhi said.
"It's such a hassle to run this long trip," Jiang Yan said. "Is this polite?"
"But this beef jerky is really delicious." Xu Xingzhi smiled.
"After eating, let Gu Fei send some more." Jiang Yan said.
"No," Xu Xingzhi opened the bag, took out a small piece and put it in his mouth. "I'll go there again this month and let him buy it and wait for me."
"This month?" Jiang froze, suddenly a little excited, "When?"
"Why," Xu Xingzhi smiled. "Do you want to come with me?"
"I ..." Jiang Yan suddenly returned to God. His excitement was not just because Xu Xingzhi attached so much attention to Gu Miao's illness, but also the word "past".
To pass, this month, Gu Fei can be seen in the past.
"I won't go." Jiang Yan took the sip of fruit tea on the table.
"Well," Xu Xingzhi nodded. "Give him some time. Some things need enough time and leave enough space to do it."
Jiang Yan didn't speak. He originally wanted to ask Xu Xingzhi, and what he said to Gu Fei before leaving, but he didn't even think about it.
Xu Xuzhi's words make sense, he must give Gu Fei enough time and give him enough space.
"Are you going to take Gu Miao for inspection this time?" Jiang Yan asked.
"Well," Xu Xingzhi said, "I need to do a detailed inspection and some tests, and I will bring them back for analysis."
"Thank you," Jiang Yan said.
"You're welcome," Xu Xingzhi glanced at him. "Would you like to say one hundred thanks at a time? I'll make a thank you card, so I won't have to say it later."
Jiang Yan laughed: "I just feel really sorry. Without you, this child would probably live like this forever."
"Because of you." Xu Xingzhi smiled.
Is it.
right.
Yes.
Thanks to me.
Great Jiang Yan player!
Jiang Yan smiled for a long time with fruit tea.
But without Gu Fei, Jiang Yan leaned back on his back, what would he look like now?
All things affect each other, thanks to meeting Gu Fei.
Valentine's Day is the second day of school. For many young couples who have separated from the winter vacation, this is a gift from God.
At 11 o'clock the night before, Lu Shi and Zhang Qiqi's mobile phones were still on. It was estimated that they would be stuck to send messages to their girlfriends.
Jiang Yan held the sunny doll and squeezed it gently in his hand.
He still remembers this time a year ago.
He was reviewing, and Gu Fei looked at him on the edge of the warm yellow light.
As a result, Pan Zhi grabbed the first blessing.
Thinking of this, he wanted to laugh, rolled over and laughed silently against the wall for a long time.
Today's cell phone is quiet.
Even Pan Zhi was quiet. He didn't send any condescending comfort at this time. He was very grateful to Pan Zhi. It was his luck to run into a high emotional intelligence iron.
He closed his eyes and was ready to sleep.
At zero o'clock, two cell phone message tones were heard in the dormitory.
You don't need to know that it was the two in the bed, but immediately after Jiang Yan's cell phone rang, something came in.
He froze.
This news could not have been sent by Gu Fei. Based on his knowledge of Gu Fei, Gu Fei could never do such a thing now.
That can only be Pan Zhi.
Immediately after exaggerating his high emotional quotient, he was immediately beaten. This taste is also very wonderful.
But after turning on the phone and seeing the news, he hesitated and became happy.
The news came from Zhao Ke.
-Hurry up, just send me a message
Jiang Yan replied to him with pleasure.
-are you crazy
Zhao Ke's mobile phone rang there, four mobile phones in the dormitory rang four times, which was perfect.
On Valentine's Day, whether you go to class or eat, you can see the smiling faces of roses and the girl. It is said that there are boys in the dormitory next door who confess their success.
"Life is over." Zhao Ke looked at his mobile phone. The public accounts of several schools he followed were all related to Valentine's Day.
"Ke, don't you confess today? It's been one semester, it's been half a year, it's been four years in total, and it's been six months," Jiang Yan asked. "
"I'm still preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination." Zhao Ke looked at him.
"You have fart for postgraduate studies," Jiang Yan said, "Did she repeat her grade and wait for you, will she not graduate, maybe she will marry ..."
Zhao Kezhen stood up.
"Why?" Jiang Yan was startled and quickly protected the plate in front of himself.
"Hurry up," Zhao Ke said, "After eating, accompany me to buy flowers."
"... Oh." Jiang Yan looked at him.
Zhao Ke seemed to be suddenly stimulated, or suddenly returned to God to find that he had wasted half a year of time. In short, Jiang Yan was pulled out of the school gate after eating.
There are many flower shops outside the school. These days are a sea of ​​roses, large and small, with various shapes and colors.
For the first time, Jiang Yan knew that Zhao Ke was probably a patient with severe choice difficulties.
I took a bunch of roses, but I have n’t decided on picking them for twenty minutes, and I ’m still picky about the late stage of the disease. This bunch is bigger, the bunch is smaller, the bunch is more, the bunch is less flowers, and the flowers are too big. Now ...
"Just that," Jiang Yan grabbed a hand and looked at it. "Take a box of chocolates ..."
"Zhao Ke!" Someone called Zhao Ke outside the shop.
Zhao Ke's hand was fixed in the air.
Jiang Yan looked back and saw Zhang Dantong smiling at them with a bunch of flowers standing outside the shop.
"What to do!" Zhao Ke asked quietly, without turning his head.
"Take this out to her," Jiang Yan smiled at Zhang Dantong, turned his head and shoved the flower in Zhao Kehuai's hand, and took a box of chocolates from the shelf next to him and stuffed him in the arms, "said you like her to let She's your girlfriend, and then takes the flowers in her hand! "
"What?" Zhao Ke froze, his eyes desperately squinting to one side, but he did not dare to turn his head. He estimated that he didn't froze for a long time. "Someone sent her a flower?"
"Nonsense, on Valentine's Day, a goddess rarely says that she can receive ten bunches of flowers. It's too late if you don't speak again," Jiang Yan grasped his arm and turned him backwards, pushing him, "Go ! "
As soon as Zhao Ke turned around, Zhang Dantong outside immediately smiled and bent his waist.
"Your friend is shy," the flower shop owner laughed, watching Zhao Ke go out and telling Jiang Yan, "what about you? Did you buy flowers for your girlfriend?"
"I ..." Jiang Yan paused, suddenly wondering how to answer this question.
I do n’t send it, it ’s a little strange.
I didn't, it was inexplicable and he couldn't accept the answer himself.
"A boyfriend?" The boss said with a smile. "Boyfriend also wants to give it. Several boys came here today to buy flowers for their boyfriend. They were booked a few years ago."
"Ah," Jiang Yan glanced at his boss and smiled after thinking about it. "Too far, he's not here."
"That's it." The boss didn't go on, and looked out with him.
Zhao Ke's performance was better than Jiang Yan's imagination. It was probably out of the way, and when Zhang Dantong was talking to the former child, he was quite calm and calm.
Zhang Dantong was laughing all the time. When Zhao Ke took the flower in her hand and passed her flower and chocolate, Jiang Yan saw her flushed.
"There is a play," said the boss.
"Um." Jiang Yan nodded.
The confession process and result Zhao Ke did not say in detail, probably did not agree on the spot, did not refuse, Jiang Ye did not ask, anyway, knowing that Zhang Dantong hugs flowers and waved at him and turned away, he always smiled happily.
"I'll start today." Zhao Ke said.
"Huh?" Jiang Yan looked at him.
"Follow her." Zhao Ke said.
"Come on." Jiang Yan patted his arm.
Come on.
People are like this. After thinking about it, hesitating, hesitating, feeling that they are not ready, and that they have not enough courage. In fact, as long as they take that step, they will find that everything is already ready.
He smiled, took out his phone, and opened the circle of friends.
The circle of friends is similar to that around you, a piece of Valentine's Day.
He didn't send a circle of friends today. He turned it over, and Gu Fei didn't.
But when he went to the library with Zhao Ke at night, he saw Gu Fei sending one.
There is only a small sun expression.
He smiled and replied a little sun below.
After finding a seat in the library, he opened WeChat and took a look, and found a reply. When he opened it, he saw that Gu Fei had given him a little sun.
He snored and replied with a little sun.
After a while Gu Fei gave him back a little sun again.
Jiang Yan was happy for a long time before he opened the book and started reading.
During a winter vacation, he didn't even read a single book, let alone read a book. No professional-related content in his mind appeared.
That's why you can't fall in love early, it's too late, and it's disturbing.
Alas.
Jiang Yan took a deep breath, spit it out slowly, closed his eyes and fixed his eyes, and then fixed his eyes on the pages of the book.
He is going to start his life last semester, study in class, read books in the library, and work part-time. In addition to temporarily eliminating the need to supplement the knowledge of psychology, he must return to everything.
Then, wait for Gu Fei to open his eyes.
When he came out of the library, he turned on the phone while yawning. Before that, the phone vibrated and he didn't care about it.
To be precise, he felt the shock when he was concentrating on reading, but did not respond at all what the shock was.
It was the news from Pan Zhi.
-Don't nod your face in your friends circle every day!
Jiang froze, opened a circle of friends, and saw the little sun that he and Gu Fei you came to me with, all of a sudden, amused and suddenly awkward.
-Go away, you just have to think about it.
-I just watch a movie.jpg
I didn't read a book during a winter vacation, and suddenly entered the state of study this evening. Jiang Yan actually felt a little tired. When he returned to the dormitory, he did not chat with Zhao Ke and went directly to bed.
However, since Zhao Ke made his confession in the afternoon, he has been stunned until now, and it is estimated that he will not be able to talk at this moment.
Jiang Yan closed his eyes, rolled several times, and sat up again.
Get out of bed and get a pen in the drawer, and a new notebook crawled back to bed.
He lay on the pillow, opened the notebook, held his pen for a while, and wrote a line.
Fine on February 14. Gu Fei sent a circle of friends, Jiang Yan returned
He stopped writing before he finished writing.
It's been a long time, he didn't pay attention to his own words, and now he found that his words had changed, and he didn't know when.
Ugly.
It's ... ugly.
He hesitated and tore the page off.
After practicing it a few more times on the torn paper, I gathered again and started writing.
February 18
18You ghost! Jiang Yan stared at this date, admiring himself very much.
So I tore off the page again.
Close your eyes and let go for a while and then re-write.
February 18
"I
your uncle!" Jiang Yan threw his pen, and cursed under his voice.
"Please start your performance," Zhao Ke said next to the bed with a smile.
"How can I tear my hair while playing paper?" Zhang Qiqi asked.
"Have you tried that, when dreaming, dialing a phone number is wrong, no matter how carefully you press the numbers one by one, it will always be wrong?" Jiang Yan sat up, leaning against the wall.
"Yes," Lu Shi said immediately. "Don't talk about a mobile phone number. I have to call the police in my dream. Dialing 110 can always be wrong!"
"I also often," Zhang Qiqi said, "Sometimes I can just wake me up."
"Then you should be able to understand me." Jiang Yan sighed.
"Can't understand," Zhao Ke's voice came over. "You're awake now."
A few people in the dormitory froze and laughed.
Jiang Yan laughed for a while and then laughed, "Fuck!"
In fact, he just wanted to write a diary that was not a diary, and didn't write any extra content. He just wrote down whether he was in contact with Gu Fei every day. Or something.
It was written until Gu Fei came to him and said, "Brother, let's make up."
This thing is called Gu Batian's awakening.
However, it turned out that he was probably not suitable to use a pen. He could tear several pages in a single line, and in a month, he had to tear his bald book.
He finally opened the phone's notepad.
There is a line in the column today.
clear. Gu Feifa circle of friends, a sun. Jiang Yan replied, a sun. Back and forth four times.
"This cat is really afraid of the cold," my mother looked at the clown cat squinting in front of the electric heater. "The house is so warm and you need fire."
"It's all like that," Gu Fei said, looking down at the cell phone. "Li Yan said he bought a cat house and brought it in a while. It might be warmer because it has a top.
"What's the cat's name?" Mom asked. "I asked you that day and you didn't say it."
Gu Fei glanced at his mother: "Er Miao calls her brother, you just call it Mimi."
"She likes Jiang Yan so much," the mother laughed, "I don't call it Mimi, I want to call it ... Meow! Meow-meow-"
Gu Fei didn't talk anymore, his eyes fell back on the phone screen.
This cat is not only helpful to Gu Miao, it seems to be helpful to the mother, so that the mother can move part of her girly heart from the man to the cat.
The interface opened on Gu Fei's phone is ... R's big white wall.
Sometimes he will open and turn a few pages when he is fine, not only the confession wall, he has paid attention to several public accounts of R, if he is fine, he will feel closer to Jiang Yan.
It's been half a month since Valentine's Day, and it seems that the surges in everyone's hearts have not passed yet. The confession to Jiang Yan can be seen almost every day on the confession wall.
At first, I didn't think there was anything, Jiang Yan always liked girls.
But today, the guy on the wall confessed that he had left a message for Jiang Yan, and directly reported his class, but did not say his name, which made him very unhappy.
Very upset.
But ... Where is the unhappy position?
This is the worst time.
He set the phone aside, leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes for a while, then stood up again and put on his coat.
"Go out?" Asked Mom.
"Well," Gu Fei said, "Look around, Li Yan came and asked him to call me."
"Oh." Mom said.
When he left the door, the old north wind was doubling his head. He pulled the collar and went to open the small bun, and went directly to the rented house.
He now goes to rent a house almost every day for a while. When Jiang Yan was next to him, he felt a lot of things that he couldn't figure out, but now Jiang Yan is no longer with him, he still wants to stay where he is.
And Xu Xingzhi will come over tomorrow. He wants to clean up the rental house. If he wants to talk or interact with Gu Miao alone, it is easier to come here than to go home.
In fact, the room was clean. After he wiped the table and chairs, there was nothing to clean up.
So he stretched himself, went into the bedroom, and sat down at the desk.
There are also a lot of Jiang Yan's books piled up here. Jiang Yan did not let them throw anything, saying that he kept them as a commemoration to commemorate those days of death.
He smiled and patted on a stack of books.
When the hand was retracted, he took the book next to him and crashed down to the table.
"Ah." He sighed, picking up a book and slamming it together again.
A piece of paper slipped out of an old soft paper, and when he was about to return the paper clip, he scanned a line of paper.
Hope we can all be as brave as each other.
The author has something to say: 继续 Continue tomorrow.