Chapter 46:

Gu Fei rode ahead and kept a distance with him uncomfortably. Jiang Yan sometimes felt that Gu Fei's keen observation and his high EQ regardless of his idleness made him unhappy.
He pulled the mask up so that the edge of the mask could just catch the tears that slipped down.
From here to the Gu Fei's shop, the distance is not bad, it takes more than ten minutes to ride, enough, he just followed Gu Fei and shed tears.
He didn't know why he suddenly started crying.
He felt that he did not have the urge to cry, and there was nothing to make him want to cry. There was no home, no parents, this mental state was no longer a day or two. From the day he was told he was adopted, he began I already feel like I have no home.
After coming here, this feeling is clearer every day, why he still burst into tears after saying that he is an orphan.
Sure enough, people are spoiled.
When he was about to cross the road, he had stopped crying, and his tears were basically dried, only his eyes felt a little swollen.
Parked the car in front of Gu Fei's store, Gu Fei looked back at him, and whispered as if scared: "Oh."
"What's wrong?" Jiang Yan leaned the car against the wall.
"I ..." Gu Fei hesitated, "I didn't expect you to cry like this."
Suddenly Jiang Yan wanted to laugh a little. Even Gu Fei, who could ease others' embarrassment, couldn't hold it. He rubbed his eyes, "Is it red?"
"It's very red," said Gu Fei, "or you'll wait for me here, and I'll show you what you want. Li Yan is in it."
"It's okay," Jiang Yan felt in his bag, found a glasses case, put on a pair of sunglasses, and put it on. "I have equipment."
"You look like this ..." Gu Fei stared at him.
"Is he handsome?" Jiang Yan looked at the window of the nearby community hospital. "Every time I pass by the window, I will be followed by myself."
"Yes," Gu Fei nodded. "You are indeed ... handsome."
The two walked into the store together. Li Yan was moving on Gu Miao's skateboard between the shelves. Gu Miao leaned in front of the cashier with her arms and looked indifferently.
After seeing them both in, Gu Miao ran to Jiang Yan and looked up at the sunglasses on his face with interest.
"You are bored to this extent." Gu Fei said.
"Exercise," Li Yan looked at Jiang Yan. "Oh, who do I think the protection fee is coming."
"Get the money," Jiang Yan said.
"It's in the drawer." Li Yan pointed to the cash register.
"When are you going back?" Gu Fei asked Li Yan.
"You care about me," Li Yan continued on the skateboard and struggled forward. "I'll make an appointment with Liu Fan for a while, will you two go?"
"I won't go," Jiang Yan said.
"No more," Gu Fei dragged Li Yan off the skateboard. "We have a midterm exam tomorrow."
"What does the mid-term exam have to do with you?" Li Yan said, "I want to review Ren Xueba, you are the king of the scroll ..."
"I haven't paid the paper." Gu Fei corrected him.
"Oh you're full." Li Yan nodded.
"Yes." Gu Fei nodded.
"Let's go or not," Li Yan took his coat, "I'm gone."
Jiang Yan turned around twice in front of the shelf and took some daily necessities and food. Gu Miao followed him curiously, staring at his sunglasses.
Finally, he had to take off the sunglasses, and after a while, his eyes should not be very red, he put them on Gu Miao's face.
Gu Miao pushed her sunglasses, expressionless.
"It's cool," Jiang Yan gave him a thumbs up. "You must be a lot cooler than your brother when you grow up, and you are also very handsome."
Gu Miao didn't speak, turned around and picked up the skateboard and went out.
"Ah!" Gu Fei shouted, "The sunglasses are taken off! I fell on the ground and broke!"
Gu Miao ignored him and slipped out smartly wearing sunglasses.
"It's okay," Jiang Yan said. "If it's broken, it's broken. It's been a long time."
"I bought two hundred yuan for a bicycle," Gu Fei looked at him at the cash register, "this sunglasses can't be bought if it breaks."
"Isn't it worth your compensation if you break?" Jiang Yan smiled.
"Oh yes," Gu Fei thought, "Yes."
Jiang Yan put the picked things on the checkout counter: "Calculate money."
"That ..." Gu Fei hesitated.
"No," Jiang Yan said.
Gu Fei smiled, walked to the checkout counter and started to scan the code the same way, then took a bag and packed everything: "A total of one hundred and twenty-two pieces, I'll wipe zero for you, one hundred and two . "
"OK." Jiang Yan gave him the money.
No one looked at the store, and after Gu Fei asked Gu Miao to go home, he closed the store door.
"Did you delay your business?" Jiang Yan was a little embarrassed.
"There isn't much business at dinner. When I cook, I find that there is no salt and no oil." Gu Fei stepped on a bicycle and rode out.
Jiang Yan also got on the car and followed.
"I will give you the sunglasses tomorrow." Gu Fei said.
"No, I like Gu Miao very much," Jiang Yan said. "Give it to her. Just play with her, just tell her not to wear it all the time. It ’s bad for children if they wear too much."
Gu Fei smiled.
Jiang Yan was not too familiar with this area. After the landlord gave him the address that day, it took him a long time to find the place. After coming over again today, he looked at a house that looked like a dilapidated house ... I do n’t care where I rent.
"No," he was very depressed. "I remember going in at a certain intersection, and then there were several buildings that looked similar ..."
"Which intersection?" Gu Fei asked him.
"I ..." Jiang stunned for a long time, and finally took out his mobile phone. "I'll ask the landlord again."
The landlord was happy over there, and gave him the address again: "Don't you come back in the middle of the night, I shut down in the middle of the night, you have to spend the night outside if you get lost."
Gu Fei was quite familiar with this address, and then went forward again: "Here."
"How do I remember not so far." Jiang Yan was a little confused.
"You can't even remember your name," Gu Fei said.
"I can't remember," Jiang Yan sighed. "I'm too lazy to remember. I don't have a garbage dump in mind, of course, I have to remember useful things."
"Yeah, remembering the way is useless." Gu Fei nodded.
"Shut up," Jiang Yan said.
When Gu Fei took him to the building where he rented a house, he carefully looked at the front and back, "OK, remember."
"Go up and put something to eat." Gu Fei said.
"Huh." Jiang Yan took him upstairs. The landlord's house was on the second floor, it was very broken, but the room was ok, the furniture was quite good, although it was old, but it was clean, at least there were no rats and cockroaches from Li Bao country .
"I feel okay." Gu Fei stood in the living room and looked.
"Well," Jiang Yan put things on the table, "Go to Lagener's network cable in two days, it's almost ... yes, do you know where there are bedding?"
"Bedding?" Gu Fei stunned.
I do n’t know why, when Jiang Yan said these four words, he was inexplicably distorted. It was estimated that Gu Fei ’s response was similar.
They looked at each other, and Gu Fei laughed first: "Oh, bedding, I know."
Jiang Yan didn't speak, and suddenly felt like he couldn't help laughing. Standing next to the window was a wild laugh, and his cheeks were sour.
"Fuck." Gu Fei rubbed his face.
"Then you can buy it after dinner? I can't wait to buy it online." Jiang Yan said.
"Then you have to buy it before you eat," Gu Fei took out his cell phone and looked at the time. "There is a cloth market for bed linen and everything, there are finished products for sale, quilt pillows and everything, but it closes at seven or eight."
"OK." Jiang Yan nodded.
"That ..." Gu Fei pointed to the door, "go?"
Jiang Yan didn't say a word, and stood for a while before coming to Gu Fei, his arms raised around his shoulders, and he clung tightly.
Gu Fei froze first, then patted him twice on the back: "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing," Jiang Yan still held him tightly. "Have you ever been in a kind of particularly unsteady, no one fell, you feel like you can't hold anything, and there is nothing under your feet."
Gu Fei was silent for a while: "Yes."
"I also think you should have been there," Jiang Yan said. "As soon as I step down, I'm going to fly. I'm confused when I go up. I hear you say that the world is empty ..."
The following sentence was sung by Jiang Yan, and the voice was very low.
Gu Fei was a little surprised, not only that Jiang Yan had memorized the melody and lyrics only once, but also surprised that his voice was low-sexy and when he sang, which sounded good.
He can understand how Jiang Yan feels empty now. Although they are not the same, he can understand that he can't step on the ground.
The two stood quietly in the room for a long time, and he could hear Jiang Yan's suppressed, low, almost imperceptible crying in his ear.
"My brother," Gu Fei said softly, and patted him gently on the waist. "In fact, I don't really comfort people. The only person I have comforted is Ermiao ... I just want to say, if you cry, It will be more pleasant to cry. "
Jiang Yan was quiet for a moment, and coughed twice before suddenly crying.
The kind of reluctance, crying with anger and helplessness and grievance.
It sounded full of tears, from crying in the beginning, to crying with clothes on his shoulders, and finally with a venting growl.
"Your uncle." Jiang Yan said in a crying voice.
"Um." Gu Fei answered, still patted him gently, turned his head and kissed Jiang Yan on the tip of his ear.
This action was beyond his own surprise, and he couldn't tell why, but Jiang Yan didn't give him time to ponder, and leaned his head to kiss his mouth.
The slightly salty tongue with tears poked in like a fight.
Gu Fei was a little bit unprepared and was taken a step back by his brutal stance, and Jiang Yan used this energy to push him back hard.
He slammed into the back wall and Jiang Yan kissed again.
This kiss was as uncontrollable as the kiss that Jiang Yan had drank that day, but it was much more sober than that day. After all, he didn't drink fake wine, so the tip of his tongue seemed to declare war.
I want to be here! I want to be there! I want it here! I want to be there!
I made a circle here! Here, here, and there are mine!
Gu Fei had no idea what to do at all. He was so nervous that he attacked the city and suddenly thought of Captain Wang Jiuri's review.
In this spring blooming day and spring back to the earth ...
He grabbed Jiang Yan's arm and nudged him onto the sofa next to him.
Jiang Yan was hit the sofa by him. When he pressed it, he lifted Jiang Yan's clothes and rubbed him hard.
Jiang Yan paused for a breath and grabbed him across his pants.
"Fuck," Gu Fei pressed his voice. "You harder, just waste it."
Jiang Yan smiled, and reached into his waistband.
After the house returned to a quiet place, Gu Fei could hear the laughter and shouts of children who ran out after dinner.
"Guess," Jiang Yan was lying on the sofa, stepping on the ground with one leg, "how long can you squeeze me to the ground?"
"I'm not all on the sofa," said Gu Fei, lying half-on-side on Jiang Yan, kicking the coffee table with one leg, "I can go down with this loose leg."
Jiang Yan glanced at his leg and smiled for a long time.
Gu Fei didn't laugh at him. When he supported his arms, he touched the corner of his eye.
"It's okay." Jiang Yan flicked in his hand.
"If you buy a bed ... goods, you need to hurry up," Gu Fei kicked the paper off the floor, while arranging his trousers, and said, "there are only a few houses on the street that are still open, so I have no choice.
"Well," Jiang Yan also got up, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and was a little worried when he came out again. "Hurry and wash your face ..."
"Why," Gu Fei asked as he walked to the toilet. "Are you afraid your nose is blowing on my face?"
"I'm afraid of you ..." Jiang Yan said half of a sudden and then thought, "I fuck! No!"
"... No." Gu Fei went into the toilet to wash his face.
Jiang Yan stood in the living room and sucked his nose. At this moment, the nose was open and should not touch Gu Fei's face.
Rather than doing such a shameless thing in the awake state, he was more concerned about his nose problem.
After confirming that there was no snot problem, the unsettling and panic-like feeling slowly spread, and looming around him.
When Gu Fei came out of the toilet with a look of water on his face, he couldn't even look at Gu Fei a little, and his eyes flickered with the illusion that he had given Gu Fei medicine.
"Let's go." Gu Fei wiped his face, seemed to be infected with embarrassment, pulled two sheets of paper to wipe his face, and walked towards the door.
"Huh." Jiang Yan glanced at the paper on the ground, trying to pack it, but hesitated for a moment and felt inexplicably embarrassed, so he ignored them and went out.
This film, except for Li Bao's country, is very shabby, and the new maps that Gu Fei took with him are similar. They are quite broken, but the lighting construction is much better.
This brightly lit old town will give people a sense of story.
There are indeed many stories. As far as the Li Baoguo family, there are as many stories as there are Gu Fei ... He turned his head to look at Gu Fei.
"Just ahead," said Gu Fei, "there is a market on the right, and the food is quite cheap. If you want to fire yourself, you can buy vegetables here."
"Um." Jiang Yan responded.
"Behind the cloth market and the clothing market, selling cheap and ugly clothes," Gu Fei glanced at him. "If you want to save money, you can come here."
"... Um." Jiang Yan smiled.
"Then it's the place to eat, and I'll take you after buying your quilt or something." Gu Fei said.
"OK." Jiang Yan nodded.
Many shops in the cloth market are closed. Fortunately, the street side is still open. Jiang Yan has no idea about how to choose these things, just look at it.
"This one." He groped on a four-piece set with wide stripes.
"This kind of pilling." Gu Fei said.
"Oh," Jiang Yan retracted his hand and touched another set, "then this ..."
"The two are the same, can't you figure it out?" Gu Fei said.
"Fuck," Jiang Yan put his hand in his pocket, "or else you choose two sets of crickets."
Gu Fei smiled, turned around in the past, and picked a set: "This ..."
"It's ugly," Jiang Yan said immediately, "cheap and ugly."
"Then you kick the ball," Gu Fei laughed, "expensive and beautiful."
In the end, Jiang Yan bought one for each of the two types of materials, so he didn't bother to go shopping, and bought pillows and quilts directly in this shop.
"I need a pillow?" Asked the lady.
"Ah, I'll sleep alone." Jiang Yan said.
"You can change to sleep, and when you're in the sun, you'll sleep in another," said the boss. "The door will be closed soon, so you can be cheaper. Besides, you are now alone and you will not be alone."
"I ... a high school student," Jiang Yan still wanted to save a little money, "when two people sleep together, the pillows are rotten."
"The quality of this pillow is good!" The proprietress slaps the pillow in front of him and pats it, "It's flexible! Besides, there are many people who live together in high school! I can see a lot of them. Come and buy bedding. "
"I'll just ... ask for one." Jiang Yan was almost speechless. Usually, he would definitely ask Gu Fei for help, but now he was embarrassed to see Gu Fei.
"His mother goes to check there every day. He usually goes to the hotel. There are really no pillows in the room." Gu Fei said later.
"I fuck?" Jiang Yan turned his head sharply.
"Oh-this," said the boss, "I'll just say it." "That's the one."
Carrying two bags of things back to the street, it took them a long time to tie everything to the back of the car. In the middle, they asked the boss to ask for two ropes.
"Going to eat like this?" Jiang Yan looked at these things, "carry the shop in a while?"
"Please eat something simple," Gu Fei stepped onto the car, "no need to unload the car."
"... Okay," Jiang Yan got on the car, "What to eat?"
"Fried rice cakes," Gu Fei said, "very delicious."
"You have an orphan and have a fried rice cake." Jiang Yan smiled.
"It's as delicious as Wang Er's pie," Gu Fei said seriously, "really."
After shopping, I found this fried rice cake shop, and the awkwardness in Jiang Yan's heart finally dissipated along the way. When I sat down with Gu Fei in this fried rice cake shop by the road, these two days The bit of depression that kept pressing him down so that he couldn't breathe suddenly disappeared with awkwardness.
"This is just to see the car outside." Gu Fei said after sitting down.
"Um." Jiang Yan looked at this shop. It was super small. There could be a total of four or five small tables in the shop, all of which were small tables, which were almost the same as squatting on the floor.
There were two tables in Riga at the moment. There were a few young girls at the table, and they were talking lively while eating.
In contrast, he and Gu Fei face to face silent, appearing extremely quiet.
"I forgot to ask you," Jiang Yan looked at Gu Fei. "Have you had trouble with the boar head today?"
"No," Gu Fei poured a cup of tea and put it in front of him. "He will bluff."
Jiang Yan drank his tea: "Who is it?"
"No," Gu Fei laughed. "Who dares to learn from the hegemony? The review can be released without being so smart."
Jiang Yan said nothing and stared at him.
Gu Fei took a sip of tea, he was still staring, so Gu Fei reached out to him, took a sip on his cup, and drank another tea, he was still staring.
"Hey," Gu Fei sighed, "It's not a big deal, let's talk about it after the exam."
"Are you here for an appointment?" Jiang Yan asked.
"About to play." Gu Fei smiled.
"What kind of difference is it between a man like him and playing?" Jiang Yan took a sip of tea and thought it was amazing. "No, what face does he have to come for an appointment? The ball is so dirty ... the face can be Fold a paper plane and play. "
"Don't worry, these days are fine, you have to take a good test first." Gu Fei said.
"Aren't you worried that I'm affecting the exam?" Jiang Yan asked.
"A bit." Gu Fei said.
"Don't worry," Jiang Yan said, "It's just a small broken school in the fourth middle school. I can still take the first exam with a fever and a memory ... Are you going to copy it? Isn't Zhou Jing saying that you don't change your seat on the exam?"
"No, I didn't have any pressure on the exam," Gu Fei laughed and said for a long time: "Brother, you are really ..."
"Huh?" Jiang Yan smelled the scent of rice cake and turned his head to look at the kitchen.
"I am so big, the best person I have ever met." Gu Fei said.
Jiang Yan paused, turned his head, and didn't speak.
"Really." Gu Fei said.
"You are as big as I am, the least I have ever seen," Jiang Yan said. "You are a warm bastard, and ... you look good."
"Do I need to boast?" Gu Fei asked.
"No need," Jiang Yan said, "I know I'm handsome."