Chapter 240: Feeling alive

"Cough! Cough cough cough!"
Shang Zhen coughed violently while reaching out to stop Feng Xingyan from approaching. The others looked at her with some concern, but his eyes faintly reverent.
"how about it?"
Huang Bowen first came forward to ask. At this time, everyone except Feng Xingyan and Shang Zhen put on protective clothing, so the voice was a little dull.
"It's okay..."
Shang Zhen coughed violently, and her pale face was stained with blood. After she became better, she described the words one by one, "This medicine has a strong reaction, and the pain is accompanied by...nausea! Dizziness. ..."
Shang Zhen said, there are people around me to remember, what they are doing is obviously easy to see, they are using Shang Zhen to test the medicinal properties! Use her as a living experiment!
Shang Zhen didn't expect to get to this step in the end, but compared with the reluctance of the previous life and the unknown fear, she had calmed down a lot in this life, because everything was in her hands, she didn't have to worry about being used to death She can even use the suffering she has suffered in exchange for future glory.
To put it simply: terrible like the K virus, which is like a dangerous toy at this time, under her control, because she knows that she can definitely succeed, so she has always been calm and terrible.
But Feng Xingyan was not so calm.
"Must be like this? Must she?"
He was about to scold people! Why Shang Zhen can become an experimental body, but he can't, every time he sees Shang Zhen suffering, he is on the verge of mania! If he can, he really wants to replace Shang Zhen and get on his own!
Yan Lao pulled Feng Xingyan aside so as not to disturb the process over there. Recently, he has been studying for thousands of miles a day. Such a good situation cannot allow destruction.
"Master, not because we don't want it, but we really can't. Miss Shang's body is different from ordinary people. In short..."
Yan Lao lowered her voice to Feng Xingyan, "Simply put, Miss Shang is a special infectious body that belongs to an invisible carrier that will not infect others, and her physical activity is ten times that of ordinary people, so she will not be like ordinary People can die so easily after infection...but you are different."
Feng Xingyan suddenly fell silent, suddenly feeling a little ridiculous.
He is different, he can live, still rely on Shang Zhen to give him life by applying a needle once every three days! So, what kind of qualifications does he have to use his precarious body to test drugs? One carelessness is causing trouble for Shang Zhen...
What a trouble.
After recognizing the reality, Feng Xingyan felt deeply powerless!
He could not test the drug, the only thing he could do was to accompany her while she was testing the drug, watching her uncomfortably like a masochist, and then he was more painful but couldn't stop this behavior.
No matter how long the time passes, they can't adapt.
A month later, Feng Xingyan looked even more haggard than Shang Zhen. He lost ten pounds, and his eyes were always covered with bloodshot eyes, because he didn't sleep well.
In the middle of the night, Shang Zhen often felt that Feng Xingyan was awakened, and then stayed awake all night...it won't work like this!
Although she was testing the drug, the psychological pressure on Feng Xingyan was fatal! This is very harmful to the treatment, so Shang Zhen suspended the trial of the drug for a day and planned to talk to Feng Xingyan.
"After the meeting?" Seeing Feng Xingyan put down the computer, Shang Zhen asked with a smile.
Feng Xingyan was surprised, "Why are you here? Sit down!"
Recently, except for the evening, Shang Zhen spent time in the laboratory, so it was really strange to see her in the room during the day. He was originally going to pass by after the meeting.
"The experiment also needs to be done step by step. The data they have obtained so far is a bit saturated, so I don't need me today."
Shang Zhen's words let Feng Xingyan breathe a sigh of relief, but he thought that the experiment would continue tomorrow. His eyes were slightly dim, and his mind was a little crazy. Do you want to use a special method to find another living experiment?
But thinking of Wan Shaolun being killed by Shang Zhen, it can be seen that Shang Zhen does not use other people for living experiments.
"Then take a good rest today." Feng Xingyan quickly put down his computer and thought of helping Shang Zhen go to bed.
Shang Zhen smiled and looked at him helplessly, "I'm really not crippled, you don't have to be so nervous..."
Feng Xingyan didn't speak again. Recently, he was very silent. Those deep purple eyes lost the glory and vitality of the past. Shang Zhen felt that if she beat him and scolded him, he might be more comfortable.
But no, she just took Feng Xingyan's hand and walked to the side of the sofa to sit down.
When Feng Xingyan walked, his joints were already very stiff, and Shang Zhen just vomited, his face was pale and his steps were vain.
Seeing this, Shang Zhen couldn't help laughing.
Feng Xingyan looked at her and didn't seem to understand this time. How could she still laugh?
Shang Zhen pointed at him and at himself, "Do you think we are like a brother and a brother?"
This analogy is too apt. Feng Xingyan's lips are slightly curled up, and he wants to laugh, but he can't laugh at anything, and he doesn't want Shang Zhen to suffer with him at all.
"Don't do this..." Shang Zhen stretched out two hands to raise the corner of his mouth, "You don't need to be so sad, because I didn't feel pain!"
"Why doesn't it hurt?" This sentence seemed to poke Feng Xingyan's wound, and he became sensitive after a reaction! He has not suffered the pain caused by the K virus, he is suffering day and night, how can she say no pain?
"Calm down, don't you think that I am happier now than before?"
Shang Zhen raised his eyebrows and asked.
Feng Xingyan discovered it naturally, but he felt that it was Shang Zhen who deliberately tried to make him feel guilty. Who would be happy with terminal illness? This is ridiculous!
He hurt her! If he died long ago, if his people can find an antidote faster, she doesn't have to suffer this kind of suffering!
Under this kind of psychological pressure and self-blame, Feng Xingyan, who has never had nightmares, has had nightmares recently. The painful expression of Shang Zhen during the day after taking the potions will be repeated in the dreams at night. He woke up several nightmares. To touch Shang Zhen's breath and make sure she is still alive, he can withdraw his heart.
This kind of panic, others simply cannot understand!
Shang Zhen sighed and looked at a sudden, quietly said, "Do you know? Before, I always had an unreal feeling, that feeling was like playing a game, crashing, and then reading the file again, although heavy After coming here, the people went smoothly, but I felt a sense of erraticness, it seems... I am still dead, the so-called re-entry is just a dream, but a beautiful dream."
The corners of her mouth slightly curled up and said calmly.
Feng Xingyan frowned, he didn't quite understand what Shang Zhen meant, what did it mean to read the file again? What is sweet dream?