Chapter 246: To love

The following days were really tough. Even after experiencing it once, and avoiding many sins that could be avoided, Shang Zhen was irresistibly thinner by ten pounds!
She was not fat at first, this thin, her eyes look bigger and sharper! Especially in pain, she stared at people as if she could tear the other person into pieces!
"It happened! She stopped her heartbeat!"
A female researcher shouted, and everyone moved.
"Painting! She's almost done!"
Seeing Shang Zhen's pupil dilation, limb twitching, and Huang Bowen's decisive order, the whole laboratory was tense for a time, and this phenomenon was not the first time.
What kind of experience is a person suffering from shock?
I heard that when people were dying, they saw a lot of things, and every time Shang Zhen faced dying, there was only one idea-do not give up!
If you don’t give up, you won’t die. This is the deepest cognition she got in her life and in this life.
And after experiencing the last ten times of near-death crisis, Feng Xingyan also pinpointed his mentality. He no longer feels like the end of the world like the first time, but stays with her and believes in her! Encourage her!
"Zhenzhen! Wake up!"
His voice trembled a little, but still firmly in Shang Zhen's ear, calling her name again and again.
"Zhenzhen!"
"wake up!"
He clasped Shang Zhen's hand tightly in both hands, as if he could grab her and not let her go.
"Wake up!"
After the injection of the cardiotonic needle, Shang Zhen's eyeballs turned faster, and she seemed to be dreaming.
...
"How about the name Zhenzhen?"
The elegant old lady was holding the book, and could not see a bit of modern impetuousness, just like a girl in the door of the mansion. She pointed to a line, helped Fuhua glasses, and said slowly.
"How do you use the word Zhen at the beginning of love? Zhenzhen, Zhenzhen, also speaks loudly."
An old man who was holding a brush next to him and nodded his head. When he moved his hand, he wrote the words "Shang Zhen" on the rice paper. "Okay! Just the name!"
He beckoned to the little girl who was only one or two years old on one side, "Small dough comes over, this will be your name!"
The little girl really did the same with the dough. The cute bun face walked awkwardly with innocence in the world.
Shang Zhen remembered it very early, and remembered things more than a year old. She even remembered what color the grandfather wore that day. She also remembered that day. It was a beautiful and warm morning, with beautiful sunlight passing through the bamboo forest. , Fell in the yard of the hut.
Grandma covered her mouth and smiled, "I hope that the boy who seals my family will treat her like a little dough like her name and regard her as the most love."
This may also be her biggest wish to take the word "Zhen"?
The picture keeps flipping, from a tender childhood to a teenager to adulthood. But the more terrible the back, the two old people who treated her like treasure died, and she seemed to have been forgotten and became the redundant one.
The picture became more and more terrible, she began to fear, cry and run away.
It shouldn't be like this, she originally...should have been treated by someone to the utmost love...this is not her destiny! Maybe she just needs to get through this time, it must be like this...
But soon she realized that the more she insisted, the less she accepted her fate! God is cruel to her.
Every time she reached despair, she dared not give up, because she knew that once she had a desperate thought, she was really desperate.
But she never gave up, why did she still reach despair?
why?
A tear fell from the temple, and the people around Shang Zhen suddenly fell silent, and Feng Xingyan's heart suddenly tightened! He reached out and touched the tear carefully, but felt that the tear seemed to be lava, not only burned his hand, but also dissolved a big hole in his heart!
"……what happened?"
Some people went to see Yan Lao inexplicably, because they had never seen Shang Zhen cry.
Shang Zhen never cried when it was more uncomfortable than before. Why did he cry suddenly today?
And her cry made everyone feel soft. They even had a kind of thought that the experiment should not be continued. Seeing that Shang Zhen was uncomfortable, their conscience was also faintly hurt.
When Shang Zhen didn't care before, they still didn't want to, but now that Shang Zhen is crying, they seem to have been exhausted of all their strength and can no longer continue their work.
Feng Xingyan felt more uncomfortable than everyone present. The moment when Shang Zhen was crying, his eyes were red, but he knew that Shang Zhen was crying not because of pain, but because of dreaming, her eyes were turning, proving that she was still In the dream, she dreamed of a scene that made her despair, so she would cry.
If possible, Feng Xingyan really wanted to go to her dream and rewrite her dream! Protect her well...
"I...wrong...what?"
She was just gifted, and then she was used by Shang Qingqing to squeeze.
She was just accused of being married, and was framed by Yue Mengru as jealous.
She just didn't want to sacrifice herself to give someone another life, so she was going to be killed.
She just... just wanted to run away, she had to be caught, injected with virus, and become an experiment without human rights...
She was exhausted all the way, and the nightmare never ended. How many times did she yearn in her heart, if only someone could pull her...
Do not seek to be like treasures, do not seek perfection, as long as someone can reach out to her, let her take a breath.
The intermittent dreams let Feng Xingyan hold her hand tighter!
"Zhenzhen! You did nothing wrong, it was all bad for others! Would you wake up? I will treat you well, I will treat you all my life, and I will only treat you forever!"
"con man."
Shang Zhen suddenly opened her eyes, her pupils shrunk, and there were still lingering dreams deep in the bottom of her eyes, but her voice had calmed down.
There is no redemption in this world. Some are just equivalent exchanges. Feelings are only the exchange products based on equivalent exchanges. In fact, there is only interest. In other words, feelings are not necessary.
Since she couldn't escape, in this life, she just wanted to seize the opportunity, use all available resources, and kill back!
Feng Xingyan was captured by her suddenly gloomy eyes, and a strong palpitations came from his chest. Even at this moment, he and Shang Zhen interlocked his fingers, but he felt that Shang Zhen was so far away from him, so far away that he even Suspicious, Zhenzhen, did he really love him as he thought?
"Great! You finally woke up!" Huang Bowen breathed a sigh of relief. "If you don't wake up again, I feel my heartbeat will stop..."
The only female expert even cried out, "You suffer...you can wake up...just wake up!"
Shang Zhen closed his eyes and felt the tingling sensation everywhere in the body. This familiar feeling made Shang Zhen slightly hook his lips.