Chapter 387: Throw away fear

His words seemed like a curse. Shang Zhen's ears seemed to surround him all day long, "Remember to miss me."
why? Obviously even the most intimate things have been done, and the body has been given to him. What kind of light barriers should I do?
In the case of a headache, she just wants to sleep, maybe wake up again, she will find all this is a dream!
Feng Xingyan... how could you like her? He clearly hated her all her life... Maybe this was what she wanted, so a dream!
The more she thinks, the more confused she is, her mentality is not stable. The reason why the previous instability did not break out is because she regarded rebirth as a revenge game. Recently, she was forced to think more and more. Sometimes it is normal, but when it is not normal, it is very abnormal.
"Zhenzhen, if you are uncomfortable, go back to rest first?" When the voice of Sikong Changsheng came, Shang Zhen woke up suddenly. She didn't go to the hospital today, but came to see Sikong Changsheng.
After being scared before, Si Kong Changsheng's health has always been very bad, and it has only recently improved a little.
"I'm sorry, I came to see you so late."
Shang Zhen guilty said to Si Kong Changsheng, but Si Kong Changsheng looked at Si Kongjin strangely, because this sentence was already the third time that Shang Zhen said, she had not kept her spirit all day long, and did not know why.
Si Kongjin gave his younger brother a wink, and then said to Shang Zhen, "Come on, I'll send you, you look like you need to rest."
Shang Zhen also realized that he was a little wrong and suddenly wanted to go back to find Su Wei.
While in the car, Sikong couldn't help but ask her, "What makes you so upset?"
Shang Zhen slightly frowned, she had realized what was happening. From the time she volunteered last night, or from the last dinner she took the initiative to give Feng Xingyan the antidote, she was a bit wrong, and today, Feng Xingyan's words containing love and expectation have become the fuse that detonated everything!
She—what is going on?
Si Kongjin lit a cigarette and took a deep breath. His narrow and long eyes were half closed, very lonely.
"Because Feng Xingyan?"
"Well." Shang Zhen did not conceal, because she felt that Si Kongjin was still her friend.
"Do you like him?"
Shang Zhen was stunned.
"It seems I like it..." Si Kongjin chuckled. "Just because he likes you, what else do you need to worry about?"
Shang Zhen looked at the backward scene outside the car window, and then whispered in silence for a moment.
"Like him, it makes me feel... sorry for myself."
"Huh?" Sikong Jin, who was driving, raised his eyebrows strangely and then asked with a smile, "So, if you like me, would you feel sorry for yourself?"
Shang Zhen shook his head.
"That's right." Si Kongjin looked at the road ahead and said quietly, "So the problem is not with you, but with him."
Shang Zhen was silent again, because Si Kongjin was not quite right.
Seeing her like this, Si Kongjin asked again, "So, there is a gap between you and him. What do you think he can do to make you bridge the gap?"
Shang Zhen stared at a place outside the window and said suddenly.
"If only he died once."
Her words scared Si Kongjin a sudden brake, and Shang Zhen with a seat belt, but nothing but looked at him with dissatisfaction, "If you are in the city, you will cause a series of rear-ends."
"What did you just say?" Si Kongjin stared at her closely, and the eyes behind the lens were unbelievable. "You want to seal Xingyan Yan? Why? He doesn't seem to do anything sorry for you? Is he derailed?"
Shang Zhen narrowed his eyes, and his expression became cold. "Relax, I didn't want him to die, didn't you ask how to eliminate the gap?"
Si Kongjin felt more and more jumped, suddenly suddenly sympathized with his rival, like a woman like Shang Zhen, is definitely a psychological roller coaster, maybe it will roll over when!
He thought about it and said seriously, "I think you have a lot of pressure in your heart and need to vent!"
"For example?" Shang Zhen watched him wink.
Si Kongjin shook his head, "I'll take you to a place!"
An hour later, the mountain racing track.
Si Kongjin threw a helmet over, and Shang Zhen reached out to catch it, frivolous.
"This is your way of venting?"
"Yes!" Sikong Jin touched a weird-looking motorcycle lovingly, "Dodge. Tomahawk! Professional-level racing, come up, I will take you for a ride!"
Shang Zhen hesitated, "This kind of thing is very dangerous. I don't think I have to give my life to you for fun."
Si Kongjin couldn't help but glared at her. At this time he took off his glasses, and his face looked even more evil.
"Come on, it's not like you."
Shang Zhen didn't move, "You didn't even bring your glasses." The implication is, do you see the road clearly?
Si Kongjin choked silently, "I wasn't short-sighted, I just wore glasses to make me look even worse!"
"Or cover your eyes with random discharge?"
"Are you going up?"
"Say first." Shang Zhen carefully put on a hood for himself. "You can take a ride, I don't accept it too quickly."
Si Kongjin grinned, the smile was like a successful fox.
"Relax, I just take you for a ride!"
Ten minutes later, Shang Zhen's face was blue, and she had to hold Si Kongjin tightly so as not to be thrown away! But she didn't scream, even though all the scenes were moving backwards quickly, the speed was as fast as she could see her tires, she still didn't scream.
Si Kongjin's voice was accurately transmitted to her ears through the sound transmission device inside the helmet. "You can't do this! You must call it to let it go!"
Shang Zhen's lips tightened even more! The fear in her eyes is as real as possible, but she just insisted on not screaming, and she seemed to lose it when she expressed her fear. She didn’t want to have such a thing as fear. She had obviously lost it for a long time!
"Shang Zhen!"
Si Kong Jin's smiling and serious voice rang in his ear.
"Fear is not terrible, terrible, no one is facing you with you."
Shang Zhen was stunned.
"So what are you afraid of? As long as you need it, whether it is me, Feng Xingyan, or others, many people are willing to bear with you, so, what are you afraid of?"
"What you have to do is not to lose fear and become indestructible, but to let go of yourself and let others have a chance to get close to you. Isn't a person too cold? You could have been happier!"
The sound of Shang Zhen's indifferent trait sounded tightly in his ear through the helmet.
"Is it good to lose fear?"