Chapter 415: How to say love

"You said, was it because you were destined not to be mine, I punished you if I touched you?"
Shang Zhen really thinks so. She made a second change and changed everything, but the only thing that remained the same was entanglement with him.
"Me and you should have no relationship."
"I don't want this kind of destiny!" Feng Xingyan forced down the words, "I don't want anything but you! I won't like others anymore, I just want you!"
Shang Zhen's mouth was slightly curled, and she slowly slid down the wall and sat completely in the water. The cold water made her awake. The brain pain was not due to hypoxia or fever, but at this time, she still felt Pleasant.
"Then I'm relieved, if you don't love me and forget me, it will make me feel like I haven't lived."
Stop saying this, and stop tormenting him again! Feng Xingyan's eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, his chin was trembling, and his phone was squeezed, and he had to close his eyes...
There is no third party between them, no misunderstanding, no ridiculous disputes between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, but why is it so difficult to want to be together? As if God made things difficult on purpose, he moved all the obstacles to him.
He kept escaping obstacles, and he was about to reach the end, but he was playing with him like this...
He does not accept this fate!
Shang Zhen continued to type, and every word seemed like a last word.
"Do you know? My biggest regret in my last life was that the drugs I developed were used all over the world, but no one knew my name, I saved a lot of people, but no one thanked me, and I liked a person for a long time. , But never received a response. When I finally died with the enemy, I was terrified, because I felt like I hadn’t lived. Will those people collect me? I’m dead, will anyone remember me? I’m afraid not Right?"
"The only thing that will remember me is Li Wanying. I love godmother! She has given me all the warmth. She has always wanted to find me in her previous life. It was because I drilled my horns and missed the chance to survive."
Feng Xingyan wanted to type, but couldn't type a word. He wanted to say, no, he would have him in this life, and his mother was her, and he was her, and everything she wanted was hers.
There will be countless people remember her and thank her, but she can't die, there can't be her name on the monument, he can't do without her!
Shang Zhen typed again, as if to say everything he hadn't said before.
"I used to be so cowardly. I thought I could take a step back to the sky and the sky. When others approached me step by step, I was already out of habit. This habit is terrible. It makes me hold my throat by the bad guys, even if I have the ability. And will not resist."
"So, I'm afraid of many people. I'm afraid of my stepmother. I was scared as soon as she froze. It seemed that I was only twelve years old. She was as tall as a giant. I was afraid of Wan Qingqing. She A dozen small reports, I will be unlucky, every time she wants to bully me, I can’t resist. I’m still afraid of my father, I’m afraid that the school will always look at the student who is not good to me, of course...I’m still afraid of you .
As soon as you frown, I thought in a panic. Am I doing something wrong? Do you hate me more? But even so, I still can't disappear from your eyes, like you, and exhausted all the courage of my last life. do you know? "
"I know." Feng Xingyan sat on the ground, at this time there was a lot of murmurs in his ears, but he could not hear anything, immersed in the world of them, he even asked her.
"When I chased you before, I thought you were so difficult to chase. I was obviously different from you, but you just refused to follow. I now know the reason, because at that time, I didn't use all my strength to love you. Little temper, right?"
Shang Zhen smiled and typed.
"Correct!"
Feng Xingyan lost his smile, even though his expression at this time was even uglier than crying, but he still laughed.
Shang Zhen told him.
"Last life was too stupid, so I learned a little bit better in this life, fear? That is unnecessary, cowardly, unnecessary, and honest, soft-hearted, and these are all useless!
I seem to have screened my life when I was born again. I thought that I would be invincible by excluding those unstable factors! Of course, in fact, I am indeed invincible. Those who calculated me didn't get a favor in the end. I will be here tonight, but it's just that I'm out of luck. Maybe my biggest enemy is God? Damn it, it hurts when I fell, and it hurts now! "
Feng Xingyan immediately became nervous, "How are you feeling now?"
Shang Zhen was sitting in the cold muddy water, her head was getting hotter and hotter, her consciousness was getting dizzy. She traced these words with her fingers, and seemed to be able to see his nervous expression...
"My situation is very bad now."
"I have a headache. I don’t know if it’s hypoxia or fever. I should have both. I’m half soaked in muddy water. Believe me. The feeling of staying in the water in this kind of weather is the most terrible punishment. It probably won’t take long for me. It will suffocate, freeze to death, or drown, and I have no other place to escape. In order to kill me, the death method that God designed for me is also unique enough."
She seemed to let go of it completely, letting go of all restraints and showing her nature before she died.
And optimistically, some playful narrative about his pain, in order to let him remember her.
Feng Xingyan was forced to breathe between the lines in her words, he could imagine what she was like at this time, forced, cold, suffocating! But he couldn't even hug her. This feeling, like Ling Chi, made people unable to survive, not to die!
"Will you persevere? Even for me, please!!"
Shang Zhen opened her mouth to gasp, her breathing spontaneously accelerated, and her body became paralyzed.
She is running out of time!
She had to type at the fastest speed. Every time, she used her life to write!
"If I die, don't be sad, you can be born again, I have made money, I have retaliated against everyone, and become the star of much-anticipated medicine. I am very satisfied. I have asked for it, but so..."
She laughed at herself.
"But I found that when I was about to die, I was most grateful for the rebirth, and I still got your love. I have been unwilling to face this problem before, but at this time it is very clear, I am deeply loved by you, I am very satisfied, than Successful revenge is more satisfying than success!"
"I seem to have forgotten to tell you, or, have been reluctant to admit."
"I love you. From last life to this life, there is no way to change one's heart."