Chapter 36: Special way (below)

"Do you want to enter the void?"
The empty library in the north tower, Isaac, who was sitting opposite Loren, glanced at him somewhat unexpectedly, without even noticing that the book in his hand had fallen.
"What's the matter?" While speaking to Isaac, Loren snapped his fingers, and the book that was about to fall to the ground was snapped back up by the hovering curse. He landed firmly in his hand and handed it back again.
"I'm just a little surprised ... of course, why should I be surprised? Your elective is spellcasting, which is different from the alchemists' fools, you are as sensitive to the perception of the void as our mysterious wizards, and The strength of the spiritual palace, it is normal to have this kind of thinking! "
"So since you already have a goal, why would you come to me?"
"Uh, because ..."
"Wait, wait! Don't tell me, let me guess ~" Isaac interrupted him violently, his eyes widened in excitement, and the corners of his mouth were almost to the ears: "You are the first I tried to do it once, and I do n’t have any experience in this area, so I need someone very knowledgeable to give you a little hint. "
"Coincidentally, as your friend, I am the most erudite among the people you know, and I am proficient in occultism-you see, both conditions are met at once, I guess right, tell? I guessed it! "
"... you guessed it." Loren, embarrassed and smiled, said this as if throwing his bones at the little Shiba Inu.
"I know it!" The proud Isaac almost lifted his chin: "Sure enough, you still understand me better, unlike a certain alchemist's idiot, it's just a little bit of sight."
Well, at least he learned how to get along with Isaac, so Loren comforted himself. The principle is similar to teasing a puppy, easy and comfortable. Unlike a small wizard, the instinct of the peripheral nerves is terrible, and it becomes more and more difficult to flicker.
Hey ... Why is this thing similar to Isaac in this matter? !
"Well, there is a lot of nonsense on the books about how to touch the void." Isaac, who didn't notice the change in his expression, has already started his own performance: "But we are not here to be nerds, so I I will speak as much as possible so that you can understand it and make it easier to understand. "
"my pleasure."
"To make it easier for us, would you tell me what you said in your hometown? Alas, do you have black hair in your head?"
"......"
"It seems that I have said the wrong thing again." Isaac shrugged and asked tentatively: "Shall we continue?"
"……Okay."
"I think you must have heard the phrase" Void exists because it does not exist ", but it is very difficult to understand, and this is completely a fallacy."
"But in fact, this sentence is actually a hint, a very obscure hint-the simplest, you can't use any common sense, your perception of the world to contact the void, it is very wrong practice, it will only let You go further and further on the path of truth. "
"You cannot rely on your experience, because there is no time in the void, so there is no past and future; you cannot rely on your senses, because there is no space in the void, so you cannot feel anything. All the pain or joy, coldness or hotness in it, is just your subconscious imagination. "
"The only thing you can trust is your intellect, because there are too many transcendental common senses in the void, and many wizards will look at things they ca n’t understand and drive themselves crazy, or because of the temptation of desire, It ’s not an exception to be completely trapped and become a living dead person. "
"I don't quite understand." Loren frowned: "If it's just subconscious, how could I fall into desire?"
"Because everything is illusory, the stimulation it brings is beyond your imagination. It is like a dream, but it is more terrible than a dream. Some people can vaguely understand that they are dreaming, even in sleep. But if they are really immersed in the void ... they will think they have entered the heaven of the Holy Cross. "
Speaking of which, even Isaac began to become serious: "So if you really want to enter the void, staying sensible is the only thing you have to do, and the rest is not important-even if it is death, it is only Will make your consciousness into a short coma; but if you are completely mad, you will never come back! "
Loren nodded, how much could understand what Isaac said: "So how should I enter the void, from the spiritual palace?"
"Generally speaking, meditation is the only and safer method, but after I found this method is inefficient." Isaac said proudly: "In short, it is to skip the steps of meditation and move you Put yourself directly into a deeper dream, and strengthen your spiritual power by completely contrary to common sense. "
"Because it is a dream, the 'void' you enter may be a scene you are familiar with, or a world you once imagined, completely different from person to person." Isaac suddenly smiled: "I will I often enter the college library, but every book is different from what I remember. "
"If it is a dream, then there must be some way to wake up." Loren tentatively said: "Or some kind of opportunity, will let yourself find that you are dreaming."
"Exactly! You reacted much faster than an alchemist's fool!" Isaac nodded excitedly: "Indeed, this is also a wonderful part of my way. You will have an opportunity for you to start from Leave in the void, not trapped in it. "
"For example me, every time I enter the library, the door is locked, and what I am looking for is the key hidden in a book, just like a game, only I can find the key The library leaves—although from the bottom of my heart, I do n’t want to leave at all. "
"But this is the terrible place of the void. If you can't resist the temptation, you will be swallowed by the void." Isaac slowly closed the book: "So my suggestion is that your first It ’s better to anticipate a situation that is less tempting to you, so that it ’s easier for you to break away. UU reads www.uukanshu.com instead of being completely attracted to it. "
After finishing, Isaac stood up and patted Loren on the shoulder, and left the library from the door behind him.
Conceive a not very attractive situation? It was really easy to say that, Loren couldn't help smiling. Even if it is you now, it is still impossible to completely control your subconscious mind.
But Isaac's words gave Loren a little hint ... What kind of situation are you least willing to face?
Has no choice, no retreat, and no room for slowing down, and can only walk forward with a scalp, probably this is the case?
I'm too obsessed with things that are stable and confident, so every time I encounter that kind of helplessness, I will become a little out of control, even eager to take risks and gamble, even if the price is my own life.
Perhaps my subconscious mind is actually very obsessed with this feeling ... It ’s no surprise that human nature is still an animal, and the animal nature is still hidden in the body. The desire to fight will never fade because of the well-dressed, just Suppressed by his own reason.
Perhaps this is what Isaac really wants to express? Not from meditation, but to enter the void through dreams, in fact, it is to materialize his subconscious cravings-just as Isaac always craves new knowledge, so the dream he enters is the library, and the library is opened. The door is to get rid of your inner desires.
Comparing Isaac's usual behavior, it was definitely not as easy for him to say.
"So ... what is the desire in my heart?" As soon as he said this, Loren could not help laughing at himself, and shook his head helplessly.
Is clearly very clear, isn't he?