Chapter 40: And myself...

　　Qingu is not the kind of person who knows that he can't get help from the outside world, knows that others don't understand himself, and has to seek the understanding and help of others.
　　 The eyes of others and the so-called understanding are really not important to her.
　　 Their vision can only be based on their own interests.
　　For example, these bystanders who seem to have nothing to do with the client, their compassion and concern are just appreciating the suffering of others to balance their misfortune, and then stand on the moral high ground to show their superiority and nobility.
　　 Just like now, it would be a torment for any of them to be in this indifferent home without any warmth, and they would not be willing to fall into the abyss again.
　　 But they can't say that, they can't say that this woman is allowed to leave her husband's house, and they can't agree with her divorce.
　　Because this painful life is not their own, and they persuade others to be patient and follow the old man... This sounds like, every minute it seems that I am such a noble person who respects the old, loves the young, and obeys the elders.
　　Qingu, this "old witch" is the real "old man" among all the people here. She quickly adjusted her mentality and no longer had any expectations for the outside world and everything in the outside world.
　　 Body, health, happiness... When no one cares about you, then protect yourself.
　　 Only oneself can really help oneself out of the abyss!
　　 In the end, Qin Gu followed the group of indifferent people back.
　　 She has no money, no mobile phone, no ID card... everything is held by others.
　　 There is no one to support her, including her husband, parents...
　　In addition to her current physical condition, she can't tolerate excessive running.
　　 Compromise is the only thing she can do now.
　　 Lin Yinglan kept apologizing to Lu Wenhua, saying things like making her mother worry about her.
　　 By the way, he took Qingu's reprimand, in a word: When you become a wife in someone else's house, you should be safe and don't mess around there.
　　Qingu is too lazy to care about this cheap mother.
　　 Along the way, these seven aunts and eight aunts bombed Qingu in turn.
　　 Anyway, it's all sorts of things that have blamed her, let her rest easy, or fix her and so on.
　　Qingu lowered his head to cultivate his spirit.
　　 It is not easy for the client to survive for ten years in this environment.
　　 It's a pity that this abortion, even if she wanted to be strong, she was still defeated by reality and lost blood to death.
　　 Those relatives who came to help Lu Wenhua, after all, have come to do such a big favor and are ready to go out for a meal.
　　 As for Qingu, she dropped the van and let her go back by herself...
　　Qingu stood in place, the sun above his head was like fire, but there was no warmth on his body.
　　 For people who have lost too much blood, even if she uses her own soul to support her body, she will ultimately be at a loss.
　　 Not to mention that she still doesn’t know where the client’s home is. Besides, she is penniless and even has no money to take the bus. Is it possible to let her walk back with a body like this?
　　 Well, only such a person can do such a thing.
　　Qingu sees those who enter the restaurant, regardless of their yelling and disgust...Of course, if Yuan Ying herself, faced with such rejection, she would definitely not enter.
　　 But Qingu’s only wish now is to have a good meal, so I put it on the back.
　　 also sat down on the edge of the table.
　　 Everyone was very disgusted with Qin Gu's "ignorance of current affairs" and took turns to reprimand.
　　 On the other side, the waiter greeted them at the door and guided them into the meal. After waiting for a long time, these people actually surrounded a woman and quarreled there.
　　 The waiter couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't help but said: "Do you still want to eat, do you want to make a noise when you go home, and how can we do business if the door is blocked here."
　　 "Hey, what the do you waiter talking about? What is your business if we stand here?"
　　 "Really, isn't it just a watchdog? I really thought I was doing something, just barking at random."
　　 "Believe it or not to complain to your boss. A waiter is still so arrogant, yelling at the elderly, I really don't know how your mother taught..."
　　...The unlucky waiter was immediately besieged by these aunts, and pointed and pointed at her, scolding her. It's more disgusting than eating shi.
　　The waiter succeeded in diverting the attention of these people.
　　 Lou Baogui frowned, with an annoyed expression on his face: "Hey, why are you still here after letting you go? Go back soon..."
　　Qingu said: "My body has suffered so much trauma. Could it be that you told me to walk back like this? Also, I don't have a key, and I don't have any money on me. How can you let me go back?"
"It's just a miscarriage. It's okay for your women to shed so much blood every month. Who can pretend to be so weak and pitiful? Go and go, and you will be sick when you see you. Here we go to Kang'an district and a half. The hour is here, so what's the matter with two steps? Isn't the belt at home? The key is really without the key, just waiting outside..."
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　　 Kang'an community, belt.
　　Who is the belt?
　　 The milk bread that Qingu just ate was almost consumed at this time, all supported by willpower.
　　 Of course she wouldn't really "walk" back stupidly.
　　 called a three-wheeled manpower and said the name of the community.
　　 About ten minutes or so, she went to the guard room. She was a young man in her twenties.
　　Qingu was thinking how to call the other person, but the young man greeted her first: "Sister Yuan, you are back? Is your body okay?"
　　Qingu looked at the sincere face of the other party, moved in his heart, and asked, "Do you know what happened to me?"
Youth: "Oh, the day before yesterday, your husband called an ambulance to take you to the hospital, saying that you accidentally fell to the ground... My child... Nothing... It's been five months, what a pity. Oh my I didn’t mean that, Sister Yuan, as long as you recover now, there will be opportunities in the future..."
　　Qingu narrowed his eyes slightly, and murmured and repeated "Five months?"
　　 When I was in the hospital before, I learned from the nurses that it was Yuan Ying who was taking the medicine and wanted to drain the child. Unexpectedly, it caused heavy bleeding. The family rushed her to the hospital...
　　 And now the statement from the doorman is that Yuan Ying herself accidentally fell and caused a five-month fetus abortion...
　　 The key is five months, the child has basically taken shape.
　　 Yuan Ying is stupid, she wants to shed the child?
　　 The tricycle driver was still in the car waiting for the money, and called to Qingu.
　　Qingu recovered and smiled embarrassedly towards the young man: "Heh, that...I was walking a bit in a hurry. I didn't have any money with me. Can I borrow some from you first?"